but that -- but i got used to that. i mean, i thought i did as a youngster. as i think about it now, i was totally abusive. but i figured that, you know, that was part of -- now i know that was part of the dysfunction in my family. >> the male child has the most impact of who they are by the father. he wants the father's approval. his father had a huge impact on him. i mean, i'm sure it's more layered and complicated, but i think that's the basis of it. >> robb has never fully opened up about his relationship with his father. but soon, he'll have to describe how a life of violence led to his brutal crime. >> i learned that i had been living with a lot of pain that i kind of put aside that i never really -- i never really realized it. i thought it was normal and i find out it wasn't normal. >>> coming up -- john robb follows in dad's footsteps. >> i took care of problems. learning how to find people, and collect money, whatever was necessary. >> and later, robb's criminal lifestyle leads to a vicious crime. >> came crashing down, i realized that i had really s

if i moved i would draw attention to where i was. so i lay silent and still. hoping whoever or whatever it was would move on. i stared up through the leaves to a blue sky. it appeared sharp and clear it seemed unreal. when i heard the steps closer i closed my eyes and prayed to the gods. when i opened my eyes i heard breathing and feel the warmth of another body it was so close to me. i heard his voice call out. sachy, it's me matzu, let me help you. i thought i died and went to the other wonder. matzu? spilling up from the leaves like a wounded animal. i forgot everything even the shame of allowing him to see me. he began to laugh is that you or the fox cot. it was the first time he joked with me he had been so quiet. it wasn't the time for laughter i was tired and hungry if i had been the god i might have been made food and water appear. it was my good fortunate that matzu found me. i had been looking for you all night. are there others? i could barely get the words out. they think you have gone to a better world how do you find me. he smaled. he opened [ina

i said i was not tired. i am telling you the truth. i had to ask permission to go home for my coronation. i went to my office and within a few minutes my boss called me again and he said, are you ok? i said i am ok. [laughter] ok, boss. he asked me if i was serious. not a queen but a scene? -- king? then he said, you would be a good king. tavis: what was the coronation like? i know ghana is big on ceremony. what was it like? >> it takes about three days. your family gathers with a lot of food and drink. drumming and dancing. the art with you in a room for 10 days. coaching me with how to have at a kid, how to walk, how to eat, what not to do and what to do. then your family members and the town people are out there with drums, drinking, and normally it is a big thing for three days. tavis: to the customs becking is supposed to adhere to, what are some of the things you can no longer do or things a to have to do differently because you are the king? you mentioned being in public. what are some of the things you can no longer do? >> when

i wasn't the person i told everybody else i was. i definitely was not the man i wanted to be, so i ended up telling the lord one sunday evening and i said, hey, you know what? i want to serve you 100%. let me get out to see my family one day. that is the only thing that gives me hope. >> if brie rn stays out of trouble in prison, he'll be eligible for parole in 2023. meanwhile, larry sanders continues trying to point younger inmates toward the right path. >> i mean, i ain't never been up in here. >> well, you ain't never been in here. >> a lot of them are involved in gangs and stuff, because they have to be, because the way how it is in here. >> why you want to go talk to the kids? >> because, you know, nobody never came and talked to me when i was in school and talked to me and gave me a different outlook on the way i took life in, and you know, if somebody did, i would probably not have ended up in this situation that i am in today. so i want to get to somebody and because i am young, too, they wanted me to speak, you understand,

i said, yes. he said, can i see more of it? i said, you bet. i even asked his name. ends up this is lorne michael, and he is going to the clubs in new york looking for writers for this new show called "saturday night live" that was going to premiere in the fall. i go home to long island and a type of what i believe for a 1100 of my best jokes. two days later, i have to go back to the city for my meeting with lorne. i was so nervous. what should i wear? well, hip new show. i will dress hip. i put on my father's marroon polyester leisure suit. i looked like a big blood clot. i went to the city. he was staying at the plaza mattel. my meeting was like at 2:00 p.m. i do not want to be late. i was really nervous. i got there like at 7:00 a.m. in the morning. i see a pay phone, 1975, no cell phone. i went to the pay phone and call billy crystal. he had been talking to lorne about the possibility of being on this new show. i said, do you have any hints you can give me so i can have a leg up in this meeting? he said, well, he used to write for woody allen. he used to produce

