adams, who said i had a canine appetite for popularity. >> i later had that great opportunity when in congress he invited me to secede to dr. benjamin franklin as our nation 's first -- to the call of louis 16th. i was quite related to this -- to receive that commission and you know, as i wanted to have more of a knowledge of all of our new nation and had never been to new england, that decided to sail to france from a boston and so i went up to new england, and they're, hoping to board a ship upon which mrs. john adams would be a passenger, i arrived too late to make a reservation upon the ship. i did have the opportunity to meet with mrs. adams, but a short time, and she embarked and i had to quit for the next ship. the ship i sailed on was out of boston. in fact, it left boston on the fifth of july. i spent the fourth of july in boston. do you know a number of years later, you may recall, i was sailing the atlantic eastward when you were sailing the atlantic westward to return to our new nation for the first time since the war. do you think that your ship and mine passed in the nig

i had been out of the army about a month, just pissed off because i could no nothing about it. a lot of us had this feeling of, oh, my god, we've been attacked, what do i now? there is really nothing i can do. to a degree, you had an advance. you could have walloed in self-pity about our country has been attacked, because i had like a second to do that and then it was time to get to work. you made me think about that question a bit differently. everyone always asks how i was feeling, thinking, it's not that i was happy that people had died in the world trade center, but you have to compartmentalize yourself so you can get on with the mission, the work you need to do and stop the next attack, or gather the evidence you need to stop the next attack, so having a sense of purpose, to be able to do something about it, even though you're not stopping the next attack, but you can try, in a way maybe helped us keep going. >> you weren't like in the -- you were moved into what is known as the vault, which is ground zero for the war against al qaeda, the war that was created because of 9/

i just never had fear. in the midst of that i was doing what i had to do, making photograph and and never had any fear. once this he directed f two machine guns, a squad was ordered up the tower. there were 12 men in front of me, i made a photograph and this was a meaningful photograph to me. it's not a great photograph, but it has a lot of meaning. i was the 13th man. i was tempted to go earlier in the group. something said i should hold back. but this is a moment at which five families lives were changed forever. the first five men off of the tower were either killed or seriously wounded. this is a photograph of one of the first man up the tower who was critically wounded in the assault. he was being aided by another marine to his right, named richard prince. and a navy core meant to his left who has yet to be identified. and we would love to see spans we were to help us identify these men we cannot identify. and far more and this exhibit, to identify people we have yet to identify. in this photograph on t

my family did not know i had applied to yield. i didn't know i had applied to yale. my roommate said she had applied for me. i thought yale was in boston. my family did not want me to go to yale, and when i arrived i was just dropped off in the courtyard and lugged my one suitcase up the stairs and sat in this empty room. there was no furniture. there was not a chair. there was no furniture. and connie comes in with her entourage, her parents, and they immediately begin furnishing the place. they take us to the salvation army and we find furniture. connie knew what she was doing. i had no clue. conte felt safe and protected. i felt unsafe. a lot we could not be more opposite, and yet when we stood in that living room, she walked in the door and it was one of those moments i think almost all of us have had, the french call it a krutika. where you just know this is my best friend? this is going to be my best friend forever. i think she has always been my best friend. and i know she still is my best friend. we became bonded in a way that i don't really know how to expla

i had my maintenance unit out there and then i had one company of military policeman area and we had this phenomenal e7. it was getting ready to exit the guard and i was trying to get him to reenlist. again, just a phenomenal young leader and he said well, he said man, i will reenlist if i can page you because they had to go through taser training so i said okay, here's the deal. you can take me and you're going to reenlist so we did. we went into the taser training and i went through the training with the military police company and we had a really phenomenal company commander. he went first, he wantedto make sure it was the first one to be paid . so it was and then i was number two in the line that e7 to me, horrible experience. i don't recommend it for anyone but we did retain a brilliant young nco and so i was happy to gothrough it . but i was happy to go through it in order to keep one of the best and brightest of the army national guard. >> senator, who is hiding magnuson and why you spend a bit of time in your book writing about her. >> that was my first opponent in an a local

