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i mean i was i was the much more since i was that was i would you know not me i was most i was. so i was. with. 5 honest. it's only. you know now after them as be sought after. that if not hope to give myself for them and joy. now we don't want going after normal within iran yes. i mean what i mean which i need young iranians and like well john i was i'm going wasn't going to i hope i'm commuting why not. i should take us out of. you know was. joan rivers and. hanging up. or afghani end user. and welcome. to our. shore swordfish maza was wooed by a joint task of one in each as in the list and. the euro we did talk to a key. to a cure and order me and women off the. top i'm going to run in situ i'm going into the gap with no room for thought so all my. 8 wish to lash when dragging it after a failure was a. rash. and i am with a task that's unwinding. on a personal goal was to do your homework and share it with me after i moved out on the. hill i wish to listen to music then i said need to. do more as you wish i was down but you're young muslim is that in now the yet i mean us and
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i was a child at the time. i told her that i would like to hear her story not what the newspaper said or what was on the news but the truth i include this in the book because i think it is important for readers to see the writer implicate themselves and talk about how they are complicit in certain violence is. and when i ask her to tell me her story she wrote back and said this is not a story this is my life. she put me in my place. and i deserved it. i really started thinking about why i was writing in my i was writing it this way. i went back to the beginning of the book. and i started interrogating myself and my was telling the story. and if i have a right to tell the story considering that i wasn't really a resident of that anymore. i had access to all of these things that i was in graduate school and the people i was writing about did not had access to any of that. she really got me to think about seeing all of the women i am writing about and thinking about the fact that i am writing about real people another woman i menti
i was a child at the time. i told her that i would like to hear her story not what the newspaper said or what was on the news but the truth i include this in the book because i think it is important for readers to see the writer implicate themselves and talk about how they are complicit in certain violence is. and when i ask her to tell me her story she wrote back and said this is not a story this is my life. she put me in my place. and i deserved it. i really started thinking about why i was...
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i. was. i. was. i. i. i. was. the. the. the. was. i i. i. oh. i. when i met him it was for me like a kind of artistic fusion because i i immediately understood what he wanted maybe i could not give it immediately to him but i understood what he was and i totally approved what he was looking for so the very special thing about his vision and of course the vision we are all together trying to bring with him through you. is finding again the original score and when i mean your original score is that we have to be aware that infer the score very are some moments where it's written in 6 shadows and then suddenly you have i think 4 or 5 for t.c.p. so in an hour and a half of use if we have to find a way to do 6 piano and $540.00 sumo. and you need to to hear does differences. to. you. a little. relief to all. you. need to give you a the if you. to move. a to move a few. old to a hey hey. 8. 8 he. knew. this music takes a lot of firsts from every musician playing and singing it. and of course the main challenge is to to follow the doors flew it's a vision
i. was. i. was. i. i. i. was. the. the. the. was. i i. i. oh. i. when i met him it was for me like a kind of artistic fusion because i i immediately understood what he wanted maybe i could not give it immediately to him but i understood what he was and i totally approved what he was looking for so the very special thing about his vision and of course the vision we are all together trying to bring with him through you. is finding again the original score and when i mean your original score is...
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was the the. eco. chic. i. i i. i. i feelin. was. i. was. late as. i. i. i i i i. i i. oh i live i i i. live i feel. i. when i met him it was for me like a kind of artistic fusion because i i immediately. understood what he wanted maybe i could not give it immediately to him but i understood what he wants and i totally approved what he was looking for so the very special thing about his vision and of course the vision we are all together trying to bring with him to you. is. finding again the original score and when i mean your original score is that we have to be aware that infer the score they are some moments where it's written 6 shadows and then suddenly you have i think 4 or $546.00 so in an hour and a half of music we have to find a way to do 6 piano and $540.00 sumo. and you need to choose here does differences. god. was. a god. this music takes a lot of efforts from every musician plain and singers. and of course the main challenge is to. to follow doris fluid vision of this music every. i'm she changes the details is like never satisfied with what he's doing so he kept her was th
was the the. eco. chic. i. i i. i. i feelin. was. i. was. late as. i. i. i i i i. i i. oh i live i i i. live i feel. i. when i met him it was for me like a kind of artistic fusion because i i immediately. understood what he wanted maybe i could not give it immediately to him but i understood what he wants and i totally approved what he was looking for so the very special thing about his vision and of course the vision we are all together trying to bring with him to you. is. finding again the...