i love books and i do love to read and i love to read books to people. so it was kind of a no brainer. >> rose: why the wizard of oz? >> i do love judy garland. i'm a huge fan, i loved the movie but i never really read the book. i thought there are a lot of people out there like me who have such love for the material without having explored the source material. so i read the book, thought could be a great time. there's i think literally of hundreds of voices in it, and it was, it was three great days. >> rose: it's different than just reading. it's different obviously than act because you got to use your voice but you can also do all kinds of contortions with your face to make the sounds. >> yes, ohio state. >> rose: how did it work. >> well, the way i did it and the reason, it was different than doing on catch raw work --n camera work because you can look grotesque in an unbelievable way. you can sound a certain way but you don't have to do it for a very long amount of time. so if you choose a particularly taxing voice you might only have to read it for

okay, i know i was born a male. i know that. that i do know, but i live as a woman. i see myself as a woman. i like to be respected and addressed as a woman. my ex-husband, my deceased husband, he was very overprotective. he just -- he used to beat on me. beating me, beating me. i manipulated to get away from him, ran up to the kitchen. you know, they had this knife set. the biggest handle that i seen, i grabbed it. and i ran outside, and he was standing there. i just stabbed him. he fell. i stabbed him again. they grabbed me, and i was covered in blood. they called the police. i still had the knife in my hand. they came and retrieved the knife and handcuffed me. i've been locked up ever since. >> once locked up, marcus was quick to develop prison romances and is currently on her third prison marriage. >> i see him as a man, a straight man, that's how i see it. you know? he's a man. he's my husband. i'm a woman, and i'm his wife. let me wrap my hair down. we exchanged vows, you know. he opened his heart to me, i opened my heart to him and we vowed to be best friends

i want to go to work. i want to make money. i just can't wait. i hate this place. i hate these people. i've got to go. >> jason flores seems to get along with his fellow inmates. >> you ain't keeping up on your -- >> confinement inmates are in their cells 23 hours a day, but flores says it doesn't bother him. >> me, i have a lot of experience. i've done a lot of time in confinement. i spent 13 months in confinement solid in prison. well, if you know how to do time, you use your environment and what you have to pastime the best way you can. without spending too much time in your head. >> flores is at the jail appealing his 25-year sentence for home invasion robbery and attempted murder. and even with so much on the line, this stay at hillsborough county might prove less traumatic than a prior stay when he was arrested several years earlier. that's when he came face to face with an inmate named kevin kinder. the same man who raped him when he was a young boy. >> it was actually in a holding area where everyone goes before they go to court. i seen the guy standing on

i did not pick the background that i have, i was born like that. everybody is not the same, just like all cops are bad. and we need to understand each other more, and i feel that to be more engaged with the community, don't be scared to reach out. when you see a kid growing up, not think that is fake. compliment them. he has been through a change and he has not been arrested. i would also like to shout out angel. he came from a hard change and i'm glad to see him on this right now. >> i am the director of inner- city youth, and one of my commitments to this work was that there is a young man that did not have any parents. so i went through the guardian process, i got custody of him. i am the executive director. i am not going into my own horn, but i think i am very resourceful and i have a general good understanding of how to navigate systems. he has many co-defendants. he is not doing anything. because of his status, he cannot be separated. i don't know what to do. i don't know where to go. i thought he was kidding when he told me that. he wasn't.

i researched because i am researching that. that phrase translated from 17th century england which is a derogatory term, have been in a wheelbarrow. which is a way of telling someone to go to hell. there were not going to tell you to go to hell, they will tell you haven't -- heaven in a wheelbarrow. they were not going to tell you to go to hell. tavis: how does an artist take that and treated artistically? >> -- treat it artistically? >> there was a band in austria, midnight oil. -- australia, midnight oil. they hit you over the head with a hammer. i do not want to hit you on the head with a hammer. we kind of did it through metaphors. except for the one song, " mad, mad world," if you open your mouth about anything, someone will shoot you down. we have divided ourselves, since i have been alive, i think since 2001, we have divided ourselves to a point where the division is so great, no one will talk to each other. i could be totally off base, and totally wrong, and people can totally disagree with me. i think that a lot of it

i can't--i can't--i can't do this. i can't--oh, gosh. turn it on! turn it on!speaks indistinctly) right now! right now! i can't get it on! i can't get it on! there. ah! walk for me. (meredith) we're still never quite ready for life's grand moments. hi, baby! go back. oh, my goodness. oh, i missed it! (meredith laughs) (derek groans) good girl! hi. i'm jimmy kimmel. by popular demand, you're about to see a special rebroadcast of our seventh annual "after the academy awards" special. you're about to see meryl streep in a mustache, tom hanks as a robot, and kate beckinsale in bed with chewbacca. you're about to see oprah punch someone in the face and that dummy matt damon dressed up like grapes. but this isn't just a rerun. we added some things we didn't have time for the other night, so if you've seen it, watch it again, and if you haven't, get ready for what will probably be the greatest hour of your life thus far. and with that said, here's me. (siren wailing in distance) thank you, guys. yeah, it was fun. see ya. billy. billy. great job. yeah. great job hostin