i had a dilemma. i did not want anyone to know i was a doctor yet, not until i was well from the tobacco -- tuberculosis. i needed more time to heal, but my hypocritical both gave me no choice. iran home, picked up my medical bag, and followed the cowboy to a corral. where is dave? he pointed to a horse. i was common for country doctors to treat livestock, but i felt like a fool. no matter. without, i got that horse untangled and sewn up. after that, folks decided i was a good healer in spite of being a woman. i cured myself and i saw all patients oliver frazier and middle part. i charged 25 cents for the house call, but i rarely collected catch, but lots of firewood. ten years later in a single day, officials canceled church. they canceled school. they even had to forbid people from attending funerals. in 1918, the worst epidemic ever to hit this planet, spanish influenza, arrived. no when you want to do about this horrible disease, let alone this country physician. i'm susan anderson, medical doctor.

i had to have a minute procedure. en i took itit to my supervis, i was told, even though you're going to be covid-tested, can still come to work. wear our mask. onent to the physician early i was d diagnosed with an upper r respiratory infection. i had fluid on my lungs. i was on antibiotics. was running a temp. i had diarrhea. i had headaches. i had chest pain. i had a raspy cough. i was told i could still present to work because my test confirmed i was negative when i was symptomatic. amy: i want to bring azadedeh shahshahani into the conversation becausese we just reported that another person n s prison -- not at rked, whwhere nurse wooten wo but a separatete facility. i was wondering if you can tell us the latest news on him. >>>> sure, aiming. thank you for havaving me. firsrst, i want to say as part f a movement that believes systematic state violence is not to be e tolerated in any form, o whether it is ice caging and harming immigrants or cucups murdering black peoeople with impunity. wewe are truly honored at

i could go back in the army, but my knee stunk. a lot of us had this feeling of we have been attacked what a way to know there's really nothing i can do. to a degree, you had an advantage because you could not wallow in self-pity about our country being attacked because you had a second to do that and then it was time to get to work. >> you made me think about that question differently. everyone always asks how i was feeling and thinking. it's not that i was happy that people had died in the world trade center but you have to compartmentalize those thoughts so you can get on with the mission and work you need to do and stop the next attack work gather the evidence you need to stop the next attack. having a sense of purpose to do something about it, even though maybe you are not stopping the next attack but you can try in a way that helps us all keep going. >> you move into the vault, which is ground zero for the war against al qaeda, the war that was created because of 9/11. when i say ground zero, you are working in a small group. you turn around

i was color-blind. had to go back. finally i got in the army but i was restricted for what i could do. i went to texas for basic training. i spent 16 weeks in texas. they send me from texas to the university of connecticut to continue my education. unfortunately when i got to the university of connecticut, i found i had had everything they were teaching. i had already been through. so i reported to them that i was wasting my time, and they suggested they would send me to m.i.t. that's what happened. they sent me to m.i.t. i did my time at m.i.t. from m.i.t., i was sent to nyu. from nyu, i went to los alamos. >> tell me the process of -- first of all, were you studying at mit and nyu? >> i was basically in engineering the whole time, because that's what i had done in college. i was a civil engineer. i graduated before i went to mit and nyu. >> okay. and then once you finished at nyu, how did you end up at los alamos? >> well, i was just selected one day. the officers came to our class. i guess it was at nyu and interview

i found him in an abandoned car. he had been abandoned. spotted a mark immediately and followed me around. so i ended up adopting him. and by hook or by crook, i got him back to baghdad and eventually found somebody who was willing to take him back to the states. i'm not quite sure what eventually happened to him but it certainly made me a happier person. pamela: let's look at this video. [video clip] >> during the most ferocious period of fighting, it was embedded with u.s. troops. -- pamala constable was embedded with u.s. troops. >> i went out in the day with some patrols. 4, 5 or six times. you follow them exactly. i would always put myself right behind one marine and i would step every step he took and stay in his shadow. he had a big weapon. because it was not a guarantee of safety, but it made me feel better. susan: that is a documentary from journeyman pictures. both of these are the time of intense u.s. conflict. over the course of your career, all these years spent in that region of the world, how much of it was in conflict zones

