we have no idea why. i am steve and i am her dad. i am should. we have no idea why. m her dad. lam in isolation at the moment because i have rheumatoid —— rheumatoid arthritis which puts me in the vulnerable group. i am her mum and i am in isolation because i have multiple autoimmune conditions, sol have biological therapy which i am i'iow have biological therapy which i am now having to learn to do at home. that is me. and my babies. now having to learn to do at home. that is me. and my babieslj now having to learn to do at home. that is me. and my babies. i am emma andi that is me. and my babies. i am emma and i am steve's sister. i am part of this family. i have got very vulnerable mental health issues. i am just going with the flow.|j vulnerable mental health issues. i am just going with the flow. i hope --. they are all getting used to the new normal. people are getting on to be because i'm trying to get them on a schedule of activities, which has been semi—successful. isolation dances, that is our playlist! we have begin yoga and playing with the dogs and doing

i would say i learned a lot. i knew everything i needed to get across in the book when i went to write it, otherwise i wouldn't have put it out there. i knew it would be more revealing and i think talking about money is far more personal if you just don't grow up with it. also to write because frankly, as i out line to in extent in the book, but a lot of things that were -- happened last year where i spent most of the time writing it was like awful times. struggled more i thought i would so it was a nightmare to write it and then live it while knowing that you can honestly -- est right now the fragility of the situation, how so much of your -- is beyond your control and no matter how much you get a little bit ahead if you don't have a financial base, could be pulled from underneath you and it was pulled undernoth mow for last year. i was kind of humiliated writing the book. cathartic but monthly it was a pain. i get better advance because of the first book. >> host: i think something that was super interesting to read that i don't know if i'd even totally unpacked myself is the kind of connection between the decisi

i visited a health clinic. so i went into a village. i talked to a woman. by the time i was finished, i had one last question. i said so, what hope do you have? name was mina, what hope do you have? she looked down for a long time. she cast her eyes down. i thought oh no, i have asked something inappropriate. she finally looked up at me and said, the truth is, i have no hope. i have no hope for feeding this child or that one, or educating them. please, take them home with you. and when that happens -- it was not the first time it had happened to me -- it is heartbreaking. to see a woman who clearly loves her sons that much, but to know they would be better off going home with a stranger, that is heartbreaking. and that is the story of many women and families around the world. david: annually, you have a letter written by the foundation heads, you and bill. originally, it was written by bill. when you said, bill, i want to get women's issues in, what did he say? melinda: first of all, the idea for the annual letter came from warren. bill and i both thought that was a really good idea. however, we had three very young children at the time. i was

i was about to play the organ right there. i want to read a quote that i appreciated. i did my due diligence, i did underlining. i have a section in my home, i have a section of my home where it's just a bookshelf of people, my friends and their books. it's a beautiful thing, you and shay serrano and all of your books. but i think there's this quote and it's not related to anything but it's just like this very real kind of like truth to power moment that you can it's about from alliance. which i feel like it hit differently in this moment that we're inright now . a lot of this hits have your in a moment of questioning what america is built off of which is it's all smoke and mirrors basically. but the quote is permalance is acute corporate term which translate as we are going to work you as a full-time or but we don't want to pay for your health insurance so if you get sick, drive robitussin or whatever you poor people use because it's not on us . that basically sounds like a quote about america. >> true to form to america, what's happening to me and people like me, a lot of black people is finally happening to everybo

i was on several boards and working at the foundation. i said to bill, i don't havee to put pen to paper. i just can't do it. bill said, that is ok, i will do it. so bill started writing it and he did a great job, but he got very used to writing it alone. so when this contraceptive i initiative i was leading came out, i said i want to write about this in the annual letter. and he felt like the annual letter was going quite well from his perspective. and so we had some difficult discussions at home and i finally wrote a sidebar in the annual letter. the next year, we discussed it again before pen was put to paper. and i wrote a piece of the annual letter, about a third. the next year, we had another discussion and i wrote half. now i always write half of the annual letter. we sometimes have to have those uncomfortable conversations. bill and i believe in equality, but did we really have it in our voice? not yet. and so we worked on that systematically over time. and now i can tell you, my husband is 100% committed to making sure i have my voice fully in the world. dav