i feel like i am home. more than that, i feel like i am the luckiest guy to know that my home is being protected by these officers. it was a long time in the editing process. i am grateful to hear your stories over and over again. thank you for saving lives. [applause] >> that pretty much concludes the presentation. if anybody has any questions, anybody up here or any of the officers super dissipated in the video. then we will conclude. >> and you did not talk a lot about what you felt about it rid can you give us an idea of what you feel the impact of watching the video will have on the people who are watching it? >> i do not think there is a person in here who did not tear up a little bit watching this thing. just the heart to come out. when lee said, do you want to do it? it was a no-brainer. i did not know it would turn out like this. i could not be prouder of all the san francisco police officers who are here for our lgbt kids or any kids. kids deserve to grow up free of all the other nonsense. this vi

no, i love black and white and i think it is amazing but i thought i don't want that distance. i want people to look at it and feel like they are in it. especially there is some locations where i actually feel like you could smell it, sometimes, where there is like boxes of papers and garbage and you see the wrinkles and everything. but what i think that is the story of all the people. and one thing that needs to be said about this is like we have conversations about the show. we talk about the show this much ourselves. and -- >> like who we are and what we are about. >> yes. and as a writer, you know, it's like okay, i write everything everybody says on the show. will you hear these people talk about it. and you will realize in addition to their craft and their process they are bringing a whole, it is a performance of it is more important for me, i guess what i am saying it is more important for me than emotionally accurate than historically accurate. and that's the thing that i think you see when the actors perform it is that there is always a way for them to, they admit the

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" and i applied and i -- and i was accepted. and i think my second or third year at ucla i got a job at los angeles city college, a part time job. and then, you know, teaching in the evening. and i loved teaching so much i said, "well, this is going to be my life." now, as for being a columnist, being a public figure; that was not in my plans at all. >> how did the column start? >> well the column started in -- i wrote for the philadelphia tribune. there was this -- it's a black new -- one, very, very old black newspaper in philadelphia and it turned out that the president of the philadelphia tribune, he contacted me and he said, "well, i want to change the focus of the newspaper a little bit. i want some more -- i want some economics in it. and so he hired me to write a column once a week and then it was -- i was discovered, as it was, by -- in 1980 when the heritage foundation was starting a syndicated column and they invited me to be on their syndicate. and a fellow, ed grimsley, he's -- he was the editorial page editor of th

i think that is all i have to say. i write a script, and then i lay it down and forget to read it. >> that is the best way. >> so i wish you all the best. thanks. [applause] >> is there any public comment on the item 3? great, seeing none, item four, election ofbic president and vice-presidents -- election of bic president and vice- president. >> typically, what would happen is there would be discussion amongst commissioners, and a motion would be made to nominate someone, and then if it is seconded, you would then vote. usually, the preference would be if there is multiple motions and seconds, it gets confusing, so usually, it is better to handle them sequentially rather than to have multiple motions setting out there on the table. you would first go through the election of the president, and then that president then could conduct the elections for the vice-president. commissioner mar: so i guess we would open nominations for the president. commissioner walker. commissioner walker: thank you, warren. i have been on th

i remember when i went to do -- i went to -- i was good academically in school, at sciences.ent to college to do biology, and after a couple of weeks, i changed to philosophy. and i came back at christmas, and my mum had gotten me a book on biology, it was so sweet. and i said, mum, i'm not doing biology anymore, i'm doing philosophy. and she went, what good is that? and i said, it doesn't matter because i'm going to be a pop star. and she went, pop star is another word for junkie. i and told her what the advance was, and she said, mick jagger bought his mom a house in wales. >> ricky, it's been a pleasure as always. you fly the flag brilliantly for my little country. and it's a great joy to watch you in action. >> thank you. cheers, man. thanks, mate. >> ricky gervais. there's only one ricky gervais. >> thank god. >> thank god. [ female announcer ] if whole grain isn't the first ingredient in your breakfast cereal, what is? now, in every box of general mills big g cereal, there's more whole grain than any other ingredient. that's why it's listed first. get more whole grain t