i had tried several times unsuccessfully to get sober. like a lot of my peers and health, i went to bloody and suffered significant consequences i am not alone, most of us had the same troubles. and i was unemployable. god i did grace of stay married and my wife is a saint. i have set up before and i will repeat it we have been married 34 years, it's a miracle. it was difficult, whole story was difficult. having said that, i will offer this. because of my stubbornness and willfulness and the difficulties and consequences and the fact that i had to learn andto change my behavior follow a few simple steps or guidelines, i believe sincerely today that it probably was the best thing that ever happened to me, because it forced me to change and seek a new path and return to faith. i might not have said it at the time, but more and more i have come to realize it down through the years. so it is an honor for me to be with fellow suffering alcoholics and employers and i will say to , you will, you can get sober. you can. for who are still sick and

i had to expand. one of my favorite times sitting reading quote books what you did for hours on end looking for exactly the right quote to fit the meaning i wanted to give it. >> what is your favorite one? >> that are lots that are my favorites probably if i can read so i don't miss quoted, at the beginning of no family is an island. snowflakes aware of natures most fragile things but just look at what they can do when they stick together. i just love that quote. the book came out in january when we were in the midst of our great blizzard of 96 so seemed particularly app. >> how about the size of the book and what you want to cover? i get a sense as i read it that you would go alternatively between children and politics. >> it's filled with a lot of my views about how children and political decisions intersect because i do think all of us in whatever role we are in have a responsibility to children. i don't just mean -- politics, how we organize ourselves and neighborhoods and communities and churches

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it sounds i know what it smells like. did you know it even had a smell? een the perpetrator to these babies, to these women, and i now support president trump he has done more for the unborn than any other president. during his first month in office, he banned federal funds for global health groups that promote abortion. ant same year, he overturned obama biden rule that allowed government subsidy of abortion. he appointed a record number of pro-life judges. he announced a new rule protecting the rights of health-care workers objecting to abortion. many of whom i work with every day. life is a core tenet of who we are as americans. that is something that should compel you to action. go door-to-door, make calls, talk to your neighbors and friends. vote on november 3. take action that reelect our president and do it with our very most vulnerable americans in mind. the ones who haven't been born yet. hello. i am a police officer from new mexico. had an encounter that changed my life forever. i had just started my shift and responded to a call for service at a

>> i had never then when we last spoke and i still have never had the privilege of meeting him. s unfortunately just being totally miss pretrade i been a man on the run and i refer to it as my international fugitive years. unfortunately with those same types of problems and challenges, which are created by this massive government footprint coming down on your head like just like a goliath, unfortunately, i know you had similar battles in terms of trying to reestablish justice with your own case has been an uphill battle nonstop. i've never had the opportunity and unfortunately, this is one of the core problems of the election interference campaign during the during the obama biden administration. they smear various people and creates huge legal liability for anyone that wants to communicate or maintain a relationship. to talk about this in the book with certain individuals so essentially by the time 2016 election came around i was just a complete international pariah almost everyone i knew wanted to have nothing to do with me, not just high-level people within the trump campaign,

i had so many different emotions. u know, you have a father in protective mode, a father worried mode. i was so tired. i had driven all night. the news conference was that day . time i was onular an emotional roller coaster. moment let's go to that where both you speak -- this is you. seven times.my son seven times. matter.did not but my son matters. how would you feel if your white come as a up to you mother, said, mommy, why did the police shoot my daddy in the backck? you have no clue. amy: and you have repeatedly said, also at the march on your son is human, as if you have to say that. tell us who your son is. and also, your father. your son's grandfather, who was so well known in chicago as a civil rights leader, the reverend jacob blake. excuse me for a moment. i'm sorry. --son is a happy amy: take as much time as you need, mr. blake. we are so terribly sorry about what has happened to your son and what has happened to your whole family as a result. he was -- he was a jokester as a kid. happy-go-lucky, smililing

