something about it, and as you read the book, you didn't quite trust your parents, so you were hypervigilant my father's way to inspire me was in fifth grade he bought me one of those old-fashioned tine writers and said learn how to type because you can be a clerk typist. so i learned how to type, i learned to type 175 words per minute, i did that part time in college, helped pay for my college education. but it helps when you're a writer, too. so where do i get this desire? is i think from my teachers. i had wonderful professors or teachers who were just, go get it, you're smart, you can do it. and then in the navy, i really had a wonderful boss, captain midas, male physician who was the chairman of medicine said i'm going to nominate you for the white house. got to the white house, and bill clinton trusted me to take care of him and his family, and, you know, from there you just proceed. i mean, what do i plan to do? i have a concierge practice, so i'm a entrepreneur. i think i can expand it if i want to, but then i want to write more books and other things. and can then i was in honolulu