i had never felt so over, but here's the thing, i could sense with some radar i did not know i had that she wanted the same. the energy hung in the air, we were opposite ends of a magnet. fusion releases more energy than fishing. i just reach over, put my arms around her and watch her moms station wagon pull off. with people and immediate force, we jump away from each other.i walked carla to her car dejected with this meager consolation, as she made her way he offered me her hand in apology. it was so much in the grass that i fear i have spent my entire life trying only to return to that squeeze and where i could be held with someone instead of just myself. i let my parents to believe that on the friday night, the first week of june, convenient, i'd sleep over at a friends house, this friend's mom conspired with me as did everyone else to leave school early on the day of prom, one had to have parental permission. both parents gave theirs, mind you do not need to ask. the principal winked at my departing a little earlier than the conclusion of the day. i crossed state lines to my friends

i had friends. i'd-- i'd-- you know, i don't know why they had this intuition, but they moved me towards more contested matters involving tax. so i did a lot of litigation involving tax, being the confrontational guy that i am. i got thrown onto cases-- very interesting cases involving the entertainment industry. and i moved for two years out to california. it was kind of a nice lifestyle. i lived in l.a. wow. so were you wearing leisure suits, or not quite there? no. at that point, no. in fact, everybody else in california was wearing-- you know, was wearing loincloths and togas. and i was stepping over them on a saturday morning in a three-piece suit on my way to the office. so i realized i was a little bit out of sync for the lifestyle of california as a corporate lawyer. now, i practiced law as well. and your career was probably better than mine. i wasn't a good lawyer, and my clients made that clear. your clients presumably thought you were good at it. but why did you think you wanted to leave?

i told them. they said they had a schedule. really don't recall here but when i got into that apartment, all of my close were lying on the couch, because there was no bar to put the clothing on in the closet. and then there were a whole bunch of boxes stashed up in a bedroom. and the women who were there, they apologized to me. they said they were sorry and, you know, they apologized. well anyway, when she came to see me, i told her i wasn't going to pay, that was $4000, because of because of what i have seen. well, she said she was going to sue me, and they did deliver some. anyway, i told this story to my son-in-law, who happens to be a very smart businessman. he couldn't stand it when he heard what they did to me. he hired a lawyer to represent me. i told, i had a few notes in a book, showed it to the lawyer. he said he didn't know what he could do because i had signed a contract. well, the upshot was, he discussed this with the other, with the movers attorney, and he came back and told me that the best he could do was she w

i dragged my daughter to graceland. >> you had to go see it. >> i had to go. was like, mama, no. and i said this is my thing, you have to come with me. so she appreciated it, too. i think in the end what was important to me was just honoring people who meant something to me, like b.b. king. i had to do b.b. >> yeah. >> you know, b.b. embraced me when i had first moved to paris. and anytime i saw b.b. king over the years, from that moment -- i first met b.b. in '86 -- from that moment until his death, you know, if we were in the same city and doing the same festival, he'd say, dee dee bridgewater, you'd better come in and sit in with me and i'd be, yes, b.b., i'll be there, you know? so, there were just different reasons behind each of these songs. i had to do -- "can't get next to you" was not in the time frame that i was looking at, but i've always wanted to sing that song, that song. so i took a little bit of artistic license. >> in this 13th track, you had to go there, huh? >> "precious laura," i had to. >> you had to go there. >> "precious lord" has been s

collins: i guess both of those had challenges associated. d not expect to still be in this position after january 2017 because i knew about the history of nih directors appointed by the president, virtually always have turned over when there is a new president. somehow they made a mistake here, i guess, and kept me on. david: did president trump say he knew you did a great job, or how did that come about? dr. collins: i got a call that said we want you to come to new york and meet with trump at trump tower a few days before the inauguration so he can talk to you and get a sense of whether you are somebody might want to keep on, so i went in. david: so you went to trump tower? dr. collins: i did. david: i suspect you are not a big shopper and trump tower stores before? dr. collins: i had not been there before. you are quite right. i rode the bus from washington to new york for my interview. i suspect i may be the only person who rode the bus to a n interview at trump tower, but there you go. david: i'm sure that is true. how was the interview?