[applause] but i had everything. i had military. i had soldiers.nows -- so much power, strength, beauty. they are happy to have gotten rid of that crowd that was there before us. they are great, the police. the onengle -- i got yesterday from chicago. that is not easy. endorsement.nest florida. ohio. know that hedo not has gotten one vote. you cannot mention the words law and order. say, dot my wife and i you believe it? i am the president of the united states. that is the good thing. [applause] and then i get to the most beautiful house in the world. i can have mar-a-lago and all of them, but the white house is still the white house. it is this a, beautiful place. and i am up at the incrediblesuite level and there is abraham lincoln's sweet --suite. remember, continues to lease it out to people for money. they never change do they. --ember barbra streisand another beauty by the way. barbra streisand used to state in that suite. tell me. i do like her voice. i really do. some of them i do not like even their voices. she gets to stay there and i am

i had a boyfriend at columbia law school, he had a girlfriend at smith college. the week was long in between. [laughter] so our friends thought, we might like each other's company. the two of us work together. i found out in very short order that marty was a boy like none i had ever met. this was a young man who really .ared that i had a brain these were the not so good old the degree that women were supposed to get was an mrs degree, at cornell, there were four men to every woman. parents of girls thought, what if sheplace to send her, can't find a man there, she is hopeless. [laughter] anyway, that is -- [laughter] that is how it all began. host: this audience tonight is mostly comprised of third year law students. and if you look out at them, we see a lot of females and also a lot of males. [laughter] wasn't the case when you went to law school. when you were at harvard, you were one of only nine women, and columbia, one of 12 women. we wonder if you could share with the audience a little bit of what that was like, being one of so few women in law school, and w

i had no idea. this was '85, i guess. i had no idea that there was such a thing as howard university, no idea there was such a thing as a black university and i was drawn in immediately to see the pictures and the enthusiasm of those recruiters, i think it was man and a woman, and when they started talking about all of the people who graduated from howard i was instantly converted. i knew in that moment that is where i would go to college. i just knew. i was just -- i had never heard of that, there was no such thing. so, i applied, i was so sure that it was going to get in, it is the only school their only university aapplied to. my plan was to apply to howard and i had discovered that loyola in los angeles had a late application process so the plan was if i didn't get into howard, i would stay in los angeles and go to loyola marymont. my father said if you stay here in los angeles, because we want you close to home, i'll buy you a car. but if you go to howard, all of our resources are going to be to send you back to the

and i had, the night before i had had dinner with somebody else, and the place had strung these little the enclosure, i mean, and it was beautiful. it went on at 8:00 in the dusk, and that almost made me cry. i mean, that was, like, people are really working hard, you know, to survive, to make it okay. and, yeah, there's no, not really tourists here now, which is, you know, not something i feel that -- i have mixed feelings about that, let's say. i don't want to sound like a mean person. but, you know, and especially because this, you know, the theater district and stuff. but, yeah, that's pretty empty because there's no theater. but -- oh, hold on one second, let me just turn this off one second. >> sure. cheers, everyone. thank you for joining us for this book launch. >> sorry. i had to -- my husband turned the fan on thinking that it was, like, a good thing, but it's is so noisy, the sound of a jet engine, and it was like, no, no, no. >> i really thought you were going to go get one of your birds. >> oh, oh! no, they're, like, busy doing bird things. let's see -- >> another question

you, i think, back to your previous life. you, ithink, had back to your previous life. , did you ever think something like losing your home could happen to you. no, i never thought, i never thought like everybody. i never thought we would end up homeless. never. and then the paper, shedia, what does that mean to you? my life changed completely, six years ago, when i started working for shedia. and that's why i am smiling now. it wasn't only the money, it was the contact with people. because the people that support us because the people that support us and by that paper, very nice people, we wanted to help us and this changed my life completely. how is business now, selling the paper? it's not so good. it's a bit down because you must understand that people that don't have the money to buy a paper, and things are getting worse and worse every day. and that's a result of the coronavirus? yes, because many people, they don't have money anymore. people i knew, that they usually buy the paper, they stop and say, "hi, michael, i want to buy the paper," "but i have one or 2 eur

