the minute i heard that, i told bill, i said, i got to leave. i got to leave. it outside the door before i broke down. i mean, i was just -- it was like they murdered my son all over again by giving us that kind of verdict. >> at sentencing i still had the illusion that i was innocent, and that this was a gross deviation. this was an impulsive mistake. for that moment when you have your lawyers telling you that what you did was justified, you tend to believe it. you want to hold onto the fact that you're not going to be a stigmatized convicted felon for the rest of your life. >> you feel so alone sometimes. like even though you might be in a room with a bunch of people, but i don't -- i think sherri has thought this some, too, but we -- it's like we're the only ones in this room that their son was murdered. and even at sentencing they asked him if he wanted to apologize, and he said, why? it wouldn't do any good. >> in sentencing there was a lot of things i wanted to say to the family, but i was sick. i could barely talk. and they spent two hours just reading a

i know -- i know it's two million years old. i think i could play 29. ink i could be 29. [ applause ] scientists in england published a study today showing that men who move their head and right leg while dancing appear more attractive to women. it looks like you're out of luck, white men. because that's two things. you can do one or the other, but i've never seen anyone do two. this is interesting. on sunday, design students in england debuted a toilet -- a new toilet that cuts water usage in half by having users manually tip the contents of the toilet into a drain. look, i'm always happy to listen to your new toilet ideas right up until the word "manually." [ laughter ] you had me at hello, you lost me at manually. another new study last week showed that myspace is one of the most popular websites for soliciting sex. hey, i did it. i got myspace and popular into the same sentence. said it couldn't be done. [ laughter and applause ] and finally, a professor at virginia tech claims he can turn woodchips into food. however, still no luck with kale. ladies

hated -- i loved ideas, i loved -- i certainly never had a fundamentalist or a literal understanding of anything. i mean, you can't grow up with a storyteller and be a literalist. i mean, everything's an allegory almost, everything's a metaphor. it's the nature of the story. and so the idea the earth could be created in seven days or that the sea would actually part or whatever was very hard for me to take. and my father's family had been episcopalians for 100 years. my great grandmother, maude fortune founded the colored episcopal church in cumberland, maryland. and so this was part of my tradition, but when my father married my mother and moved to our village, he just stopped going to church because the white episcopal church was very upper class, was not integrated. and when he had tried to go there, they told him he would have to sit in the back of the church at the last pew because each family had its own pew. and he just said, "thank you very much, but i'll pass on god." so when i was 14, i started to -- i had broken my hip

don't think i was very good when i was out there. ild have been better. i know i can be better. >> joe watson committed armed robbery after his gambling addiction spiraled out of control. but that didn't stop him from taking the biggest gamble of his life after he landed in jail. facing a possible sentence of 25 to life, he's chosen to represent himself. but that gamble has paid off. >> filing so many motions, my prosecutor in response to one of my motions has basically conceded that i'm not facing any more than 9.25 years and i had to read it about three times over and over and over again before i finally got it. and it was really emotional. it was really an emotional moment, because after sitting in here for three years now and not knowing what's going to happen and believing that there was even potential for me to spend the rest of my life in prison and now that that is completely gone, knowing that i will have an actual second chance at life, you know, a chance to redeem myself. it's a huge relief. if something is unjust and unfair

>> i mean, i lost them. i didn't throw them away i didn't take them outside and -- >> clearly if they mattered to you a ton you would have -- >> i don't carry a watt of weight from the part. the stuff that i did wrong or did right. and i don't because i don't think they should are too high or happy about these moments and then so sad about these other moments. i think the idea is to move towards blissful experience in all situations. i believe in enlightenment and consciousness, nirvana, muslims have this idea of being awake and enjoying a moment and not carrying the weight from the past or having anxiety about the future or the past. >> how do you think you have inspired younger musicians and producers and people in the industry? >> depends how young, young like -- >> i am thinking of ludicrous, he's a big fan of yours and he thinks of you as someone who has led by example of things that he could do i don't think he's out as much as you are. he's definitely philanthropic. >> a lot of hip hop artists stick the

>> i think for a while i did, yeah. and ild have just walked away from the whole situation, just got in my car and say, it's been nice knowing you, and i don't know what else to say, and i'm going to drive on and think about all of this, you know, but i had thoughts like that, but i didn't live those thoughts. i lived the violent thoughts that i had instead of the good thoughts. >>> coming up -- >> the last time i talked about this on the record, the court tried to make me out to be a cold-blooded, ruthless monster. that's not me. >> at 16 he killed his parents. >> he had no emotion about it, and he didn't have any kind of response or real answer as to why. >> but one couple sees more than just a killer. [poof!] [beep] [clicks mouse] nice office. how you doing? good. automatic discounts the moment you sign up. >>> during our shoot at indiana state prison, we were with inmate aaron brown on what was for him an unusual day. he had visitors. >> aaron. >> just glad to see you, always. >> hi, dude. what's up, man? >> vicki and kei

