i was told i had to leave home, to go and live with my uncle. iorbike. i didn't even know the driver. i thought it was the strong wind causing my tears, but i think i was actually crying. because i was being taken away from my family. and then i was left at a place i had never been before. i didn't even understand the language. they took away my clothes and wrapped me in a purple cloth. they even took away my name. how old is this girl? seven yea rs name. how old is this girl? seven years old? name. how old is this girl? seven years old ? do name. how old is this girl? seven years old? do you know why you are here? in 1997i was filmed by an american news crew at the place i was being held. a shrine run by a priest dictated to the worship of deities. i was labelled a trokosi, the wife of the gods, paying fork crime committed high a family member. —— paying fora crime committed high a family member. —— paying for a crime. crime committed high a family member. -- paying for a crime. do you miss your parents? yes. i rememberfeeling a you miss your par

i could not consent in the state i was in. i was told my coworkers that i was incapacitated and i couldn't stand, speak up, or keep my eyes open. what real training do investigators go through to handle these cases appropriately. i was shocked and extremely enraged with the little time and care and empathy she treated me with during this investigation. i felt like i was dropped by her. almost two years later i got an e-mail stating despite efforts the police and prosecutors have showed no ability to move forward in your very important case. the monster who raped me is still out there. there were two other women at my workplace he raped in the exact same way. i wasn't the first and i won't be the last. he is the most common predator out there and there are loads of men like him that need to be stopped. thank you. >> supervisor ronen: thank you so much. >> before we go into further dispute. this isn't a matter of negligence, it's willful misconduct by the san francisco police department and the da's office. the police offered a $2 million grant to process rap

i was prepared for this. i actually was absolutely sure i will die. i was even more sure because in my life, it already happened. my first husband died of melanoma in his brain. so i had already this experience, and it was pretty terrifying. so we go to boston instead of montana, and we check out into the hospital and i have surgery, and then what? we have to enroll in something very new and hopefully something that will have a potential, at least to save my life, it and was immunotherapy. when i was enrolled in immuno therapy, ann around me thought, that the chances are grim because i was in a clinical trial for tumors in the brain. immuno therapy was used if the -- at the time it was fda approved for the tumors in the body but not in the brain. they didn't know it would help me or i would die sooner without it. i there was nothing else to do so i said, okay, i'm going in. if i die i will at least die fighting. that was my thinking. so we prepared for rough times and it was rollercoaster ride through this therapy. it is -- they say better than chemoth

i was two. and then i was home with my sister i made my. tape mad that was and then we saw airplanes coming something like that and people too cool i was in macy's that bag just didn't know how she she took another direction i remembered this because i was a so young i didn't know what to do but i remember i still was like i still recall what happened how she when i watch us but it will be. gone away and i try to forget but at night i dream of winnie even today i'm still searching for her. if she were still with me she would be in secondary school like her sister but cuter. when he was never found in january two thousand and four shortly after the birth of how i survived i'm afraid. that was my was did i miss you say it was my best day. because i remember something maybe after two days or one day my memory given back to my sibling and then there was that she was too sure as to not feeling well with that baby as well and so. then. i remember she wanted to throw the baby and then i had to then move to so she threw how about take the time i kep

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i was convict did in that moment. i read that story and i thought to myself, my god, i have spent his entire day trying to figure out how to save my work and my work was happening right in front of me. all day. i remember sitting up in my bed and saying exec that to myself. get,a burk you know how you disgusted with yourself sometimes? the truth of the matter, when i was 14 years old i discovered what community organizing was. i was taught that by elders in veterans from the civil rights movement who cared about passing on their legacy of work to another generation. -- thethat commitment first thing i ever organize, i said this is the life i want. i want to do this forever. and i kept that commitment all of these years. so i asked myself, in this moment, when you committed yourself 30 years ago to be in service of people, when did that change? so the question for me in that moment after reading that story and watching this viralness happen online, was simply are you going to be in conflict or are you going to be in service? conflict would ha

i was given little duty, little guard duty here and there and i was released from the marine corps. i walked out the front gate and that kind of ended the chapter. i was happy to be alive. proud to have done it. it was interesting. >> what did you do following that? >> i went to school. i first attended an aviation technical school and i was given some federal ratings technician ratings. i went on got degree in aviation engineering management. was going to go back in the marine corps to fly. i go to my flight ratings down there. then joined the railroad and had a career with the railroad. they sent me to penn. i had a great career. i finished up my career with amtrak. i was senior director of equipment. i had a great thing. credit marine corps with that can do attitude. it was great. always kept in touch with my marine corps buddies and attended reunion. sometimes i organize them. >> was something you got from their marine corps service that you consider valuable? >> you get knocked down six times get up seven. just never give up. speak the truth and people will respect you for that.

