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if all the stars aligned, i could pull it out. it was not a shock to me when i lost. >> what does this tell you about the demographics of north dakota? sen. heitkamp: it tells me it has gotten more conservative. if you look at polling data from ran toiran -- the time i 2018, an additional 12% of people identified as republican. you could count on 20% of people identified republican or democrat who would be willing to vote for someone who was not in their political party. i think that has changed. it has hardened and it is tougher to get people to cross the aisle and vote for someone else. the irony is, if you listen to what people say, we want people to be more bipartisan. we want people to be more collaborative and less linked to an ideology. when they vote, that is not how they vote. >> how did it go in terms of bipartisanship? >> for me, it always worked. i said, i am here to build relationships that benefit nor the code in spirit you saw in the speech, people talking about bipartisanship. opportunity for dodd frank reform which

i could have bought two pairs with. she instilled in me. w my father who was on the board and ran the local ymc arch and contributed intellectual capacity on raising funds so the kids in our neighborhood could go to summer camp and ups the important taps of the outdoors soul. 's philantrhopic were part of my amily dynamic. david: you are going to give away half of your wealth? >> folks like you are out there having and being evangelists. we have to ensure that our society is a just society our society has the ability to cure its own problems and while we accumulate wealth, we need to solve the problems that we are facing us today. what i think about, i know today the problems that are facing the communities that i care about and if i have the exassity, it's on me. and the giving plen is to put a signal out there and say this is the right thing. irrespective if you sign the pledge to care about the community in meaningful ways. david: you have another philantrhopic project, you have a ranch that you have converted and called linchingon hill.

and then i would put it in a turn so i could get out. but i pulled the record too early and my head struck the tale of the plane. so much so that i thought that i had been wounded. -- luckily alots torpedo bomber had seen me and drop some medical supplies. they thought i was really hurt. it did manage to take the whole side of that skin off but not really damaged at all. it was hard to get out of upside down because you had a bar on your head. george h.w. bush, the 41st president of the united states, has died at the age of 94. he served from 1989 to 1993. in the final days of his presidency, george h.w. bush visited cia headquarters in northern virginia, to say farewell to employees and thank them for their service. next on railamerica, -- real theca -- reel america, cia declassified the video. this is about 13 minutes. [cars driving] [cheering] [fanfare] ladies and gentlemen, the president of the united states accompanied by the honorable robert m gates. [fanfare] [cheering] >> ladies and gentlemen, are most distinguished alumnus, the p

and the only thing i could change was me. i've always registered voters, i've always been a peace marcher, i've always been for women's rights, i've always been certain ways, but i had to look at the fact that i am judgeal and bombastic and i have my arms clenched and my arms crossed and my fists clenched and i didn't want to be enclenched anymore, onhow long i'm going to live, maybe ten, 20, maybe 2. i don't want to go out on hate. i want to go out on forgiveness and the horrible reality, it begins with self-forgiveness and i had to look at parts of me, the rocky cold part of me that haven't forgiven myself. when i did, i was able to get somewhere. and you know, there's this wonderful-- well, he's a make up pastor, david rotes, r-o-a-c-t-. and he became the pastor of the church called 80% sincerity. and he said 80% of anything is a miracle. 80% of truthful and good and obedient and well behaved, 80% is fair. and i would say i'm about 80% less toxic right now because you know, you take the action and the insight follows. so i

i could have gone on and on. thank god i didn't because gordon cooper used all of my talent and had to use his own to endure that long. but the interesting part of it was i'll never forget this part either, gordo and i were trying to figure out how to look at the world from orbit. we had no way to do it -- do that for us. so we took an echo balloon, 100 feet in diameter and painted it on the geographic points to pass over on an orbit 32 north and south and adding a little bit to see out to the horizon. we took a cherry picker and hoisted ourselves up in a little vehicle like a window like we asked for and looked at the globe atangent as if in orbit. the technique worked perfectly. >> i think that airplane -- >> yeah. >> that bird really passed by directly overhead. >> so we looked at this large echo balloon with the earth painted on it and practiced our retro firem -- retro fireman uf to do this. and i got back and i said, gordo, i had a real problem. our earth had no clouds on it. you have to put clouds on there.