i can rock a bikini. i just saved myself a gym membership. i do this in my living room for 25 minutes a day. >> what is really cool is you will stick with it. i just finished the program this morning. i am not stopping. it is a habit. part of my daily routine. even days i am too tired and too busy, i say, it is only 25 minutes. this is a workout you can stick with. >> i was really scared to do this workout, being a big guy like i was, i could not do all of the moves. i needed the modified version. >> with t25, you get the same intensity with the modified version of each exercise. that is why i believe josh kept going on and on. he kept staying committed. >> one day, i did not need the modified at all. i just stuck with it. >> i weighed 293 and now i weigh 226 there and i have done anything as effective as this and i lost over a pound a day. >> the best testimonial i've ever had because he kept on to lose more weight. >> we are doing this because we need to focus and get results. i know you can do it. >> i lost 67 pounds in the first 10 weeks an

i mean, i look -- i look guilty there, but if you look deeper into my background, you'll see that i don'ta reason for it. i have 17 months clean. never once had a dirty piss for alcohol or any kinds of substances. i get money in my account regularly, so i don't need to sell the drugs. >> i want to know why your "e" number would be on that envelope. >> i didn't give them permission. i didn't -- >> give who permission? >> my roommate. i didn't give him permission at all to send -- >> so you're aware that he was getting it sent to him but you didn't give him permission -- >> i assume, now that i seen him in, i assume he had something to do with it. >> why do you feel that way? >> because he knew it was my birthday. he was in my room. he had access to my mail. i felt like if it was anybody, it would be him. nobody -- nobody would be stupid enough to go in my room, you know, when i'm not there, anybody other than my roommate. you know. >> but you don't know for sure that he -- >> no, i don't -- i can't be 100%. if i would have known that it was coming in my name beforehand, i would have said s

i mean, i do have one thing i will say though. ll not be willing to hire certain people. >> you focus too much on the past. >> i am never gonna be willing to ever work with your girlfriend. >> she's got nothing to do with our business. >> she thought she was gonna work for our business. >> you conspire these things in your head that are untrue. >> trust is everything to me, loyalty. >> you can't explain yourself. you have no proof. >> oh, i explained myself very clearly. the bottom line is, when you're disrespectful to me and you try to hurt me and my business, i'm not cool with it. >> well, then you probably should've checked yourself. >> guys, i don't know if i can do a deal with you guys, because i'm concerned that you guys can't even have a conversation and just be calm about it. my name isn't going on this. i mean, i got a brake light that's crooked. there's no finish on this. look at this seam right here. i mean, this unit really should go back. and later... i asked you to see your financials. two days in a row, you didn't ha

but i can tell you this. i think iave a great business, because even though it's like this, i went from zero to 2 million somehow. >> sharla, i understand that. but this business is only as big as you will allow it to be. i came here because i believe that we can take this business from $2 million to $10 million very quickly. you have to get a website, and you have to get it up and running and you have to be able to fulfill orders. and i believe that there's an opportunity to grow the disney business, and the best way to do that is to get a retail storefront inside of disney, because what you have in that particular case of disney is built-in traffic. >> absolutely. >> in order to take your business to a national brand, you have to control the money and then control the inventory. but more importantly, you have to have a single focus on one product. you should become known as the popcorn lady. if sharla wants to be profitable, she's got to get out of other things, like crepes and funnel cakes. and she can't be doing th

i was a little kid. i waited to get out of here. i wanted to leave. >> i slipped up. teenagers slip up, you know, it is hard, because i'm stale kid, too. >> every time i turn around, it's because i'm here. >> i think she's too young to understand what's in her best interest and the court need to step into assist her. [ music playing [ music playing ] . >> oh, all right. >> oh. >> i'm going to be naked. i'll jump off. >> all right. >> sometimes we need guidance in our life. we need the parents to be there for us when we need them most and we ain't got them, it just hurts. >> 16-year-old kevin has been at lake county juvenile for three months. it's been a long detainment an not his first. >> this is my sixth charge. i have two truancys, criminal trespassing, run away, burglary and this charge was only battery. and my mom was arguing, her boyfriend was kind of drinking and he started laughing at me. he thought something was funny. so i reached over my mom and i swung at him. the cops came and my mom took his side. she was like, please press charges, i want him to learn hi

i always say. i like to think i do life pretty well because i feel good about it. ood about my purpose and why i am here. >> how have you found the journey at your age and as a woman? desperately not to complain because there are so many women who came before me that went through a lot of crap so that i could go through less crap. they went through a lot of crap so i could go through less crap. in any business. if you are a woman in any business, you are a woman in a business. blessed thateally i have a great foundation of people around me that help me to get through it without a bunch of drama. tavis: what do you hope the imprint of your generation will be on this music we call blues? >> i hope we all continue to do , and alwaysused remember the people who came before us. while we are still trying to be original and you are own thing -- and do our own thing and make new music, we want to still remember the people who came before us and the reason why we do what we do. i think 30 years from now, we will all still be out there and we will still be doing it. -- it has