i never had that before. o we kind of played with that a little bit, and i'll never forget in 2006, he let me do it my way and at the end of 2006, i was not the happiest camper. so 2007, 2008, we kind of changed it again, and i can probably say it today those are the two best years i had in my career of 2007, 2008. so i started trusting him again. of course we have our battles. it all goes back to he's pressing my buttons. we grew together as we both changed. you know, some of the obstacles i went through in my life and the changes i went through in my life, he had to change on sort of how he approached me and how he worked together and i think that's something i saw over the last two years that made us work as well as we did. these last two years in my career, i i couldn't have asked for a better finish. this is what i wanted in london. i wanted closure on the spoorntd my career and when i hung up my suit, i wanted to hang it up the way i wanted to hang it up, not how i was -- in 201, i just felt like -- in 2

people were proud of me but not happy i had chosen -- this is -- i signed up in 2003, we had just invaded iraq, gotten involved in afghanistan for a little while, there was apprehension justifiably so about what it meant, what i was getting myself into. my mother reacted negatively. she framed my decision to go to the marine corps instead of college almost as a betrayal. you are leaving me to take care of myself. you could get hurt and that was very hard but she understood why i needed to do it. >> you went through basic training and what was that like, you couldn't get their basic training. >> i was never afraid i couldn't get through. in high school i was afraid of the physical demands but a drill instructor told me if you think drill instructors are going to be mean it will be nothing like the grandmother of yours. i really thought as long as i could physically cut it, the psychological part would be fine and i could make it and that was true. marine corps is definitely a challenging but it is also in a weird way kind of fun, stockholm syndrome but a lot of marines enjoyed their boot c

i had no religious background. lege, those conversations in the dorm about what did people believe. i did not think i believed in any of it. i was agnostic. by the time i got graduate school, i was shifting to be an atheist and i was not too comfortable keeping quite as somebody was talking about the supernatural. it is all about nature and how you study it and describe it. then i went to medical school, and that third year of medical school where you are thrust out on to the wards and are sitting bedside with wonderful people whose lives are under threat and many who will not survive, you realize your own thinking about life and death has been pretty unsophisticated compared to the reality of what these people are facing. i realized i was a scientist and was supposed to make decisions about important questions based on evidence and i never considered whether there might be evidence supporting the idea there really is a god. i just assume the answer was no. that was a bit unsettling, but it seemed like something i s

i knew something had happened. i did not know exactly what, obviously that build up the iraq war was happening, but i follow the president. he walked -- followed the president or he walked out to the south lawn and i gave him some room. i stayed back knowing that he was very emotional. i wanted to wait for a good moment. he walked to the entire length of the south lawn with the dogs, and as he approached me, i hate made a picture. you can see the weight of that decision on his face. then the president spoke to me. he said, eric, are you interested in history? all i could say was, yes, sir. he said, well these photos, the one in a situation room and the one on the south lawn, they are very important. just as he said that, secretary rumsfeld and vice president cheney were walking out of the oval office, and the president walked over to join them, and they started to discuss the timing of the start of the war in iraq. that moment was very intense. especially the president speaking to me. typically, i am disengaged from

