i just couldn't go home. and i remember just driving south. i got to this bridge that's near our home, and i thought, my god, i don't want to kill myself, but the thought did occur. i thought about my two kids. and i realized that at that point i didn't want to kill myself but i didn't know how to live, either. you know, i didn't know how to handle all this. god gives you a lot. he takes away a lot. but i was like, all at once? it was just too much to bear. and i got a phone call. it kind of shook me out of my trance, or my sadness that i was in. and i thank god, you know. and i was able to go home and try to get a handle on things. but yes, it really was difficult to get through. >> we're going to take another break. when we come back, you want to talk to you about how you did manage to get back on your feet in a surprising manner. >>> back with linda hogan. linda, it's been a -- it's been a rough ride, talking to you so far. the book does then take more surprising turns. first of all, another rough hit, i think. when your daughter, brooke, ca

i am president of the albert mission resident association. a just want to say, chief suhr, i have seen more in the last six weeks than in the last six months. we have been at almost every event together. over the weekend, i had the privilege, and i've had the privilege, to be invited to special events including the funerals for fallen police officers throughout the state, being in parades with the police department, marching with them. is such a high. you see the community clapping and waving and saying -- my job was, you know, i wish we could have that at police commission meetings, to have that kind of thing. i want to bring something back. de vie years ago -- my grandfather turned 100 this year. two years ago, my grandfather was here. he was 98 years old. we went down to the st. patrick's day parade. my grandfather marched the whole parade. it was the highlight of his trip. i just want to say, just being with the officers of the police department, it is a highlight for me. i am always told when we come to these meetings in the district not to do

i used to just -- i was just a kid walking around town. i was like 8 years old. ughter. just walking around. dude in town. i would go to greg's house. my friend greg. my mother never met greg. no idea who he is. certainly never met his dad or whoever the dude was. i don't know who it was. when i went to greg's house, i'd knock on the door. this guy would come. always wearing -- some kind of weird top that looked a little woman-y. >> jimmy: uh-huh. >> and hanes. he always had a snoopy glass with gin in it. and just hanes briefs. that were fighting with, you know. and then there was always a little brown spot on the front. yes. so, i was 7-year-old, contemplating, does this guy poop out of his penis? those are the kinds of things i had to think about. >> jimmy: that's greg's dad for you. >> yes. >> jimmy: you -- were you a bad kid? >> i wasn't a bad kid but i got in trouble because i just was alone and i just, you know. like i got into stealing tampons at one point. [ laughter ] >> jimmy: for profit? >> no. i didn't make a dime. i didn't make a dime. >> jimmy: how d

>> i just want to go to if we are looking at funding, we should look at where they are coming from. i am not really a budget person, but i have your marketplaces where we could cut. i could identify a enough money, so i look forward to the discussion and curio -- on that. >> as we come to a a close, i want to thank the staff. i know every year it is more and more painful, and i want to thank our city partners who have helped us in and stay afloat and all of the community partners and then play a big role -- community partners but play a big role. the cuts would be even steeper if we did not have folks who believe in the work we are doing and believed in our kids. i want to go back to this concept of generating revenue. there are ways we can generate revenue. i am getting mixed feelings about a summer school. it is one of those places that is not engaging but they go because they have to, and it is depressing to see them working on one subject because a variety of different reasons over the school year, but i know it is really helpful to your your -- really helpful. i really want to t

and i would just pore over it. and i would... you know, many of these students i formed deep, intense attachments with. sometimes i would even go to their homes to try to find out where they had went. and i couldn't, you know? and so there i was with these notebooks, which eventually i just bundled up and gave back to the administration where i was teaching. but for months i would just pore over these notebooks. >> hinojosa: and there were horrible, horrible things in these notebooks. >> there were horrible, horrible things, but there were also wonderful things, like, "i can finally read, and i was able to open a checking account, and now i don't have to give my man my money no more." things like that, wondrous things, you know what i mean? that whole... you know, i would get them young adult versions of the bible. so here's these religious women who have basically been controlled by their priest or their preachers, now taking command of what... of god's word themself. so there were some wonderful things, and then t

