to hodgson. usual routine. >> he started flipping out, punching the steering wheel. he was saying that they ruined his life. reiterated what they were calling him. just flipping out-- some of the stuff i couldn't make out, it was so loud. i was worried that he was going to kill us in the car. he was driving erratically, and i thought for sure we were going to end up wrapped around a tree. i begged him to pull over, let me drive. he didn't listen. told me to "shut the f up, shut the f up, do not say another word." he punched me in the face. i was very hurt that he wanted to push me away. he was all done with me, that's pretty much what he said. ♪ ♪ i wouldn't even let him drive me all the way back home, because if he decided to snap then, there's really no protection for me there. it's not in plain view of the public. that's why i had him drop me off at the gas station. but when i got out of the vehicle, i reiterated, i was, like, "hey, just so you know, i love you. i'll always be there for you. i