>> i had, well, i had many horses. -- there was one horse named bones. growing up on a farm, you have ups and downs. there's good things and very sad things. i was at a cheerleading competition. i was a cheerleader. which i'm really proud of. >> jimmy: yeah. >> i was at a cheerleading competition. my mom was mouthing something and i didn't understand, and she was like, "what?" she's like, "bones is dead." [ laughter ] "bones died." i was like, "what?" >> jimmy: bones is dead. >> yeah, and she's here and i was like, "can you try to rethink what your thinking was on the timing on that?" >> jimmy: did you start crying? >> no, then they she went into how -- what she's getting my, um, 3-year-old nephew for his birthday. she's like, "did i tell you what i'm getting theo for his birthday?" "i'm getting him a leaf blower." "a real leaf blower." [ laughter ] >> jimmy: a real leaf blower. >> a real -- >> jimmy: he's gonna love it. >> yeah. he actually really will. >> jimmy: he will? how old is he? >> he's turning three. he loves

to keep quiet i felt that is the only thing i had to do for my father left now i had to speak up for him i wanted justice my father i wanted gemma to just go i i was i was thinking of what i had gone through within that week and imagining another gagnon family going through that was like it was unimaginable so i made sure i did something to stop another family from losing their father like i did i made sure that i saw another family from leaving like a did so i had to speak up i had to say something to make sure everybody heard what i was saying to make sure people went out on the first of december to vote him out to make sure the world knows what he's doing to tell us about this role of this incredible role in this in this. overthrowing i gem it seems that the social media what's facebook mobile phones played a crucial role that really changed the history of this country social media was a great tool in the president barroso is that he says read and have access to the radio the t.v. when we had to go on something that is a correlation team but then just knowing when the meetings of

and than, by the way, was the only leverage i had or that i felt i had and when i gave that letter away, i was really nervous. i had no guarantee, my main mission was to get those two people out. incidentally, i never heard from either one of the two for -- until i was in seoul on the 26th of june, and i was interviewed by a korean newspaper. and this interviewer from the paper said, she had a message from kenneth bae who was one of the two citizens who was a missionary in north korea, he was trying to do good and he got arrested for it. and when we got him out, he had been in hard labor for two years. he was in actually very good shape. anyway, he sent me a wonderful message expressing his appreciation for getting him out and all that sort of thing. and i will tell you when i watched the family reunions, it was very impactful. i went in the cockpit and watched. and quite heart rending to see them reunited with their families. it was great. >> okay. yes, a question here. ma'am. >> hello. mime a freshman at the elliott school. my question is regarding cyber security and the internet of t

i had to craziest anxiety. dark thoughts about death, not killing myself, nothing like. that but i'm mortal. i hope i'm not going on too much. but i had all these realizations. and they were all negative things. once i ate better, once i said no i'm not going to do that show or no i have to postpone this tour for me, my anxiety began to get better and better and better. and that song, that's what it's b the first half is a very beautiful voice from my friend lucy rose and then the second half is when anxiety hits you and comes n i'm going to get up in your mind and make you feel like dime right now. i'm never giving, i have to let everybody know i'm in their mind right now. so it was just a culmination of a year of hell for me that i put into a song. >> take away from that experience was what? >> life's awesome. stop overthinking it. just enjoy the moment. and make time. balance yourself. that's why i got this tattoo. it says balance yourself. this says happy wife, happy life. and this one says balance yourself

i had to earn my living. you can't earn your living from writing biographies. ery lucky to have the job at the sunday times and when i left the sunday times after wapping in 1986 i was able then, in my 50s to start on my career as a writer and for the next 25 years i wrote historical biographers and i was very, very happy doing it. well, there's an enormous amount of happiness in this book, despite all the ups and downs and indeed the tragedies, you seem to be somebody who is somehow able to cope to a remarkable degree? yes, well, that is true but you do have to cope. if you don't cope... what's left? you might as well give in. and i think i learned to cope a bit in childhood. i was a child who was disliked by my father and loved by my mother. and i had that curious experience as a small child of realising this, of being well aware that my father didn't like me, and that my mother was my supporter and the person who loved me. your father was french and lived into his 905. yes. how did the relationship change? i think when he began to realise that i was a clever