i didn't realize i was ill. i knew i had tumors but it was a fact of life. i was not affected by them. i never cried. i was never terrified. similarly people with mental illness, many don't know they are ill, not taking medication, which tastes horribly and it is a problem. >> i want to read your book about the brain. your children are phenomenal, you have great pride in them, your husband and your children, incredible. my question is about your work. at the brain bank, you have controlled brains that don't have mental illness, how do you know it is not a brain with undiagnosed melanoma? >> we do a lot of work, people from my lab are here. we are doing, for each brain we receive, the family has to agree and transcend and then we interview the family and from medical doctors, hospitals, all kinds of sources, a lot of work to gather this information and explore possible mental illness and test blood for all kinds of substances, using drugs, psychotics on board or other drugs on board. if a person had that or didn't, we have to conduct their own pathological exa

we had four children,but i was y brought light and joy into my life, and they still do, but i was determined that no one would ever know that i was gay. i especially did not want my husband to ever find out that i was gay. i also avoided reading anything for fearosexuality, someone would see me reading that kind of literature or material, and figure out that i was getting. so i went through life very ignorant of the subject. i was aly thought unique human being, suffering in a way no one else was suffering. avoided having a close inend, for fear i might fall love with her. after all, that is what happened to me at baylor. of a person. shell i wasn't the woman i was created to be. i began to think of my inability that dirtyan as trick that god played on me. over and over, that thought would go through my mind. and then i added to that thought by saying, but god is trying to make up for that dirty trick he played on me by giving me a good life, because i had a good life. kylie had married -- i had married a good man. i have four wonderful children. but i wascure life, always thinking of my college love, missing her, wondering w

was my cousin. friend that i attended high school with. and they werefted both in infantry. i decided to volunteer. the reason was i had the opportunity to choose my own career field and i did. i got a good career field, it was not combat arms, it wasn't infantry, and i was very pleased about that. joe: what was your sense of the vietnam war before you decided to enlist? john: i looked at the news one morning, and i saw an article that was involving the vietnam and i saw some of the people, and some of the kids. i just said to myself, i wish there was some way i could help them out. that was a contributing factor -- one of the contributing factors as to why i decided to volunteer. i volunteered, i was very pleased to get into the aviation field versus combat arms. joe: all right. doing what? john: i was 67 november, helicopter mechanic. joe: working on the hueys. models.d the delta and eventually the culvers. and the cranes, little bit. joe: and the schnucks. where did you do your training, basic and advanced? john: basic training was fort bragg, north carolina. d41. you never forget those numbers. that was the uni

lost my system i feel i remember everything that happened that much when i was two. and then i was home with my sister i met my. mad. and then we saw airplanes coming something like that and people too cool i was a mess is that bad just don't know how she she took another direction i mean there's a young i didn't know what to do but i remember i still was like i still recall what happened how she when i watch us but. i try to forget but at night i dream of winnie even today i'm still searching for her. if she were still with me she would be in secondary school like her sister bakita. when he was never found in january two thousand and four shortly after the birth of path her daughter mercy evidence group came under attack. that day everything changed evelyn and her daughters were captured by government soldiers they survived i'm afraid. that was my worst day i met and they say it was my best day. because i remember something maybe after two days or one day my memory given back to my sibling and then there was that she was to show us to not feeling well with that baby as well an

