was in the air when hijacking was taking place, the copilot emerging from the cockpit with a gun at hiseck, an image. i was never able to erase. another was the night we landed our captors wiring the plane with dynamite, and anotheryou know, some of some of my captors were were very nice and were very nice to the children, especially. and some were you know, they were different kinds of human beings. some were not nice peoe. and there was one one woman. there were several women commandos because theopular front believed deeply in women's liberation was part of their ideology. so the women were in charge of our plan but there was one woman who was not a nice person at all, she at one point pointed her gun to me. i was walking back to my seat. i didn't write down any of that and it was funny because when i read my diary, i felt so frustrated with myself that i that i didn't tell a full sto. and then over the course of writing the book, i learned to have empathy for that 12 year old girl who wasn't able to absorb everything going on around her. but i just want to give our listeners one exampl