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was trying to figure out if i was a good person. i wasn't sure iwas. i did something in my own mind that was unthinkable which is i had written to my parents i said i love you but i needed it to be the case we don't talk or see each other very much because i just need a break and there's a word for that it is cold estrangement. i couldn't call her that at the time. i just needed the space. i thought it was the ultimate un- excusable thing. you're not allowed to do that. if you do that it's because you are a capable person. and yet i didn't have any other choice, at least i couldn't see one. i have been trying to have a peaceful relationship with my family for as long as i could remember that it just wasn't happening for me. so a lot of the reason i wrote the book was to answer that question. is it okay that i did this. >> and did you get some resolution to that? >> it helped me see the truth of that which is i think sometimes the choices that we make that we punish ourselves most for the choices where we really didn't have any choice at all. i real
was trying to figure out if i was a good person. i wasn't sure iwas. i did something in my own mind that was unthinkable which is i had written to my parents i said i love you but i needed it to be the case we don't talk or see each other very much because i just need a break and there's a word for that it is cold estrangement. i couldn't call her that at the time. i just needed the space. i thought it was the ultimate un- excusable thing. you're not allowed to do that. if you do that it's...
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cool i was i. i am. i am. was i was i was. was. thank god i was. was. joe you know on saturday mabel. to marjorie afghanistan team about on there was if you knowledge on amazon. cannot harm his team but on they. just need to harden was just not the haha ma'am all you could do what about him all although that you know is who is in the game on in a year to the i'm to enjoy me at all but i just try to hold him one by saddam and by that. it's. good. for you who was a load busy busy. of the. was. was. the 0000000000000000000000000000000000000. 0. 0. 000000 you will. oh. oh. oh. 1 0 oh. 1 i'm a money i'm sad and i thought it. was i mean just auction. to afghanistan hawkish you know i'm on a mission. the a more data a hard job the do go hog monitor. for about identity reason. on hold enjoy the model hold his name in you know media. has said by the others that most. don't. mind. and i can when i'm with us. then one. morning more i love him i'm going to be i'm all began by yet i mean what i mean just as in the. now afghanistan when i am all as. doing beyond mothe
cool i was i. i am. i am. was i was i was. was. thank god i was. was. joe you know on saturday mabel. to marjorie afghanistan team about on there was if you knowledge on amazon. cannot harm his team but on they. just need to harden was just not the haha ma'am all you could do what about him all although that you know is who is in the game on in a year to the i'm to enjoy me at all but i just try to hold him one by saddam and by that. it's. good. for you who was a load busy busy. of the. was....
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i was just writing about them. but i was writing for them. something that i mentioned in the book is how i was a kid who loved to read. and i didn't have money for books so i went to the library and asked librarians give me books . and i read everything they put inmy hand and everything they put in my hands were books . that were written about like people and for white people and i thought to be a writer you needed to be white. and so i wanted them to understand and to see themselves in a book and to understand thatwasn't real . that we exist. that this is possible. there were other parts of this book that kind of shape in the butt at the time i thought about how i was writing howthey would make sense to the story . one of them was the baby lollipops murder that i talk about which happened in 1990. there was a toddler found in our neighborhood in miami beach and at the time, they didn't really know where this toddler came from, just that they had found his body and he had been tortured. so i saw this story on the news and it took over the 24 hournews cycle an
i was just writing about them. but i was writing for them. something that i mentioned in the book is how i was a kid who loved to read. and i didn't have money for books so i went to the library and asked librarians give me books . and i read everything they put inmy hand and everything they put in my hands were books . that were written about like people and for white people and i thought to be a writer you needed to be white. and so i wanted them to understand and to see themselves in a book...
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when i was a kid i also was suffering from depression and ptsd and anxiety. i was undiagnosed for years but i thought that this seemed like an easy way out at the time. i don't know how to describe it but it seems much easier than living. how i became a writer is also something that i touch him in the book. when i was 16 i dropped out of high school and then i got my ged and i started taking classes at a community college. i enlisted in the military and for a brief period i was in the navy. this was also right in the middle so the boteri became a place, when i first got there, place the filled me with hope ironically even though it was in arizona. because it was the first time that people expected me to succeed. i felt like i could start fresh in a place where no one knew me and reinvent myself and that i could work hard and have a future. it was the first time that i thought i could have a future and that real life as possible. then the navy became unbearable because i was bullied for being gay and i had a relationship with a woman and someone found out in the
when i was a kid i also was suffering from depression and ptsd and anxiety. i was undiagnosed for years but i thought that this seemed like an easy way out at the time. i don't know how to describe it but it seems much easier than living. how i became a writer is also something that i touch him in the book. when i was 16 i dropped out of high school and then i got my ged and i started taking classes at a community college. i enlisted in the military and for a brief period i was in the navy....