i've always liked being with people i had been raised to be open to everybody. when and i try it when i'm teaching and lecturing in colleges and universities i try to encourage students to talk to people asked them questions tal with the idea that you will never meet anyone who doesn't know something you don't know. so don't turn your back awayrt from keeping in touch with everybody. as your experiences progress. 2500 people in a packed room people waiting in line. as you can see around our set here. quite a crowd gathered. raymonds in mills boroughvi delaware. i want to speak with you i have many of your books. as one of our most beloved and noted historian's can you comment on the most recent elevated efforts to take down our national statues those t that have withstood time for over hundred 50 years. thank you. i have a very, get it and emotionally charged issue.e. i think when it was built when it was created in memory of someone there is a great deal to do with whether or not it is something that maybe ought to come down. the statutes to the heat heroes of t

i told him what had happened. i told him i will let you know as soon as i know. he said call me tomorrow morning, meaning the next day. i was up all night with mike and i go back up to a hotel and it is 6:30 in the morning and i picked the phone up to call and rob had been a marine also. i am saying to myself, i cannot do this. man,not do this to this not over the telephone. marine, i'm fellow having a hard time dealing with this. said, i have to call him. i do not know what i'm going to say. i was scrambling, i was scared. i got wrong on the phone and the first thing out of his mouth was , j, what you think. do you think? important whatre you think. to bringsible for me him down to atlanta? what you guys to meet. toflew to atlanta, we went rob's house and we are all talking. wasof the things rob said it is my son's high school homecoming/ guys tould love you join us. i told my son this is not uncle richard like we thought. he is over on the highschool football field having lunch with his friends. he came down and he crossed the he -- rob says i want tripp, the m

i am nice. i've had my struggles, too, so there is a little bit of a shorthand with us about life in general. steve has been a solo, i have too, but has really been a solo artist his whole life. there was no collaboration or partnership. and he's very definitive about what he wants, very sure about what he wants and he's used to having all the say and he knows what he wants. so to take me in and to have to listen was a little bit a challenge for him, i think. he'd probably say the samething. he's always been the boss. - [eric] yeah. well now there are two bosses. - now there are two bosses and one's a girl. (laughter) i think there was not tension, but a learning curve and he'll describe one situation where we really did kind of have a little tussle. i don't know if you want me to tell you about it. - [eric] tell us all about it. we want this to be boring. no, we want to actually- come on, give me a little scandal here, a little drama. - yeah, this is the dirt. we had written a song together called 'you'

so i had to but good and beautiful but there. when i arrived the players are doing some team rafting on the revenues yet most christians relax but i'm getting some strange abides i had the feeling that there was something cooking to work with your opinion. when it seems as laid back as something fishy going on. then being his old mentor from ethiopia shows up german coach i can figure it means a decision must be close. so i went out with a german coach for a couple of these very n.b.s. and he told me that binyam stance is to get a contract i'm not too good any more brazen coach who are not house says that only one thing could change his mind goads goads oh. that means binny has to deliver in the last friendly. the training that he does with the drays going to know behind against third division into having been his cause. first forty six minutes. and then a minute later with a nicely taken equaliser. doesn't do you short. shock came the next morning sunday. sunday i got a call from the normal g.'s start to stand by to ask me if i c

he sang a few songs and had a terrible voice and no social skills and i was quite sure he had no futureall. that turned out to be bob dylan. david: did you ever meet him again? dr. collins: i did. [laughter] david: did he remember you? dr. collins: no. he denies the whole thing. it was quite a bit later, maybe 10 years ago. david: you went to the college -- to college at the university of virginia where you were an , academic superstar. dr. collins: i was a bit of a nerd. i got excited about science in high school. i should give testimony to the importance of having really good teachers in high school. what got me interested from science did not come to my family. no scientists or physicians. it was that course i had in 10th grade at lee high school in virginia. david: you then went to yale to get a phd in what? dr. collins: chemical physics. david: what is that? dr. collins: quantum mechanics, mathematical physical science. ,david: your parents were obviously proud. you have a degree from university of virginia you have , a phd from yale, and now you're ready to get a job, right? dr. c

