i have a hnc cadeha to listen. why the cell project and why this title at this point in your career? >> i have been working on this way before the passing of my sons. we had talked about doing a solo project and we were working on it and doing the father and son things were working on. ok. it's just finally got to the place where i started working on it while they were alive. and after they passed away it threw me for a loop. i had to take time to probably get back to their and after getting over that part of it, i had to figure out how i was going to write this. what was i going to say? how was i going to say this? that is why i came up with a song, "last man standing,"that is a song about me and tell my kids had to come to grips with who i was in the things that i did in my life and kids have a tendency, they want to take their parents and say, ok, you cannot do this and you cannot do this. they never asked me, they never asked me what woman so why should i ask -- let you ask me what women i am going to be with?