i love that. i will tell you that when i was at the d.c. book festival the first year i did it, i had this huge crowd that was, like, blasting out in all directions, and i was so proud of myself because it was like massive crowd. and then i found out that susanne kohl hundreds wrote the hunger games was the speaker after me, and it was all people camped out to see her. and i was like, screw you, susanne collins. [laughter] i love her, i love her books. you had a question there, yes. ucla. >> how long does it usually take you to write a book? >> yeah. the question is how long does it take to write a book? it depends on what kind of book. for me one of my thrillers like the fifth assassin -- also good for kids, totally appropriate, i think, grayson especially -- [laughter] >> [inaudible] >> it's called a running gag. i'm going to teach you that too. ing but to me, to write a book like that, a thriller, takes me two years. because it takes research in the national archives, it takes research with people who take me to their offices. that takes

every time i do think about it i go back and i think about my dad and i know my dad, i promised my dad i wouldn't do it again. i let him down quite a few times. he still stuck by me. >> there was something much more intimate that these guys expressed, that, you know, it's sometimes difficult to get when you're doing a one-on-one interview in front of other people. there was another layer of honesty. >> when we gave a camera to billy groves, he was in administrative segregation after his girlfriend was caught attempting to smuggle cell phones and tobacco to him. >> ma'am? stop. ma'am? stop. >> i look at the incident that just happened and i talked the person that i love to bring stuff in here. i ask myself, man, did i really love her? because if i did, why would i ask her to do that? was it selfish of me? when i was a kid i never thought i would wind up in a place like this. i was a pretty intelligent kid. i exceeded at school in academics, sports, academics, all of it. i guess my mother was poor. we didn't have much. we had love. >> we gave cameras to inmates on death row as well. 28-y

when i am writing short stories, which i will be doing shortly, i do anything i like. t now i am reading nature books. i am reading a book about the urban bc area. what creatures are living amongst us. in my case it is wrapped. that, and there is an animal rights activist in its, and i begin to feel sorry for the rats. you have to add a new title to my distinguished career. wrapped the liver. r. rat delivere i am taking the rats and letting them go in the woods where may be a coyote will eat them, but at least they are not rolling coke bottles through the walls of my house anymore. that's what they do, by the way. i don't know why. maybe it's a rat game. you will probably have a lot of and they will tell you the secret of why rats are rolling those bottles all might long. tavis: that is to your point about nature. you have always read -- i don't want to say always. of late have been passionate about a variety of environmental and other social issues. >> absolutely. you will see it reflected in the 58 stories. you can trace the themes all the way through. i tell jokes an

i was at microsoft. i am clearly the former ceo. i want to speak about things that i would say upon reflection that i learned about business. we will see how that goes. i joined microsoft 34 years ago. at the time, the company was 30 people. we had done two and a half million of good revenue the year before. i had been screwing around in school during the first five years of the company's history. when i joined, the company was five years old. you can say two and a half million is a lot of money. the $80 billion that we do today and the hundred thousand people, i joined a startup. i joined a startup. it is hard to talk about microsoft like a start up. i have a new perspective. i work for a company of 30 0 people in100,00 every size in between. we have done things well and screwed things up. it does give you a bit of lesson and perspective. some ideas about startups. running a 40,000 person company tom i have some >deas durin the journey has been nothing short of amazing, if nothing in terms of its volatility. i joined a company that e

>> i think for a while i did, yeah. and ie just walked away from the whole situation, just got in my car and say, it's been nice knowing you, and i don't know what else to say, and i'm going to drive on and think about all of this, you know, but i had thoughts like that, but i didn't live those thoughts. i lived the violent thoughts that i had instead of the good thoughts. >>> coming up -- >> the last time i talked about this on the record, the court tried to make me out to be a cold-blooded, ruthless monster. that's not me. >> at 16 he killed his parents. >> he had no emotion about it, and he didn't have any kind of response or real answer as to why. >> but one couple sees more than just a killer. you fifteen perct or more on car insurance. everybody knows that. well, did you know pinocchio was a bad motivational speaker? i look around this room and i see nothing but untapped potential. you have potential. you have...oh boy. geico. fifteen minutes could save you fifteen percent or more on car insurance. suddenly you're a mou