i don't think -- first, i would -- not content but i would -- if i could have paid until 80 but i justnever really had the option. you have a 12, year plan and you're going to pay us. they removed the option. i had to choice but to face it. don't don't like talk can but money or debt, didn't like any part of writing or admitting how much -- i wouldn't say i learned a lot but i knew everything that i needed to get -- i wouldn't have put it out there, but i knew it would be more revealing than anything and i can't -- i think talking about money is far more personal, particularly if you didn't grow up with it. also to write because frankly, as i outlined to some extent in the book but i didn't say no other way, but a lot of things that were happened in the last year where i spent most time writing it was awful time. struggled more than i thought i would so it was nightmare to write it and then live it while knowing that you can honestly -- right now, most of this right now is the fragility of the situation, how much of your fate is beyond your roll or no matter how much you've get a littl

i was 17, irony. i did a lot. i didn't have blinders i guess i just didn't realize that so much of what i thought existed just was not going to be there anymore. and the fact that i was born in 1980, but regarding the reagan and trump and this is a locomotive tied together. in his missing with all of us who are all under 40. nobody can on that. the shame as i felt like, i didn't want to let my mom down. and she literally did not think that. but as my own guilt. to the point of the larger part of the book, for things that are not fair. literally, you kind of just you kind of going against the system. >> i'm going to take a quick pause. if you're watching this, and on downpour . >> that is a true friendship . >> there's a button at the bottom if you like. that's what we are talking about. and i think also this is a very tidal very good title. whoever did to recover, they did a fantastic job. michael: i love the cover . benjamin: i think is the second chapter in the book if you haven't read it. i will try not to spoil it but i wan

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i think for whatever it is worth i take it. i would have told you that three or four days ago, i never had the chance. you never asked me the question. reporter: did the white house doctor recommend you take that. recommend -- >> i asked him what do you think. well if you like it. i said i would like it. i would like to take it. a lot of people are taking. a lot of front line workers are taking hydroxychlorquine. i don't take it because, hey, people said, oh maybe he owns the company. i don't own the company. you know what? i want people of this nation to feel good. i don't want them being sick. and there is a very good chance that this has an impact, especially early on. but you look at front line workers. look at doctors and nurses a lot of them are taking it as preventative. they're taking totally unrelated but take the zpack or asignificant azithromycin. you don't have to take it simultaneously but the zinc you do steak. i'm taking the two, the zinc and hydroxy and, all i can tell you is, so far i seem to be okay. reporter: can you expl

i am 67 years old and an african-american female. whenever i go out, i wear my mask, because i have a husband that is a disabled vet. -- who is a disabled vet. we both have underlying issues. i have to protect myself as well as try to protect my husband who is home, sick in bed. i wear my mask, i stay six feet from people. the stores in my hometown have a station where we can sanitize before we go in, before we come out. i just try to be preconscious -- be cautious of what i am doing and cautious about where i am and who is around me. like the caller was saying, most folks not still wearing masks are the younger people. and i have grandchildren that are in their 20's and early 30's. they do not want to mask up. like i tell people, this covid-19 doesn't care about race, gender, any kind of equality. what kind of money you got, it doesn't care. we all have to because she is around one another and tried to protect one another -- be cautious around one another and try to protect one another during this covid-19 era. host: how are you meeting people? caller: by telephone. i do not have m