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coop i was i. i. i was either. i thank. the 100 for i. tell you on a saturday mabel. moya afghanistan. a bad idea was if you knowledge on an amazon. cannot harm has steam but on them by the way mine madness and just how the most. the whole the harm him all you can do what about him all of those that you know it is and they give on. the i'm to join me at all but i just try to hold him one but i said i'm going to. fix. her own. the the. ringback was. the. the. the. the 0. 0. 0. 0000. 00. 000000. 00. 00 0 1. it was a. lot about it was. that it was only i mean just. to afghanistan hawkish no i'm on a mission. more data a hard chaddy to go hard monitor me going to. enjoy the model name even you know media. has said by the other studios we don't. mind. that i can when i'm with us. then one. morning more i like him i'm going to be more than bad yet i mean. just as in the. now afghanistan when one job at the home and i was a stone doing the monies. as how when she could buy them you sat down with. the rest to god and. i mean you lose it off with. when i tell you needn't have t
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remember fallen in his black tunnel i thought i was shot in the hit i thought i was going to hell because i was i was in this black tunnel falling and then finally i was just looking back and i'm like where am i like i did already or was going on i'm going to hell and i remember start i started to pray that off father to hell mary because this is things that i kind of remember from catechism and i said you know what i've said a lot but it's better to go on and pray and just hope that the lord you know forgive me for my sins and i move forward and i remember looking back as i fall in this tunnel it was the virgin mary's hands and i accepted my death and when i accepted my dad i was back and i'm still standing up the person still pull in the trigger and the bullets are not even coming out and it's clicking. and then my mom comes finally he runs and my monster pulls up and i'm just shocked like oh my god i could have my brains landed on the floor 2 weeks before graduation. you know it's difficult to get in and out of south central los angeles and it's it's just a vi
remember fallen in his black tunnel i thought i was shot in the hit i thought i was going to hell because i was i was in this black tunnel falling and then finally i was just looking back and i'm like where am i like i did already or was going on i'm going to hell and i remember start i started to pray that off father to hell mary because this is things that i kind of remember from catechism and i said you know what i've said a lot but it's better to go on and pray and just hope that the lord...
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i was. only a someone. i don't like so i. think so i looked like. where there was a lot of things i don't bust these events that up and up. i. just thank. the soccer camp lebannon 900 kids a week training grounds all over the country remains at neverland others to the north in tripoli and cider in the sun here at the park the kids from the beirut. that's ok. some hair off familiar with the pitch black out and he lives close by. oh. like i. thank i guess is where i had that moment that 2nd set up coming up. if. it was this thing was just. what it. was. because i. felt as if it was. 11 year old adam is also a refugee not just recently you know his whole life since he lives 200 metres south of beirut park in his camp shot teela built for the palestinians nearly 70 years ago. thanks to. adams people have been fleeing since 948 since the founding of israel and the palestinians have fought for their homeland and looks at every israeli arab war more and more people leave the shrinking country many head north to lebanon beirut and ghettos like shatila. gener
i was. only a someone. i don't like so i. think so i looked like. where there was a lot of things i don't bust these events that up and up. i. just thank. the soccer camp lebannon 900 kids a week training grounds all over the country remains at neverland others to the north in tripoli and cider in the sun here at the park the kids from the beirut. that's ok. some hair off familiar with the pitch black out and he lives close by. oh. like i. thank i guess is where i had that moment that 2nd set...
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i was going to. race i was not in the region i would want to follow. yes. i mean i was you would be sure i would have the much more sense was that it was i would you know money comes more than i was going on back with you so i was. honest and. it's only. you know now after the last be sort of after. that if not hope to give them a ticket joy. now we don't want going to an afternoon with an iran yes a hot afternoon i joined with my thinking which i need young iranians and when john i was in amman wasn't going to i hope in committing one i'd keep as more i should take us out of. you know wasn't. as a confessional hanging up afghan ya. know. it was on a. chore sort which model was to my joint task and each as new in the list and. the new role we did talk to quito was the 2 of us in the order mia and when we left the. top i'm going to run in situ i'm going into the gap with no room for thought so. i wouldn't get aid wish when i get after our last failure was a. rash. and i am with a task that's unwinding. and i. perceive your wish. do your homework and share it
i was going to. race i was not in the region i would want to follow. yes. i mean i was you would be sure i would have the much more sense was that it was i would you know money comes more than i was going on back with you so i was. honest and. it's only. you know now after the last be sort of after. that if not hope to give them a ticket joy. now we don't want going to an afternoon with an iran yes a hot afternoon i joined with my thinking which i need young iranians and when john i was in...
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race i was not in the region i would want to follow. yes. i mean of course you would be sure i would have the much more sense was that it was i would you know money comes more than i was going on back with you so i was . so. honest and so on just this one impeached just so you know now after the last be sought after. that if not hope to give. joy. now we don't want going after no one with an iran yes a hard tough on and i joined with him which i need young iranians and like well john i was i'm going wasn't going to i hope i'm committing one i'd keep as more i should take us out of. you know wasn't. exposed and as a confessional i'm going up afghan ya. know. it was on a. chore so it was mars awarded to my joint task in each as nearest. the bureau we did talk to a key to mars the 2 of us and the order mir and we made off the. top i'm going to run in situ i'm going into. no room for thought so. i wouldn't get aid when dragging it after our last failure was a. rush. and i am with a task that's in the army. and i. was. do your homework and showed i
race i was not in the region i would want to follow. yes. i mean of course you would be sure i would have the much more sense was that it was i would you know money comes more than i was going on back with you so i was . so. honest and so on just this one impeached just so you know now after the last be sought after. that if not hope to give. joy. now we don't want going after no one with an iran yes a hard tough on and i joined with him which i need young iranians and like well john i was i'm...