>> what do i represent? i-- i don't know. you know, i think that for young women, particularly minority women, that i have the job that i have is exciting for them. and i know that i-- i try not to think about it too much because i i have too many other things to do, but being the first indian american woman with your own show and the show is not particularly about race is really exciting for people. and i love that. and it feels like a nice responsibility. >> rose: what is it about? >> what is the show about? >> rose: yeah. >> the show is about being a better person. and it's about someone who is flawed and selfish and boy crazy, who is terrified of aging. who is very professionally busy and accomplished, but who is fixated on things that are sort of a little bit beneath her intelligence, but she's still fixated on them. i know plenty of women who are college educated -- doctors, lawyers, professors, even, who are candidly want to get married, and they have great lives. they have money. they have great relationships with thei

based on everything i heard today i wish i knew her longer. i hope i get to do soughtv those of us who know juliet and the equal of her character and impact of of her work can't help make the observation this is an attack on a woman and a woman of color. the commission signed a binding agreement in january and has reopened it up for litigation by breaking that agreement just so it can continue to attack her. the sfpuc did its own investigation and found no purposeful intent behind the mistake. the ethics commission investigation also found no intent. juliet is an activist and not a bureaucrat and just made an honest mistake of someone who has spent her life in city government. this example of ethics commission violating a written agreement that they had juliet speaks to other motivation, it just makes you sit back and say, what is the motivation behind this? this is a waste of san francisco taxpayer dollars. the issue has been resolved and they need to move on and stop attacking her. it seems like thises was put to bed two months ago and it mak

i answered it, this is catherine and? i said yes. i don't know if you understand how weird it is to talk to people from my text book. we study these people, i said there name hundreds of times through hundreds of students and for him to call me up is just weird and awesome. it is so much richer learning experience for the student and for me if we hear it straight from the people who were involved and that has been great. it came from asking a question. i am asking questions of time because it works. you have a new business you want to start, you want to invent a great new revolutionary product or service, you want to be more innovative in your career come ask questions, ask people to help you. it works for me and it should work for you as well. i am happy to answer any questions you may have. [applause] >> questions? >> i haven't read your book yet. but the birthday party. there was a reason -- i am sorry. customers coming to the party, it was an entertainment event, like bringing clients to the superbowl or something. >> it has been r

i was doing. and now i can be a mom. i can be a mom to my kids. i can be a good daughter. i can do the things i want to do. you know? i can go to school. you know what i mean? can go to what i mean? okay, we've got to go. >> i love you. >>> msnbc takes you behind the walls of america's most notorious prisons. into a world of chaos and danger. now, the scenes you've never seen. "lockup raw." >>> inside every prison cell or in any jail bunk, we find harrowing stories. >> all of a sudden there's just blood coming out of my eye, and i knew i got shot. >> i never seen death before. so i put the rope around his neck and killed him. >> unique personalities. >> hi. >> i wore nice clothes. i drove nice cars. and my robbery paid for that. >> welcome to my humble abode. >> but they all share one thing in common. >> they don't attempt to bully me. they know what will happen. >> [ bleep ]. >> i'm often asked how we find the stories we cover on "lockup." and the answer is footwork. it comes down to our field producers simply taking the time to get to know dozens of inmates. >> what's goi

mmm, i love you, i love beggin'. i love you, i love poppers, i love you.. heers and applause ] >> seth: my next guest are two of the greatest actors of our time. they can currently be seen on broadway in "no man's land" and "waiting for godot" through march 30th. please welcome ian mckellen and patrick stewart! ♪ [ cheers and applause ] [ cheers and applause ] i'm very excited to have you both here. >> it's lovely to be here. >> seth: i saw you guys in "waiting for godot." it was wonderful. i loved it. and i heard something that made me very happy, which is -- is it true that you met a godot? >> we did, yes. after the show, people wait around backstage, and this guy said, "my name is godot." that's his first name. not his surname. and was he french? i can't remember -- >> no, he wasn't foreign. >> he was foreign to us. he was american. [ laughter ] >> yeah. >> seth: fair. >> i mean that in the nicest possible way. >> seth: you're technically correct. >> but babies will be called seth all over the nation now, you know? >> seth: there are already a fair amount

absolutely. >> i, i -- i actually agree with him. i have always felt that way. >> no, never been a one-night stand guy. >> not for me. >> it does work for them. >> stick to one hand. >> i promise not to cheat on you. >> i don't know. that was unnecessary. awe thoug . >> i apologize. i thought i am apologizing for being so obvious a joke. if, you know, not really sorry that i said it. >> that's exactly what i want you to apologize for. >> kind of obvious. >> we got to take a break. more stuff is on the way. you know what? if you haven't bought my book yet. i am angry. march 18th. it comes out. not cool. i will be coming to us. got to rewrite this. 31 cities. 11 days. a look at where i will be. stop by, meet me. i will be in knoxville tennessee. naples, florida. and fort myers. florida, beautiful place. and, check it out for the entire tour schedule. where i will be. 31 cities. >> bookstore lunch. ok, here's the way the system works. let's say you pay your guy around 2 percent to manage your money. that's not much, you think except it'