i have hired 80% of my workforce. i will say it is encouraging to see people come out, they are excited, they want to be out --. pres. trump: what would have happened if you did not have ppp? would you have survived it? >> i would have gotten by, but this allows us to do it the way we feel like it should be. take care of the employee's first. we want to make sure they are safe. the same with the restaurants. we want to open the restaurant safely so guests can be safe. it is great to go out and our economy is going to be great again, because we know where it was. before it started. we know how to get there, clearly. now, with a couple of adjustments to things that are already written, to the secretary's point, we are not asking for more money. just the opportunity to spend it the way it was intended. that is it. pres. trump: that should be easy. >> you can take care of that, for sure. pres. trump: that should be easy. it is one of the easiest requests i have ever heard. [laughter] way that it is spent, i know that it is

was treated for a coded 1000 and i still have a cough i still have shortness of breath and i still have a slightly hoarse voice because of damage to my vocal chords when i was on a ventilator i'm doing a lot better but my main question is how much of my impairment right now is going to be permanent and how much will improve this is the type of option that many of us survivors are grappling with will we ever return to our old selves. ok i have a i got the tea party answer related david's question and anybody who's ever had any a list of the choirs going on for ventilator anybody in that extend it depends on the illness they have it depends on their own circumstances both statements be followed up by how can't him because having been on a ventilator and how to manage his roof or even having an organ failure can have repercussions and some people women who are covering and some people may not and the way that this is it is in fact the loans a cause that inflammation along. your nobody is immune system that hamley it is a scar and i have to be honest and say i don't know in part

i was expecting." i said, "i don't mean to be disrespectful but in a weird way i was hoping i had had it." negative, i haveever had it. my son said, "mom, you tested negative for a did thely virus, i think the word you're looking for is 'thank you, doctor'." now you're more vig land about it. >> stephen: did you say your favorite son, will? >> favor son, well. he is my favorite son, will. >> stephen: you're coming up on your first anniversary with yu cohosts, anthony mason and tony dokoupil. >> we're the only show operating from three different locations. i really like the camaraderie at the table. i like the collaboration that we have. so it's different. but i do think it's made a very different kind of newscast for all of us in a good way, in a good way. because you're actually-- you know viewers are inviect you into their home, but they are now being invited into ours. and i don't know about you, stephen, but everybody is a freaking critic. they go, "gayle, the pillows are crooked. the pictures are crooked. what is the color of your wall?" they said to anthony mason, rthose beer bottles behind you? what

become aware of all the little details that i would have never seen if i was just me i would just go into the blue over and i get out and then me and would not have even seen that there was a sofa. kim tweeter and challenges into opportunities optimism has helped her succeed and it seems both literary critics and the public are impressed in 2018 she was shortlisted for the alternative nobel literature prize. there are only a handful of canadian writers known worldwide as man world market edward young. michael and that maybe you where where do you see yourself in canadian literature i don't know. i i still don't see myself as a writer because a writer has to be. mr they they think more you know and i don't think so what i only enjoy what you know what i am the way i read it to me it's such a privilege to sit down and find the right. ward that's it i can spend the whole day just to try to find one word and that would be an accomplishment for me and so a new. writer has to be like this you know i don't know in my. him too he isn't troubled by what others think of her she e

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i spent a couple years being like if i don't answer the phone then i don't have to deal with it and wheni finally answer the phone, they found where i live, now we are at your house metaphorically. it is, it was for a long time it was important for me. if i start thinking about this the rest of my life will unravel. at some point get to a place, it is better than running forever. i thought we had a good question. >> you can hear me? it looks like we have one question and an observation so for the first question, rick is wondering now that you have written about religion, sexuality, music and death, do you have any other teams in mind and as a follow-up, if you have ever been tempted by fiction. >> before this, i lost more people than i would have liked but i would like to write about this and getting older, we will see how it goes. fiction, like television but i am open to fiction. my other niece is 11 and wants me to write something she can read sometime this year. i have time. what was the other question? >> that is it and for the second source of -- this is a great -- we are running s