and i also -- ken i have the overhead? i want to point out that one of the things i have done is i attend various openings. this is a glide to, for example. that is the ribbon cutting. i have also attended the tenant leadership training, where i have helped as a guest speaker. for over 10 years, a tenant leaders graduate. i have also put on various even ts. i felt a community room at the police station to maxwell having an event. here, i have the picture of a tenet convention for as sarraute tannins. -- for sro tenants. you can see right here, it was aired on kpsa. it is not just for the neighborhood, but letting the community in the larger sense no will the issues that the sro tenants face. i attended the grand opening of sell my grand. here is a picture -- i attended the grand opening of selma grand. >> here is the famous coach being recognized with some of his track club. and here is the picture of me with art agnos at a grand opening. i actually have a hard hat on. this is an old picture, because it was a polaroid. any

and i still think this might be a hoax. i do, i really do. he was just 43. to me though it is like a fiery planet going dark. his last wish for "red eye" i hear was not to have pinch at the table. so we had the newspaper removed. let's welcome our remaining guests. i am here with kurt loder and columnist and author, tv's andy levy. he still wanted the title. bill schulz who will not be my repulsive sidekick. and next to me is michigan congressman thadius mcconnor who should have been our next presidential nominee, but he failed. just kidding. anne, i go to you first. i wouldn't have met you if it wasn't for andrew breitbart. he introduced you to me trying to convince you to do this show. by the way, this show would not exist without breitbart. it was him who talked to fox to get this show -- or to get me a job. i was living in england and he talked to people at fox. i met with the people at fox and the next thing it was "red eye" and everybody here sitting here with the exception of bill because i knew bill, we never would have met. we never would have met i

i felt that i knew what i was capable of doing. i felt that if i could continue to show improvements in my capabilities and held my head up that it would come out and they would recognize what i could do and what i was capable of doing and be appreciated. tavis: the issues that you were confronting, when they turned into a case, when all of this became litigious, when litigation can into the picture, how did it feel for you to have the company that you were so desperate to work for, that you fought to get into and fought to prove yourself -- how did it feel when that company was fighting you in court? >> it did not feel very good. in fact, it did not feel good the last few months i was there as an employee. the retaliation and -- you know, people ignored me and would not talk to you or share information -- it is really devastating and it really is bad for your personal morale, too. you feel like you have lost your dignity, you have lost your respect, and you really do not know which way to turn. it is really devastating feeling for

good >> i feel like i have talked about a lot of these so much i knew them pretty well. charging for transfers, we came down with and no on that, and i am worried it is going to slow down the boarding of the buses. gooalthough it seems like a good idea, and i support doing everything we can to transition people, we have a lot of concerns, like there was not enough doubtless -- outlets. they did confirm there are 110 locations where that can be done, but there is so concerned it is going to make it more difficult for people to get the cash on their card, so i every -- i do agree we should be continuing to transferor and as part of all large policy. goowe did not succumb to of firm decision. goo-- did not come to a firm decision on about one. i am going to withhold comment. going back to donthe youth pass, that is a laudable goal, and i did we need to have a conversation about that. we have not seen the funding that has been identified, so aricing we need that laid out. i think we need to keep this as part of the budget process, if we can do a two-year pilot and and have t

i was sexually active and i became a christian, and reading the bible i realized i should brnt sexuallyo i stopped and i have been faithful to my wife now for 20 years by god's grace. >> your wife grace, you have this dream after you get married in which you -- >> i have weird dreams, sometimes i see stuff, supernatural stuff. >> tell me about this particular dream. >> it was something that had happened when we were first dating and she was only 17 years of age. i found out some things later in the marriage like my wife had been sexually assaulted. we hadn't put together those details. sometimes when you're married for a u few years, some pieces come together. >> you had a dream where specifically you could envision her making out and you confronted her having after the dream did this happen earlier in her life, and she said it did, you said if you had known that you wouldn't have married her. why is it okay for you and not oak for her? >> this is where we're going to get to jesus, he died, he rose, he forgives me and he helps me and i hope to keep changing and doing better. >> younger