when the fire started, i ran back home as fast as i could. and when i got near i could see that our house was all right and out of danger. okay. the two little girls were standing in the doorway in their night clothes. their mother wasn't there. people were rushing about, horses and dogs and in the children's faces i saw a frightened, anxious appealing look i don't know what. my heart sank when i saw their faces. my god, i thought, what will these children have to go through in the course of their poor lives? and they may live a long time too. i picked them up and i ran back here with them and all the time i was running i was thinking the same thing. what will they have to go through? [bell ringing] and when i got here, my wife was here already, angry and shouting and when my little girls were standing there in the doorway with nothing on but their night clothes and the street was red with the glow from the fire and full of terrifying noises, it struck me that the same sort of thing used to happen years ago when armies would make a sudden raid on towns

i can book a nearby hotel room from wherever i am. or, i not book a hotel room and put my cellphone back into my pocket as if nothing happened. hotels.com. i don't need it right now. >>> on the streets of hackensack, new jersey, an increase in heroine use has led to both new arrests and smuggling inside the bergen county jail. staff have now been alerted to the presence of another drug. >> there's been rumors going around about suboxone, which is a synthetic type of heroine, sent into the jail, and i'm going to talk to inmate battaglia, see if he knows anything about it. >> nick battaglia, has spent the last seven days in disciplinary segregation after he was caught smuggling a small amount of heroine into the jail. >> what's up, man? >> nothing. what's up? >> you remember me? >> yeah. >> what happened? >> i was found guilty. >> did you know about it? >> like i said, i didn't know the content. i knew that he asked, but i didn't know the contents. i never did heroine. >> never did heroine? >> no. >> what about all the suboxone? >> that was -

i. ye. i. ovlose. i. bree, i. comps. i. chew, i. co00, i. ferrule, i. kim, i. mar, i. tang. i. 11 i's. todays meeting is adjourned in the [inaudible] on behalf of marion sullivan. supervisor ovlose for mrs. mausha [inaudible] supervisor coen had for dorses j [inaudible] supervisor wiener for blake with a ross. [inaudible] edward [inaudible] >> madam clerk is there anymore business for the board >> that's concludes the business. >> at this time the meeting is adjourned. >>> >> >> >> february 27, 2014, >> good afternoon and welcome to the meeting of the city and school district committee. i'm joined by supervisor mark alvarez and farrell and sandra feuer who will now join our community for 2014. i would like to that have sf gov. tv. san francisco television and our clerk mr. derek evans. mr. clerk are there any announcements? city clerk: yes. please silence all electronic devices. >> thank you. commissioner mendoza did let us know she is sick. may i entertain a motion to excuse commissioner mendoza mcdonnell and we'll do that without opposition. mr. clerk, please call the first item. item

i personally feel i do more work than he does. and i feel like i don't wanna be here. eling that i really have a lot of thoughts that i just want to quit. my husband said, "why don't you just quit? why don't you just quit?" it's something he's been telling me for two years now. it's not something he's been telling me-- but i feel like-- >> well, i'm gonna fix that today. donna is one of the only reasons this business is still afloat. and if they don't keep her here and keep her happy, they're screwed. do you think that those guys know that if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be here? >> no. >> okay, well, that [bleep]'s gonna stop. >> all right. >> come with me, donna. i wanted to talk to the two of you guys. and i had donna come in. you can have a seat, donna. she's upset. she doesn't wanna work here anymore. what exactly has been happening that led you to this point of feeling this way? >> i don't feel respected. i don't feel you take me seriously. >> for her to want to quit after 20 years-- you know why she's comfortable saying it? because she feels like she's got nothi

i didn't think i needed to say it. i think we've had it, i really do. dn't think it needed to be said. >> marlon brando in "the godfather." >> i'm representing marlon brando this evening, and he's asked me to tell you that he very regretfully cannot accept this very generous award, and the reasons for this being are the treatment of american indians today by the film industry -- excuse me. [ applause ] >> i do not think that this academy awards evening was an inappropriate place. but of course, i speak only as an american indian. i cannot answer for the conscience of america. >> you're not going to get me to say anything. this is our only chance to contact the public as an industry. now, don't try to get me to say something against it. go get brando. >> and the oscar goes to -- "bowling for columbine." i. >> i remember climbing up the stairs to the stage. and it was like i had golom in my heard where this voice is going, precious, be nice, don't start any trouble. just thank your agent and your stylist and leave the stage. and the other voice is going, n