i bled. but i knew i wanted to abort the child i had no idea how i would be able to care for it now while we were constantly on the march fleeing. i knew i was too young to be pregnant. three times i tried to get rid of the child but it didn't work and i gave up and said ok then i will have this baby and if i die in childbirth than that's what was meant to be give yeah i would. then. the birth was terrible it was a girl i was afraid to nurse the baby when other people were watching i wanted to go play with the other children any time i went to the spring to get water i stayed there to play with the other children. and my baby stayed at home and cried. listen mary's residential school for girls in a boca as well known in northern uganda girls who when a spot to attend school here know they have an opportunity to make something of themselves. big torii and young juror was one of the fortunate ones she was a very good student the girls weren't permitted to leave the school grounds the l.-r. a militia often crossed the border from sudan to carry out raids. it's their first . kind of affected me right stankovic or you can never be there but to te

at that time, i was 61 and i had spent my whole life hiding the fact that i was gay. and i knew that my life would be changing after that evening. when i sat in my car that evening i have to admit that there was a certain curiosity on my part as to what gays and lesbians look like and acted like you cause i was just as much a victim of misinformation as everybody else . when i eventually walked into that room of 25 to 30 people, there was one empty chair. a woman who is now my wife, brenda mcwilliams. we were in a relationship for over 17 years now and the last two legally married and i've always felt god was really watching over me that evening. that first pflag meeting seemed very much like a church service to me because there was a lot of talk about god. and how much god loves gays, despite the messages we were getting from forces around town. when i came out in my church, i started feeling very uncomfortable. >> there were several members i considered friends who simply could not love me and i and it made me feel as if they saw me as the penny of evil itself that t

i was. i remember i was his favorite chain. yeah he used to like me used to carry me if it didn't take a few men that i know is remember on dead due in may when i lost my sister that i remember what had been us from showing something like that and then. the airplanes came and by then i'd gone to the bathroom i just saw him running we bestow or this was a lesson to me so you can recall that. to me he was a good father because he didn't do anything bad to me so personally i would not go against him because he has never done anything bad to me i am not a weakness of the simple but he has done something bad to my mum rooney he'd have future. but i. know she suffered a lot although most of the suffering was before i when i became old enough like when i was too young that's when she says she went through many things he. says for many of those kidnapped by the n.r.a. as children liberation did not bring an end to their suffering through many victims of the abductions perform self-help groups like the women's advocacy network they make

i was crying and i was a mess. people were in gracious and i cried and i was like i don't care, i just don't care. i woke up the next morning and i said i still don't care. [applause] i'm not kidding when i say you should cry. i cried in the really public way with a really difficult subject in the next week i had a meeting with a lawyer in town and he said i saw what happened. that kind of thing isn't good for anyone. i was glad i said that. sometimes you can't get through things without crying. sometimes you will say i was going to say that but i couldn't get through without crying. it's probably the most important thing you could have set in the moment and we spend hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of a year making the workplace a comfortable place for men suited for them. >> it's my favorite thing to do. >> did hillary cried? did you have a conversation with her? >> about crying? she loves the book. i'm a bigger crier than her. >> i feel like she had no -- i feel like she could win on the crying question. >> i feel like she can win on any q

i was fairly strict, but fair. i tried to show compassion. ireated the inmates how i would want to be treated. after i worked here for four years or so, i had discovered that i was going to the bar more often after work to, as we called it, debrief. i knew something was wrong. i didn't know what to call it. i had started drinking to self-medicate and i discovered that worked real well. and inside of a year i was drinking well over a 5th a day. by the end i was drinking over half a gallon a day. from there the alcohol just stripped away all the other emotion and life became unmanageable. >> along with his prior criminal sexual conduct conviction, sutherland has had several other convictions ranging from driving under the influence to home invasion and breaking and entering. he says his mug shots tell a story. >> if you look at the very first photo of me, you'll see a man that was very much in control of his life, physically in shape. and as you go through to the next booking, alcohol had started to play a bigger factor. facial features have chan

i could say i did. i was just goodie two-shoes all the way. - really? - until imet my... my boyfriend, my first boyfriend. who turned out to be my fiancé, and then my husband. i was a very good girl. and that was your rebellious period? - yes. - ( both laugh ) well, because, i mean, i went out of our religion, i married-- i fell in love with a jewish boy, and i brought him home. and my father was... well, i didn't bring him home first, i went home and told my parents that-- i was 18 years old-- i said, "i have fallen in love and i'm going to get married," and i didn't ask if i could get married i just said i am going to get married. and my father actually slapped me. because he was jewish. then when they met him-- oh, my gosh, then they fell in love with him. they loved him, and... can i go back to slapping? ( chuckles ) he slapped me. in my happiest moment, telling my parents i was going to get married, he said i'm too young, "you're wasting your life," dah, dah, dah, dah, dah, you know, that kind of thing. - wow. - yeah. had he ever done that before? - slapped

