purpose was to go through the whole process but one of the things that i learned first of all, is hindsight israel have a story is said to have better that had to happen but as things are happening you balance was a possibility against another so i see myself as a risk manager to assess the chaotic situation to find the right way for word bed it was very difficult. >> host: many years ago is reader's digest to say be proud of the man i have become. you don't strike me as a narcissistic man or egocentric but as you go back to reconstruct emails and interviews were you pleased with the way it unfolded? >> we made mistakes up to the crisis running into the crisis into 2007 that the crisis was getting severe. and broadly speaking we did the right thing and with the first contact with the enemy of the plans are disturbed a lot of things on the margin the couldn't the difference but once we determine redo this aggressively we get the main things right. >> host: let's talk about your background small talent to reach kids and as you have said it in your book you were a dodger fan because of sandy koufax b