i know. my mother wanted me to go with them before school. i overslept. i don't have time. - do you think they'll be all right ? - yeah, i think so. - i'm giving them directions. - you're giving them directions ? yeah. plus, they've got a map. - nice to meet you. - hello. they don't speak much english. excuse me. i would like you to meet henry chang. you'll probably see him on his bicycle riding around making deliveries. henry, this is detective anderson. police. nice to meet you. - thanks for the coffeecake. - my pleasure. was there a problem, henry ? my grandparents are afraid of the police. why ? in china the police weren't very nice to them. from the stories i've heard, they're not so nice here either. that is not fair. not all policemen are alike. it's the way i feel. anyway, i better get going. see you later. - don't be late for school, henry. - am i ever late ? katherine, why isn't there any coffee ? - oh, no. the power switch must be broken again. - rosa, is jamal back there ? - he hasn't come in yet. - oh, i just remembered. jamal called last night

i just feel like i failed you. i failed--i let everybody down. and your business, and, you know, i know you got--you got a lot of great ideas, and, you know, i just feel i've gotten in the way and maybe haven't always respected you the way i should've as my business partner, and i'm sorry for that, honey. >> i forgive you. that's okay. >> it's a big failure, you know, that marcus doesn't want to do business with me. >> no. no, don't feel that way. the gym is still gonna be great. we'll take marcus has told us already, and we'll run with it. >> i'll focus on it. >> we'll run with that. it's all good. >> thanks, baby. >> i love you. >> i love you too. >> both: mwah. >> let's go home. >> coming up... >> sweetheart, look. i got a big surprise for you, my girl. >> oh, my god! no way! [shrieks] >> if your business is in trouble and you need my help, log on to theprofitcasting.com. save you fifteen percent or more on car insurance.ould yep, everybody knows that. well, did you know the ancient pyramids were actually a mistake? uh-oh. geico. fifteen minute

i would sleep a lot. and i would eat a lot, too. i mean, i'd do everything i could not to think about what was going on in front of me. >> those amazing hands of george lamson. >> march of that year i dropped out of college. >> now you see it. ten years from now i'll be jamming on stage. >> this is like 1987. i was driving like 150 miles an hour on this particular curve. and it was just really -- i don't know why i did that. i just liked the thrill of being on the edge of death. and i felt like that maybe i'm being protected, you know, and i wanted to see if it was really true. received some settlement money in 1986 and 1987. i went through that money pretty quickly because i was not thinking about tomorrow. i didn't think i was going to live to five years from now. >> hannah was a good motivation for me to get myself straightened out. so once hannah was born, i changed. i had to make a change. and that's what i did. this year is my junior year in high school. i went to an all-boys school. totally unlike what you went through. at that

i was pregnant when i did this. it was even harder. ihink i am handling this, but at the same time there are a lot of unanswered questions for my parents. tavis: what about your other siblings. we talked earlier about your parents, and i don't think i will ever understand how to parents sell their kids into and when she is rescued, they get mad at her for ruining a good situation. what about your other siblings? dad.e my mom and i would hate to be separated from them. i love my brothers and sisters. it's one thing to not have a relationship with her parents, but i don't know how i would navigate my life without being able to hang out with my brothers and sisters. how have you dealt with being estranged from your siblings? >> i would love to meet them again one day. that was when i was younger. saw them now, would you recognize them? >> i wouldn't. i don't even remember their names. tavis: you don't even remember their names, because there were 11 of you. it has been so long. just gone. i wouldn't know how to react, so i lived my whole li

i dunno, i just ah woke up today and i said i need something sportier. annnd done. ntact your insurance company with the vin number. oh, i just did it. with my geico app. vin # is up to the loaded. ok well then jerry here will take you through all of the features then. why don't weeeeeeeeeeee go out to the car. ok, i'll just be outside... ok, yeah. his dad is my boss. yeah. vin scanning to add a car. just a tap away on the geico app. to do it. >> i-if you could come up with a good idea, i would love to do it. >> why do i have to come up with the idea? >> 'cause you're part of the company. >> i'm a minority shareholder that just paid off your debt. if these guys think i'm gonna pay off their debt, transform their business, and come up with the ideas, they are in for a rude awakening. i mean, honestly, i just feel like you basically just said, "[bleep] you. i'm just not gonna do it." >> marcus, there's so much goin' on right now. >> no, there's not. this isn't so much going on. i mean, all i asked you to do is one thing. i wrote a big check. i didn't ask you to do anyt

i was 12. i was good all the way up until i was 12. i started running away when i was 12, i met a 19-year-old man when i was 12, i started you know dating him, had a kid with him. >> soon after, van winkle's drug use resulted in a long string of arrests, convictions and numerous stays at louisville metro prison. now only days away from completing her current one-year sentence, positive drug test can result in new criminal charges and delay her release. but first she'll be questioned. >> benzodiazepine valium. that as normal. >> i only took two. >> why did you take any? >> i don't know but i only took two. >> i don't apologize to brown and he didn't think i was going to get outside charges. >> so tell me what happened. >> i told him to -- a girl gave them to me. >> did you ask her for them did you just take them. >> did you know what they were? >> no. not really. i thought they wasn't valium. >> but you put them in your mouth anyway? >> yeah. >> why? >> because i'm an addict. >> why are you upset you told me the other day. i don't want t