about to get better this is a it's may not be a good one how do you do that but at what i do you know i was. i was but i think i told him i look at me i don't you i and i say my wife is a labor delivery nurse and we had expectations what was going to be like can we do better and it went completely the opposite but because we knew that it could we want to add to that when it really got passed and so i kind of use that personal example i states in attics that patients we had and it doesn't always work and her and i think people are having a tragic delivery sagacity section or if there's any words of some sort there are more prone to developing postpartum depression but one thing i want to one research one of the people that's a little bit more concrete the three places you can get information about postpartum depression one is called a hog american college what we got any they got a lot of information that's more u.s. based there's our current which is the royal college of obstetricians and gynecologists there in britain but again they have more international law material as well and then he got the feder

i was convict did in that moment. i read myself, ispent this ente day trying to figure out how to save my work in my work was happening right in front of me all day. i remember sitting up in my bed and saying exactly that to myself. you know how you get disgusted with yourself a little bit sometimes. tarana from the truth of the matter is i discovered what community organizing was the civil rights movement civil rights movement and the black power movement in the labor movement really cared what happened to another generation. and i made that commitment after the first thing i organize. i want to do this forever. and i kept that commitment all of these years. and so i asked myself, in this moment, when you committed yourself 30 change? the question for me not moment after reading the story and watching what was happening online was simply are you going to be in conflict or are you going to be of service? because conflict would have been easy, right? it would've been easy for me to say this is mine. i did at first, i've got the receipt

i was shocked by how much i like them. so i wound up staying home while we were little and i looked very hard at the women's foundation. that was really serendipitous because what it meant was that i could not go wide but i could go very deep. i learned about what it means when women organize in neighborhoods. i learned a lot about who they are and what they tend to do so that 20 years later when i did give myself permission to set foot out there into the world and ask what it is that it might do to make it useful, i found myself in liberia. i acknowledge-- i acknowledge that's not a normal sentence. normal people do not find themselves there and i've had 1000 versions of the question what is a nice girl like you doing in a place like that? and i had gotten increasingly interested in women's leadership. the president of liberia at the time had just been elected right at the end of the civil war and had been elected with a tidal wave of women coming out to vote. let's see what we could discover. kind of, what can i learn in my h

but i was determined that no one would ever know that i was gay. i especially didn't want my husband to ever find out that i was gay. i also avoided reading anything about homosexuality for fear someone would see me reading that kind of literature or material and figure out that i was gay. so i went through life very ignorant of the subject. i actually thought i was a unique human being suffering in a way no one else was suffering. i also avoided having a close friend for fear i might fall in love with her. after all, that's what had happened to me at baylor. so i became a shell of a person. i wasn't the woman i was created to be. i began to think of my inability to love a man as that dirty trick god played on me over and over that thought would go through my mind. and then i added to the thought by saying but god's trying to make up for that dirty trick he played on me by giving me a good life, because i had a good life. i had married a good man. i had four wonderful children. i had a secure life. but i was always thinking of my college love, missin

i said, "i can't believe you're doing this to me. i don't know if he heard me, but he may have, he might have heard me, i don't know. (sniffles) i mean, i do... i was finally ge a way out. rvey weinstein, i mean, justinst instinctually, i'd be squashed.i soas scared. and so i didn't say anything to the people that might have been able to help me. >> narrator: katherine kendall is one of over a hundred women who have come forward with allegations against harvey weinstein since october 17. many of these women are now suing him. weinstein declined to be interviewed. but throughis spokeswoman, he provided "frontline" with written responses to the allegations in this film he denies any criminal conduct. >> harvey weinstein was one of the most powerfupeople in hollywood for decades, and he was a darling of the american political world. any time you have a story li this where people are getting hurt over decades and decades, there are people around who ew enough and could have done more to stop it. nk >> i t this is a momentous reckoning. but, fraly, i think there's so much more to discover. o knew about this? how much of a cover up was this? ♪ >> it bega