i had three strikes against me. one, i was jewish. the wall street firms were just -- and i was a woman. i was a mother. oldaughter was four years when i graduated from law school. david: one of your law after manygot you efforts. was that easy to do for him? because you were a mother? justice ginsburg: he had no qualms about a woman, he had a woman as a worker before. he was concerned. the southern district of new york is a busy court and sometimes. out about this years later, i did not know what the time. chance and if she does not work out, there is a who will in the class be at the firm. he can jump in and take over. those were the terms. if you don't give her a chance, i will never recommend another columbia student. was, getting the first job. david: after your clerkship, you had a position as a law professor at rutgers. justice ginsburg: yes. i interviewed while i was working for the columbia project on international procedure. david: how did you get connected to the aclu and your trailblazing efforts in gender discrimination a

i want to talk about what happened and how you have not had -- let it get you down. shortly before you were elected you tried to split from your husband. what did he think? >> guest: i want to talk about the book but he told me if i left he would ruin me. important context for people who haven't read it or don't know my story, were not officially divorced which is a separate issue. sexual assaults and a relationship, i want my experience to be a warning and younger women should learn from it, relationships i wish i had been aware of early on but it was an abusive relationship that i needed to get out of, but as it gets worse and worse, more of a possibility i would be elected he was losing control over me. when he left i said he would ruin me and this was a month before the election. after i was sworn in, i was coming into my own but as it stood, every time i had to come back and stay at my hotel i was afraid, have anxiety 4 days and didn't know what was going to happen and i knew i had to get out and came with my dad and left for real and he ultimately made good on a

. : : : i came out this book from sort of this upbringing that i had to basically, not just anything and be a critical thinker to arrive at what i believe are well researched conclusions and approaches to things. yeah, my mind will run a little wild and i will write down that wild theory i had and then i will also write down an opposing theory and as i do my research, whether it is for working on a forensic case because there has been a cyber incident or whether it is working on a book like this i always have a competing hypothesis and so as i do my research i start to make sure that i am researching am researching under both hypothesis which leads me to what, i believe, is a fact-based decision. >> host: what in your professional background would lead you to be that conspiracy theorist as you say? >> guest: it is interesting and i talk about my irish grandmother and her influence on me and she read a lot of books and you know even a lot of people in my family know that this perspective of my always getting the straight scoop from people and i will learn to think for myself and that w

had. and his love for his wife sandy. iafter the events of 9/11, there was a memorial service and denver at the church that jason, sandy and matt had went to. there were about 400 united pilots, i think even more than, that we were all in our uniforms. this was not a major church, i guess you would call it an auditorium or theater, it was big as what you are sitting in right now. it was standing room only, again all of us were in our uniforms, the eulogy that day was delivered by matt, jason sun. he was poised, he was very articulate, it was a beautiful eulogy. there was not a dry eye in the house. to this day, i don't know how he stood there and did that. pardon me. after the service, another friend and a united pilot, said john, tomorrow let's put our uniforms on and let's go out to denver international airport and go into the terminal and just talk to the passengers. i said that's a great idea. we did that, we got into the next day, went out to de-iaea spent several hours out there going up and down the terminal talking

that was all i had. it took me sometimes all day. i looked at census records, birth records, death notices, wedding announcements, and i was so triumphant when i got her first name in her maiden name. i felt i had excavated these people. what the spreadsheet taught me was how myriad were their motives. you really can't talk about, and on the question of radicalism, three of these 200 extremely wealthy elite women did join alice paul's more radical organization. they went to jail. one of them was a great art collector. she was good friends with ... and her husband was the president of the sugar trust which the government eventually busted up. they went -- they had a lot of money and had an incredible collection that now undergirds much of the metropolitan museum's collections. she went to jail. alice paul asked her to come to washington to light a figure of woodrow wilson in effigy. she's not a kid. at the time, she's 63 years old and she comes -- she never quite lights the match. in fact, she says in a later article that if i had mana