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they're what could have happened to me. iey're what could have happened to any of us. >> a jury convicted ynobe mathews of carolyn's murder and sentenced him to death. he also pleaded guilty to jamie's murder. kristin faced him in court in the penalty phase. >> it was terrifying and i had to testify and i met carolyn's family and jamie's family. they all came out afterwards and gave me a hug. it helped me realize that their families didn't hold any grudge against me. >> it's not her fault that my sister died and kristin should have no guilt over that. >> with the casey family as witnesses, ynobe mathews was executed three years later. if there is a lesson to take from this story, it is one that comes directly from a survivor herself, someone who has learned the hard way to cherish life's moments, each and every one. >> it makes you realize how fragile your life is and that anybody can take it, you know, in a moment's notice. the story for them, that's it. that's their life's story. the final chapter has been written but for m

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also i wanted to see if i could create something that was really my own. vid: another way to say this, or at least the way i would say it, and maybe i have had the same view myself, they can do this, why can't i do that? you didn't have that view? barry: no. because i never really -- i have always acted more out of more insecurity than security. and i probably didn't think the people -- i mean, i thought a lot of the people i worked for were idiots, but in the main, i certainly didn't think, in fact, i could do that. the question for me was, could i do that? david: let's go back through how your career unfolded before what you are doing today. so you grew up in beverly hills, and you went to college initially at ucla? barry: you know, it is a bit of a fake out. and i have never absolutely clarified it. i mean, i went to ucla for about three weeks. david: three weeks. what did your parents say when you dropped out? barry: nothing more than they said before it, afterward, or during. my parents were the most laissez-faire of parents, and they did not really ha

i could not have ever done the work i did over there if i had not had that background. all of the things i have done in the public sector -- when my opponent told people over and over again that i have been running for office for 36 years, he was saying it over and over again because he knew it was hurting me. people want something different. they want something different. the people who are here now are not getting things done that they want done. of legislation, where do you think where mccaskill has left her biggest market here in the senate? sen. mccaskill: i think, changes we got done in terms of how the military handles -- would be in the top five. shutting down online sex trafficking would be in the top five. the investigation that rob portman and i did together that went to the supreme court that finally got enough energy behind it that we could actually change related to we were knowingly facilitating online sex trafficking. cleaning up was something i am proud of. proud is i am most what people don't know about. all of the oversight work we did in contracting.

walk around where i could feel at home where i could just be me i guess now a school starting to feel more like a prison there's so many security guards so many policemen in. the united states has been at least for the last fifty or sixty years the global power and a leading global power so it has to have a particular kind of brand of of conflict management and this is it it's it's militarized but i'd never accept that argument about militarization as simply the reason to explain why americans like done so much i think there's also a relationship to not ever having to explain oneself i think that's a part of american culture. but it's also really a part of american identity which is never to apologize. she could walk what she's lazing. i go. but. i raised two girls and single dad and i watched it with my own to our kids grow up to. you know it's hard enough now with what's going on in. my opinion democrats have been all for guns for many many years trying to do something about guns but it's in our d.n.a. and in americans they can't get it out it's impossible it's like a bad it's a sta

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all i could think of was i'm not going to make grandma lifted my funeral not if i can help it. i cannot bear the vision of her sitting in front of my caskett. suffering. if not for my reverence for herr i don't believe i would be aliveou today. she encouraged me to summon my will to move and breathing heavily i dragged my shattered body away from the wheel neither my doctors or i could explain how i physically managed it in my state but i struggled around to take shelter in the baggage compartment. i survived. survival against impossible odds to make every day that follows swell with a renewed sense of purpose not immediately enough for everybody but with the hindsight of 40 years my baptism by gunfire guided me into the life i was meant to live. one of public service, one that would ignite the courage to make my voice heard in that visceral appreciation for each new day. that sentiment was far from my desperate thoughts at the time and truth be told there would be far easier to close the box on guyana long ago or to push the memory away to the recesses of my mind but what happ