i am not a poet. i don't care much for. i don't spend me weekends read anything writing. i like to have cocktails but i do not have a drinking problem regardless of what state i wake up in. i don't need drugs to open up my imagination. i am not a poet. i can tolerate half an hour of spoken word poetry. what my cats are up to. i always carry my business cards. i am not a poet, i only write to masture bait my mind. i am trying to convince myself that poetry it save lives. it's the dust of art. and i am going to close with to poet. americano. i look at myself in the mirror. trying to figure out what makes me an american. i see chickens. practicing religions without a roof. i see my own blood. proud american blue genes labels. i see them sits outside with the eyes of an alley cat. i see myself trying to be more like james dean. i see carlos san tanna. more than sporadic latino explosions. as american as bruce spring teen and elvis presley. i see taco bell. i see purple, red, blue, green, orange. i see cheetah revera on broadway. as american as the lee's, the kennedys. none so

if i didn't have them i don't know what i would do, kind of thing.murai's garden i brought it and they never know what to expect from me. one said today, you never write the same story. i always feel i am writing the same story in all the books i have written because there are themes that go through my books consciously i don't sit down and say i will write about duty. or i will write about family. or i will write about world war ii god forbid. it somehow goes through every book i have done even when i tried not to. samurai garden is an example of quintessential set before world war ii, both of my cultures and everything i wanted to do and taught me what it meant to be japanese. that's taking liberty to saying taught me what it means to be japanese. i can't know exactly what it means to be japanese but it gave me a culture. a culture i realize that was a lot japanese. even though i hadn't grownup in it and i was as american as apple pie in so many ways that i started to learn more about the culture and i thought, i'm more japanese than chinese in man

and i--i adored him. i mean, i got to know him personally. i saw him even in his later life after i left school and i studied with him, i interviewed him for the--the student publications. he was just a great guy. and he recommended me to henry r. luce, that's--of time and the publisher of time and life, where i got a job in 1938 as an office boy for $20 a week. c-span: how long did you work for time and life? >> guest: through--from '38 until '46. all through the war, and in six--in the six cities that i mentioned before. c-span: and what is this picture? >> guest: well, that's an exclusive. it's--it appears only in this book and in my archives at the university of chicago. it's ernest hemingway on the left and on the right is elaine fischer, known as pinky, who was robert capa's english girlfriend in the spring of 1944. and capa had decided to have a big party for hemingway in london. this was about a month before d-day. and it lasted until the--the liquor ran out about 4 am. hemingway landed in the hospital because the--he was offered a ri

i don't know why i should be surprised. not that your politics are necessarily that shocking, but why did you do that? what made you get up one day and say i'll do this? >> i didn't do it one day. i thought about it for a long time. what i said after that was i wanted to make the point that this really hurt. it does hurt to write a check for a million dollars, and i wanted to inspire a lot of people out there on the left who are rich who this wouldn't hurt at all. there's lots of people that won't miss a million dollars. i will miss it. >> how bad are you going to miss it, bill? >> i'm driving a cab at night now. i'm not. i'm still going teet the same. i'm just going to do you jigest peacefully. these republicans scare me. if this was europe and we had ten parties to choose from, maybe i'd feel different. he yes, obama has disappointed me in some ways. after watching these republicans debate the last year and hearing their ideas for the country, not only do i think this is for the betterment of the nation, i would do this o

i thought i had one of those, but i was wrong. the decision came as part of the country's direct democracy system in which voters regularly decide social issues. the boxes are basically parking spaces with walls. they are intended to ep could the sex, woulders away -- intended to keep the sex workers away from the sex capital. if you can't get rid of prostitution, is this the best way to control it? contain it in a sawment area? sawment area? >> have i a really hard time stying how i feel about it. i guess it is fine. if that's the best way they can think to keep it in the more appropriate areas, then sure. >> okay then. here is the thing i like about switzerland other than the fact that they make watches. they rejected an extra two weeks vacation, but they okayed this. >> we will be spending the vacation. >> by the way, the sex boxes are also wireless hot spots, if you know what i mean. >> they come up with all of the culture and the different lange wenls. languages. it is not as romantic. >> i imagine that is the american transl

ok do i basically have a lot of what would you recommend to people i read both i mean i have a lot of books about moscow they are very very useful some of them an out of print but there are some really great books out there some books about the kind of hidden corners in moscow and. one so i bought all of those and i look up military details i look up you know where the museums are all about but then talking to people particular museums they give you a lot of details going out to the little villages and talking if you like what's interesting in this area and they'll say you can go there you go the reason i'm asking because in your books you're sure would really knowledge of russian history so you do. definitely i mean i did not great detail i haven't done a degree in it or anything but it's so interesting that one thing leads to another . oh very much so very much so i would never play i would never claim to be a scholar i'm very much an amateur. absolutely no i'm very much an amateur and i do it for fun i mean the history of it is kind of fun you know up to a point so i'll point out t

