i was cold. and i was vulnerable. but what i realized was, if i die, i'm free. if i escape, i'm free. m free. and that was a very liberating feeling. one way or the other, i'm out of prison. that feeling alone suffused me. all my muscles and all my body was just livened by the feeling that i'm out. and i did it. i'd have rowed forever. i would have rowed 100 miles. i'm going to row until i die or until i hit the damn beach. i was chanting to myself, "if they catch me, they will beat me. if i make it, i'm free." that kind of stuff. whatever kept me going, i was rowing and rowing. and i rowed and rowed. catch me, they will beat me. make it i'm free. catch me, they will beat me. make it, i'm free. suddenly, i lifted up a little bit. and the boat scraped. it was sand. the wave lifted up a little bit again. and i was there. it was the sand. i was, like, on the beach. it truly was the finest morning of my whole life. ecstatic at being out here in the morning with the sun coming up and the sky over me. but i know that now there is going to be a bed check. and somewhere they are going to start

if i know what's good for me, i won't do it. imember the fact that it's not my country, and that i'm a foreigner here. if you don't cooperate, you get a higher sentence. if you do cooperate, you could be killed by somebody. i don't know what is better, actually, death or 45 years. i'd watched movies where i know that there is a screen, and you stand behind it so they can't see you. what really happened, i think i still have nightmares about it, it is absolutely craziness. i mean, i had been given a message of how dangerous these people are. and i actually have to pick the suspect out from the crowd. they have a huge area there. it is open to the public. so any tom, dick or harry can walk in there. i mean, if i recognize this guy, what would i have done. and how am i supposed to remember what he looks like. it is basically impossible. it was very, very dark on that street. it was maybe a 30-second meeting. i remember i was shaking. i was sweating. i was feeling sick. it was very hard not to throw up. i felt like i was actually goin

>>> i cannot believe i really was in colombia. not only 18, i wasn't even thinking about you're going smuggle drugs. i'm going literally have it in my bra and in my underwear. >> get me out of here! >> i realized i was set up. so now i'm suspicious of everybody. bitch, this better be a part of, you know, the plan. how do you call your mom and tell her that you're in a third world country for trafficking heroin? i just felt so destroyed inside. my life had been ripped away from me. ♪ >> i was born and raised in brooklyn, new york. i was 18 years old with no direction in life. my mom and i lived by ourselves in a two-bedroom apartment. never met my father. it's just been me and my mom, so that's why i was always kind of hurt at the fact that we never really got along. i just wanted to be free and live my life, you know, and her being a mother and keeping me in was making me want to break free even more. i was around 370 pounds. and being 5'4", that's big. when you're stuck in a certain mind frame and you don't have hope to get out of that, and you

i told my kids that i loved them and i would see them -- i would see them really soon. >> i love you both very much. you be good, okay? >> my whole thoughts were i was basically doing it for them. i had so much financial strife that i knew it was going to end up affecting my kids, and i wouldn't be able to give them the life that they deserve. so that was it. and i said goodbye to them. >> we arrived in riyadh. we were met by two representatives of the hospital. we went outside. i remember the heat. it just felt it was choking me. i made to get into the back with gemma, and one of the men stopped me. >> no, no, no. >> and told me that i wasn't allowed. i asked him why i had to sit in the front. and he just told me it wasn't allowed. i just thought i'm not even allowed to speak to gemma in a vehicle. this is crazy. so first we drive out of the airport and we hit riyadh. eventually we arrived at the compound. there were security guards outside it. i wanted to get out of the car, and the driver told me to stay, stay where i was. and he just shook his head at me and said no, female only.

i took a picture. i - i was p - playing - (piano) kind of - kind of feeling, you know, kind of - that - that period of time, you know? but the thing is that all those musicians, i was, like, reading their letters. for example, last - two nights ago, i was reading chopin's letters. oh, my god. he's always talking about, you know, what kind of food, what type of - coffee shop he liked to do. >> so he woulda been on twitter. >> absolutely. i mean, don't think they are like, you know, like - of course, they're musical gods. but they're s - totally normal you know? i mean, they were talking about what their favorite bread. "oh, i want to have apartment like that, you know, one salon. i saw two bedrooms.yeah. i mean, mozart is, like, always sending millions of kisses. "i want to kiss you thousand million times." i mean, for him, numbers are like nothing. i mean, thousand millions of times? i mean, what is that? >> you said you were working on a piece now that you had not played before. >> yeah. i'm - i'm now worki

i don't know why. but i just sense it. iif you can give them a ring on the phone, you know. >> yes, i'll follow up. >> like, hey, can you push this, you know? let's get this approved so i can have that, all right, sanchez, you're approved. >> well, i can get the wheels rolling to make sure nothing happens that will delay you. >> i know something's going to happen. >> we'll do some follow-up for him to make sure that everybody knows the urgency of the plan and that sort of thing so we can attempt to get him out on time. thanks, joe. >> there are butterflies inside. there's freedom again. even if it's for an hour, it would feel good to get out of here, you know? i've been in and out, in and out, in and out. i got to learn not to take advantage of it anymore. you get bored and then wish i was back. i've done that before here, you know. i've done that where it got so bad i wanted to come back, you know. this is all i've known. not trying to say an excuse, but this is all i've known. i don't want to continue this lifestyle right

