and then at mount holeo. that helped me develop my leadership skills. i grew in many, many ways, and i was inspire d by the founder of the college that she was able to establish this first women's college. she had no funding. basically she had a small pouch walking into communities collecting coins. and the students in return for their education will bring eggs, butter, and milk. and that's how that college was started. so i compared myself with her. i dared to do that. and i said well now that the world is paying so much attention to women's rights in afghanistan and a lot of support is coming and a lot of money are coming, yet women are not able to be benefitted to actually see the impact. and i think this is the right time to start. so i learned basically what you said that try not to be intimidated by the threats that you see by the danger or risk associated. approach those opportunities and use them strategically. so that's why. it was a big dream for me. to start a women's college, i shared this idea with my professors. i got support. i got suppor