i will never forget it. we had our principal mr. would always call us young people, that's how he always addressed us. we were sitting there in class and he comes over the intercom and says young people, i hate to interrupt your learning today but something is happening in our country. he knew after the first plane hit, mr. putnam knew that something was going on. he said something is happening that i feel like is affecting our country and everyone needs to stop what you are doing and turn your tvs on right now and by the time i got to second. , the second tower had gone down and i remember seeing coach lee, coach vliet wasn't the first sergeant in the mp unit in a guard unit that i had no idea anything about at the time. i remember being a 14 -year-old kid just being stupid. i talk about this in my book about how me and my friends there was a glitch and they cannot make this weird noise and meet my friends were in the back we started giggling at the noise that it made. i remember coach lee being the first turning around and for the

i read that book whether economics or politics i had something i wanted to say about it so i had to learn to play the boys game, i didn't love it but i saw the game was played and learned to play it. >> duke had a program where from five years to get undergraduate degree and mba and you are in that program when you decided to leave duke with your degree you had a choice between ibm, very well-known company and a little company in seattle area called microsoft. why did you decide to go to microsoft and not ibm where you had à >> i had worked for ibm several summers and had a fabulous summer job. i thought i was going to go there but i had told ibm him to look at other places i turned down all the other places in my interviewing process but i still had to go meet my hiring manager on my spring break in april at ibm dallas where i thought it was going to work and i had one interview left at this little company microsoft up in seattle about 1600 employees then. when i went to my hiring manager, who happen to be female at ibm, i turned all these other job offers down but still had one mor

i had a picture of one of the tattoos. ght. justice coming in hot. >> i'm ready to rumble. mayweather-pacquiao style. i float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. i clean myself like a fly. >> it's so unlike mom, but i don't think mom -- an accurate imitation of mom would be that funny. >> you think she watches them? >> i don't think she ever has watched television. >> i don't know if she knows how to turn -- >> she watches the news hour at the gym. >> but that's in the court. does she know how to turn on the television at home? >> i don't think so. >> here to explain is the supreme court ruth bader ginsburg. >> that's "saturday night live." >> i like my men like i like my decisions. five four. that's a third degree gins-burn! >> it's marvelously funny. >> remind you of yourself? >> not one bit. except for the collar. >> what about the state of the union where you were caught sleeping? >> no, i wasn't sleeping. i was giving in to the weight of my glasses. >> watching the "state of the union" and i notice that her head is dro

the first time i had a conversation about the scholarship was actually when i was interning with the mayor of baltimore. in that picture he's standing there and pointing towards a picture on his wall and understand he wasn't the type of guy that had camera people following him around all the time, but on that day he said he thought about the rhodes scholarship. i told him i heard about it but i haven't thought about it. he's pointing to the class and wheree he was. that's the momentt he first told me i should consider it. he also gave me instructions and i went and i done just about. i had certain people that helped me with my essays and my life's journey on the scholarship of petition and then right there in my office is a picture and i'm clear that the picture would have never happened. it was an experience that i will never forget where i think the plane flew off within two weeks after 9/11 where the nation and the world has changed immeasurably at the same time i was having this experience shaped very much as though by 9/11 especially the fact it was a chance to study internationa

i had to get my sanity back because i had to put the pieces together. er really my friend? was i always that person that she saw at vogue that she found to open every door for her to make sure she was on every red carpet. i mean, not someone who would go out with them, we had our lunches, our one-on-ones. >> what is the answer now? i was foolish and naive enough to believe i was, you know, her girl. i was her friend. you know? again, when my friends are my friends i love them. i would do everything for them. loyalty is everything. so no, i don't think she was ever really my friend. i think i was, unfortunately, -- i say the sucker who bought the fake watch on the corner. >> the book is called "melania and me." stephanie winston wolkoff, thank you for sharing your personal experience with us this morning. >> thank you so much. >>> "new day" continues right now. national institute of health panel says doctors should not use convalescent plasma for coronavirus. >> it didn't reflect what the trials showed. >> it's great to talk about the utopian kind of idea