was given a gift, a god-given gift, and i think i used it well. ike most successful people - mondays, and wednesdays, and fridays, i wake up thinking i'm the greatest thing. tuesdays and thursday, i think i have not accomplished anything and there's so much to do, and is that all there is, i'm a fraud. ands sundays i don't thing about it. maybe that's the formula. i don't rest on my laurels. >> that's interesting. it's a question i had for you. when you look on the music you created, starting in the '070, do you think okay, i can - i have done so much. do i really need to grind away. are you still on the grind? >> i'm incredibly on the grind. i came to new york, i'm going to la today, to europe to work on andrea bocelli album, and i'll go to asia for "asia's got talent," be there for two weeks, and back working on j-lo's christmas record. it's what i love to do. >> why do you work that hard even now? >> life is short. there's so much i want to do, and so much more to do. i'm working on a broad way play, "betty boop," that i'm here today to have a me

i think i have a decision-making problem. that's what i think i do. because like when decision comes, i know right from wrong and i'll be like, oh, that's wrong, but i just do what i like to do instead of what's right. i do what i want to do. >> figuring out the stressors that contribute to kids landing in juvenile is never an exact science. some come with serious crimes. some minor offenses. 16-year-old repeat offender ayryana is back after being released barely a month ago. >> are you allergic to anything? do you have any health problems? >> no. >> suicide? in the past or the present? >> yeah. >> you've been suicidal in the past? and you've never received counseling for it? >> ain't nobody know. >> your mom never knew? what was your reason? what made you change? what made you not think of suicide anymore? >> my brother. >> your brother? that's a good reason. how old is he? >> 11. >> 11 years old. >> i do have two younger brothers and the one older brother. i've really been taking care of my two younger brothers since i was 13, because my mom's always

i guess. i have a purpose. when i get outside, it's a total 180. i just got of jail. m a criminal, a felon, on probation. i don't deserve a chance. >> he's serving a stint. he says he drove off in anger and evaded police when they tried to pull him over. >> i got away but cincinnati doesn't play around. they ended up surrounded my house and they got me. i make stupid decisions like that. i don't think before i act. i make very bad decisions. and 10 seconds later i'm like oh crap, why'd do that. >> he says he's been making bad decisions since the age of 18 when he served two years for theft. and he says his many subsequent incarcerations on burglary, theft and drug possession have contributed to the severe depression. >> the worst thing out there that depressed me more than anything was looking for a job. and lot of people don't understand that. when you go out and put in 10 applications a day and every single place just knocks you down. i hate not having a job because i feel like a bum. but some days i'd just rather feel like a bum than go out and feel like a low life,

i made sure that i didn't get in their way. ion outside, but i learned to respect it inside. the first time i saw my girlfriend at al mallah, i was terribly pleased to see her. it was like a breath of fresh air. there was somebody come to see me. she's made the effort to come to a saudi jail. you are very grateful for the visit. my life was on total hold. all plans were gone. the thoughts of being together were no longer there. as i sort of watched my girlfriend go away, the great loneliness comes across you. and it's back inside. back to hell. before you know it, a year's gone by. and then you can start to think, i've done half. then, of course, you probably start to think, how soon before i get the lashes? people were usually flogged on a friday after the main prayers at noon. they were made to lie out on the floor and a long cane would be used. usually 40, 50 at a time. occasionally you'd hear somebody cry out. depends how the individual took pain. i was determined that when it happened to me, i wasn't going to scream, no matt

i totally get it and i know i am not the broadway star but i feel like one when i am watching it. >> d this job ♪ ♪ who am i anyway? >> hopefully we don't have to get the rights for that. >> nobody is watching this late at night. >> we have no idea what you are saying. >> oh good. that's me protecting my intellectual property. >> it is time for a break. when we come back, ceo pay cuts. first here is what is coming up on tomorrow's "kennedy." >> on the next "kennedy" actress mariel hemming way and she will talk about woody allen and what it was like growing up with him. fox business network. >>> joseph you have an n-word joke you want to get to. >> i hate racism and i would never say the n of-word and that's why i use it as my bank pass word. i would never blurt that out to anyone, even if i were being robbed. if you said give me your pass word or i will shoot. no, i can't. even when i write it as my pass word it is a pro fan for cool -- pronoun for cool guy. >> that was great. >> the seattle-based ceo announced the minimum salary will be raised to $70,000. that's right. my new boss, t