i am a black american. i think i am intelligent. i have a career. i have a good point of direction . i have 57 years of age. -- i am 57 years of age. host: the timeframe is what disturbs you the most. caller: true. anything of that value, that sincere, why wait? why hold onto something you know is going to spoil? , het is that right -- ripe would take it to the people. they will know about it. they will not sit with a stale fruit knowing that it has some type of stench. you get rid of it. you don't go to the garbage and grab the stench and bring it back to the house or home and say listen, this is what i got. host: did you apply that standard to claims against brett kavanaugh? caller: yes. i listened, and though i went to school, college and i know how college is and it is a world of craziness, chaos on a lot of different levels and those guys that graduate, then they find roots or a life in whatever markets they went to college for , college is like a relief, a pain you carry to get past. host: did you believe brett kavanaugh? caller: i had a hard time believing him. i listen to ever

i wanted to read a quote that i appreciated . i did my due diligence. i did underlying, i have a section of my home and i've been privileged to read i have a section of my home where it's a bookshelf of my friends andtheir book . it's a beautiful thing, you and shay serrano and all of your books. but you know, i think there's this quote and is not related to anything but it's just like this very real kind of like truth to power moment that you can it's about plants. which i feel like it it differently in this moment that we're in right now. a lot of this hits, it hits heavier in a moment of like questioning what america is built off of which is just like all smoke and mirrors basically but the quote is permanent is a corporate term loosely translates into we are going to work you as if you were a full-time or we don't want to pay you for your health insurance if you get sick, try some robitussin or whatever it is you poor people used to treat yourself because it's not on us that's basically a quote about america . >> and true to form to america, what's happening to me and peopl

i think they have been angry, racist, and very unfair to you. know i am 71 years old. i am a white woman. and i have a lot of respect for you. and you did not deserve the ignorant remarks some of these people have called in. just ignore them because a lot of us love you. like i said, "bakari for president." good luck. bye-bye. it is no good to just talk to the individuals in your particular style. being able to talk to the individuals that called in this morning is healthy. hopefully, they listened to my response because i listened to their questions. i hope we can all be better for it. we have to begin to have those conversations. i will sit in the hot seat. since when did "washington journal" become the hot seat? i will sit on the hot seat and take all of the questions. i will answer them and be honest and show you my truth and emotions and my love for this country because i think that is necessary if we are going to move forward. host: bakari sellers, we appreciate you doing that. i want to and with this last question from florida. what is the message to the youth? gu

died and she was young and when i was reading that, i realized i had stopped believing in my density with doctors and hospitals at least i told myself i had but i never have my vaccinations, and i called and i got them, i got all of them and i left the hospital looking like a pin cushion because i had it all in one day. it took me a long time to convince the nurse i needed all of them. but it was the moment i had to f the world worldview. post the therpost that there ist you do find that courage and if that happens after he completely kind of damages you. >> guest: we both experienced something with my brother. my father decided that i was lying. they set up my memories couldn't be trusted but i think the hardest thing was after that, they called my brother and what followed after that was the period he called me and said he hired an assassin to come and kill me and all these kind of things and then he cut me out of his life and my parents supported the position. that christmas they said you are not allowed to come home because it will make your brother uncomfortable. >> host: i was most upset by your mother in that situation. i felt there was an opportun

i don't i live valid planning i don't have your old baby had been admitted to the lady i didn't wish off for you. or prime. minister me my god only. the. main in which me and no. 11 equal i hate. my guns letting me have them so. i keep the 1000000 never there were. never the many scream at the. emblem of. when our friends our sort of for. you hank you mark i want them going to want to. well. how do you know how much for your. daughter. that's close it depends on the auditor somebody at the. cafe and. i don't. but i was. about what about. i work at a company. going to go to. a local. you do. what i do have a. lot of my most ok. i think it's. a whole bunch of local. really. good quarter. i think maybe. yeah. yeah. i thought a lot. but i managed. to get going to. the. in allows the i'm going. to call it awful awful on top of the nuclear. threat so. yeah it done got to be made at the moment a lot of good stuff. came out of the one of this go to that would have members on the right. and a lot of song law i loved how did the top who can lead well caught yet can't wait for you to know he can