he ran some tests, he said i had some abnormalities in my heart. the supplements he recommended i take. it was commonly used in russia. we received a certificate that it was com pletely received a certificate that it was completely illegal to take for many yea rs, completely illegal to take for many years, ultimately it became illegal for the first few weeks of last year. see you got this e-mail in january 2016 before the australian open, you say in the book that this is an e—mail from the international tennis federation telling you meldonium is now banned but you did not click on all the attachments. why not? they were buried and hidden. those are not the types of attachments that any of the players open up if you really ask them. it wasn't noticeable at all. they didn't make an effort to show us that it was a commonly used supplement in eastern europe. it should have been flagged and it wasn't. you say in the book you were careless and you did not afford the e—mail to other members of your team and must have opened it, that was a very costly momen

i knew that. he had a day here at horse power everyone who came to see this knew right away about our politics. for most of us we were known as leftists. i thought he was all of us we grew up with that philosophy. there was no question about it. we were part of the protest movement from the time we were small. the bunch is fun big children didn't join the hitler youth all the federation of german girls . were not. one day the teacher said you bunches children can't go on like this. it's against the law. you can't hunt couto jumped up and said yes we can. the parents later separated in one nine hundred thirty two cartels father moved to berlin and a year later married about had advised an architect. young bone just fun big ran a pottery studio in berlin and provided jobs for a number of dissidents in the late one nine hundred thirty s. kut-o. and meta also moved in with their father and worked in a studio. they love the. cutter was always on the go morning noon and night. she attended lectures joined soci

i never had any conversation with him at all. in the campaign, i think in september or october, we had the session where he went to his hotel and said president obama was born in the united states. i never had any conversation -- >> rose: but that came after a long period of making it a big public issue for him. >> you know, breitbart, andrew breitbart was very famous and our site was very families of not being a birther site. in fact, the first time -- at the first teasht convention in 2009, i think it was -- at the first teasht tea party convention where sarah palin kicked it off in nashville, my film, andrew introduce it. he and joe farr got into a tussle because he had give an thing, started with the gospel of matthew, went through the lineage of jesus and said even jesus christ needed a birth certificate and the place went crazy. our site was not birthers, we were not birthers. >> rose: so birthing was not an issue or something you believed in? >> the paper and everything in hawaii, it boggled the imagination it could happen.

i think i had a lot of my own ego tied up in the wilderness systems that i was managing.retrospect, i didn't like that person so much. the worst experience i would say is our relationships with each other and this became very strained during the latter half of the biosphere. it was kind of a microcosm of the earth and that is one of the things that we all have to learn to do much, much, much better. even if we have really different opinions about something, being able to speak civilly with each other about that, we did not get to that point for biosphere 2. but there is hope for biosphere one. the other thing that i learned personally which was so tangible was being actually a part of the system, not being apart from it. just being a part of it. just another part in addition to, you know, the plans and the animals and the soil microbes. there is linda, the human. their experiment is complete, the eight project members emerged a little thinner but all in good health after two years spent in an elaborate greenhouse. it was really the first time in two years on that day that

an eating disorder like so many young women i thought i had to be a size yes or an excess. thank you all my girlfriends were so small and sweet and some could still shop in the children's department i was the tall one the one with curves with breasts i felt ashamed when i went swimming i went to my mother and asked her if she could sew the front of my bikini shot so that no one could tell i had breasts already when i. feel up our is signed with model vaca agency in hamburg the agency mainly works with models in the traditional mold very young tall and very thin but the agency also has a division that. bills itself as the home of icons and curves models who are older models with the woman in the figure and. when i talk to the models i don't feel like i'm pressuring them. and they're free to live the way they want sure maybe sometimes i have to say you might want to get a bit more exercise to make sure you stay shapely. that does happen but in the end my work here is a lot more humane than what you usually see in the industry. tactically. is a presence in social media networks