i should be dead seven times by now. and i am so glad i am not. it would be easier to write with coke and maybe i would write better with coke. writing well is so important to me that there is no advantage i wouldn't give myself, except that. i talk out loud all the time. i start fights with myself to see if i can get a scene going. emily: what about movies? we see superhero movies greenlighted time after time after time. is that depressing? aaron: no. of course not. like i said, any time there is a lot of anything, some of it will be better than others. emily: is it a golden age of movies? aaron: yes, because there are also great movies. the comic book movies, some of which i am a huge fan of. i don't think i could ever write one because i don't know how. they are what is paying for the smaller movies, the more grown-up movies. with steve jobs, i can say that this is the first time i have felt at the end of the script that i wrote exactly the movie i wanted to write. ♪ ♪ emily: you are working on a big steve jobs movie. what is the latest? aaron:

for two or three years, i would explicitly lie about where i lived. i think it was because i was ashamed. >> there's a codename for you charlie foxtrot, cf. which also stands for crazy effer. are you a crazy effer? >> yeah. ♪ >> how did you end up in silicon valley? >> it was very accidental. when i graduated, i took a job in finance to relieve the immediate pressure i felt on my family. very quickly, i thought it was boring. my girlfriend at the time -- who is now my wife. had moved down here. that is how i came down here. i applied for a bunch of jobs. that's how it all started. >> how did you get the job at facebook? >> i had known sean parker. >> he was president at that time? >> he said that he was going to be in washington, d.c. where aol's offices were. i'll be with mark zuckerberg, do you want to meet? we had a meeting and i thought this was super interesting. these guys are onto something. i did a deal with facebook. we integrated aim into the pages of facebook. in that process, that's how i got to meet them. >> what was he like at that time? >

i learned more than i did in a year. i thought, i am going to apply that methodology to other subjects. charlie: right there, the idea was born. brian: exactly. charlie: what you do, we do at this table every day. we invite interesting people like you to talk about their life. and how do you see the world? that is exactly what you have been doing on your own, for your own self education. i do it for a wide audience. but it is the same idea. curiosity and creativity. brian: i felt the curiosity -- we all have curiosity, but if you really focus, you can use it as a superpower, as a cool to get inside the psyche of another individual that is expert at something that you are not. and you can get on a pretty quick learning curve as to their vocabulary, whether it is architecture or fashion, whatever that thing is. i would then have information or knowledge that other people did not have. it would be of use. charlie: you are famous now, but when you began you were not as famous. would anybody turn you down? brian: everybody turn

i just started shooting. and i didn't count the bullets. i didn't even know how many i fired until reading the police reports later on. and now here i am. as much as i would like to say that i really killed for a righteous and solid reason in people's eyes, the truth is, i believe i was mistaken. i believe that it was a bitter custody dispute, that one of the ladies manipulated us all and got family and got me to believe that he was molesting his 8-year-old daughter, and the truth is that i just may have been mistaken. and i may have done all this for no reason at all. >> bryan modglin turned state's evidence against those who hired him to commit murder and now spends his days on the sny. >> i'm here because if you testify, then you're a rat. i ended up telling the whole story of everything. i implicated my two relatives that paid me. i'm the lowest of inmates because i decided to tell the truth about my crime and implicate other people. i may never get out of here. every day i think about, this may be my home. man, i don't deserve to get out

i remember telling me i owed i owed an apology and i said for what. if i did anything to offend the first lady i apologize the people are telling me and i'm getting e-mails and text messages in the lead up to this why did robert gibbs disrespect. and he said you tell them to e-mail me and i we will talk to them and i said to myself, what did i i do? sometimes it is rough-and-tumble. when you are someone they perceived by yourself without the backing of the larger networks, the backing of having other people being apart. i don't have a lot of focus on that issue to have my back. it felt like i was alone, but i was not. to my surprise many of my fellow correspondents were supportive of me for the fact that that should not have happened that way. a serious amount of questions. the sources that told me stood back and because of that there was change of the white house and they went back to the old procedure of how people to come in. you have to remember, this remember, this was about the security of this historic presidency and the historic president. and

>> there are days i wonder if i bit off more than i can choose where i sit around telling myself, did it have to be seven king dotcoms? why couldn'ts i have been five king dotcoms? five would have been a lot. having thrown the balls in the air, i feel compelled to keep on juggling them. i use the point of view structure as a limited thifrd person point of view. so each chapter is seen from through theizes of a particular point of view character and you only -- you hear his thoughts or her thoughts. you see the things they see. you hear the things they hear. son unless one of my point of view characters is present at a particular ernt or conversation or battle, you can only hear about it second-hand though you can only here rumors that might be distorted. >> that's been the structure i really have most -- most of my writing. when i was a younger writer back in the '70s, i experimented with other things like ommicient point of view or first person but i settled on this which i think is most eventive, this tight viewpoint structure, third person. and i think it's the best way to tell a s