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i thought i've heard. but they are here for why we're there. might just take care of the communication i think and take it with you don't offer we don't support the troops you support. but i wish the troops were doing peace making. amy goodman is the host of democracy now its really popular news program and she was coming to town to do a book signing she's come to salt lake three people independently one of them told her hey while you're here in salt lake you should interview this army sergeant and she calls up that night and we were expecting to have the next day we were down there in salt lake doing the interview maybe goodman is going to announce. today ted democracy now explosive army reservist marshall thompson dispensing year in iraq working as a military journalist the son of a former you time they are he now plans to walk across his home state the red in the nation to protest war at this point it doesn't matter why we got into the war or what the partisan politics were about well matters is that two soldiers die every day on average and any any wa

they can be motivated their own life. >> well, me, i just started to speaking to my dad. i haven't spoke to my mom in a month. she used to abuse me. i don't have parents. >> sounds like a topic for next year summits. for now, i would like to thank you. thank you. >> thank you. we're actually, this has been an action-packed conference and we're asking that our panelists remain here. we have a power point of all the action items that have been put forth this morning and this afternoon. this is our call to action. >> so one of the recommendations was to have direct community canvases to find out what programs they want. >> okay. and we have to start antiviolence and awareness to elementary kids. >> needs programming of transportation and better coordination of school times and muni. >> have programs to nurture people's emotional development. >> need more coordination between cbo and other agencies for successful outcomes. >> currently, funding is

yes i think to hopefully speak when people start a debate have a dialogue instead of just. chanting the slogan or we can assign some space and i think you're walking it's pretty normal people walk every day right so it's a bizarre it's not be tedious to write a book right on to something very simple we're such non-controversial people this everything. looks. for us this is really been raised and during the vietnam era when the peaceniks were a bunch of weird people they were hippies and and drugs and that kind of stuff and i just didn't want my son to be associated with that kind of thing but. he really felt that they are. looking to sell. as the read a statement they have the highest approval ratings for bush and for the war and it's my home state so i think this is the best place to do it and marshall is of utah ease of the predominant faith tease he's keeps you looks like a normal utah is not on the fringe he's not banging drums state of utah as a whole i think is extremely conservative and by that term i mean resistant to change speech i'm still really like george bush t

i can't just walk out. i'll be patient and wait until they let me go. >> but rather than give up all hope, peaches gets back to business as usual. >> this is my job for the day. i make a certain amount of money an hour. >> how much are you talking about? >> how much hourry? >> 75 cents. 75 krens better, but that's why we have the farm. you get like $1.25 to $1.50 an hour there. >> peaches, look around you. look how close you are to the front gate. >> uh-huh. >> how does it make you feel? >> the front gate is open, too. i'm here to do my time. you get a lot more years if you run. that's not where i want to go. i'm not here that long. i'm not worried about all that. i'm worried about getting home. i have family. it's a tedious job. somebody's got to do it though. i could just be sitting inside though all day long. >>> next, felix and joni have a heart to heart. >> i guess this is a reality check. >> yes. >> and shiverdecker gives the rookie officer some friendly advice. >> if i feel like i'm in a bad situation

had to do it i got to do it. just me oh sorry i think it's maybe it's like spitting in the ocean you know if it hits you you do it you care and you have to make your own statements from your own heart. and i still my when i'm down has the person she prays reach she's a witness in store this time. push will bring in our brothers sisters home fight for peaks march for peace to stand for peace in the. period from. it is a time of hope a time to believe that peace can come that we can and this or that we can change the priorities of our country that we can move in a new and dynamic direction that we can make this an america that we can all be proud of that the sacrifice of our young men and. and i never read a must not be i'm trying to find to. the only regret. is that i didn't good for their families. the sooner the twentieth the walk i. got to finish up i hope it's a good idea i didn't know what to expect when i got involved in the cookies scandal here for she still looks like it really renewed my faith since people in