i want to fight. i want to save him. i went, and i didn't know about my wife, but, you know what, it's worth it to do something right. i got him out, and -- [inaudible] from that time, they stop pushing me and considering me as part of the seal team. >> yeah, actually, the significance there is there were a lot of people that were interpreters or translaters with the american forces, and often, they were getting back behind the lines when there was any sort of combat. johnny's being a little bit modest in the story according to the seals there. johnny ran forward, there was gunfire, grabbed him, brought him back, and they were quite impressed at that point, and from that point on, johnny was a brother to the seals, and, now, i think it's difficult for people who are not seals to understand what an honor that is. .. i won't do anything to help them. to get something on them on this and everyone and everyone who supported me in any way. >> johnny started -- as an admission across the country. you traveled quite a bit. you en

i left her there dead. i joined the carnival. id hide out with the karnis for a while. the owner had seen my name on america's most wanted. when he seen it, he called the police and i was arrested one morning at the carnival. >> he was sentenced to life without parole. 12 years later, he was returned to oakland after police linked his dna to a pair of 16-year-old cold case homicides. this time prosecutors were seeking the death sentence but offered a deal. >> they brought me a deal if i pled guilty to the two charges, they'll give me life without and one year for special circumstances. >> while protsman pled guilty and received two additional life without parole sentences, it made little difference to his future. he was already serving life without. he did come clean about the murder and says, they too, were fueled by meth. at the time he was both a dealer and an addict. >> there would be times when i needed to make $10,000, $15,000 in a week. the meth makes you do funny things. you're on a rocket to hell. lose your teeth, lose you

i want to see what your case it. i told him that iked in this building scared to death as a young man. never been inside a prison, never been in any trouble before. and here i am going to death row. i had a career going. i had a beautiful wife. i had two young sons. i had a future that i was moving towards. and all of that was taken for no reason except to satisfy somebody's idea that i was the one that did this. >> frank decided to put the novel he was writing on hold and get more involved in duckett's case. >> so i go to florida and i poured over the reports. and i began to see flaws. this young woman, her name was gwen, she says she saw the child get into the police car. >> marshal discovered there was more to gwen gurley, the only eyewitness, than jurors had been led to believe. >> i just wanted to know how it came about that she would testify against duckett. >> gwen gurley was always getting involved in disturbances, and then all of a sudden she becomes a star witness with the worst credibility you could ever have. >> let's see,

i really hate myself for that. like i hate myself. i hate who i am. i love him so much and like, this whole time i've been preparing myself for if he did to go prison, i could wait three years, i could wait five years, i could do that, you know? >> but if they're convicted, styx will still to have deal with her own prison sentence. a reality kelley mcnaughton is quick to point out. >> i'm the legal defender for everybody. i'm telling her exactly what she's looking at. but your first time is it felony two? >> yes. >> felony two, presumptive is five years. minimum is four. max is ten. you'll do five years. >> i'm not doing five years. i'm not doing none of that. >> okay. well -- >> i've never been in trouble before! >> doesn't matter. >> i got no priors! >> no? i thought you were in here for driving under suspended. >> what's that? that's not -- >> so presumptive. five years, minimum four, maximum, ten. mitigated is three. i'm just being honest with you. because people can sugar coat it for you and stuff. >> i'm not doing it. i'm not. i'm not. my kids wo

>> one car. >> i block my dad in because i leave earlier than he does, but i would never block my neighbors, especially if i knew that was their entryway. if you're asking for 2 feet, then definitely no vehicle could park there and i understand that although i guess you would have to see it from another person's point of view for someone to come home late at night and not find parking maybe on that strip there, i mean, it's difficult. i understand, but i drive a tiny car. there's no reason for me to block anything. i don't have an suv. i have, like, a regular small four door sedan or whatever and i mean, 2 feet is substantial. definitely no car will be able to fit there. and i don't know, with the department requesting maybe they can just even their pavement. i'm not sure what the correct term is, but if that could be done then i don't see what's the problem for anyone really. if you have a two car garage, wouldn't it be easier to have all this space to enter and exit anyway, as opposed to squeezing through a one car garage amount of space to get through and for both of your vehicles that a

especially to say to stephanie i had her yesterday and i said where can i get a haircut. i had just come off of the plane and was looking a little shaggy and she said you want to get a haircut and savannah on a saturday without an appointment and i realized i asked a large favor but she managed to squeeze me into the schedule where she regularly goes, so thank you. and logan who has been my escort which we agreed is a terrible term. she is amazingly spirited company. i asked her what i should talk about today and she said haven't you planned anything? she said we'd really like for authors to talk about themselves as opposed to your books. try to get a little bit about your process and why you became a writer and i thought i am a journalist and writer of nonfiction and art critic and the reason i write about art is because precisely so i don't have to think about myself or talk about myself so i'm going to keep the part about myself very brief at the risk of boring you to tears. i grew up in new york and i always wanted to be an art critic. i don't know how to explain it. i