so i was like, well, if they care, i should care. so then i started just doing what i had to do so i could be back with them. >> so you're nervous. it's a big deal today? >> yeah. >> you were in a fight the other day. >> yesterday. we both said it was stupid. like there was no reason for us to get mad like that. >> but you just get so mad that you can't stop and think and say like "wow, tomorrow, i'm going before this board... >> nah ... i was just .. - it was just impulse. it just happened, out of nowhere. one minute i was calm, and then the next thing you know, i was just, we were arguing. >> do you have to speak in front of them? >> yeah. >> good luck. >> i know, thank you! >> i hope it goes well. >> thank you. hopefully i get it. but i don't know- if i don't i'll just work harder, and maybe next time i'll get it. he faces staff, his therapist, and on speaker phone his probation officer. >> i know, keith had mentioned that he would like to present for his his stage two, um do you have you paperwork ready for that? >> yes sir. >> do you wann

max: no, i can't -- i can't say that i feel guilty at all. am a big believer in working almost to the absolute exhaustion every day. i am a big believer in pushing yourself, getting more out of yourself, out of your team than an you think or they think they can do. as far as my skills are concerned, i know how to do people, i know how to inspire and engage. it's all here. emily: how does being an immigrant impact what you do and how you live your life? max: it shapes everything. i think it's a secret advantage. silicon valley has always been built by the hands of immigrants in a big way. in part because we come here with nothing to lose. we know that if we don't do it, no one else will give it to us. we work hard. we are used to discrimination, so we cast a wider net when we look for people to collaborate with, people to hire, people to bring in. we don't take anything for granted. emily: do you feel you've been discriminated against? here? max: no, never. i feel like i've -- everything i have, i owe to the fact that u.s. and the silicon valle

♪ >>> i cannot believe i really was in colombia. i'm only 18, iasn't even thinking about you're going smuggle drugs. i'm going literally have it in my bra and in my underwear. >> get me out of here! >> i realized i was set up. so now i'm suspicious of everybody. bitch, this better be a part of, you know, the plan. how do you call your mom and tell her that you're in a third world country for trafficking heroin? i just felt so destroyed inside. my life had been ripped away from me. ♪ ♪ >> i was born and raised in brooklyn, new york. i was 18 years old with no direction in life. my mom and i lived by ourselves in a two-bedroom apartment. never met my father. it's just been me and my mom, so that's why i was always kind of hurt at the fact that we never really got along. i just wanted to be free and live my life, you know, and her being a mother and keeping me in was making me want to break free even more. i was around 370 pounds. and being 5'4", that's big. when you're stuck in a certain mind frame and you don't have hope to get out of that, and you

when i first started this, i had a beer belly and i was just a big blob and i knew i had to do somethingith it. and with the tummy tuck belt i lost inches the first week. i could just tell each and every day that i was getting smaller and getting smaller, and... fat has definitely gone away. it's really targeting the tummy. >> i've always been a very athletic person, worked out my entire life. and i'm seeing results with the program that i had not seen from exercise alone. before the tummy tuck program, i would say i still had a very fit midsection, but after the tummy tuck program, i have a much more defined and toned midsection. i'm starting to see ab definition improve far greater than i would have expected. the tummy tuck program is really pretty simple. you apply the cream twice a day, you put the belt on, you do your ab tightener exercises, wear the belt for at least 10 minutes you take the belt off and then go about the rest of your day. it's extremely simple. it's a no-brainer to just add it on to your current fitness regimen. i was doing exercises before but i haven't had any re

then when i opened it i was flabbergasted. iouldn't figure out why it would get an invitation to a state dinner at the white house. so the next morning it was a monday i called the number and i said i have a question. they go yeah you are invited. i said does this have anything to do with a christmas card? everyone in the white house is read your card. i'm like what did i say? i was just floored. i called my husband said he was in bangladesh and i said you are going to have to come home. he said are you all right? i said really there's really an invitation here. we got him home and what do i wear? i went to the mall and tried on every formal dress they had. i had a whole chorus of sales girls with me. she's going to the white house. i thought this is crazy. all of a sudden the day before the event i turned to my husband and i said we have been so busy thinking about what do we have to wear, who are we going to talk to? we don't know these people. it turned out when we got there the first person that we saw was the former command

-- i mean, i don't know. i think-- i think for the most part yeah it's negative. i do. but, i mean, some people play with it, you know. like girlfriends, "you slut bucket." >> i've never heard that in my life. >> i think it's how black people can call black people the "n" word -- >> hey hey, hey. >> women can call each other the "s" word, but a guy cannot call-- ( laughter ) >> larry: you're the woman hairt on the panel. sabrina, is there a thing for women owning this term? >> thanks for asking, larry. you said the "n" word. i think for me i'm a lez-ba-doodle. >> larry: a lez-ba-doodle? is that a certain time. >> i don't like lesbian. it doesn't sound good. i'm talking about dykes! >> thank you. >> i'm never going to be like, "i'm a dyke, but if my friend is wearing flannel chopping wood, i'll be like, hey dyke, what's up? >> larry: rasheeda jones got a little flack a little while back. i think she was watching miley sirur and she was doing twerping ( bleep ), whatever it was. >> it's an art larry. >> larry: whatever. but she ended with the hashtag "stop acting lik