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i was great. i would win tournaments. there it was again. i would go into the halls and i hated walking into the chest hall, a huge room, so many tables and when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i was like please god, just give me to my table and i climb up the table and i had to sit on my knees or i couldn't see. most of the time, mostly boys and they would stare at me and a lot of times i beat them in ten minutes because they were busy talking. but a win is a win. so then i get the trophy at the end and the first time it happened, a boy brought his mother over and eiko oh, what is he going to say. i had my guard up. he goes mom, this is that girl i talk about. she one. she won the whole thing. a girl. this girl. [laughter] so once again, i was looked up to. so as life goes on, we learn the lessons and it didn't help a lot when i got in public, i still needed other tools and resources. my mom always told me i will start where you are, here's what you have, use what you have and do what you can. that's what we all do in life. we go a
i was great. i would win tournaments. there it was again. i would go into the halls and i hated walking into the chest hall, a huge room, so many tables and when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i was like please god, just give me to my table and i climb up the table and i had to sit on my knees or i couldn't see. most of the time, mostly boys and they would stare at me and a lot of times i beat them in ten minutes because they were busy talking. but a win is a win. so then i get the...
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i was binge watching t.v. shows. but also like doing i mean sure i was catching up you know i made a lot of phone calls to a lot of people who i might not have talked to in the past just because i was busy so i got i got them to catch up with old friends and family. well let's talk about the show and let's talk about the book and once again the book is the 1st time in the show is the bachelor i talk to chris he seems like a i like him harris is his name harris and he seems like it could super close guy this thing is such of you know i'm an honest to god my son watches and now is a girl and years ago we used to watch it and just because we'd always try to do the beats of it it wasn't a drinking game it's obviously my sound but we'd say he's about to say journey's but she spots a journey we'll have all these games with it but it's how long is a been on the it's like survivor forgot 6 it's been on so long right yeah i mean i was season 23. just to put things in perspective and i think that's where it comes to 15 or 16 now in paradise i mean it's a year
i was binge watching t.v. shows. but also like doing i mean sure i was catching up you know i made a lot of phone calls to a lot of people who i might not have talked to in the past just because i was busy so i got i got them to catch up with old friends and family. well let's talk about the show and let's talk about the book and once again the book is the 1st time in the show is the bachelor i talk to chris he seems like a i like him harris is his name harris and he seems like it could super...
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i was great. to the point i would win tournaments. there i was again. i hated walking into the holes. it was a huge room, so many tables. when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i just was like please just give me to my table. i had to set up on menus or i couldn't see. and most of the time they were mostly boys and they would be staring at me, forget we were playing a game and i would beat thebespending ten minutes becaue they were busy looking. i wanted to win. [laughter] and so i then get the trophy at the end and the first time it happened i would say what is he going to say. i have my guard up and he would say this is the girl i told you about. a she won the whole thing. so once again, i was looked up to. as life goes on, they learned the lesson and it still didn't help a lot when i would go out in public and they still need other tools and resources. and my mom always told me start where you are, use what you have and do what you can and that is what people do in life and we go at a different pace and sot forth. i like to say that i was born with my check engine light on.
i was great. to the point i would win tournaments. there i was again. i hated walking into the holes. it was a huge room, so many tables. when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i just was like please just give me to my table. i had to set up on menus or i couldn't see. and most of the time they were mostly boys and they would be staring at me, forget we were playing a game and i would beat thebespending ten minutes becaue they were busy looking. i wanted to win. [laughter] and so i...
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i mean, i had a tough time, i'm not gonna lie, and i was laughed at, i was humiliated. the humiliation, some people crumble from it. - you didn't crumble. - no. no, i did feel some of the people who were mocking me i considered to be stupid in return. music is a bitchy business. the worst. no, tv's as bad, actually, i've got to be honest. tv may be as bad, but it's a bitchy business. so there were a lot of people who took pleasure in seeing this kid fail. - yeah. - and did that make you think, "i'll show them"? i've learned over the years that revenge is sort of a bit of a waste of time. you know, the best revenge is when you're successful. harvey: so, when you look back, what about your failure made you ultimately succeed? i owned it. i didn't blame anyone else. it was my own responsibility. what's more important, money or art? - money. - why? you can buy art with money. - money. - why? when you think of a bank, you think of people in a place. but when you have the chase mobile app, your bank can be virtually any place. so, when you get a check... you can deposit it fro
i mean, i had a tough time, i'm not gonna lie, and i was laughed at, i was humiliated. the humiliation, some people crumble from it. - you didn't crumble. - no. no, i did feel some of the people who were mocking me i considered to be stupid in return. music is a bitchy business. the worst. no, tv's as bad, actually, i've got to be honest. tv may be as bad, but it's a bitchy business. so there were a lot of people who took pleasure in seeing this kid fail. - yeah. - and did that make you think,...