i could not feel any emotion. i could never have intimacy. i could never fall love with anybody. >> verymotional interview there. in the mntime he is accused of having sex with adult seminarians. mccarrick living in a residence in kansas as the suchurch investiglles theations against him. >>> many federal workers in our area may not see a pay increase next year. last night the white house executive order stating there will be no pay raise for civilian federal employees next year. in themp summer president t said he wanted to limit pay increases so as to better management the government's budget. the pay freeze will not effect thosee serving in .s. military. >>> many federal employees will struggle with late paychecks. contractors facing furloughs may not see one at all. for the last two decades lee la has been scrubbing toilets to put food on the table. will s the first time she have to go without a paycheck as the holiday bills are piling up. she'd have more than enoug to get by if it was just her, but she has two grandsons to ed. >> it hurt

one person among billions and billions of people and the only way i could access that very big world and even the big universe was through books. books let me see possibilities i never knew existed. they let me realize how big the world was and how many opportunities there were in the world for me. so they were and still are the key to my success in life in the key of success for anyone because through books we can find out not just who we are, but to imagine the place we inhabit in this world. >> host: in the beloved world of sonja sotomayor you talk about the neighborhood library. >> guest: as you know and kids will learn through my book, my fourth grade in school was very sad because my dad died. he had been ill for a very long time and when he passed away he had a great deal of sadness in my home and i was fortunate enough to find the local library. at that time, it is no longer true now, the library was on the same floor as macy's, a department store. my mom and i were there at macy's one afternoon and i saw a direction sign that said public library, pointing to the back of the f

i thought it could be influenced by buddhism. i don't think a village rabbi like jesus went to india, but the tradition did and it came back influenced by that. then i also deeply connected with jewish mysticism. it could be the teaching of a first century rabbi like jesus. i don't know. but it's a really interesting question you raise. >> i lost my 26-year-old daughter last year and as an atheist myself, i'm wondering how you feel about the afterlife and how you feel about communicating with your son and your husband. >> that's an interesting question and a necessary one, i think, in those circumstances. i feel a mix about it. i had experiences, i will call them experiences i can't explain. i assumed when my son died, i was brought up as a rationalist to think it's what steve jobs called lights out, right? but that's not the way it felt when he died. other things happened that surprised me. i write about them because i thought hey, i don't know, i can't explain them. but they happened and they happen to a lot of people. so i find

i did not see how i could do it. my husband, patrick, the most phenomenal man, he said, we can do anything. you and i together. you should do it. and diane behind you 100%. he is the president of his company. he is on getting the kids off to school. it is a balancing act. my son called me. we threw his homework in the garbage. my husband gets to dig it out of the trash. it is a full-time job. when reince called, my first reaction was, i'm not qualified. we raised more money in the two years i have been rnc chair than we have in the history of the rnc. we were the only party committee that outraised the democrats and the whole cycle. i feel good about where we are. there is more we can do. but it is a challenge. carrie: take me from the moment of saying no, to raising more money than any party had one. that is a big goal. ronna: i was from michigan. nobody knew who was -- who i was. i'm sure people were like him who is this lady from michigan? for the first four months, i really did not do tv at all. i really focused o

all i could think was i not going to make her live through my funeral not if i can help it. i couldn't bear the vision of her in front of my casket suffering. if not for my reference for her, i don't believe that i would be alive today. she encouraged me to summon my will to move, breathing heavily i dragged my body away from the wheel. neither my doctors nor i could explain how i managed it did in my state, but i pulled myself up by my feet and stumbled around to take shelter in the baggage compartment. i survived. survival against unfathomable odds can make every day that follows this blow with a renewed sense of purpose did not immediately and not for everybody but with the hindsight of 40 years i see that my baptism by gunfire guided me into the wifi was to live. one that would ignite the courage to take my voice heard and one that would carry a visceral appreciation for each new day. that sentiment was far from my thoughts at the time. truth be told it would have been easier to close the box long ago pushed the memory away into the recesses of my mind. what happened in