had a wonderful four years there and i taught poetry there which i don't know if i would have had i been somewhere else. >> host: wetted poetry mean to you? >> guest: when i was an undergrad, i was initially enchanted by the way that a poem, looking at something very small local and perhaps seemingly inconsequential could open up a powerful kind of revelation for the reader. the more i thought about it and the more it tempted to write poems these premeditated things are about making choices and language, listening to what the choices yield and then taking the next step is almost like this mysterious pursuit and it just seemed like a really helpful tool with which to examine the every day as i knew it. i wasn't consciously making the connection between poetry and some of the larger experiences i was wrestling with such a mother's illness, being able to stop time and ask all the right questions. the kinds of questions that seem like a power that i really needed. i wasn't writing many poems directly about my mother's illness at the time. i think that memory and thinking about the right

don't- i didn't want to change i just, i have to. because if i go outside and i do the same thing i might rob the wrong person and get myself killed or- i'm robbing the wrong person, they pull out a gun and i shoot them first. so, if i go out and do the same thing i'll either be dead within a week or in prison for the rest of my life so... >> since then... mequite has added group counseling from a certified therapist. once a week, it's one-on-one. >> what are some other factors that might help us to add to that epiphany? >> j. paul taylor didn't fully implement cambiar until a year ago. it's success is still measured in kids like keith who finally reaches his mom. >> thank you sir. sup mom?... how are you doing? oh i know i ain't even trippin' like those kids can't bring me down. alright, so... alright well, i don't want to go over before i get in trouble. alright i love you too. bye. >> then suddenly, i see another side of keith... when ...out of nowhere... he tries to start a fight. he's the guy with the pink cast in this surveillan

i went from march until june. when i came back, iad a long list of questions about why we were not finding what everyone expected us to find. if i could just return for a minute to this notion of -- it was me, it was the times. everyone was writing more or less, the same story. they were writing it based on the collective judgments of the intelligence communities. i am not just talking about the american intelligence community, but also the british and the french. even countries that did not want to go to war such as germany and the russians. their intelligence agencies had also concluded that saddam was keeping and hiding wmd. brian: why did knight ridder see it differently? jonathan landakes and his team of reporters? judith: they were talking to people that said the evidence it was then. the problem for me -- with those stories, at that point, they did not have a bureau -- or a paper in washington. days would pass before i would see the material. secondly, there were no specifics in the stories. there was not a single example that

i got a -- i tore a left rotator cuff. i tore my right knee cartilage. i twisted my ankles. i had concussions. plus, remember, i had back surgery, so -- >> right. right. at 16. >> at 16, so i had always struggled with back pain. now you talk about god in a life. i don't believe in coincidence. i believe god plans everything. i was actually up in boston during a production, and i was telling one of the cameramen about this story i'm just telling you. i said, "man, my rotator's hurt, and my--" you know, i said, "i'm 40 years old, and if i don't figure out how to get rid of some of this pain, i'm not sure what's gonna happen." >> okay. >> and being in the industry mike, i've tried all the products. so trust me. nothing worked. well, while i was telling this story, a woman comes to me, and she says, "here, try this." >> this is the product we're talking about. >> this is the product we're talking about, the formula we're talking about, and i said, "well, what's this?" and she started to go over the ingredient, and i stopped her, and i said, "ma'am, you know i've been doing this f

if someone has a comment i appreciate it. >> i agree. i think the most compelling part of the ferguson report that i found problematic in many ways but one of the most compelling parts of the report is the i think the data was robust african-americans were disproportionately and aggressively targeted for traffic violations and other things that aggregate me created a record and were steppingstones to other things. i think that has happened in a lot of places. again, i think we will disagree. we have a long way to go, but in my native city of boston to use example, this has improved significantly but still is a problem from the 1980s on the boston celtics sky and the guard for the celtics driving into his wellesley home in his mercedes was taken to the side by the police because he was not presumed to be of the type to be in the neighborhood. i do think that is a serious issue although i also think coming from california the police departments generally are abusing their authority to raise revenue and all sorts of ways and i do think it is

i couldn't stand him. i couldn't show it all of the time. ict like i liked him and we were friends. >> dediluded himself into thinking he was leading a normal life with these women. he was providing for them. they had a little familily is crazy but that's the way he thought. >> at first gina was castro's new favorite. >> he seemed to treat me better than the other girls, i wonder if he's kinder to me because i'm the new girl and i wonder what happens when i'm not new anymore. >> as the new girl gina learns about castro's rigid house rules granting them freedom from chains to clean the house. >> we had to use a tiny drop of dish soap to wash the dishes. >> we had to put the pan in the center of the stove. >> it couldn't be used to the left or right. >> he used his deprivation to drive the girls apart. >> when you have less, you get jealous. >> yes. >> what were you jealous of? >> could be getting more food, less clothes. when you don't have anything, why can't i have that? i want that. >> the girls were riding an emotional roller coaster when s