growing up, i never had an idea of being any kind of a judge. i said, women were barely there on the bench. when carter became president, there was only one woman on a federal court of appeals. he made her the first ever secretary of education and then -- carter changed that, and no other president ever went back to the way it was. reagan did not want to be outdone by carter, so he was determined to put the first woman on the u.s. supreme court. he did a nationwide search and decided on sandra day o'connor. david: when president clinton president -- became president, you were obviously somebody being considered, and then president clinton talked to someone who was pushing for your appointment, daniel patrick moynihan. president clinton said, women don't want her. -- justice ginsburg: i had written a comment on roe v. wade and it was not 100% supporting a decision. ♪ david: you won a number of cases for the aclu on gender discrimination and became quite well known, you later taught at columbia. you are asked to go on to the u.s. court of appeals,

i had to really dig, i had to go through a lot of archives and primary source materials, newspapers, daily newspapers from obscure places like small towns in louisiana and such. that is how i put it together, i came up with this get it right. this is like telling how sausages are made, but i had two pretty full rewrites, i had two line edits, i had two copy edits, i had a lot of people -- key people, the brigadier general, i taught history at the air force academy and i knew he had been in world war ii in the armour division. he is now 91 and probably knows more about world war ii tanks than anybody at west point. i had these people going through it for accuracy. this was what you really call this particular division, so the process was pretty elaborate and it took a while so i am very happy with it and very proud that i got it out and it's done. >> you cover a number of topics which i really hope that we can dive into. when nazi germany invaded poland on september 1, 1939, the u.s. army numbered fewer than 200,000. can you set the stage for what was going on in this country in terms

i am a catholic. he had poked in the interval, he was a wonderful man, a great wit and a brilliant analyst. >> i want to ask you about a quote you put in your column and how often do you write with an ip after it, you often do that? >> guest: i do it a fair amount, i've been doing it for the national for yearsand years . i don't know how many i've done, maybe 100. i'm not an obituary writer, that's not my profession. >> host: is there some data describe what it takes to get you to write aboutsomebody's obituary . do youhave to like them ? >> guest: or dislike them, one for the other or they have to have been a friend of the national review or mine or some importance. when i wrote in my old journal when i assign them, i would write them when he asked me to and when i was ready to do so. as i did in the case of leverage and maybe i'm the only one here that has done the column. >> host: let me read his column and ask you if you agree read as an old man looking back on one's life one of the things that strikes y

i had no idea how to afford it. often had no idea what i was doing and i was trying to survive every day going to work and going to class and on the campaign trail people were around me every day and that is their life i felt all of those failed relationships i thought they defined me and i realized on the campaign trail i have to talk about this stuff because around tables they are telling me stuff and i don't even know and the moment we share our vulnerabilities and help people feel understood i have done that before i how hopeless that feels. so my goal for the book was to know what i was feeling and sometimes that was hard. to be that vulnerable not just because it is scary that people don't write books like this in politics and pretend everything is great but when they do share their vulnerabilities it so calculated you don't feel you are talking to a normal person. i wanted the reader to feel tha that. >> you write about medical debt and student debt and interesting vignettes i'm getting ahead of myself but you

we had a chance to shake his hand. i remember the dignity that he had, and i remember particularly how he was taking his religion and try to make it a political process which i thought was very interesting. c-span: your first national figure. >> guest: barry goldwater was the first figure that i meant. c-span: what do you remember about that? >> guest: such an energetic person. we got a chance to shake his hand. c-span: do you have a model of how you treat other people with because of their point of view and that is pretty much the model i tried to tell. c-span: i don't know whether you can do this or not but you mentioned you were on the board and the children's defense board. what are the different atmospheres walking into those two different situations? >> guest: they were more alike than other situations. what's if i can describe it. i was on for 20 years and got to work right out of law school. the atmosphere of the debate and concern and intend to. c-span: how big was the port? >> guest: 58 people. there was an atm

so i had to learn how to forgive and then to go and i had to learn how to forgive him and then they go because he was also after i got to see his record this guy had a rap sheet you know from here from one side of the room to the other you know and i could see you know he needed to same help that i need we are generally to imagine that there is such thing as for example a murderer and then they were in the murder in the public imagination and then most of our minds whether we thought about it or not and this is someone who likes to murder and he would murder given the opportunity i think that's what you think of a case and right that's what murders do they go around murdering mate and that's why you don't let them out of prison conceal and out of prison are going to murder again. the reality is. incredibly. some of the. situations some of which many of us couldn't even really begin to imagine. suddenly . doesn't have such a natural place anymore. 20 years. there's no human element. to. the criminal justice system. there is no human element they're not there to help you they're not ther