i have an opinion and i want to be heard? >> right, right. i mean, i know, i feel your pain, i really do, because i was so punished in my own family for -- i don't know. i think there are women, there was a memo that handed out when we were born that said, please be quiet, don't use your loud voice. i think everybody else got the memo and somebody didn't give me the memo. and there are women i love that didn't get the memo either. so i had a little bit of an advantage in that i was kind of oblivious and didn't care whether or not people approved of me. and i feel very lucky because i think i've not wasted a lot of energy on trying to please the people around me, who weren't going to be pleased no matter what i did anyway. so the first thing is to let go and be the person that you know that you are. you know, people were asking me to speak and ask me to do interviews and stuff like that, i definitely got a sense that if i lost about 30 pounds they'd ask me on cnn every night. i think that's true. and i thought, well, hell no, that's way more work than i'm willing -- you know. [ laughter ] and so my frie

and i didn't feel as if i was a woman lawyer or a woman judge, i was a judge and i was a lawyer. a member of the women's bar association. i was never a member of the women's judges association. i was a judge. i was a member of the bar. it... i never felt as if i got where i got because of a group. do you think that you might have gotten along with male colleagues better because you found yourself indistinguishable from them? absolutely, and i told a better dirty joke. ( laughs ) you a feminist? i don't think so. i don't think so. i don't know you what that means. i actually don't know what that means. do i want equal pay with men? absolutely not! ( laughs ) a verdict for "judge judy"... a contract for daytime's most popular tv personality, judge judy sheindlin has been extended for three years. the deal would keep her court in session through 2020. tv guide reports that her current salary is $47,000,000 a year. ( scoffs ) i don't feel as if anything that happened to me in my life was sidetracked because i was a woman. there are people who say, "wow, they have a lot of money, i'm g

i was prepared for this. i actually was absolutely sure i will die. i was even more sure because in my life, it already happened. my first husband died of melanoma in his brain. so i had already this experience, and it was pretty terrifying. so we go to boston instead of montana, and we check out into the hospital and i have surgery, and then what? we have to enroll in something very new and hopefully something that will have a potential, at least to save my life, it and was immunotherapy. when i was enrolled in immuno therapy, ann around me thought, that the chances are grim because i was in a clinical trial for tumors in the brain. immuno therapy was used if the -- at the time it was fda approved for the tumors in the body but not in the brain. they didn't know it would help me or i would die sooner without it. i there was nothing else to do so i said, okay, i'm going in. if i die i will at least die fighting. that was my thinking. so we prepared for rough times and it was rollercoaster ride through this therapy. it is -- they say better than chemoth

i was. i had artie gone back to the university, i became provost. rised, but he had done what he needed to do. i don't think there will ever be a full accounting of how much, the way that he did diplomacy at the end of the cold war was respected -- with respect to gorbachev. never humiliating the soviet union, not dancing on the wall. one of the last things. gorbachev did before he went out to find a paper that would collapse the soviet union and a low boris yeltsin to become president, he called george h.w. bush. he said, we did good things, didn't we? well.y will judge as i said to him, do you understand how extraordinary this is? he said, well, i never thought about it. i said, the president of the soviet union in his last act, calls the american president, and to seek his affirmation. that was a very big deal. but that is the way he was. david: another member of the bush family decides to run for president. you become the first woman to be national security adviser for him. and then 9/11 happens? rice: yes. david: where were you when it happened?

the hospital it was when you know all the help was guarded and it was when i realized that something was off that i felt extra bad but i think what it became torture was about four months and when i had one of the symptoms which the doctors cry because hypersomnia our our all i wanted to do was sleep but i definitely i was acting like a different person and i it wasn't getting through the day that was difficult was getting through moments in the day and i think that was when it became what you called tortures because every minute was. it was difficult to get through but i want to touch on real quick three things that the doctor said that were really important one is that the difference between the baby blues and postpartum depression i think a lot of people a lot of moms told me oh yeah you know it's normal or i felt sad too and i think they were referring to the baby blues. which wasn't what i had and so i was kind of in this gray area where i wasn't sure whether it was normal or not and of course because i was embarrassed to talk about it. i wasn't really able to articulate what i was feeling and a lot of people were