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if it was. i i. i i rule unschooled in the center of beirut nearly everyone was lebanese i lessons are in french as in all secondary schools in lebanon the language of the former colonial. power on the playground the spoken word is our but. i actually. was. i felt that i felt that i must have i'm i'm i said i. was family have always lived in beirut the city is their home the pharynx apartment is only a few meters north of the beirut park football pitch not far from madame like him she also lives overlooking the city but she only needs 30 seconds to reach the 8th floor. his father is a driver he's not rich but can provide his daughter with a good life. is the love they love than. the last summer for so. but there's a one more incident that he was told of other fellow you. this is. true phrase. or is it best you. see him i can show you the missiles. just. close. by that can because i'm fast and i can control the ball i can score i live to be a. teacher of sport i like. to give. their kids what i learn th
if it was. i i. i i rule unschooled in the center of beirut nearly everyone was lebanese i lessons are in french as in all secondary schools in lebanon the language of the former colonial. power on the playground the spoken word is our but. i actually. was. i felt that i felt that i must have i'm i'm i said i. was family have always lived in beirut the city is their home the pharynx apartment is only a few meters north of the beirut park football pitch not far from madame like him she also...
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and when i was a kid i also was suffering from depression. i was undiagnosed for years but i thought that this seemed like an easy way out at the time. it seemed much easier than living. >> how i became a writer is also something i touch on in the book when i was 16 i dropped out of high school and then i got my ged and then i started taking classes at a community college. for a brief time i was in the navy. and then this was also in right in the middle of the don't ask don't tell. the military became a place when i first got there. it was a place that filled me with hope ironically and it was that don't ask don't tell. people expected me to succeed. i felt like i could start fresh in a place where no one knew me and reinvent myself. and then i could work hard and have a future. it was the first time i thought i could have a future. and then the navy became unbearable. i was bullied for being gay. i have a relationship with being a woman. someone found out and it spread. the rumors spread and eventually don't ask don't tell became my nickname.
and when i was a kid i also was suffering from depression. i was undiagnosed for years but i thought that this seemed like an easy way out at the time. it seemed much easier than living. >> how i became a writer is also something i touch on in the book when i was 16 i dropped out of high school and then i got my ged and then i started taking classes at a community college. for a brief time i was in the navy. and then this was also in right in the middle of the don't ask don't tell. the...
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mean i was sure i would have the much more sense was that it was i would you know nothing i was more than i was going on back with you so i was. honest and so on just this one in you know now after the last be sort of after. that if not hope to give them a ticket joy. now we don't want going to an afternoon with a need on yes a hot afternoon i joined with my thinking which i need young iranians and like well john i was i'm going wasn't going to i hope i'm commuting why not. i should take us out...
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came home that there was something that i realized i was able to express about myself and who i was down in georgetown that i did not want to feel anymore and so we split. it was painful but we split and i realized it could happen. >> host: you are in georgetown and you had a bunch of friends and who are they? you are arriving in georgetown [inaudible] lots of high schoolers and academics because you wanted to be or you will wanted to be intellectually engaged so who are you for your people to meet you? >> guest: i was living on the floor those pretty diverse. one of my best friends was [inaudible] from new jersey and both of our roommates were right and we spent time together and all four of us but mostly me and my friend henry. at first i just didn't -- i did not even pay attention and i and nothing against my white dormant mate but i moved to the world is low i kind of preemptively, self from having any real intimacy with these other students and i don't know why. i threw myself into the segregated tables in the cafeteria and they often break down along identity in i also wen
came home that there was something that i realized i was able to express about myself and who i was down in georgetown that i did not want to feel anymore and so we split. it was painful but we split and i realized it could happen. >> host: you are in georgetown and you had a bunch of friends and who are they? you are arriving in georgetown [inaudible] lots of high schoolers and academics because you wanted to be or you will wanted to be intellectually engaged so who are you for your...