i like them. >> stephen: three minutes. okay, good. >> so, here i have fish, and i have shrimp. >> stephen: wait, i have shrimp. k of any type? >> i not only have stock. i made my own shrimp stock last weekend. >> wow. >> stephen: look at that. look at that beautiful-- mmm. >> okay, i have a stock, too. >> stephen: does yours smell like a creek? >> that's good. that means you are using real shrimp. so we have these. i need some tomato. some onion. >> stephen: i have onion. i have got some onion here. i have some to chop. >> so, you're going to get a little pan like this, a little one. a little pan. we need two pans. a big one, like this, and a small one. >> stephen: like this, you want this? >> yes, in the little one-- that's great. in the little one we're going to make a sofrito. you're going to start cooking the onion with olive oil. ♪ olive oil why you making-- why you making so many noises? i mean-- >> stephen: i'm looking, i'm looking for the right pan for my sofrito. >> this is cooking, this is not a music class, man. ( clapping ) that's flamenco. that's flamenco. sofrito, is a basic sauce of onions cooked

asked me if i was a chameleon all of the music i would say i am both i don't have to choose in the same so-called you know 30 percent of your me 7 you know i'm 100 percent on both especially because i would say i've even too much cheese and bacon now i'm big enough to sit on 2 chairs and not at the crack of the chairs you know and so i would say that i understand the immigrant. poster of our position because i have been one but i have also become of fully comedian you know i i don't know i consider myself a very often i forget that you can tell that i am not a white person. on readings of your books if be publicly about your possible deal experiences as a refugee does your success happy to raise awareness about the reality of a referee trees i hope i hope i have had the chance to be invited to many events where i speak and and i'm always you know happy when there's one person in the room who would come up to me and say you've changed my view on on the refrigerator you know on how we see we're fiji's and that's the whole purpose you know of yeah of me speaking because very you know when

[laughter] >> i have never. isent him what i had written and what do you think that i have no idea. >>host: but in the beginning you describe i don't belong here these people are different but there is a turning point i think at trinity you start to hear about providence and liberty in these different ideas to say i belong. >> i felt i still did not belong at that moment it was hard not to be excited because it was so interesting so i think it was my first week when i went to cambridge and then said i belong here sensibly my first week that lecture blew my mind because the whole idea yes there are obstacles that people have but positive liberties says there are obstacles that people have that are internal but if you believe someone outside will shoot you it doesn't matter to go outside. but what might be the determining thing that that might mean in your own mind it never occurred to me. i never only heard of bob marley but this was the first like free yourself from mental slavery nobody but ourselves can free our

i have confidence now that i have seen him in office. fore that, i didn't think he had the ability but i have and surprised by the way he has been dealing with crises. ig, he wants to get , president obama appointed the ig's and he appointed them after he terminated those from the previous administration. i think trump should have done this. do you remember the resistance push to everything they could throw in front of the president? i look at that and i say these people more than likely are part of that. he has at that trouble before with the phone call to ukraine. -- i never at head would have went with the president, but the media has gone so crazy. only because i have seen such errors. some of them they recanted, others they didn't. it made me throw sand all the info that comes from the media. not you guys, i respect you. i don't even know where you stand, and that is good. host: allen in washington state. sure, i've got confidence in him. foronly thing i blame him his he pays too much attention --that quack foot -- up with the six di

and i always thing that i am 10 years late because i arrived here at when i was 10 so i'm always running to catch up the 10 years that i have lost that i'm late on everybody else rationally and normal ok you know at the same pace than everybody but i don't know instinctively i'm always running in my son who's artistic cannot go with that pace he goes at his own wisdom and he forces me to slow down like a desk you know like at his speed and so for him when he walks into a room it takes him time to examine the room and because of that i also have to stop and examine the room i don't understand why he prefers one room to the to the other is of the right is it the shape of the lamps is it the number of people. is it the the texture of those the so far or you know i have to analyze all of the sensors and because of him at become sensorium i become aware of all the little details that i would have never seen if i was just me i would just go into the river and then get out and then leave and would not have even seen that there was a soulful. kim to return challenges into opportunities optimism has helped her succeed and it seems b