made in those early mornings in that pool, that you saw me — at the end of the day, i think it was destiny. i was destined. iat law of attraction that become true. i let that manifest in my mind for so long. ijust envisioned myself racing him in butterfly and beating him. there a sense of destiny in this, and enormous pleasure it must have given not only you but your parents as well. there is an online hit, i do not know how many hits it has, an interview with your father that the bbc did. i think he is almost more of a celebrity than you are. i think even more. my family — my family are the strongest family in the world and all the difficulties and the tough times that we have had, they have been supporting me and win, lose or draw, they've always been proud of me — and obviously, you saw my dad's reaction, and my brother and sister and mother arejust as proud. and over the years after that, of course, this rivalry did develop and took a slightly nasty turn, didn't it? 0n the one hand, you talked about how he is your friend. 0n the other hand, you took a dig in 2015 after winning the 100 metre butterfly, yo

was born out of a few things. number one i had no idea because i was in a weird position but somehow they let me stand till the end and then i was ill-prepared to enter the real world so i thought how can i prolong this is your spot -- as long as possible? i want w to write so i thought about a different kind of white house book looking at that from the lower level but not to see anything real or meaningful until the 2016 election but then at that point i could see what this could look like or where it would be -- valuable because i know a number of people are writing books. everybody in the obama white house is more important than i was. [laughter] so i included a lower perspective from someone like me but you realize i was a privilege that anyone could ever have so literally the morning after the electionni i realized this is something that i want to do and also my mom told me at least weekly you need to be keeping a journal and i never kept a journal. so this is a way to process what we had all just gone through because i didn't have a grasp on it. i went back to d.c. before president trump was inaugurated so it has been

i got it lucky. the only thing i o'had to do, i had to dress up, i was elvis presley one day. t state it was in. i had to walk from the hotel to dinner in my elvis presley outfit. >> jimmy: that's not too bad. >> no, it wasn't bad. >> jimmy: did they provide the costume orb -- >> j.t. bought the costume. he's got a lot of money in miz pocket. carrying beer on the plane, going by every row and make sure everybody's got some beer. then i'll have it right there for the trip and people just come by. that's my job as the rookie, make sure everybody has some beer. >> jimmy: you're the guy that carries the beer. that's not bad. do you do that this year to another young rookie? who's the beer carrier this year? >> we've got alex verdugo. we call him up. he's one of our big prospects. we make sure he's getting treated as a rookie. >> jimmy: badly. >> we try to. >> jimmy: do you have superstitions or like gameday rituals that you always stick to? >> no. not necessarily. i like to eat the same breakfast. >> jimmy: what do you have? what's for breakfast? >> i go to ihop every morning. i go

the reason was i had the opportunity to choose my own career field and i did. i got a good career field, it was not combat arms, it wasn't infantry, and i was very pleased about that. sense of the your vietnam war before you decided to enlist? john: i looked at the news one article and i saw an that was involving the vietnam and i saw some of the kids and i thought to myself, i wish there was some way i could help them out. that was a contributing factor -- one of the contributing factors. when i volunteered, i was very pleased to get into the aviation field versus combat arms. joe: doing what? i was 67 november, helicopter mechanic. joe: working on the heelys? ." ." working on the hueys. and the schnucks. where did you do your training, basic and advanced? john: basic training was fort bragg, north carolina. my number when i volunteered was on the sign, that is correct. [laughter] joe: what training did you get for your mos? i received training at fort eustis, virginia. ,he school was very high-tech and they taught me the basic skills as to how disassemble a uh

i was crying. i was a mess. it was like i was super ungracious and i cried. and i was like i don't care. i just don't care. and that night i thought i don't care. and the next morning i woke up and i thought i still don't care. . [ applause ] >> it was -- i felt -- i'm not full of it when i say you should cry. i cried in a really public way with a really difficult subject. and the next week i had a meeting with the lawyer in town who was like, oh, i saw what happened. [ laughing ] >> it's like that kind of thing isn't good for anyone. i guess it just is too soon for you. i'm like it wasn't too soon for me. i'm glad i said that. [ laughing ] >> so, you know, sometimes you can't get things without crying. and a lot of times people say i was going to say this with you i couldn't get through it without crying. that means it was really important to you. it moved you to tears. probably the most important thing you could have said in the moment and you don't do it. and, you know, it is -- we spent hundreds and hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of years making the workplace a comfortable place f