i say i will work for$1.50 and a steak. i love you so much. are walking through a horrible backstage area, it was stinky. it smelled terrible. then you are in a room full of people, a bright light, you pick up a tool with leather on it. it's ripped to sleds. 40 years in this business. >> i work there once a week when i'm no new york. >> you still do? >> yeah. isn't that terrible? there's no dressing room. elaine may -- >> i know, i love her. >> they say where is your dressing room. they took a closet and put a mirror up. that's it. this is the dressing room. they get it. the broadway people get it. >> she does a show -- >> oh -- >> she's amazing. she lives in the carlisle hotel. she takes the service elevator down, changes behind the bar and goes out and does the show. >> the tragedy is nobody is looking. wait until you reach my age. the people, the sound people say could you put the mic in yourself. >> i guess you have said things about me on the red carpet. i think jane lynch of "glee" looked gorgeous. she got the dress from the big and tall

i applied and i was accepted. i think that my second or third year, i got a job at los angeles city college. teaching in the evening and i loved it so much, as for being a columnist for a public figure, this was not in my plans at all. >> how did this column start? >> i wrote for the philadelphia tribune. this was a very old black newspaper in philadelphia. the president of the philadelphia tribune contacted me, and said that i want to change the focus of the newspaper. he hired me to write a column once a week. and then, i was discovered, as it was, in 1980 when the heritage foundation was starting a syndicated column. they invited me to be on the syndicate. ed grimsley, the editorial page editor of the "richmond times dispatch," said they liked the column but nobody was reading this, and they decided to carry my column for 35 years. >> what is the story on the creators syndicate? >> this was a friendly takeover of the heritage features. this was to send a kid and i think that maybe five or six or seven years --

i don't want to go to jail. >> i can't help you. >> i know i [ bleep ] up. >> he kept saying, i don't not the way to do it. >> you have a family you are saying. >> yes, sir. >> so why are you doing this? >> i don't know. >> he got himself in a bad situation that he didn't know how to get out. >> the man is so consumed with not having to return the jail, he tells deputy rivera he's ready to do something drastic. >> he knew in the back of his mind that no matter what i could do, he wasn't going to be able to just go home. really didn't have a way out. >> how about this? i drive home, i put one in my head. >> no, i don't want you to do that. >> i don't do this. >> put the gun down, you and i can talk about this, i don't want you to do this. >> he wanted me to make this thing go away. he wanted me to have never done the traffic stop. he wanted to go home to his family. i also wanted this to end. >> do not do this. put the gun down. you and i can talk about this. >> i'm going to jail about this. >> i don't want you to kill yourself. killing yourself is not the answer. that's not the answer

i don't care who i step on, who i abandon.n't matter. >> o'reilly says her drug addiction has even caused her to steal from her own mother. >> i actually wrote a check. it was only for 90 bucks, but i called her account and that's what her account said, she had 9 $90. she said i had overdrafted her account and now it's $150 and all this other nonsense, and the fees keep piling up. my family doesn't have it like that. she gets by paycheck to paycheck and she pays for everything. like who am i to take her money? she doesn't know who i am any more. she just wants her daughter back. >> in the meantime her mother is raising o'reilly's 2-year-old son. the good news is that her incarceration at the suffolk county jail has kept her off drugs and she has a cell mate she can relate to. >> our view is of downtown boston, in the room. >> you know, beantown. >> and the men. >> we got a good cell. we can see the men, too. >> yeah. >> um-hum. >> yeah. >> the neighborhood that i'm from, the armpit massachusetts, it's gangbangers, drug dealers

am the demo of my show, and i am in the demo of the show, and i know what i like, and i do not want to know. that is what i like. you sit down. you watch the show. you have this knot in your show and go through this rollercoaster, and then you watch it again -- you have this knot in your stomach and go through this rollercoaster. that was a special plan. tavis: why this year? >> we were off of the air force so long, i wanted people to know that i am still fighting for their attention -- we were off the air for so long. to give a special event. tavis: just between the two of us, how much trepidation do you have? >> just the two of us. [laughter] tavis: how much trepidation do you have? are these guys still interested? >> you know me a little bit. i have that anxiety all of the time. i wonder when i walk in my house if my kids are going to want to state -- say hello to me. that is part of why i am in show business. i am never going to feel secure. i do not know what to say. i did the show, and i try not to worry about that. i think by doing the two-hour premiere, i am aware of that we ha