contractors i saw so many soldiers not having a clear mission they're just kind of wasting their time trying not to get killed for a year and then i talked to some iraqis and they said they wanted the u.s. presence gone you just watch the movie i guess born part fly and he told me to go watch it so i kind of understand some of the feeling seals probably from i don't connection to run cooking you know he was this special you've been protesting war for decades you know and i photo i was following him his footsteps i heard you correctly we are right now horses are just crazy are here and there and there. well there may be adversaries really i just said i'm going to spank him it's hard because protesting is kind of a paradox you need to do something crazy enough to get the media and people to pay attention to you at the same time it can be so crazy that people think you're insane you lose all credibility you kept thinking of these ridiculous ideas. right. places going on a hunger strike and then finally it came to me i thought i'll walk the length of you thought it would be about five hun

i just had some eye work done, so i can see you now. you all look great. >> probably everything looks great, at this point. >> i wanted to touch on a few thoughts, like kezar. maybe we could do just an expediting-type of repair work there. i would not be inclined to tear out the entire floor. if we did something like what they use with ping-pong paddles -- carbon fiber on the inside, would on the outside. -- wood on the outside. i understand the word is getting too thin. but if we had this on top, and then you had the finishing top surface wood on top, it would just be repair. it adds strength and adds bounce. structurally, it is more stable. it is a classic example of how in architecture they use plywood instead of plank wood. we did repair work there that would have that carbon fiber player going across. and on the top, top sheet wood. that could take the abuse of the extensive use in the facility. that was one part. another part of wanted to bring in has to do with the repair work at the chinese playground. i have been tried to get t

i have it all right here. you might as well justw. >> i ain't disputing it. >> i think you probably have a very nice as as well. >> that was part of the conversation. there's no excuse for it. that was part of the conversation. it was totally wrong. >> you say i'll be your bear. bears like tasting honey. >> when you read it back to me right there, and i realize what i said and all, you're right. >> what do you think would have happened if i wasn't here and in fact a 15-year-old girl was here? >> i told myself, sit and talk to her. >> you said you were going to take her for a ride in the truck. >> if she wanted to go. >> how do you think the girl's father would feel if a 40-year-old man would take his 15-year-old girl for a ride in the truck? >> he would be upset. >> and he'd be justified? >> oh, he would. >> do you own that rig yourself? >> no, sir. >> you work for a company that owns the rig? >> yes. >> how do you think they would take to the fact you're out driving that rig around going to meet a 15-year-old girl? >> they was look

i just -- i had other things going on.or about four years -- you can ask graveyard, they kept coming by asking if i was all right -- i tore through every single piece of paper and envelope i had looking for anything that could cause me further problems. we're done with the pictures. we are done with the pictures. >> you understand why i'm a little bit skeptical of that? >> go look. >> no -- >> no, absolutely, ma'am. >> it's easy to get pictures if you want them bad enough. >> well, i haven't been going and checking out anything out in the library. i just canceled my one magazine subscription. i'm pissed off about it. it's finally pissed me off to the point where it's not worth it. >> do you have any else, lieutenant? >> at this time i'm going to ahead and submit the evidence. i have one photograph of a young man that was taken from this man's segregation cell. >> i would like to point out that -- i'm sorry. >> please, be quiet for just a moment. and numerous other pictures that this man did possess of young men, children,

contractors i saw so many soldiers not having a clear mission they're just kind of wasting their time trying not to get killed for a year and then i talked to some iraqis and they said they wanted the u.s. presence gone can you just watch the movie i guess or not part of the why and he told me to go watch it so i kind of understand some of the feelings feels coming from both connection to run cold and you know he was just this veteran you've been protesting war for decades you know and i photo i was finding his footsteps i heard you took me back i just the horses were just crazy ideas and then and hearing. well family member said it was really during i just said i'm going to spank him it's hard because protesting is kind of a paradox you need to do something crazy enough to get the media and people to pay attention to you at the same time it can be so crazy that people think you're insane and you lose all credibility he kept thinking of these ridiculous ideas and illegal things like. south. places going on a hunger strike and then finally it came to me i thought all walk the link that

so, i mean, you know, it's just crazy. don't really know what's going to happen and i'll probably be locked away a year or longer. it's very disrupting. >> do you have any razors? >> three tuna. three nachos. >> thank you. >> thank you. >> martinez, victor. >> brian modglin told us that he is trying to be a new man. but living on the sensitive need yard with child molesters is a strange twist of fate not lost on him. >> i committed my crime because i was under the impression that the man i killed was molesting my 8-year-old cousin. and then come to find out, by me testifying in court, it put me in the same situation, and the inmate population looked upon me as the same as the guy i killed. so a couple years later, i end up coming to an sny yard, where i'm surrounded by the same type of people that are actually convicted of the crime that i thought the guy i killed actually committed. >> on brian's own cell block, there are several sex offenders like this inmate, whose identity corcoran asked us to conceal. >> i was a minist