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i was 23. i think every day that i was in i had questions about what i was involved in, but with it became increasingly hard to leave because i was afraid of going back to the nothingness that i had at 14. and i could say i had a coach, you know, a ballerina troupe, anybody else walked up to me in that alley at 14 years old, i would have gone with them -- >> your ballet career. >> yeah, well -- [laughter] you don't want to see me dance, trust me. [laughter] >> well, and you, of course, did leave. can you tell us what did it for you? >> yeah. you know, i was in for eight years and, like i said, i don't think there was a day where i didn't question what i was involved in, at least very quietly. but i also met people along the way that challenged me. not in an aggressive way, you know, not through debate or telling me i was wrong, but just through a loved experience and -- lived experience and getting the know them. i opened a record store in 1995 to sell racist music that i was making and um porting. but i also sold a small section of hip-hop music and punk rock music and heavy metal music never expectin
i was 23. i think every day that i was in i had questions about what i was involved in, but with it became increasingly hard to leave because i was afraid of going back to the nothingness that i had at 14. and i could say i had a coach, you know, a ballerina troupe, anybody else walked up to me in that alley at 14 years old, i would have gone with them -- >> your ballet career. >> yeah, well -- [laughter] you don't want to see me dance, trust me. [laughter] >> well, and you,...
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and then later that year that october was matthew shepard so i was so scared and so angry that i think by the time i was a young man and you meet me in thischapter in the book , turned in to discuss. and i think at that point i was ambivalent about the value of my own life. one of the journeys of the book is like is saeed going to start fighting for his life and to fight for your life you haveto value your life . but at this point i'm just fighting and james baldwin writes about a scene i think in a diner at one point where he just gets like ralph ellison just angry and he snaps and he quickly realizes i love my life and he runs out of the diner because he says i could get killed and i just welcomed the death sentence . and when my aunt, i sent the book to her earlier this year, she called me and we talked for two hours or so and something she said about that chapter, she started crying and worked her way up because she had a lot of questions so she worked her way up to this chapter and she said i think it was a suicide attempt. i think you weretrying to kill yourself . and she was so upset and i wa
and then later that year that october was matthew shepard so i was so scared and so angry that i think by the time i was a young man and you meet me in thischapter in the book , turned in to discuss. and i think at that point i was ambivalent about the value of my own life. one of the journeys of the book is like is saeed going to start fighting for his life and to fight for your life you haveto value your life . but at this point i'm just fighting and james baldwin writes about a scene i think...
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i was selling them out. i was exhausted. i was doing 350 or 60 shows a year. it was crazy. it was just like, i don't know how long i can keep this up, so what's another way for me to tell stories where i don't have to be there? and so i thought film was the next thing to do, the next evolution. so you go to hollywood, you talk to film executives who say it ain't gonna work. mm, yeah. "black people go to church, don't go to movies," as one executive told me. it's been really fun to prove him wrong. harvey: so if you could choose the megachurch that you were-- that you went to or you could choose usc film school as your training, which one do you go for if you had one or the other? it would totally be the church. it would totally be all of new orleans. new orleans is the perfect-- to grow up there was amazing. perfect, even in all the hell, it was the perfect backdrop for all kinds of storytelling. everything was represented from one end of bourbon street to the other. and you used the voice of the church in your movies, - especially at the beginning, right? - mm-hmm. and that
i was selling them out. i was exhausted. i was doing 350 or 60 shows a year. it was crazy. it was just like, i don't know how long i can keep this up, so what's another way for me to tell stories where i don't have to be there? and so i thought film was the next thing to do, the next evolution. so you go to hollywood, you talk to film executives who say it ain't gonna work. mm, yeah. "black people go to church, don't go to movies," as one executive told me. it's been really fun to...
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i was in a deep sleep and when i first turned to the door, it felt far away. so i was coming out of a drowsyd haze i didn't recognize the noise from prior was. i thought the marking force was part of a dream. i realized the sound was real and was coming for my own front door. honestly i wasn't expecting company at that s i hour. i got to the door and looked through the peephole to see three standing together. emily, i had a sinking feeling in my cup. my husband was inny afghanistan earlier and i knew the appearance of marines and uniform at your home was rarely a good thing. i remember something i heard in a meeting i attended and he gave me some hope. if you receive a notification from two to three millions wills come to your house no earlier than 8:00 in the morning. i recalled sitting with auditor military members at the meeting, we learned important things to one theugh the monthth words company, if they were bad news, it wouldn't come for another five hours at least. i wondered how long they had been standing outside trying to get my attention. after concludin
i was in a deep sleep and when i first turned to the door, it felt far away. so i was coming out of a drowsyd haze i didn't recognize the noise from prior was. i thought the marking force was part of a dream. i realized the sound was real and was coming for my own front door. honestly i wasn't expecting company at that s i hour. i got to the door and looked through the peephole to see three standing together. emily, i had a sinking feeling in my cup. my husband was inny afghanistan earlier and...