i have a different attitude towards the investment bankers. i don't think they should have ever gone public. i think that they had better control and management of what they were doing as investment bankers when they stay private. so i see dealing with the public as two different businesses that need to be thought of separate separately. we did while. we are getting into so many other businesses so morgan stanley had a big brokerage. they were in so many different businesses maybe it was inevitable and capital requirements were not that much different than the retail brokers. did you feel that the underwriters did a good job with that in the process or did that leave something to be desired? >> i was amazed. we have been in business for 20 years and we couldn't get anybody's interest. until we got to first boston then they didn't understand the business and they were not enthusiastic they did it because the money but there wasn't any special enthusiasm for the stock and after we had been public for a while and demonstrated to the market the kind

i think i got wrong. i would also point out that lots of the media reports about what i have thought, what i have said, what i have been writing about the dangers of pandemics. last year i wrote explicitly about the danger of coronaviruses, i stressed that the importance of government planning and that i was worried that people we re and that i was worried that people were not taking it seriously enough. a lot of media reports have tried to claim that i sort of pushed it off and didn't realise what a danger it was. and i think no reasonable person can come to that conclusion if you look at what i have said and what i have written over the last few years. what i have written over the last few yea rs. i what i have written over the last few years. i took it extremely seriously, i took it extremely seriously, i took it extremely seriously a few years ago. i encourage other people to take it extremely seriously. but i have made other mistakes in terms of how i have dealt with things since january the show. it is one of those mistakes herd immunity? no it is not on the things that have been written about that ar

so i get a seat in the side of us and they. know i think i may have a past. morris has made it in past me at the. world though your doubles your good to your good year i just wish. that you know though the choice that i said that i. was a little you. know. it will now take. another perilous week to get home. and. business leaders to find a brush pile. chief . business leaders just want to buy no prospal. i'm counting the cost famines of biblical proportions the coronavirus is at the end of the global economy so what that far proves of is a loss of grants or loans as italy and spain used to walk down to meet even greater tolerance at a trillion euro rescue. cutting the cost on al-jazeera. talk to al-jazeera. what will force were when you saw that document for the 1st story we listen after world war saying your europeans go build united states of you but we will not be with you we meet with global news makers and talk about the stories that matter on al-jazeera. this is al-jazeera i'm dead in obligato with a check on your world headlines canada is banning assaul

am afraid i have failed, if you will, with the pear. i have failed with the plum, almonds, apricots, i have never been successful with olive tr ees. i speak of the foreign vines. that has remained a great failure. we need not pursue that any further. your next question. stephen: well, actually, mr. president, we have people wondering. mr. jefferson: i need not pursue my attempts of cultivating wine. now, mr. light, if you ask me about my efforts, i can assure you this. i continued to cultivate wine. it has been the foreign wines that have been the failure. our native vines, they continue to flourish as they have from time immemorial, and i refer to them as muscat grapes. one of our former governors in williamsburg -- i spent five delightful years in france, when i met an italian nobleman, and i write it phonetical. there was an introduction from dr. benjamin franklin. he was accompanied by tenant. they referred to themselves as the one company to sell shares for the cultivation of cabernet and pinot noir. i went further. i invited a man t

caller: i am a senior citizen and i live in new york city. i have been sheltering in place, staying at home, and my made -- maid/aid has not been assisting me and i am in desperate need of help. i cannot cook and i have no clean laundry, but i am very concerned because the people who have been sheltering in place and dying in new york city are getting infected from their home health aide. i have known a number of people that that has happened to, so i'm anxious about her coming back to help me. exceedingly difficult for me to go out while she is here. i live in a small studio apartment. host: what do you say to her? guest: that is an all too common predicament and i understand how difficult this is. tapsnk we are seeing more by making sure -- steps by making sure they are testing regularly their staff so they are not unknowingly bringing in coronavirus to your home. all of these things from hand hygiene to respiratory etiquette, the use of masks as well as physical distancing are important for anyone coming into your home. that was that recent study