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i don't think meditation is a cure all for anything, but do you think this could be a useful tool in tool bag for dealing with what is a tense situation? >> i'm 52. i'm about 110 pounds. i'm a tiny officer. when i show up to scenes, it's essential i'm calm. i find myself since i've been meditating recently, that my performance is a lot better. a lot of times in our culture people don't want to talk to you. i have to be in the right mind set to be able to calm down the situation and have the people trust me and be able to know that i'll be able to help them. >> we don't have anything to teach you guys. >> reporter: in los angeles, on the final day of our tour, we get a visceral sense of the impact meditation can have in an individual life. >> there's a million other things you could be doing. no, making that choice. it's like strength of mind. >> reporter: we're at the office of a nonprofit that teaches creative writing to formerly incarcerated youth. >> does everyone have something to write about? >> everybody writes. >> reporter: we do writing and hear an emotional reading from canda

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encouraged me to summon my will to move heavily i dragged my shattered body neither my doctors nor i could explain how i managed it i pulled myself up by my feet stumbling around to take shelter in the baggage compartment. i survived. survival against those type of odds makes every day that follows swell with a renewed sense of purpose but not for everybody with hindsight i can see that my baptism by fire guided me into the life i was meant to live one of public service purple one that would ignite the courage and one that would have a visual appreciation for each new day that sentiment was barred from my thoughts at the time truth be told it would been far easier to close the box on guyana a long time ago or push it away to the recesses of my mind but what happened in that jungle was a massacre. a nightmare all the way survived something within me would die on that airstrip. my innocence or my belief that natural fairness of life that i cannot deny how that nightmare molded my perspective and how it has informed the woman i am today. we don't get to choose those formative moments very oft

i suppose you could bet it will break the downside, not the bet i would make i would say gold resolvedstandoff up and out. and then in terms of whether gold is a real thing or a barber's relic or a joke, let's look at three time frames. this is the absolute high, october 11th, 2007, from the prior bull market peak and here is gold versus the s&p call it even money so no joke here. gold has paced the market. how about if we go to the 2000 high now look at this gold blows away the market but you could say, well what about dividends. watch this here is -- with dividends reinvented, gold is a serious thing. it is a winner in cycles when it needs to be and i think gold is stepping up to do something interesting here. >> so mike, what is the trade? >> so it is interesting, with gold because of course the other thing we have to think about is simply supply and demand and the framework for stronger gold prices one of them is if you are long gold you are short the u.s. dollar and then a long-term sense i think it would be very easy case to make that maybe one should be short the u.s. dollar. it

i could see it on television. here he was calling me because he didn't want me to have hurt feelings. there was speculation. flattering speculation, but i did not expect that. >> had you thought about running for president? george h.w.: i don't know. by real thinking about it came after it. maybe there was something like that. i don't waste time on it. >> why did you go to china? george h.w.: because i thought there was a future. so i went. and president ford was generous. i also knew i want to do more in foreign affairs. he said how about those and i said what about china? the senior diplomat was coming home and he said let me check. i said they might not like it because i defended the dual representation policy at the u.n.. china might not accept me. you should check with the secretary. he said it would be all right. the chinese sent an agreement to president ford and i loved it. >> you tried to learn chinese? george h.w.: every day, five days a week. >> how did you do? george h.w.: i gave a going away speech in

i wish people could talk the way i do. we have an honest dialogue. error number couple months ago i really hurt my back and i had to cancel all my events i get a call from the president are you okay. i want to check in on you. are you being taken care of. it's that type of relationship. he's a big champion of me. >> given that relationship you've had you talk about. do you bring out the concerns that some of the republicans in your party raised earlier like president trump can you chill out a little bit with some of the comments that alienate women for the parties. you voice that i believe that's the case? >> i'm not going to share my private conversations, but what i will say is i will not be a good chair if you do not give the real data in the real is. i'm not going to lie. my job is to give him the facts as were seeing it on the ground. and i've done it multiple times and he is somebody coming in outcome you bring in the facts and he's going to forge his own past. but he certainly takes that input and he likes data and he likes to see it and study