i had faith.nd let me tell you, you have to have faith when your husband is a marine and a police officer who were shot at on the job. , a when you run a business little faith goes a long way. faith in america. and in jesus. i am worried we have a generation of americans who have been told that the american dream does not exist. that is a lie. i know because i live that train. that's why i feel so strongly that we need a president who believes in the american dream like president donald trump. now more than ever. i am so thankful that my prayers for help were answered. my company was one of the first to receive a ppp loan, and praise god, it has been a lifesaver. not only were we able to keep every single employee, but we have been hiring weekly ever since. i feel for local businesses across america who are under assault from shutdowns, from riots, and facing the terrifying prospect of joe biden coming after everything we've built. i am so grateful we have leaders like president trump standing up

it is strange because i lived in washington a long time i had to drive around washington but i have notn and eight years so they had to take me to the counterterrorism driving course. it's very strange being surrounded by a group of people for such a long time now you feel naked going out. the people that were very nice to me the cabdrivers would yell out thank you for helping her country. but they were around. and then i got to be good friends with them. >>host: did people laugh at your jokes as secretary of state was a different the way they treated you after you left? >>guest: very different for sure. they are so many funny stories about things that happened. i have a couple in my book. i was in heathrow airport which is one of the more difficult to get through all of a sudden i am picked to be the person that has to take everything out of the suitcase from taking everything out i have had it and i said excuse me do you know who i am? he said no. but we can find a doctor who can figure it out. it was hard not to laugh at that they go around saying that i could not resist doing that a

i remember the presence and the dignity that he had. and i remember particularly how he was taking his religion and trying to make it live in the political process which i thought was very interesting. we've seen a lot of that in the last 30 years. >> you member another political career, another political in your political career for its i met barry goldwater that was a first figure i ever met. stem equity member about that? >> he was such an energetic person. those of us who are goldwater girls got a chance to shake his hand. and i enjoyed meeting him. >> you have a model of how you treat other people based on something you either learn, experience for yourself, and said i'm never going to be like that? or am not going to be like a that with the position i've been in. >> guest: i have been drawn from a lot of people part i've been lucky in the last 20 years to meet many people in public life both here and around the world. and i admire people who try to be the same in public and private. who try to be respectful of people. who listen to

i had never heard of it, and i said, what a great idea.tole the idea, i called it saving african-american treasures. we took curators and went around the country and help people preserve that 19th-century photograph, and then people would bring things out and say, do you want this? and suddenly, we found amazing things that i was not sure we could find. david: how many total artifacts total did you get? lonnie: we collected about 40,000 artifacts. david: 75% came from people? lonnie: 75% came from basements, trunks, and attics from people's homes. david: how many people have visited so far? lonnie: over 7.5 million people. david: it is one of the few museums at the smithsonian where you just cannot walk in. you need tickets because the demand is so great. did you expect demand to be that great? lonnie: i didn't. i knew it would be popular, it is the smithsonian. it has really become a pilgrimage site. for african-americans and non-african-americans. we expected 4000 people a day. we were getting 8000. we had to actually say you have to hav

friends 1st i called all the people that i had their phone numbers and had i had worked with. it's the impossible orchestra because in the normal situation if i had called them up they would've said that sounds great but i have this concert and that concert and we can plan it for 2024 and so on that would have not been possible without a doubt but suddenly everyone was free. in the musicians from food. countries took part in the project recording their pieces in studios all over the world. but i don't want it to seem homemade. i was getting out there take to seeing. videos from home as much as they were needed i did not want to do even smell that it had to look professional and see if we could go to a concert hall or an opera stage. the mexican dancer elissa curry also took part adapting her mode of expression to the small space of the studio. it was a strange when you were trying to move free and then you had this waltz and the black car. in this place have been locked let's say in this black box but still trying to find something beautiful i out of it i'm trying to find thei