he's not as eager to face death as holton. but he's ready for it, nonetheless. >> i'm extremely sad for what i've done. it hurts me knowing that i went to the level that i went. and if there was any way possible for me to be healed or correct it, believe me, it would be done. it's an impossible situation not only for me but for everybody involved, you know? and i'm not saying that to get out of an execution or -- because like i said, i'd ready. if you want to kill me, let's go. i'm ready to go. but i think that i have something i can offer somebody. and i don't think it's really time for me to die.

hillary holton was just 21 years old when she died in her narconon room in april. cause of death is undetermined. gabriel graves was the father of two girls. the 32-year-old was found dead in his bed at narconon last october. >> it seems like it was just yesterday. >> reporter: gabe's mother and stepfather say they want answers from narconon too.

a black war to stop open fire on armed civilians killing seventeen in baghdad five years ago got holton from harper's magazine says a contractor will be delighted with the deal which underlines how close it is to the with authority. the amount that's being paid is a real pit this is it as these things go generally this is an absolutely tiny sum on the other hand we've got this blackwater is not completely out of the woods yet what they got here was a deferred prosecution agreement that is they have time to persuade the justice department not to prosecute the justice department gets an extension in the statute of limitations period to continue its investigation but that being said these sorts of agreements aren't entered into unless the government thinks dismissal that is non-prosecution is a probable outcome so obviously black why there's got to be delighted with this one thing that comes out of these papers is that a lot of this is being done in a very very close relationship with the united states remember blackwater is a principal contractor for the department of state and it appears

hillary holton was just 21 years old when she died in her narconon room in april.s the father of two girls. the 32-year-old was found dead in his bed at narconon last october. >> it seems like it was just yesterday. >> reporter: gabe's mother and stepfather say they want answers from narconon too. >> i felt like they were leading me to believe he overdosed. and i was devastated. >> reporter: but the autopsy report showed only trace amounts of morphine in gabe's system, an the cause of death remains a mystery. >> it needs some type of monitoring. what the heck is going on? >> reporter: the gillams say gabe spoke to them about a drug rehabilitation center that was anything but drug-free. a place gabe said drugs were used by some as barter for sex. >> he said that it was one of the easiest places he's ever been to get drugs if you want them. he said there were drugs offered for exchange of physical favors. >> so the people at narconon offered drugs to the patients in exchange for sex? >> female patients is what he told me. >> reporter: a former client and a former emp

stacy murphy 21 old, hillary holton, 21, gabriel graves, 32 years old.gabriel's mother and stepfather want answer. did you feel like they were completely forthcoming with you on the phone in terms of who they were, what their procedures were? >> no. no. i number one said i do not want my son indoctrinated into scientology here and i mean it. and we don't do that. >> they said -- >> they said we do not do that at all. when i talked to gabe about it, he said that's their whole thing, trying to get us to be scientologists. >> really? >> that's what gabe said to me. >> ceo gary smith says the church of scientology has supported narconon since its inception but insists it's a non-religious program. as for the death, smith said he can't comment on specific cases due to federal privacy laws but he says our deepest sympathies go taught those families and our prayers are with them. >> it needs some type of monitoring. i mean, what the heck's going on? >> narconon international declined to do an on-camera interview with us since they have done plenty talking with