if i could just get that mitt. met lou gehrig that i remember, but so it was unlikely i would get his mitt. i was captain of the soccer team, captain of the baseball team, and played basketball, so i had three letters. at yale i got a letter in soccer, baseball was my main thing there because i gave up soccer and played fall baseball. we had a good baseball team. in college baseball you had to have a good pitcher. we had two pitchers that went to the major leagues, and so that was why we were as good as we were. >> have any crushes? >> girls? probably, but i was kind of -- i wasn't a very forward leaning kind of guy with girls. i was admiring the figures, physiques very early on. a girl named joan killner you had to get in line to have a crush on her. she was very popular, very blond, very beautiful. this was about my 8th grade year. there was a girl named dee dee thurston. i think she had a rich father because she had a yacht in those days, which is not a huge thing. and she wore a rubber bathing suit. i'll never

if only i could see you, i would be all in heaven. in june, 1918, he got some candy that bess had sent to him, and he said he had not seen any girls he cared to look at twice, and he was signing his letters, yours always. it is interesting to see the progression of his letters in france. for the time when he was going to his training, the letters turned up almost every other day he was writing to her. and then, knowing where harry and his unit were in france, and once you know they are heading to the front, marching to the front, he writes maybe once every two weeks. you can look at his travels in france and what his unit was doing and see that reflection in the letters he wrote, not only to bess but to his sister and mother as well. the war is over. 1918, and the soldiers are still stuck in france for a wild. you cannot just up and leave. people were having to leave in waves and things like that, and it took a while to process the soldiers. december 14, 1918, he is sitting around france, wishing he could be at home, missing his famil

about ten minutes later, i asked if i could use the bathroom. i told him i could not use it and wash my hands. they put me back in cuffs and sat me down. about 40 minutes later, mr. lau came in and told me what the next steps were and that my parents were here and were going to be in the room soon. he told me what he was going to say and ask me. he told me i could refuse. he walked out and three minutes later he walked back in with my parents. officer lau came in with the recorder, read me my miranda rights again and asked me if i wanted to cooperate. i said no. he then asked if i wanted to give a d.n.a. test and i said no. after the recording was over, my dad asked if he could ask me if the police had spoken to me. he said yes. my dad then asked me if the police officers had spoken to me, i answered yes. we were talking about football. my dad was super mad. officer 4r au told the officers not to talk to me anymore. from that point on, my dad stayed with me in the room the entire time until i was released. while i was in the room, the officers of

i could not sleep. i had to make decisions between getting gas but who is the average family today in america? i don't think middle-class families exist i think it is the poor and the rich and all that in between is gone. it is gone from what my parents had and try to show us. >>host: you talked about the fact you had to work several jobs. are you still working several jobs quick. >> know i'm not. the kids are grown. but i can see the struggle in them. i would like to have the american dream but this is ridiculous living in this area. >>host: she lives just outside of washington d.c.. >> your voice your tone and your honesty the depth of your experience really reminds me of the subjects i interviewed for the book and i really feel for you and to go through all that education and then to still be working all these different jobs and then feed your kids. there are solutions out there but we're just not embracing them as a country. >>host: so by saying it's not your fault i could hear my mother and her gene

now, let me shift for a moment, if i could, to your own personal life and career. you were a young boy, did you say, i want to be chairman of the federal reserve board? alan: [laughter] david: no? alan: i could barely pronounce the words at the time. my aspiration was to be a musician. so i went to juilliard for a few years. david: your instrument was what? alan: i played the clarinet, tenor saxophone, bass clarinet, and a little flute. david: well, for all of those, you weren't good enough at any of them to be a professional, to make your whole career out of that? alan: let me put it this way -- i could have, but i would only be class b, only because i sat next to a 15-year-old by the name of stanley getz when i was 16. we both had the same saxophone teacher. and i said, my god, this kid is terrific. and i said to myself, if you can't be this good, why do you want to be second-best? david: why didn't you tell him he should go into economics and get rid of him? alan: i should have done that. david: should have thought of that. alan: i never thought of it. that woul