but was have done it, interesting. >> what did you do following your service? charlie: i went to school. i attended an aviation technical and i was given some federal ratings. then i went on to get a degree in aviation engineering management and was going to go back to the marine corps to fly, and i got all of my flight ratings too, and then joined the railroad and had a career with the railroad. they sent me for a masters at penn of all places, which was nice. i had a great career. i finished up my career with amtrak. i credit the marine corps with that can-do attitude. it was great. always kept in touch with my marine corps buddies and attend these you reunions, sometimes organize them. >> what is something you got from your marine corps service that you consider invaluable? charlie: if you get knocked down six times, get up seven. never give up. truth, and people will respect you for that. >> how important was it for you to involve yourself in the veteran community following your service?' charlie: it is very important to me. i volunteer at a v.a. i don't want these young veterans to suffer what i suffered, which is just k

i was, like, ifelt great. iwas, like, i ifelt great. i was, like, i think i was really proud of myself. life i was proud of myself. i actually had a conversation with mark andi actually had a conversation with mark and i was, like, please let me train, please let me play this game. i'm ready, i know i'm ready. she was, like, i've worked so hard to get back to this point, i want to beat them, her saying that made us a emotional as a team. i thought coming away was going to cryjust before the game. that gave us an extra push because we had a great performance against reading. extra push because we had a great performance against readinglj extra push because we had a great performance against reading. i was really ha p py performance against reading. i was really happy and really honoured because starting from zero and then coming back and all the players worked for me. i was, like, wow, that's a huge honour. the most important message for everybody was the strong, be clear in your head. i'm positive because the results are fine now. i have to take care of my health a bit better than normal

i have an opinion and i want to be heard? >> right, right. i mean, i know, i feel your pain, i really do, because i was so punished in my own family for -- i don't know. i think there are women, there was a memo that handed out when we were born that said, please be quiet, don't use your loud voice. i think everybody else got the memo and somebody didn't give me the memo. and there are women i love that didn't get the memo either. so i had a little bit of an advantage in that i was kind of oblivious and didn't care whether or not people approved of me. and i feel very lucky because i think i've not wasted a lot of energy on trying to please the people around me, who weren't going to be pleased no matter what i did anyway. so the first thing is to let go and be the person that you know that you are. you know, people were asking me to speak and ask me to do interviews and stuff like that, i definitely got a sense that if i lost about 30 pounds they'd ask me on cnn every night. i think that's true. and i thought, well, hell no, that's way more work than i'm willing -- you know. [ laughter ] and so my frie

justice thomas: i was mad at the world. i was angry. i really didn't need a logical reason to be angry, i was angry about things that happened in the past. an i was angry about things in the future. if you said to -- good morning to me, i was angry and if you didn't say good morning, i was angry. and people exploited that. i remember going to harvard square april 15, 1970 and we were pretty upset. and i couldn't explain to myself why i just did that. all night we were rioting and i got back to holy cross and that's when i made a promise to god that he took anger out of my heart, i would never do that again. i would never let anger control my life. that was the morning of april 16, 1970, and i have attempted to live up to that. judge maggs: what made you choose law? justice thomas: it is a forrest gump effect. i was going to be a priest and when you have a vocation, you think the belief is god is calling you and that's the only dream i ever had was to be a priest. i don't think that ever quite leaves you. and when i went off to holy cross,

i was doing very well but i was i'm happy. i just got tired of it all so i quit i think i quit i would thousand and. ninety one. and i started going to. probably the most critical moment was this decision to go back to your home town i just got married a year earlier my wife was expecting our first child. i wouldn't know whether i would make it as a painter. they went back to g.b. and i stayed at the back of my mother's house my mother fed me. but there was nobody mom i mean i was almost penniless. first printing didn't work the second painting didn't work either until one day i buy coincidence i met a friend who. who knew. where the senior artists in malaysia life if. you said do something as simple as possible don't think too much so that's still life paintings came about and i think i'd be more simpler than a still life. and it was a very bold statement to make because in the one thousand nine hundred who was doing still like nobody was doing school life and he was somebody who came and said look i'm going to stand in the sha