had yours? dr. collins: i have not had the whole thing read out, but i had a sampling of it.was about eight years ago, when i was writing a book about personalized medicine and wanted to use myself as a guinea pig. i learned some things in the process of doing that about my own future risks that i found useful. one thing i learned is that my risk of diabetes was substantially higher than the average person based on my genetic inheritance, and that was a shock because that is not something that runs in my family. but my family are athletic people, so maybe they managed to avoid it. that was a point when i was not athletic. i was indulging in too many muffins and honey buns and not doing exercise, and that was enough to motivate me to change all of that and lose 35 pounds and get an exercise program. i am a different person now than i would have been if i'd stayed on that path. david: muffins and honey buns are not healthy for you? [laughter] that is what you are saying. dr. collins: they are not healthy for anybody, i'm afraid. david: how much longer can people keep increasing

before this before this i had done i had directed one a short film in an episode of a t.v. show but ya know i jumped in with with both feet ok a lifetime dream nine years old what was it like. and everything i'd hoped it would be and heartburn it. is it is and it's your baby that's the thing and a director's purview is. all encompassing and they have to you have to have the an answer and the right answer and an opinion on every aspect of the production and and there's just always something to worry about that being said. i had i have such a reverence for the for the for me i have such a reference for cinema that i i knew and i've been wanting this since i was a child that i was like i've got to make this the best thing pie you in the movie to say i'm in about four or five scenes as much as i can stomach watching myself see you don't like acting i i i like it and i respect it and and i'm very grateful because it's afforded me and my mum and my sister lives we wouldn't have otherwise had that's just the god's honest truth but i was always in acting as a means of being part of

i thought i had done an ok job at this. eople came up to me, this man afterwards and i , thought he was going to tell me, this is great, or he disagrees. he said to me, looked at me, and said, i wish my daughters had been here. it is funny the sort of moments you remember. i remember thinking -- that is why you do have to realize any of us in these positions of any kind of influence, we are a role model for someone, and women do need role models. we are still a small minority that run these companies. they need role models to say, yes, that is possible. i can be that. it is hard to dream to be something if you don't see other people like it. david: are you disappointed or surprised, if you take a fortune 100 of the fortune 200 companies, there are relatively few female ceos still? ginni: yeah. i would have hoped, by now, that there would be more, right? i think this is a very conscious effort. in fact, we make a conscious effort. one of the biggest things is to keep women in the workforce. and so, there is no doubt, when wom

i had a wonderful set of internships with them. i graduated, i did feel a sense, a real sense of obligation to first go to gm. i had a lot of other offers, but to go to gm. i was a computer science with engineering degree. david: were there a lot of women taking those courses in those days at northwestern in those days? ginni: what do you think? david: not that many? ginni: no. i was probably one of the only woman in many of those classes, even then. david: you are at set -- you are at general motors several years. you hear of an opportunity to go to a company called ibm. ginni: it wasn't, as sometimes people think, that you have some long thought-out career plan. i'm sorry to tell you i had been working at general motors, and while i liked what i was doing, i really felt, because i liked technology, it was the idea of to be able to apply it to a lot of different industries. it was as simple as my husband said, hey, look, i have a friend and his dad works for ibm. why don't you just call him? actually, i think it was my husband who