i knew if all the stars aligned, i could pull it out. it was not a shock to me when i lost. >> what does this tell you about the demographics of north dakota? sen. heitkamp: it tells me it has gotten much more conservative. if you look at polling data from the time i ran to 2018, an additional 12% of people in north dakota identified as republican. you could count on consistently 20% of people identified republican or democrat who would be willing to vote for someone who was not in their political party. i think that has changed. it has hardened, and it is tougher to get people to cross the aisle and vote for someone else. the great irony is, if you listen to what people say, we want people to be more bipartisan. we want people to be more collaborative and less linked to an ideology. when they vote, that is not how they vote. >> which is what we talked about when you first came to office. how did it go in terms of bipartisanship? >> for me, it always worked. i said, i am here to build relationships that benefit nor th dakota. you saw in t

instead i could use that statement to research this book. i also have the undergraduate research road -- research award. that was a federal program. it played such a pivotal role in my life. some people would love to look at my story and say you, work hard all good. i'm here someone who really represents the exception to the rule. my job now is to shine a light on the fact for all this people that don't have the privilege of being at this podium. [applause]. the book came out and i read an advance copy. how many people have read this book so far? >> there are so many books to be sold tonight. i am a native to begin. a lot of them know the story. i don't think that. this is such a powerful and timely story. they sell off the raven tonight.

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the great advantage to learning to play that early is i could read music before i could read.t was like a native language. so i have always been a good sight reader because it is natural to read the notes. david: you played with yo-yo ma. what was that like? condoleezza: i was national security adviser. and my secretary came in and said yo-yo ma is on the phone for you. i said, you mean the greatest living cellist? and she said, yes. and he was getting the national medal of the arts and wanted me to play with him. and so we played for 2500 people at constitution hall. and it was wonderful, one of the highlights of my life. but i wasn't confused. i didn't play with him because i was the world's greatest pianist. i played with yo-yo ma because i was national security adviser who could play the piano. [laughter] condoleezza: so it came together. david: and he held up his end of the bargain? condoleezza: he held up his end of the bargain, yes. david: you went to the university of denver. madeleine albright's father was your teacher. condoleezza: he was the one who got me into inte

and then i used to adopt to the people i was talking to with my clothes and how i was told on if i could swear or not and you know i adopted son tried to be similar so that they should think he's one of them that was my message and not your brand of politics is to the right of such a. well if this that's how people in norwegian right i mean saying that the progress sponsor when i was their leader was between the conservative party and the labor party took the best from the conservative part of the markets are going to make sinking and the social consciousness of the labor party of east was a mixture in the middle well there is also a layer of anti immigrant sentiment there i think you're also quite prole nationalist if i may put it that way and when you were beginning those kind of ideas for much less accept that much less widespread than they are today why do you think these right wing. or sun for whatever you put it sentiment is getting so much more popular these days. it means. ration was not a big issue in the seventy's it started in the eighty's and i could see that in the world a l

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i could have lived with my naturally disfigured breasts and lengths to love myself. i was hiding away. i don't have the words to describe how you feel when you can't look at yourself. i waited several months until i could stop crying over it and stop morning -- mourning the agony i went through. >> she decided to fight back. she joined one of the court cases against the company that certified the implants. she has already received some compensation. >> is part of the healing that we all need, that there is legal backing behind this, finally. if i could get my hands on the people that did this to us, took away our lives, i don't know what i would do to them. >> she still has her former breast implants at home as a reminder to keep fighting. >> this leaking, disgusting mass is what went into me and its chemicals, it's toxic, industrial chemicals. i baby was in my womb. i was breast-feeding. when something has almost killed you, you almost want that for happy to say i survived. -- that trophy to say i survived. >> she has digestive problems and sometimes feels like she i