. >> yeah, i was just -- i was actually just looking at you. ut ten minutes -- you, me and will, trying to do dumb entrances. >> jimmy: no, that was -- that was more than ten minutes. >> no, it was way too long. >> jimmy: probably a half hour or something. >> it was way too long. >> jimmy: where was that? an "snl" after party? >> yeah, it was at an after party. >> jimmy: -- like john c. reilly too? >> yeah. >> jimmy: -- or adam mckay and someone else was there. what happened was there was -- wherever we were -- >> there's a big staircase. >> jimmy: -- they have a giant, grandiose staircase, coming down. we were like, "who comes down that staircase?" cause we didn't come in that way. >> no, we came in another way. but then we thought, "you know what would be good? if we tried to figured out the best way to make an entrance." so we spent the next 20 minutes -- just for ourselves -- nobody else was paying attention to us. >> jimmy: nobody even knew who we were doing -- [ laughter ] yeah, no one even. >> like, "do it again. do another one." >> jimmy

i love entertaining people. and it's just me. tavis: you were, for that space of time, you were -- and i take this seriously, you were the king of r&b for that space in time. >> thank you. tavis: you were blazing it so hard and so hot. >> see, he didn't lie. tavis: i'm just a bobby brown fan. but you were hitting it so hard back then. i look back on that period and i want to ask you, what was it about the music, the sound, your style, the substance of your music, the times that we were in the country, what was it that made that moment so -- there's that picture, that's what i'm talking about right there. what is it that made that moment -- it all worked, bobby, it worked. >> i don't know. tavis: that's what i'm talking about, yeah. >> oh, boy. >> tavis: yeah. >> i took a little bit of michael jackson, i took a little bit of james brown, i took a little bit of donny hath away, prince, and i mashed it up into a ball and swallowed it and just went out there to be bobby brown. gravely the people accepted it. and i'm forever thankful t

i tell it. just this is. i'm not i've never actually thought about the subject before so i can't say really have an opinion. or be neutral stance. what we do is american people we just go back our business like nothing. i eat now i don't have an opinion because i don't. listen to the news so i don't know anything about iraqi except that we're over there yeah but you know like it might be out there after these of those. you can start a discussion or debate with someone that it was you know sort of to be very draining because you do this big protest you're sacrificing all this time and energy. to do the things with and stuff people might even really. think a lot of people have a connection of like how people. in the modern medicine coffee. in the car sit back turned on the radio an attack outside of baghdad another choppers down by two a good man been in the center of the. evening news comes on the t.v. . two marines are killed i planned it i mean the big cat to both good old bean. two marines are killed two fam

because i just flew back from washington, and boy, is my everything tired. (laughter) because today i changed the course of america, appearing before the federal election commission to convince them to let me form colbert superpac. the key issue, folks, would talking about my pac on the air constitute an in-kind donation from viacom forcing viacom to report sensitive financial secrets. for instance, that vh1 annual operating budget is $14. (laughter) >> stephen: those bon jovi videos aren't going to pay for themselves. now folks, we've all waited two months for this decision. let's get straight to today's explosive committee room action. jim? >> the first item is an a advisory opinion request submitted on behalf of stephen colbert. >> by contrast, b and c conclude that cost associated with those -- ab and c, reach the same conclusions on the following issues. >> a couple of things. >> earlier -- set forth in agenda document 11-38 question one. >> the certain something -- do not have to be required. and but if you do, then -- (laughter) >> stephen: if only, if