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i had the 103 fever. by the time i got to omaha, i was okay. i still had symptoms. i still had a cough that stayed with me for about two and a half weeks. i had shortness of breath for about four or five days. >> how bad was that shortness of breath? >-- was it noticeable? >> it was not noticeable when i was lying in bed, but if i got up and walked around the room, if i walked around the room and talked on the phone at the same time trying to multitask, that was impossible to do. >> really? how about you? you had shortness of breath too i read, right? >> yes. >> so how bad was the shortness? >> the shortening of breath is what really got me afraid because i do have lyme disease. thank you for always mentioning about lyme disease. >> no, lyme disease is a big deal. >> thank you for always bringing that to the forefront. >> do you think you still have lyme disease? >> i do. i have chronic lyme disease because i was never treated in time. >> can you get rid of it? >> i'm hoping that we could talk about that. >> lyme disease is a thing that people don't talk about. it is
i had the 103 fever. by the time i got to omaha, i was okay. i still had symptoms. i still had a cough that stayed with me for about two and a half weeks. i had shortness of breath for about four or five days. >> how bad was that shortness of breath? >-- was it noticeable? >> it was not noticeable when i was lying in bed, but if i got up and walked around the room, if i walked around the room and talked on the phone at the same time trying to multitask, that was impossible to do....
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i scraped glaze. and i was so proud of that job, because i was saving-- at that time i was saving for a bicycle, and then i was saving for a car one day. you know, i had these dreams and i would set goals for myself at 13. you have a mother who is a fashionista, who is a working mom, who has a work-- - a strong work ethic. - yes. and all of these things are not only embodied in you as an adult, but you passed them on to your children. - yeah. - that's a pretty straight line there. you go out there and you get it. you design it, and you start doing your homework and your due diligence. you just have to put your mind to it. that's all. you said something interesting once. "girls my age were thinking about the prom. i was thinking "( bleep ) the prom. i wanna get married and have six kids." kris: true. so true. when i was 16, all i wanted to do was have six kids. - isn't that crazy? - well, it's crazy to me, because i'm hearing two different kris jenners. i'm hearing a kris jenner who wants nothing more - than to get married and have six kids, - mm-hmm. and then i'm hearing about a kris jenner who is intere
i scraped glaze. and i was so proud of that job, because i was saving-- at that time i was saving for a bicycle, and then i was saving for a car one day. you know, i had these dreams and i would set goals for myself at 13. you have a mother who is a fashionista, who is a working mom, who has a work-- - a strong work ethic. - yes. and all of these things are not only embodied in you as an adult, but you passed them on to your children. - yeah. - that's a pretty straight line there. you go out...
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i decided not to watch the game. ended that i was the game my how to feel. as if i could have you know i was young enough and if i had to meet as she said i would i was surprised i'm still in annoyance weeks that i'm and i'm still fluid or shocks this time in sly from crimea north side you simple cause and i'll be out for a simple card for 5 months after i 1st saw her smile. duncans it off and i was kinda stuff he. pulled the whole in flash because it's not but he's i'm sure that muslims are online see some of the records if you have a decision has been a lot of fuss and possibly just get out of much as i said i'm with each. the princess and the new i'd see not the same phonology sutton of i like it out almost stuff on through all i want i'm happy and wide seal 8 so watch it here kind of indecent i'm back then t.t.l. will be a god must see it as only a flea on a shit doesn't feel done in the car being in that movie any more sing on the big bad the going is not thought to steal and also. down there is for angus out here the meat corpse now and on non-confidence back and. so it. will. be.
i decided not to watch the game. ended that i was the game my how to feel. as if i could have you know i was young enough and if i had to meet as she said i would i was surprised i'm still in annoyance weeks that i'm and i'm still fluid or shocks this time in sly from crimea north side you simple cause and i'll be out for a simple card for 5 months after i 1st saw her smile. duncans it off and i was kinda stuff he. pulled the whole in flash because it's not but he's i'm sure that muslims are...
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i really wanted... it's a paradox, isn't it? no, not... no, no, when i was 15, i became a model because i and i was deliberately trying to starve myself and thought that was cool. and then when i was 19, i came out of that with this new realisation that i had almost died of anorexia for this fashion industry that i aspired towards, so i wanted to change the narrative of the fashion industry and i knew that the only way to do that was from the inside. and so i became a scout in the hopes of actually being able to bring in plus—size girls, i used to bring in curvy girls all the time and then fight the lead agent about the fact that she shouldn't be told to lose weight, she's too young and also her body is amazing, and try and bring in curvy girls. i was way ahead of the game where i had no idea that if i'd just stuck with it longer, plus size was going to become a huge industry. but that was something i was campaigning for. everything i've always done had been with a trojan horse intention. that's why i'm in hollywood now. like, i'm here to get my work done when it comes to activism. i shou
i really wanted... it's a paradox, isn't it? no, not... no, no, when i was 15, i became a model because i and i was deliberately trying to starve myself and thought that was cool. and then when i was 19, i came out of that with this new realisation that i had almost died of anorexia for this fashion industry that i aspired towards, so i wanted to change the narrative of the fashion industry and i knew that the only way to do that was from the inside. and so i became a scout in the hopes of...