i am relieved. i don't have to worry about. i have enough other things i need to worry about, but for many new parents that come our when their son or daughter hits a bump in the road and they get a phone call or text message that says, you know this guy is doing is we're whatever, and it's just like when they went on the bus for the first time. what do you want to do? you want to get in there and fix it, educate people. you can't because it's not appropriate. it's what they need to take care of. and so that is one of the hardest parts. and i think also coincides with time for a lot of women when the nest is starting to empty and then we start to redefine who we are. you know our role as mother changes. i think parenting adults, because you still. no your parents are still parenting you if they're still alive. it's really hard. there is a way to expect when you're expecting for parenting and adult child. so that's where mother-in-law jokes come from. how do we navigate disney world especially when we have children that are indepe

senator tom carper: my wife says that i never grew up and i hope in a sense that i never do. i grew up in virginia, my dad worked for nationwide insurance. it was in gamble, virginia on the north carolina border. i was in the boy scouts. my father encouraged me to attend and i did scout when i was 12 or so. the first time i ever sat in an airplane was at the civil air patrol, indicated that took off beside me. off into the wild blue yonder. i was always intrigued with the military, my dad had been a chief petty officer in world war ii and in my family, nobody ever graduated from college that i was aware of. when i was a senior in high school i applied to the air force academy. we did not have a lot of money. i applied truly to be considered. best to late to be considered -- to late to be considered. i was in high school and there were announcements, anybody interested in winning a navy scholarship, go see the guidance counselor. i thought that could be me. i went to seize the guidance counselor and i found out about something called the navy rotc. delusion and fees at $50 a mo

like to bet on people that i know i can count on. i like you as people. i like your product. i just don't know if i could change the process, 'cause i'm not sure you're willing to let that happen. and so, i haven't done this. i'm not prepared to write a check tonight. i'm willing to dedicate time, roll up our sleeves, look at the process, and fix things. and at some point, i'm either gonna write a check... -anthony: or you're not. -lemonis: ...or i'm not. so i'm gonna put my checkbook away... anthony: mm-hmm. lemonis: ...but i'm not walking away. anthony: that's fine. and i respect that. lemonis: okay? all right. i'll see you in the morning. josh: how did it go last night? kristen: it was interesting. josh: like, what kind of interesting? kristen: i guess he's having a hard time with thinking he can do business with anthony, and he thinks he's a know-it-all. -josh: did he make an offer? -kristen: no. josh: i can't believe that he didn't write a check. anthony: he didn't want to write a check, so i think... louis: well, hopefully you'll clear up any issues he might have. anthon

don't think he mentioned it i know i didn't ask i would familiar with. >> i understand thank you. >> i mean, now i know basically i have to - >> i mean, you need permission from dbi for everything in the process so - >> yep thank you. i think the department will clear up the other questions i have. >> i have one question on the questionnaire do you own other property in san francisco you said, yes. >> i have a property on 30th and noreaga. >> have i done remodeling of that property. >> minor. >> nothing to this extent. >> no. nothing that required a permit. >> no. >> thank you. >> next mr. duffy. >> commissioners joe duffy dbi again, this the building permit that did penalty on to comply with the second-story the kitchen counter top and slour are and remove the stove and board up that windows and the second permit is not contrary i'm not sure we had a notice of violation issued by the district inspector that was a result of a claimed on the 20th of july 2014 the complaint was actually for no permit for bathroom work for several weeks

i mean, i guess i wonder why aren't we seeing more? n give some examples -- look, i can give you great examples of where i will say to someone, "hey, we should do more," and i can see them fully give and go all in. and then i, you know, a very famous ceo of a hot technology company -- i'm not going to call him out on your show -- just talking to him and say, "hey, don't you want to give back?" and he wrote me an email and he said, "well, what have i been given?" i said, "what do you mean?" "well, what have i been given? i created all this. i did this. i made this happen." and i was like, you know -- i am taken aback by that, honestly. where it's like, ok, well. it is a point of view. and the reality is, look, we are all working together to make this a better place. and if we do not work together, it will not happen. taking that position is not going to anyone anywhere. emily: you are also very active politically. you've hosted multiple fundraisers for president obama. how satisfied are you with his presidency? marc: number one, i am not

i think i got ice cream. >> mine? ir my first date like it was just yesterday. ♪ [ laughter ] her name was margaret. oh, sweet margaret. she had the cutest dimples when she smiled. and her laugh, she had the sweetest little laugh. it was like, hee hee hee. [ laughter ] >> jimmy: james, james. i just asked where your first date was. >> arby's. [ laughter ] [ cheers and applause ] >> jimmy: hey, this is pretty cool. japan's new magnetic levitation train set a world record after it traveled over 373 miles per hour during a test run yesterday. wow. not to be outdone, amtrak said that if you left right now, they could get you to boston by memorial day. [ laughter ] not guaranteeing. but they'll try. [ applause ] almost. it's cool. and finally, i want to say a a belated happy birthday to queen elizabeth, who turned 89 years old yesterday. queen elizabeth -- [ cheers and applause ] queen elizabeth spent her birthday the way she does every year -- laughing at prince charles. [ laughter ] [ cheers and applause ] [ as queen eliza