so i thought okay, i'll just -- it's going to hurt me. it's going to hurt really bad for maybe five more minutes and then i'll wake up and i'll be with my grandma or something. that's what i was thinking. i couldn't get the seat belt off. i was really confused. i probably had a concussion that i was just, had no idea what was really going on. the people that loved me said this isn't is end. it's not over. i have still have a lot to do. so they told me what to do and how to take my seat belt off and where to reach my hand and open the door and get out. that's what i did. i remembered my second grade teacher telling me to stop, drop and roll in my head. so that's what i did. >> glenn: okay. so you get out of the plane. now you are in a coma for how long? medically induced coma? >> my first recollection after being woken up was five or six weeks. they told me i was asleep. >> glenn: you were in a medically induced coma for how long? >> three months. >> glenn: you wake up and barack obama is president. >> yeah. that is -- that is honestly the

i just sat outside and read a lot. it's really sunny outside. en sitting outside a lot. >> are you still working every day? >> every day. >> well, that's a good thing, isn't it? >> yeah. i work every day and have my time go by fast. >> now, have you checked into classes, son? >> no. >> okay. >> one thing gonzales and his mother still need to settle is exactly where he will fulfill his court-mandated rehab. >> because i can go here and do a program here and transfer for free instead of paying. >> transfer where, here? >> for the phoenix house here and transfer over there to the phoenix house once i get out. it will pick me up, and it's free. >> yeah. well -- >> you'd rather have me go to minnesota? >> yeah. you'll have so much more family support, and i think that's going to be absolutely critical to your recovery, son. >> but it's just going to be hard because like we talked about before with all my friends there and all my -- all my friends use pretty much. >> yeah, they do. >> except two people. >> yeah, they do. >> it's going to be pretty hard

i just started pulling the trigger. closer than you and i are right now. i just started shooting. and i didn't count the bullets. i didn't even know how many i fired until reading the police reports later on. and now here i am. as much as i would like to say that i really killed for a righteous and solid reason in people's eyes, the truth is, i believe i was mistaken. i believe that it was a bitter custody dispute, that one of the ladies manipulated us all. and got family and got me to believe that he was molesting his 8-year-old daughter, and the truth is that i just may have been mistaken. and i may have done all this for no reason at all. >> bryan modglin turned state's evidence against those who commit murder, and now spends his days in the sny. >> i'm here because if you testify, then you're a rat. i ended up telling the whole story of everything. i implicated my two relatives that paid me. i'm the lowest of inmates because i decided to tell the truth about my crime and implicate other people. i may never get out of here. every day i think about, this may be my home. man, i do

had to do it i got to do it. not just me oh i think it's maybe it's like spit me ocean to no good it's yours you do it you care and you have to make your own statements from your own heart. and i still lying. going on jerry has made by a person she prays sweet she's a sickness and still this time to. push will bring in our brothers sisters home fight for pete's march for peace we stand for peace and leave. to play a game from. it is a time of hope a time to believe that peace can come if we can and just for that we can change the priorities of our country that we can move in a new and dynamic direction that we can make this an america that we can all be proud of that the sacrifice of our young men and women of iraq a must not be undone by. the only regret. was that i didn't good earlier i mean. the sooner the twentieth there the walk. but the finish up hope it's a good idea i didn't know it to expect when i got involved with the peace i stand here for peace too it's like it really renewed my faith in the people in humanit

and i just began praying for the person i needed to minister to. 's been a really neat transition just seeing jennifer from one point to now. it's just a totally different person. >> watching these two women bring caden into the prison and seeing the love they had for both caden and jennifer was truly inspirational and then terry taking full responsibility for this child knowing she was going to give the child back to jennifer when she got out of prison astounded me. >> they cannot take custody from you without a reason to. and as long as you have somebody to take care of him, you still have full custody. they just have temporary custody. until you're released and then once upon your release from here you'll be given back all custody so that gives me the focus to know i have to do what i have to do to get out of here. to get him back and get my life right. >> what are you doing while you're in prison? how are you spending your days here? >> g.e.d. classes and then hopefully after i get my g.e.d. i start some college classes. my goal is to be a vet t