i go there, i go to college. now, i come back. jeff owns a bicycle shop. i hope that you people come here to visit me, anyway, i tried to see the compromise because he built a block behind my back to build something that he struggles or con. you take away some of these lights and the privacy, especially my wife, we're looking at the third floor. you take the second floor, you're blocking. my wife and i have no policy i say it was -- two pictures are worth a thousand words. the trees will be like that. they will be billed 40 feet high. everyone would like to make the best money, so, why not make everyone happy? to cite mama marry, they told me that. everyone is happy. i hope if i'm a businessman and i hope that you could take this in consideration. make it 35 feet high. >> thank you. >> bring it down and keep the lighting. >> i live on north point st., this is directly behind the project. once a building is built, the back floor will be directly facing my living room and i have a big living room. i am also trying to raise a family. we are trying to raise a

i see their smiles, i know. they talk about different situations being defused by one of their wilderness trips. i am a strong supporter of the wilderness program, 25 years says it all. i hope that my future students will also be able to participate. thank you. >> i am a parent of a fourth grader at west portal elementary school. i want to thank you for having programs like this wilderness program. i was fortunate this last fall to be able to go on the trip as a chaperon, and it was a fantastic experience. it really became apparent that this was the first time the lot of the children got a chance to interact directly with a police officer. in the beginning, they seemed very nervous. they didn't know what to do and they didn't know what to say. by the end of the trip, they were having a great time with the police officers on the trip. it was a nice and unusually warm day. i would say for a lot of these children, it was alive changing experience. i am here to thank you again for having a program like this. thank y

when i wrote that, i was -- i believed what i said. and basically when i wrote that book, i was in a very strongly individualistic mode, allergic to notions of group responsibility, group solidarity. and that's still a part of my persona. i don't think i would write that sentence again, though. i mean, i'm conflicted. i have strongly individualistic aspects, but i also am a race man. i also am a person who feels a -- i do feel feelings of racial kinship. and racial responsibility. and racial solidarity. and that is something of a struggle within me and within my writing, and i think that when i wrote that, i was actually minimizing the race man aspects of myself. if i were redoing it, i would probably -- i would probably be clearer about the way in which -- i'm conflicted. i'm conflicted. and in some context i push further in one direction, and in' some context i push further in another. but both of those impulses are very much with me. you mention the book "interracial intimacies." that's one of my favorite books. one of the reasons -

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>> i did and i was wrong. i had sex until i became a christian. i became a christian at ang 19.ll be the first to say, i'm not trying to throw stones at people and pretend that i've done it all right. i was sexually active and then i became a christian and reading the bible realized i shouldn't be sexually active, so i stopped. and i've been faithful to my wife now for 20 years by god's grace. >> that's an extraordinary story in here. your wife grace, you have a dream after you get married in which you -- >> i have weird dreams sometimes. i see stuff, supernatural stuff. >> tell me about this particular dream. >> well, it was something that had happened when we were first dating and she was only 17 years of age. i found out things later in the marriage like the fact that my wife had been sexually assaulted and we hadn't put together those details. i don't think it's uncommon when you get married, sometimes it's not until you're married for a few years that you get to really know each other. >> you had a dream where specifically you could envisage her making out and you confro co

but i knew what i was getting into because i had enters work for me in the past and i knew if i was smartgo at the door and be open to any menial task. >> did you just love interior design, was there something in you that wanted to do this? >> i felt a little lost when i was laid off from my job and i just wanted to be happy again. when you're single like i am, it's that much more glaringly obviously when you're not getting what you want from your career. you know, just -- interior design, i redecorated a friend's office and i was like, oh, my gosh. this is my thing. >> you know what stops people? it's like, you're afraid. how do you overcome that fear factor to get in the game. >> a lot of fears are perceived. and you have to think about it a different way and say, i'm just going to try it any way and let the fear go. >> i think there's a long list of reasons not to do something. >> you've got to do it at the right time. >> you guys are an inspiration. i know a lot of people are saying i want to, but. but there's only reason you should. ladies, thanks. >> thank you. >>> coming up next, w