i mean, i grew up the biggest chevy chase fan. i mean, i really wanted to be chevy chase. so -- i never get star struck. but chevy was at ucb. and we were going to do the show together. and so i thought, "well, i gotta say 'hi' to him." so i went up to him. and i was like, "chevy, i want to say i'm a big fan. i'm rob huebel." and chevy just hauled off and slapped me across the face. so hard. i mean, it was like -- i saw red. [ laughter ] like, my first instinct was just to be like, defend myself. but then he just kind of made a joke, like, "hey, can't you see i'm talking to somebody, kid?" or something like that. >> seth: right. >> and a lot of people thought, "that's not so cool, chevy," but for me -- he was like my hero so i was like, "that's awesome." [ laughter ] >> seth: right. >> i mean, he's a comedy idol. >> seth: slapped by a hero. >> slapped by my hero. and one day if i play my cards right, i'm going to get to slap some young guy, you know? [ laughter ] >> seth: yeah. you can say that slap came from chevy chase. paying it forward. >> just paying it forward, bro. >

i told him. i said, i'll carry it. it flat out said it. >> i'll carry the bag. >> and i was like, saying to myself, i can't believe she's saying she'll carry this bag. >> it was more important to me to do anything i could to get back to my home. well, once i agreed to take the bag, things seemed to lighten up quick. he handed our tickets then. you know, everything all fine and dandy. he put the balls in the bag. he had some towels on the bottom of the bag. then a couple of my clothing articles. seemed like he knew what he was doing. >> i don't know at that moment if she knew exactly what she was getting herself into. >> i had no clue of what type of drugs it was. i knew that it was not kool-aid. >> soon after we packed the bags or whatever, it was time to leave to go to the airport. everything happened so quickly. >> zip. that's it. >> ready to go. surprised? in fact, america is now the world's number one natural gas producer... and we could soon become number one in oil. because hydraulic fracturing technology is safely

told him what i was doing through -- i left him in -- let me see when i ended. when i went to cambridge in basically, july of '69 is when i ended. is that right? '6 9d. i'm sorry. yes. he saw the file cabinet was broken into in labor day weekend, '69. >> no, labor day weekend of '71. >> '71. that's right. sorry. so 37 years ago. >> hold for 15 segts here and see if this phone goes away. >> the phone is still -- wait. >> there we go. >> yeah okay. so the pentagon papers had come out in june. so he knew all of that. so he now knows, you know the white house is very interested in this. so somebody has burgled his office. he was certain it was the white house. but i wasn't seeing him then. i was in cambridge. he wasn't in direct touch with me. i called -- something else happened. but let me come to this point. his lawyer, he talked to a lawyer about it. and the lawyer advised him don't get involved. don't get ininvolved. it's a white house operation. and don't tell -- well he said -- he apologized to me. he said i felt guilty. i feel i wronged you, which, from a prof

i do, yeah. what am i doing here? >> seth: i my pleasure. >> i am a big fan. congrats on one year. this is amazing. yeah. goes so fast. [ cheers and applause ] >> seth: goes so fast. >> the show is awesome, yeah. >> seth: true story. second desk. i am already on my second desk. >> is that true? you burned through one already. >> seth: i burned through one desk already. >> wow, how about that. >> seth: so congratulations on this. doing this is a revival. >> yes. >> seth: was this a play that you had seen? did you ever see it when -- >> i did not. although i was kind of peripherally aware of it because the first play that i did was done down the street from the original production of this. i was a little kid and i sort of remember it. and actually a cast member, tony shalhoub, who played the role that i am playing in the original production. came from the "heidi chronicles" over to do the play i was doing. so kind of a small world thing happening. but, this is the first revival since that broadway run. here in new york. very excit

>> i remember nights where i would go to sleep, and i would pray that i wouldn't wake up. i never considered suicide because it was against my religion. i got up every morning. i was sick. i'd have panic attacks. i'd take a shower, i would get dressed, and i would go to work. and then when i got home i would get in my pajamas, and i would lay on the couch and i would just wait. "i'm done. please, just let me go." i look back on that, and it's-- it makes me so sad. [dramatic music] ♪ ♪ >> oh, it's absolutely terrifying because you're no longer the person that you used to be. you're starting to become this person that's terrified of everything. i couldn't leave my home and i would go into panic and have anxiety at work. i would quit my jobs because i was embarrassed. i was afraid that someone would find out that, you know, i'm hiding behind the filing cabinet having an anxiety attack and i didn't want everybody to think i was crazy 'cause that's what you think you're doing: you're going crazy. >> as i was going through life and everything like that "boom, boom, boom, boom," j