i just wanted you to know. d thank you, and i'm nervous, so i'll get off the air. >> guest: oh, you don't these to be nervous. i should be nervous. >> host: any comment about her mascot comment? >> guest: i suppose that everyone has a different way of looking at, at, um, whether it's a form of respect or disrespect. so i think, um, most of us don't think it's a form of respect. we don't like the things like the tomahawk chop and, you know? is. >> host: next call for author linda hogan comes from ackworth, georgia. hi, vicki. vicki, you with us? >> caller: hi. >> host: please, go ahead. >> caller: thank you so much. i am so thankful to be able to speak with you. >> guest: hi. >> caller: i was born, i was born in, um, i'm sorry, my brain isn't working because -- thinkway, i was born in oak city, oklahoma, and my family, um, my dad was born in, um, batesville, arkansas, and he is indian. his last name was taj. and we have never been able to get any information about him. but yet, um, we cannot find, um, any informa

>> i just love it! , you know -- i just love it. >> jimmy: but you couldn't go check it out and take a walk around before buying it? >> i'm kind of an impulsive -- i have an impulsive personality. >> jimmy: that's not necessarily good when you have bees living in your area. >> i love bees. i have the whole bee suit. >> jimmy: you do? >> i know how to get the honey out of the hive. way the bees are -- they've got a lot of telepathy. i thought, maybe could i use that telepathy on pigs trying to get at my nuts. >> jimmy: the first episode, you're starting to shoot a pig, right? >> well, just shooting over its head. i don't really want to kill anything. i would like to transspecies communicate. i thought, i'm smart and kids are supposedly smart. i've seen people talk to their dogs and such, right? >> jimmy: right. >> people do communicate with their dogs and cats. >> jimmy: pigs are supposed to be very smart. >> i thought if i just go tell them, hey, you know, you're not wanted over here, that maybe they wou

i just wanted to hear some of the other things that happened. i know you consider that, and it is hard for you as a chief to pass a law, somebody is going to be there for three years. i just wanted to hear, if it can happen, please, but these things that go into consideration when we move somebody. >> [inaudible] >> knowing that mary harris and mary tran are from ingleside, i thought the transition was critical. and steve career. i did not want to leave you out. -- steve courier. >> the good news is, the heart and soul of the department is not move around. the captains are pretty much uniform in terms of leadership, but you have a strong team out here. >> any further comments? commissioner cahan. >> i just wanted to thank you for the reminder about the language access. we have voted on the language and prayer access -- priority access, doing that more in the future. translating websites, making sure any kind of community engagement, reports of crime, especially, should be translated so that members of the community know. there is no point in putt

i just want to be in it. i st want to be part of it. i just want -- >> charlie: because? because i thought the script was great. something about the script i felt the same about this script, it's very onomical. it didn't tell you everything about every character. it told you enough to conclusions about characters or get a sense of characters but it didn't tell you who everybody was and i think that's important. >> charlie: you wte five episodes -- >> of the office? two. >> charlie: two. >> and directed three. >> charlie: is it hard for you having done those two things not to look at a script and say i want to change it, i want to tweak it, i want to make it better? >> to a certain extent, yes, but you also have to respect the wring. that's something that is important to me. and with the writer with the director if there a huge problem that you're having that's just something to be brought up and discussed but -- >> charlie: as an actor. >> right, but i don't want to come in and hack a script because as a writer i would have written it differently because every writer has

i just want to remind people, and these are separate issues in a lot of ways. >> commissioner weiner, i think we heard from commissioner farrell as well about the issue on shuttles. i would go back to the earlier discussion we had about the need for some sort of structure so we can make sense of those relationships. having the capability, as you said, in the city, in the mta, to deal with it -- and frankly, for you to refer about your own office, constituents complaining -- to give you rhyme or reason for why things are happening. not all of these phenomena are good or bad or black and white. it depends on the context in which they are happening. it is important to have intelligent answers for people who have questions. part of that is developing that capability at mta to deal with the issue related to how regular transit happens and how the streets are managed. commissioner mirkarimi: thank you. commissioner farrell. commissioner farrell: let me thank commissioner weiner for his comments. i agree on the value of these shuttles. to the director, thank you for thinking out of the box,