i say? >> jimmy: i don't trust you. iing to be. >> no it's real. >> jimmy: i believe that it exists. >> i told somebody in my office, get me something a lady would enjoy, something special. and that is it. i got you the -- >> jimmy: every animal is sad after sex except the human female and the rooster. >> it's called a rooster. and what this is, it's for the lady. and what it -- >> jimmy: what is that? >> it's a -- i'm trying to put it nicely. this insert s inserts -- don't . this is an alarm clock. you can set it to wake you up. it's called a rooster. and she sets it and does she have a -- let's take a break and you can -- honey, are you up? i'm coming. >> jimmy: howie mandel is here. we'll be right back. >> dicky: portions of "jimmy kimmel live" are brought to you by pennzoil platinum with pure-plus technology. visit motoroilreimagined.com. to learn more about pennzoil's synthetic technology born from natural gas. ...a new car can put it all behind you? depends on the car. see the all-new 2015 ford mustang in need for s

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i was talking to him. i said i told you mother [ bleep ]. i was doing the beating. nything i do, jimmy does, too, you know what i'm saying? that's what people fail to realize. i don't believe i'm taking medication for myself. i believe i'm taking it for jimmy. jimmy is a [ bleep ] right now. you know? >> corey's brother william has also had a setback. while working his job detail, he was caught entering another inmate's cell. >> yes, sir, there is. >> he has now lost his chance to an early release to a halfway house. >> when he entered the other inmates cell, it was 3:00 in the morning. in the particular housing unit that inmate allen was in, those doors are not secured. they are not locked due to the nature of what kind of housing unit that is. they are not supposed to be going into another inmate's cell at that point. at the time when he was in that particular housing unit, he was on a detail that detail was the night detail, that's why he was awake at 3:00 in the morning. however, he chose to take advantage of the situation by entering someone else's cell at that

>>> i hit him in his jaw and he >>> i hit him in his jaw and he fell on the ground, and i got on top of him. >> the convict finds that jail offers a chance for revenge. >> all i remember telling him is remember me, remember me? >> when mommy gets home are you going to live with mommy or live with grammy? >> a former stripper fears losing her daughter. >> i need to go before my mom, like, runs away with my kid or something. >> it's a taste of tampa behind bars. >> just close your eyes and eat it and make the best of it. >>> when it comes to good times, tampa, florida, has a lot to offer, but just outside downtown is a grim reminder of how good times can go bad. the hillsborough county jail consists of two sprawling facilities located four miles away from each other. combined they can house close to 5,000 inmates. most of the men and women here have recently been arrested and have not been convicted of a crime but are awaiting trial or settlement of their cases. some inmates have been convicted but are serving short sentences. usually less than two years. either way, time here is no vac

i was like, "yeah, i am." he's like, "what are you doing here?" i was like, "i wish i knew, buddy." so, i get in the car. ou are just really tense. because you like instinctively know how to drive. but, even when you're driving you're like, i hope i'm doing this right. and we just had to drive around like the town once. and at one point i was like, okay, i'm doing really good. like i nailed parallel parking which when i was a kid was the hardest part. so, i got like parallel parking cocky. at one point i looked at the instructor and was like, i'm kind of nailing it, right. she said, you were nailing it you just rolled through a stop sign. anyway, end of the day, it all worked out i passed my test, barely. but, i got a license. thank you. [ cheers and applause ] thank you. so, anyway, i'm driving this week with my wife and all of the sudden we get pulled over. i'm like, oh, my god. we got pulled over. and she's like, what happened? i'm like, i don't know. i wasn't speeding. and he came over and he's like, do you know what you did? and i will say my wife was delighted that we got pulled over. she thought it

what i look back at the writing i did when i was in law school, i did not write the same way that i do now. partly, i have just gotten to be a better writer. of partly, i found a kind distinctive and individual voice, which actually, i think, if i had tried at the age of 27, i probably shouldn't have tried at the age of 27. well do think that writing for most people takes enormous amounts of hard work. i think that the number of people who can sit down and produce perfect paragraphs in an instant are like -- i've never met them. [laughter] i mean, maybe there are one or two. including maybe one or two of the people that i work with now. but i think, for most people and even most really great writers, they are great because they spend the time that it takes to produce great writing, which is a lot of time. which is, you know, staring at a paragraph and asking yourself over and over how to make that paragraph better. so i think writing matters. i think writing matters a terrific amount in the law. certainly, if you're going to be an appellate lawyer. that is mostly the way we decide our