he talks about holderman as, you're going to hear my brother, i think this is a reference to nixon'sther, one of his brothers who died from tuberculosis when nixon was a young man so when forced, he's thinking of tragedy that happened to him when he was a young man, two of his brothers died protect tuberculosis but one in particular so i am going to share the screen again and then we can talk on the other side of this last little recording going to play for you. >> april 28, 1933, president nixon and john -- >> sorry, that's the wrong one. just before that. april 30, 1973, president nixon. >> hi, you've got -- [inaudible] well, i -- [inaudible] you're taking your steps, your getting -- [inaudible] [inaudible] who had to rely on -- [inaudible] before we give note, but let me tell you -- [inaudible] [inaudible] [inaudible] [inaudible] >> i don't think we can but i'll try. [inaudible] [inaudible] >> that may be why you haven't gotten a note. >> okay. >> i will. >> all right. >> okay, that was the end of this 30 day period, i actually go a little beyond that but this is the main part of