i was a member of that group when i was in the senate and i carried that theme forward. there's a lot of wisdom in the senate. if it would be exercised to vote their conscience and not follow the party line but the reality is that members are terrified by a primary challenge. senator joe lieberman couldn't win a republican primary and i couldn't win a democrat primary. >> let's go to 2012. will you endorse president obama for re-election? >> i'm going to wait to see how the campaign evolves. i am now in a different position. i am now citizen arlen specter. >> when will you decide? >> i think i'll decide about october 25th at high noon. >> well, would you vote for a republican then ? >> absolutely. absolutely. i'm going to vote for the better man, in my opinion. i'm not going to be bound by party -- by party loyalty. >> you write in the book about part of the reason that you lost your primary in 2010 was that president obama did not campaign for you as much as he promised to do so and democratic leadership in the senate. are you holding out your vote for president obama,

i think mr. mar brings a lot of expertise in to knowing the life of tenants, and also from the perspective of landlords, what it is like to be a landlord in the city. i have spoken to him enough to know and trust his instincts and politics, and i really think we need that perspective in the leadership of the commission. not that i do not think mr. mccurdy brings but also. i have had experience through the years and know him to be very reasonable and intelligent man, but i think that perspective of folks in the community really needs to be respected. i would ask you reconsider and take the nomination for vice president. >> commissioner walker. commissioner walker: congratulations. i think working with commissioner mark has really reinforced what you were talking about that the responsibility of this department and the goal of the department is to help our building community and our citizens with building code issues and to issue permits and make sure buildings are safe, and also that it is done co

i was a role model and i decided to go into this as a career and i'm glad that i did. it's amazing. i have an amazing job and i think one of the things i have learned most in peer resources was communication skills and information and the ability to talk to others my own age or adults like she mentioned about things like domestic violence, sex, suicide, racism, sexism, social justice, bullying, things that you know about as a teen but don't know how they are called and don't know how to talk to other people about them. when a teammate of mine, one of the captains of the football team killed himself in high school, peer resources was a place i could go to where i had support and talk to support, where i could learn to talk to other people about this and this is before wellness septemberers were around and peer resources was the place. at lincoln, i get incredible things, horrible things and wonderful things, but mostly, i feel confident that i have the skills now as a teacher, peer resources teacher because i was a part of the program and because i benefited from it. i'm happy to be

i have no idea what i just said. i believe we have tape from outside the supreme court of justice briar leaving for the day. >> this is why nothing gets done in the supreme court. they are spending their time in courtyards battling geese. it is a wonder we get anything done. you spend a lot of time in court basically fighting charges we can't get into here because they are too graphic and grizzly. >> oh this is embarrassing. conservatives, please overturn our law. this is what the left wingers do. they always want the supreme court to come in and rescue them because they are so lazy they want to pass their own laws. now conservatives are doing it. be a man and knockdown -- i am against the law. but i don't want the supreme court to save me. i want to punt on this and then remove the law myself with the american voters of the that's called democracy. don't ask these 9 people to do your work for you, you lazy bum. >> i don't know if i agree with you, but i admire your gumpion. >> that's for liberal. they are the ones t

because i -- i don't think i have gotten -- i don't think i have gotten in touch with my sensitivity to be able to communicate that to the men. the other piece is we never have time for meaningful conversations. it is -- i mean, tonight when we go to the dinner, we will be overcome by lots of stuff. so to sit down and have a meaningful conversation with these guys about what you feel and how you feel and where you are, whatever, i have never done that. the only guy that -- that i have spent after vietnam some quality time with is don adams. and that's just been recent. we go to typhoon games together. he is a big georgia tech guy. we go down and spend time. i stay at his house. but we have never had real dialogue about the war and what we did in the war. i don't think we have reached that comfort level yet. we -- and donnas s a funny guy. a lot of our experiences are about funny stuff that happen whether we were in -- safe stuff. that doesn't make you vulnerable or sensitive or whatever. maybe my discussion of this sensitivity is -- yeah. maybe it is probably therapy for me. i don't

i said heck yes. i knew exactly what i wanted to do. i wanted to pick my son of that middle school. [laughter] there he is in peer pressure hell. i will never forget. there are all these mothers in minivans. and behind it is this looming hot dog, and i am saying, rob berrryy, come to the wienermobile. you scar their child psychologically for life. yes, but it was worth it. [laughter] >> politicians, often an easy mark for humor. who among the republican crop of candidates do you find the best targets, and what is it about politicians that makes them so funny? >> where do you start? herman cain, i was so sad when he dropped out. he was getting funnier by the second. newt gingrich is pretty funny. they are all pretty funny. mitt romney, every now and then, conveys a human expression. you know? [laughter] then his staff has to jump on him. they're all pretty funny. i think it is that, if you think about the qualities required to run for president of the united states, you have to be completely insane or an enormous jerk or some combination of the two. or you never go through what you h