i was. i walked into the situation a former marine corps police officer. yes, we do. iad my firearm >> they confiscated his weapon and took him into custody. then they took a picture and said, yeah said, yeah, he looks like the shooter. then arrested and detained. this was between 11:00 p.m. and 3:00 a.m. by 3:00 a.m. the shooter shot himself. >> after they realized i was not the shooter is started asking me questions about my gun because they cannot find a return for the serial number. i explained to them i get the weapon in california and that's what why you will see it in the new jersey system. >> he did not have a permit to carry in new jersey, thrown in jail. more than a year. he spoke to me exclusively and said that his attorney told him the best solution was to plead guilty because he was facing jail time. >> i did break new jersey gun law. now it's the fact that i had to plead guilty to a charge because if i didn't i would had to spend three years of my life in jail. >> it was not an option on the table. they told him to plead guilty we're going to jail. his mot

if i use it i will endorse it. i took on diet coke. ll this in my restaurants. >> you got criticized for that. >> yeah, so? >> did it bug you? >> it did not bug me. i slept at night. >> i have said no to tomato sauce and frozen dinners. >> some people believe those competition shows are rigged. >> we are not actually cooking. >> it takes you 20 years to build the brand and three bad days to wreck the entire thing. ♪ >> you all are celebrities in your own right. there are celebrities themselves from hollywood who are trying to get into the food business. i think about gwyneth paltrow. she has done a show with you, right? didn't you travel through spain with her? >> yeah. somebody had to do it and these guys turned it down, so i took the gig. >> what a terrible job. >> you had eva longoria, who has opened restaurants. justin timberlake, jay-z, all these folks. what do you think about these celebrities trying to get into your business? >> good for them. >> it's fair play. >> it creates more awareness in general for the food industry. if so

i was gay. but, two, i would never be a hypocrite. ie issue there isn't privacy, but property. but, i wanted to time the coming out. i knew i was going to have to do it. and people began to speculate. i wasn't married. and i was a big gay rights advocate and whatever. and what helped me stay in the closet was the stereotype. essentially, i lacked elegance. [ laughter ] and the stereotype of gay men at the time, was of a kind of high fashion, and i realized this. in 1982, i was campaigning against an incumbent republican. redistricting had put us together. and i was talking to a guy from swansea, massachusetts, a blue collar town. and he said, "you know, that heckler, she says you're in the mafia." well, in fact, my father ran a truck stop in jersey city, so total avoidance of the mafia had not been an option for him. but, i said, "well, what do you mean? i'm surprised she would say that." he said, "oh, yeah, she says you like the boys in providence." well, new england is -- the mafia is the only organization in new england where provide

for a long time following that event i was having anxiety if i saw an officer. i was literally panicked having anxiety attacks and i came forward because i don't believe that -- i don't believe he should be an officer or officer vasquez and ferminger and he's -- i believe my assault by the police department -- as an officer was racially motivated and that's why i came forward and i am sure i'm not the only african-american person that experienced this and i maybe one that is in a good position many years later to come forward and help get him off of the street as an officer and that's why i came forward and i want peace of mind. i think for me this will help bring closure. >> thank you very much ms. wheeler. >> these are just a couple of examples of the statements that i have learned of, and i recorded to bring today, and again this is not to say that every officer in the police department or everyone that works in the court system -- certainly there are a lot of good people that work in the justice system. i think most people try to do their best but the reality

candice: i didn't know what i was doing. ierestimated the difficulty and the complexity of the job. also, i deprive myself of the joy of the work. charlie: when did it -- was it easy for you? were you simply gliding through life saying -- candice: it was never easy. but, i was dancing as fast as i could. as were many of us. [laughter] charlie: dancing as fast as we could. like paddling as fast as we could. staying above water. candice: i'm fine. charlie: did you need help? are there blemishes here? are their faults, things that you said oh my god, that was crazy. i was so wild. dr. lieberman: candice: -- candice: i was very wild. charlie: i know you were. candice: i hated to get up early in the morning. charlie: i know. but was that about? fun? candice: acting out to get my father's attention. that is what my guesses. you think i would know by now. but just like -- maybe if i do this, and i disappear for a couple of -- i was just doing everything to say -- i was always in some perverse way courting my father's approval. that i

worked -- the first club i worked in detroit. i wrote down, i79 at the comedy castle in detroit, michigan. literally, this is a comedy club. they didn't notice a guy had a knife and i'm tink tink tink. i think the owner is still pissed. >> you vandalized his nightclub. >> jimmy: will you keep this or throw it out? >> it is funny, in comedy i knew i had something. i saw the other acts up there. dave, a bunch of guys from detroit doing well. that night i had 30 minutes of stuff and 18 were okay. five was good. all i did is move the five to the end. all audiences remember is the last five minutes that you do. it was a dare. >> jimmy: piece of your history. >> buddy of mine at the ad agency. finally did it. you keep saying you are going to do this. he called me and said what are you a [ bleep ] and i have never had that personality that oh, yeah,ly show you. some reason that guy saying that i went out and did it and the rest is history. [ cheers and applause ] >> jimmy: i was unaware of the fact that you at one time worked with male strippers. i als