after nixon has announced holderman's resignation. and it's very painful to him that nixon starts drinking. by the time he talks to holderman he already has put back a few whiskeys. and so you can hear that in his voice. he talks about holderman as, you're going to hear, my brother. i think this is a reference to nixon's own brother. one of his brothers who died from tuberculosis when nixon was a young man. and so he's forced to part company with holderman he's thinking about this tragedy that happened to him when he was a young man with actually two of his brothers died of tuberculosis. one particular he was very close. so i am just going to share the screen again and then we can talk on the other side of this last little recording of going to play for you. >> camp tapered april 28, president nixon. >> i'm sorry that's the wrong one, just before that. >> sitting room april 30 covid 1973, president nixon and bob holderman. >> hello? [inaudible] [inaudible] right where we want to be. [inaudible] [inaudible] [inaudible] the only thing i