i thought how would hildegarde have looked at this? i thought about greening power coursing through her body was a natural power. i thought maybe hildegarde would not have done anything at all but just have removed what is in the way of her own greening power. so what is in the way? all the dead tissue had to be removed and the medications she did not absolutely need at would take away. anything that caught her attention uncomfortable mattress or bet clothes i would remove. fear. uncertainty, hope. then i thought hildegarde would fortify her greening power with deep sleep sleep, rest, food, that is what i did and it was amazing to see how fast her prescription begin to work. then the first of the month rolled around and mike showed up he was still pretty cute wearing his levis and the nurses and i stood there isn't made him wait in the waiting room and we told terry and watched her wheel herself to go see him. they were in there a long time. finally the door opens and mike came out a loan and he left. terry had thrown him out and told

i thought how would hildegarde have looked at this?t about greening power coursing through her body was a natural power. i thought maybe hildegarde would not have done anything at all but just have removed what is in the way of her own greening power. so what is in the way? all the dead tissue had to be removed and the medications she did not absolutely need at would take away. anything that caught her attention uncomfortable mattress or bet clothes i would remove. fear. uncertainty, hope. then i thought hildegarde would fortify her greening power with deep sleep sleep, rest, food, that is what i did and it was amazing to see how fast her prescription begin to work. then the first of the month rolled around and mike showed up he was still pretty cute wearing his levis and the nurses and i stood there isn't made him wait in the waiting room and we told terry and watched her wheel herself to go see him. they were in there a long time. finally the door opens and mike came out a loan and he left. terry had thrown him out and told him never

then i thought, then hildegard would fortify terry's veridi, the as with food and deep sleep and restso that's what i did. and it was amazing to see how was the prescription began to work. then the first of the month rolled around, and mike showed up. and he was still pretty cute. he was still wearing his little levis and still walking with his little strut, and the nurses and i, we stood there, and we made him wait in the waiting room, and we told terry and watched terry wheel herself on her gurney the whole length of the ward and go in to see him. they were this there a long time -- in there a long time. finally, the door opened, and mike came out alone and left. terry had thrown him out. she told him never to come back. then she stopped smoking. her appetite came back, she started to to eat. and that hole in her back side began to fill in. and since i only saw it about once a week with, its healing seemed as miraculous to me as those time lapse movies you see, we used to see in school when you'd watch a plant grow from a seed in just a few minutes? that's the way ter arely's bed so

i have begun to think of slow medicine and fast medicine it turns out hildegarde's way works best with slow diseases or don't have a treatment. although it is easy to put slow medicine and fast medicine in opposition but they work best together like a three-dimensional view. by this time i had finished my ph.d. in as a present to myself i decided to go on a medieval pilgrimage. there has been a little more press for those across variance but why did i want to go? the word actually comes means moving through the territory. uphold to leave your home to journey through only and is not yours. the medieval thought we were all pilgrims leaving home at burst traveling through life to reach the spiritual cool of death and in the middle ages in a telegram that was a big deal there was one to rolled and jerusalem and santiago this one here was the most exotic it started in the ninth century with the body of st. james the apostle was miraculously discovered in a stolen boat at the tip of spain and the church was built around it and people began to walk all across europe to visit st. james but hil