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i had an opportunity to discuss things people said about me. expressed my view that i am aware of no evidence whatsoever of collusion by the russian state or anyone in the trump campaign. or anyone associated with donald trump. i reiterated my view that in my opinion, donald trump has potential to be both a truly great and transformative resident. i would be happy to take her questions. -- your questions. >> are you going to be indicted? >> i believe his attorneys informed my internees of that. -- attorneys of that. >> are you aware of any other potential legal action? >> i am not. withve you been in contact -- >> i have not. i have never heard from mr. miller's office or the fbi. i only had an initial contact on the senate intelligence committee asking us to preserve records. -- >> no. whenseemed to know neither nor what the charge may be. >> how much did the questions focus on your discussion through thentermediary as well as discussion with gucifer? >> a fair amount. a substantial amount. democrats. christ did you have any other -- >> the did

i had to do several things which i did and described. i had to call donald trump, which was something that i can barely remember. i had to reconstruct it. it was surreal and he was unprepared. i had to call president obama and tell him how sorry i was because i knew there would be a great effort under a new administration, the other party to undo much of what he had accomplished and then i had to work on a speech. i wasn't prepared to go out until i'd gotten all that done and by then it was 1:30, 2:00 in the morning. we had to find a place to deliver a concession speech which my stalwart band of people did and i showed up and delivered it the next morning. >> charlie: richard cohen reminded me of this, the fox knows many things and the hedgehog knows one big thing. is that sort of what happened here? >> i think if you look at it, we -- certainly i, thought i was running a campaign about many things but it turned out in part because of coverage based on my mistake with the e-mails and because of intervention of other forces, it turned out

i had a lung contusion. s stuff. >> jimmy: did it ever occur to you that you shouldn't be dirt-biking anymore? >> that's what i said. you know, when i was 20 you could take a bullet in the shoulder and, you know, by morning you'd kind of shake it off and you're fine. [ laughter ] now i get a hangnail and it's a month before you're any better. [ laughter ] >> jimmy: right. >> but i called -- so i knew i was in trouble. so i called this friend of mine who runs a medical imaging center in santa monica, dr. jabor. "star wars" place over there. it's saturday night, and i called him and i said what are you doing? he said i'm in a tuxedo, i'm hosting a big dinner, i'm getting ready to leave. i said could you stop by the office on the way and check me out? and he did. i got there, his whole staff was there. i'm there three minutes, he says we're stopping these tests, you are -- you have six broken ribs. i didn't know. if you have three broken ribs, they diagnose you as respiratory failure. he said you're going in the

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i had to start at the gettysburg campaign. but when i looked at the end of the gettysburg campaign, it is not july 13-14, it is actually august first, when the armies get back to the rappahannock the gettysburg campaign, it is river, and for two weeks, meade and lee gould with each other in this giant chess match in the shenandoah valley. lee, trying to get back into the mountains to defend central virginia, and meade, trying to prevent them from doing that. there was a great possibility that there would be another large battle in virginia, that would be the culminating fight of the gettysburg campaign, that meade had a chance to do south of the potomac, when he had failed to do north of the potomac. and that launched me into backing up my original study, which was going from august 2 december, into starting in the middle of july. this book is the first in a series of what will be ultimately, three books that will examine that time. this is my second book. my first, was published 17 years ago, that is kind of a long lag time. i

i had my cameras around me. i walked past the elevator and i did not realize what my competitors was behind me. he was going to do the same thing. i did not hear him when he said it. i get down to the end of the hallway and there is a l shape. it would dead end at the end of the hallway. there were two doors to the courtroom. i walk to the hallway and heard a woman scream. three feet away from me, there is a guy with a gun to her head. he says, i'm going to kill her, like that. the aps photographers said the guy has a gun, and he pushed me head first into the doorway. he came in behind me. i did not get any pictures because it happened so quickly. doorway ande other walked out in the hallway and he had disappeared. he had two hostages in the empty courtroom. he came in with a different hostage and he started toward me. it was so dark there is no light , in the hallway and he makes a right-hand turn and he is heading to all the people. i say this guy has a gun and he is going to kill jack ruby. nobody knows about