>> yes, i have. yes, i have. >> what give you a high degree of confidence that this originated from wuhan institute of virology? >> i can't tell you that. i'm not allowed to tell that. >> mr. secretary, have you seen anything that gives you high confidence that it originated in that wuhan lab? >> martha, there's enormous evidence that's where this began. we have said from the beginning, this virus originated in wuhan, china, i think the whole world can see now, remember, china has a history of infecting the world and running substandard laboratories. these aren't the first times that we have had the world exposed to viruses as a result of failures in chinese labs. i can tell you that there's a significant amount of evidence that this came from that laboratory in wuhan. >> do you believe it was manmade or genetically modified? >> the best experts seem to think it was manmade. i have no reason to disbelieve it at that point. >> your office at the dni says, the consensus, the scientific consensus wasn't manmad

like every time was like for having a meeting and i think i have to vacuum. i put out a little throw rug there as you can see in the pineapple plants year, that is a natural appointment to check that out. we put that on the blog on how to struggle with gnats. i'm going to read a little bit of my book one of the things want to start going on tour's february 18 of 2020 freaked out what does my editor won't make tuna book reading? and they said the clue is in the name. you should read the book. i said i don't know? i don't think they want that. if someone reads book of experiment with that. if you haven't read or don't know most books don't have post-it notes in it if you want with post-it notes i can send you one. as the humorous essays mostly of an american mostly where those identities come into contact and conflicted the child or and sometimes come together to create something new. i have been various times in my life impositions were someone said to me or asserted that i was not the norm. demographics decide whether i am in the statistical minority, i realiz

living after leaving the military, i went back to college and took classes again and i did well, i went to grad school and i decided i would be a writer. i would have to work other jobs, i would be a writer, it was possible even if no one published my book, i would write. and after graduate school, i got this fellowship to the wisconsin institute for creative writing because i applied, iwi applied r fellowships and scholarships and everything, every single opportunity. i could afford it, i would apply for it. i applied for this fellowship and suddenly, one day i got a phone call and they told me i got so i moved to wisconsin. [laughter] it was cold and there was a lot of cheese but it was great. [laughter] i have dairy allergy. d [laughter] it was also difficult. but then i started teaching and slowly, things started falling into place, there is a lot of hard work teaching years when i just worked odd jobs and kept trying to write this book and would take a break and stepped away from and then went back to it when i could and then abandoned it and started trying to write a novel because it didn't feel possible to admit all these things to people. t

sometimes, when i am in class, i am like... i haveeen that before but i have to play with it because later on i will play a movement i have not seen before and i will practice and we would perfect. i think i am comfortable to learn the dancing. ijust think i am comfortable to learn the dancing. i just want everyone to just get a job and dance. to reach this stage in the competitive ballet world has been hard work and of the dancers will take place is in international companies when the current isolation. . we will be taking auditions for companies outside, in third year and they would got their diploma injuly after a school performance. they are already auditioning for different companies all over the world so they know how to find a job. head of your and joel kioko's tutor has guided them throughout. last time we got to see... this afternoon, the class rehearsed. (music playing). see... this afternoon, the class rehearsed. (music playing) m see... this afternoon, the class rehearsed. (music playing). it is quite scary for the student