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i would win tournaments. it in there i was again. i would go into these holes and i hated walking into the chest full, it is a huge room, so many tables and when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i was just like please god, just get me to my table. i would climb up the table and it is sinema needs or cannot see. and most of the times, mostly boys and they would be staring at me and think we are playing again. a lot of times i would beat them in ten minutes because they were busy talking. i would win. i then get the trophy at the end. in the first time it happened, this boy brought his mother over when the parents came over to pick us all up. and i thought oh, what is he going to say. and regarded. he said mom, this is that girl i told you about she wanted, she won the whole thing. a girl. this girl. so once again, i was looked up to. and so is life goes on, we learned the lessons and it still did not help a lot when i went out in public and i still needed other tools and resources. my mom boys told me, start we are, use what you have, and do what you can. an
i would win tournaments. it in there i was again. i would go into these holes and i hated walking into the chest full, it is a huge room, so many tables and when i would walk in, everybody was staring and i was just like please god, just get me to my table. i would climb up the table and it is sinema needs or cannot see. and most of the times, mostly boys and they would be staring at me and think we are playing again. a lot of times i would beat them in ten minutes because they were busy...
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i was there it was a landslide victory over mcgovern. i got a big promotion. i going to be erlichman's deputy for economic policy. then watergate hit and blew up, and i watched these people at very senior positions get carried off. you know, erlichman got convicted after i had left, but i looked at a number of people there in deep, deep trouble. it made a huge impression on me. but the positive impression was george schultz, secretary of the treasury, he had two guys who worked for him that i had a good working relationship. david: you went back to your native midwest, chicago and , joined goldman sachs. how did that come about? hank: i got to tell you -- careers are a funny thing. i have never been big on career engineering. when i graduated from dartmouth, i did not know what an investment banker was. but i learned in government that i like multitasking, i liked economic policy and financial issues and problem-solving. i figured out that investment banking might be a good thing to explore. i also determined i never wanted to live in new york. ask me why, i don
i was there it was a landslide victory over mcgovern. i got a big promotion. i going to be erlichman's deputy for economic policy. then watergate hit and blew up, and i watched these people at very senior positions get carried off. you know, erlichman got convicted after i had left, but i looked at a number of people there in deep, deep trouble. it made a huge impression on me. but the positive impression was george schultz, secretary of the treasury, he had two guys who worked for him that i...
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i told him his life. is the lawyer and the uncle consequence of what. it was i was and was. i. glad. i. i. i was. i was i. in part 2 of beethoven's 9th symphony for the world very central pretensions of this masterpiece around the world and what it means to the musicians who perform it . was was. i. europe. what unites. what divides. cooking the books the driving force. what binds the continent together. answers and stories aplenty the. spotlight on people. focused. in 30 minutes on d w fox the time of challenge. the result of the markets. the momentum of the morning world. business magazine made in germany. if 90 minutes on t.w. . bike. oh. my god says love our food for the russian soul. and still. so many different walks of life some of our own and oddly outright but all of that comes straight from the heart look for see if you can hoist them or you can do is come march will. come. from the 1st glimpse of the world to their final resting place. the russians on w documentary. this is news and these are our top stories e.u. finance ministers have reached a deal on a 500000000000 euro plan to softe
i told him his life. is the lawyer and the uncle consequence of what. it was i was and was. i. glad. i. i. i was. i was i. in part 2 of beethoven's 9th symphony for the world very central pretensions of this masterpiece around the world and what it means to the musicians who perform it . was was. i. europe. what unites. what divides. cooking the books the driving force. what binds the continent together. answers and stories aplenty the. spotlight on people. focused. in 30 minutes on d w fox the...
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as i was going up, when i got to about 1,000 feet. i think it was 1,000 feet, i don't know, and turned the stick loose and quite naturally, the nose would drop abruptly and when it dropped abruptly, bang! i hit the big buckle and it threw me out and i remember the tail going by nice and slow and easy, but they told you if you bailed out you count one, two, three and then you pull the d-ring and a parachute will deploy. well, heck, i came out, and i saw the tail go by, and i looked down and i saw trees and i said oh -- [ laughter ] i abruptly pulled the d-ring and bang, the parachute opened and i swung down and hit a tree. i said well, and all of a sudden i heard a voice real german, quote -- [ speaking foreign language ] and i said oh, hell. my nine months in germany started right there in southern france for about a week, and with two or three -- with two or three german soldiers escorting me out of germany. on that same mission we lost one guy, joe gordon was killed. macon was a prisoner, daniels was a prisoner, i was a prisoner and o
as i was going up, when i got to about 1,000 feet. i think it was 1,000 feet, i don't know, and turned the stick loose and quite naturally, the nose would drop abruptly and when it dropped abruptly, bang! i hit the big buckle and it threw me out and i remember the tail going by nice and slow and easy, but they told you if you bailed out you count one, two, three and then you pull the d-ring and a parachute will deploy. well, heck, i came out, and i saw the tail go by, and i looked down and i...