i once had a strange dream. i had been sentenced to death along with some other people. i don't know what crime i had committed. after the verdict we were taken straight to the place of execution. he execution or when first then to judge us then us the condemned and then a crowd of people these were the last steps i would ever take i took a deep breath and threw my head back i felt the knife in my throat there was a tug and i heard the head rolling backwards somewhere maybe into a deep hole that was already full of many other heads. card reform why he came to us crying our tongue. she said that she'd had a terrible dream a very vivid dream about her execution. this cut to god. i've always known about kut-o. and that she died young i see my name but i don't remember when i found out about that the media for their father. has been just that one his i'm saskia catto bunches fundi i'm the daughter of tim catto as brother. my middle name is catto that was a nice way from my father to remember his sister that way. me just and him bunches fun big brother and sister moved back i

and so that's what i had to do. >> narrator: so, o'neill would not be in yemen. the investigation slowed to a crawl. >> i watched with dismay as the issue of the u.s.s. cole completely disappeared from the u.s. scene, completely, again, in a new administration. it was just not on their agenda. clearly it was not on the agenda of the congress, the media, or anyone else. again, it went into oblivion. >> narrator: by spring, intelligence about al qaeda forces in yemen convinced o'neill they were about to target his agents. o'neill pleaded with barry mawn to pull them out, and mawn agreed. o'neill's investigation in yemen was effectively over. >> we don't know what would have happened if john could have done his job in yemen and had really had the full backup to go and to really push in yemen, and what kind of networks he could have exposed. but, you know, we do know that there were yemenis involved in the attacks of september 11. so is it possible that if he had been able to really open up that network and really expose that network that he could have in some way det

i had made many friends in new york, i had a lot of friends in new york, but we had two kids by that me, and i lived in white plains, i'd take the train, and i'd take the train back. and it didn't strike me as much of a life compared to being here in omaha. and both sets of grandparents were alive at that time, and it just-- uncles and aunts and-- omaha was a more pleasant place to live. all right, so you buy a house here? i rent a house. you rented a house? i rent a house for $175 a month. okay, and when did you buy your house that you're still in? in 1958. my third child was on the way. so you started partnership here, and how did you raise money? well, david, actually when i came back i had about $175,000. and i thought that was all i would need to live the rest of my life. i could take care of everything. so i really planned to go to school-- i thought about going to law school. think how successful you could've been as a lawyer. that's true. i've regretted it ever since. right, i know. so your first partnership, when you had people cobbled together some money, how much money did

and so, i didn't have an agent, never had done anything before. i'll give you $10,000 to do the movie." i went, "nah, i want $15,000." so i did it for $14,000. - no. - yeah. wait a minute, he negotiated you down from 15? ( chuckles ) well, yeah... i apologize. first of all, you should have gone for way more than 15. well, i didn't know. ( cheering ) where are my love slaves out there? thunderlips is here, in the flesh, baby! now the character was great for you know, the females. it's the ultimate male, thunderlips. look at those lips. it helped you get laid. i'm talking about it helped me attract the opposite sex. good match. hey, why'd you get so crazy on me out there? that's the name of the game. you ended up on the cover of "sports illustrated." i can't get over that, because wrestlers weren't on that magazine. and to be on the cover, that must have been a moment for you. ah, it's never happened since. i've been the only wrestler ever to be on the cover. which means we didn't tell the people it was an actual exhibition and we know who's gonna wi

i even had -- at dinner tonight. [applause] i am surrounded by flowers some of which i describe in the book. part of my beloved world in puerto rico. so, i'm here to talk to you about my book and about what my book is about and when i started to write it was there was one thing i wanted to accomplish. when you write a memoir, and i have read many of them through my life, you sometimes come away asking the question, asking yourself the question, did i learn anything new about that person? regrettably often i've read books and memoirs or autobiographies and really didn't learn much that i didn't already know. i didn't want to write that kind of book. i wanted to write something different, something where at the end of that a raider could come away and say to themselves, i think i know her will. so what my book -- "my beloved world" intended in part to do is let you see my heart and soul and in doing that i hope to show you who i was but also to show you a little bit of you. there was the purpose for doing that. and the