i could contribute. i thought i should try to help as much as i could do. i can understand some people will argue i should havenevitably do not cover all circumstances, including those i found myself in. i thought and i think today the rules, including those regarding small children and extreme circumstances, allowed me to exercise theirjudgment extreme circumstances, allowed me to exercise their judgment about the situation i found myself in, including the way my london home had become a target and the complexity of the situation. i accept of course there is room for reasonable disagreement about this. i can also understand some people think i should not have driven at all anywhere, but i had taken expert medical advice. it was 15 days after symptoms. i had been told i could return to work and employ childcare. i think it was reasonable and sensible to make a shortjourney before embarking on a five hour drive to see if i was in a fit state to do this. the alternative was to stay in durham rather than going back to work and contributing to the government‘s efforts. i believe i made the right judgment, governme

i look at her in the mask. but i am making a speech so i won't have one. did have it on here and i think some of you might've gotten a shot. thank you very much. reporter: [indiscernible] >> it gives them fresh or. and we used automotive components. we build 32,000 of these respirators and have shipped 887. if you walk around here coming you can see the respirator. the first day when we had the conversation, we wondered how we could use our automotive components so quick. heatd climate controlled with a battery pack. it is the battery source. and a filter. pres. trump: i hear it is a very high grade ventilator. >> they have done a great job. respiratorsors, the , they are really, really good. -- pres. trump: how many ventilators will you make in a week? >> we are ramping up to 6000 a week. pres. trump: 6000 ventilators a week. start which was not much of a run. we had very few in this country. almost none. now, they are making thousands of week. a great thing. built 32,000ready of them. this is the maximum protection. air over theered face of the occupant.

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i had something to say that might be of value. i did what we do, i thought, what do i really have to say that would make any difference to anybody? i put it out of my mind. but i got pushed and that forced me to really think about it. like, what do i have to say? who might i have to say it to? then i realize, i do a lot of public speaking on policies i speak to student groups, i speak to group of interns all the time and i tell stories from the course of my career all the time. i tell the same stories because they are the things that resonate. invariably someone comes up to me when i'm done and hundred percent of the time that person is a woman and most of the time that woman is a woman of color. she says to me, that thing you said i'm so glad you said that because i thought i was only one. i put myself in the presence of those women and there have been a lot of them over the years and realize i do have something to say and i say all the time. the moment i gave myself permission to believe i had something to contribute. i immediately knew what was going to be in all 10 chapters of the book. i spoke to seven awesome women commit ty

didn't have one beignet, you know i was like, "if i have one, then i know what i'm missing. ul protein shakes and protein bars --" [ laughter ] you know, in the beginning when i started having protein shakes, i was like, "this isn't so bad." and now i'm a year and a half in, i'm like, "this tastes like hot vomit. [ laughter ] >> seth: you get -- you get kicked by a horse in the film, not a real horse, but a real horse would rubber leg, is this true >> there was a real horse. and, you know, we -- we didn't get to -- that scene took a long time for the horse and i had to wait, like, the horse waited, like, three extra days i could tell the horse was a little like, "come on, guys, i'm a [ bleep ] horse. sorry, i shouldn't swear [ laughter ] he's like, "i'm a horse. don't make me wait i'm a horse. and it was weird, you would just be sitting there waiting to shoot the scene and you look over by craft services, there's a horse. there's, like, a horse there like, he was in our space. the horse didn't have his own trailer. he would actually have a trailer trailer. so -- but we filmed

or worse and the character flaws that i have. iacknowledge they exist. i don't know that i necessarily would have done anything differently. i would have done it earlier. did it go perfectly, no. to capture it exactly as it happened whether it was the right thing or the wrong thing to do. it's almost cheating in a way because i did it for that reason. >> host: i feel like the only thing we know for sure in the buck the journey wasn't a question. it's like you got the big interview. when you were reaching out before the book began was there a part of you that wouldn't be interested in going down this road? >> guest: i haven't spoken to her and didn't even know where she was living. my ear when i called my mother is that she was no longer a life because i didn't even know where she was. they were game early on. they were just so excited to hear from me as many parents would be that they were excited to take part. then there were bumps along the road but i think they were just excited to hear from me. >> guest: >> host: your dad would