i knew her. she was married to my father at the time? yes. can tell you that she was desperately unhappy with the life she was leading, at her happiest when he was away... but chose to pursue that life for the sake of the child she was carrying. me. the accident that killed her was... just dreadful. i was very unhappy to hear that she died. it wasn't an accident. they'd had a terrible argument. something about simon, my old piano teacher. devereaux: you will not leave! you will not humiliate me and my family... i was in the hide. caroline: this is the end of it! he didn't steal anything! you had him sent to prison because he was my friend because he knew how you treated me. devereaux: he's a jew. he's nothing. caroline: you make me sick, charles. caroline: i'm leaving you. you will not leave me. how will you stop me? i'll tell the whole world what sort of man you are. get out of my way! you will not do this. you will not leave me. i will stop you. i will! (stick striking repeatedly caroline screaming) (heartbeat) dear god, charles. you always

i knew about the facts of the case and i knew about the family.ever met them, but i read all the newspaper articles and the accounts of them asking for help. >> beaumont felt certain that suspected serial killer larry hall was responsible. not only did hall live 25 minutes from indiana wesleyan, he had been identified chasing two co-eds there just a week after tricia went missing. so in the summer of 1995, a month after convicting hall for jesse roach's murder, beaumont was leading a search for tricia. it was in those same indiana back woods where hall had told indiana authorities he dreamt he killed and buried tricia. >> i wanted to feel like i did everything i could, to see if we could find her body. >> but after two days searching in sweltering heat and humidity, tricia's body didn't turn up. >> we couldn't find anything. it doesn't mean it waste there. >> then beaumont decided to try something completely different. >> i came up with the idea of putting someone in the prison cell with him to see if we could get him to tell us what he did with t

i knew something was happening. one day, i heard this loud noise, and they marched into our backyard, and then i heard my mom crying, saying, "she is so little." i was in the library, and i looked out and saw them marching in, and they said, "she is there." and i knew they came up for me. that is the first time that they told me that they were not my birth parents, and they said, yes, that is true. do not fight. and i was screaming and kicking, and i said, "last week, you told me i was your favorite." i was taken away. tavis: that seems like a double trauma, the first trauma being you were taken away, the second trauma finding out that you're sharing my mom and shanghai dad where not your parents. how does an eight-year-old process all of that at the same time? >> it happened so quickly, and i was put on this jam packed train with strangers, and at that point, i knew that i wanted to be with somebody. i did not like to be alone. but when i arrived, i arrived a little too late. my parents were put on a truck to be tak

which was fearful for me because of the fact i knew i didn't have the second book. steven's story, i asked myself questions. a lot of writers do that that's usually how i begin. what did he do? who did he meet when he got off the train? who was this man servant? what was his life about? it all began with the seeds and the particular questions, as simple as that. although, then, i had to answer them. what i had done is i usual low don't work with an out line. a lot of writers do they will out line what will happen and sometimes they have to because like if you are writing a mystery you need to write out the plot. i write about characters the characters drive the story. when that hatched i sat down and said, what happens is, a, he arrived and gets off the train what's going to happen. >> i know z, he would get on the train and leave at the evented book. i didn't know the alphabet in between. i was nervous and i took one step at a time very japanese like. i began to study and read everything i could find on the japanese culture. the incredible thing was not having ever

i knew that she deserved more, and i knew that we were going to end up together. hen? >> yes. >> did you say that to her? >> yeah. i said it to her. >> sara felt it, too. their nine-year age difference didn't seem to matter. they crossed the line and had sex. >> before you consummated the relationship, did you realize, you know what, sara can get in a lot of trouble for this. >> absolutely. >> but you guys still did it? >> yeah, because it was worth it. but i never in a million years thought this would happen. >> you never thought it would get to this point? >> absolutely not. >> there was no turning back. now it was all about covering it up. >> you had this giant secret you were trying to keep from people, from everyone. >> it was very difficult. because i wanted to be able to tell my friends, this is my girlfriend. >> did your friends say to you, dude, did you do this? >> yeah, absolutely. almost every single day. >> what did you say to them? >> no. >> you lied? >> yeah. i just kept my mouth closed. >> and sara needed him to keep his mouth closed if ever question

i knew i wasn't going to write about myself and knew that i was not going to write about my family. but i wanted to write about an aspect about china and women. those were the 2 things i knew when i began the first book. i was fortunate enough to it stumble upon the silk working women which gave me everything i wanted. it gave me the culture. it gave me a sense of what it meant to be a female chinese women in that time and a sense of empowerment on what they had done. regardless of what they understood they were doing at the time. they didn't know it was a culture that was earning money and living independent of husbands and family that was doing everything against what it meant to be in the chinese culture. i hadn't heard about that and it was perfect. it was exactly what i was looking for. i can go off and preach about the fact they think so many of us asian american authors and asian authors in general tend to go back and write about our ancestors and write about things in our past not our specific past but may be of of ancestors and mothers and grand mothers. we have been tellin

i hope you knew in your life how many people knew you and revered you and mime your own sister and ifaven't properly conveyed it it's been an honor. keep your wings clean bro. love caro. [applause] >> and now we get to hear from milton's only brother, david marks. >> caro, that was beautiful. he would have loved it. my brother . milton is my only older brother and will always be. i carried him forever as i had tatooed on my shoulder "brothers forever" and i wanted to have him with me always. he was great, loving most of the time, and an older brother some of the time. little would you know sometimes i could be an annoying little brother. i like quotes, so i went and looked for a few that reminded me very much of milton "let no one come to you without living better and happier. be the living expression of god's kiedness, kiedness in your eyes, kiedness in your face, kiedness in your smile. mother terreese a to the outside world we all grow old but to not brothers and sisters. we know each other as we always were. we know each other's heart. we share private family jokes. we remember fa

he said, two and a half men, i knew it was a hit. i read the script five days later, and i said, angus, you're better than a dog, i knew we had gold. >> like guns n' roses, axel and slash, they made sweet music and then it's over. you made such great comedy, and then you can't hardly stand to be in the same room together. >> i would like to get back together. just for the record. that is a hole in my rock world as well. >> what do you make of ashton kutch kutcher? you have varied between being critical? >> i have to get off his back. he's a terrific young man and he's doing a great job with what they have given him. he should be thankful they still have jon there. jon is a genius. >> is the show as good with him? >> no, and not because -- yeah, because of me, but -- no, what they did, pi reers, th

i never knew this. actually, i learned it from jean patterson. that the last story that jack covered for the constitution was in the rock. eisenhower and the federal troops desegregating central school. and gene patterson said that the memorial service, jack was never the same after that. you know, a common theme running through all of these stories was corruption in government, state officials, and competent doctors . the movement. then what he really did, and what i like to do in washington. he battled in justice and exposed. when he found and justice, when everett was committee exposed it. started when it was 22 and went to the time that he died. and that's why he believes so much in the first amendment. you know, there is an old myth that is shattered by this book, the way. the constitution. i think bill was here, wrote about this recently. a lot of -- lore was commenced gospel truth, we all believed in ejected not stay at the atlanta constitution because mr. carter and bill fields, the management would not give him a $5 raise. $5. stated as

i came running, i knew something was wrong. and polly kept calling out, she hung herself, she hung herself. by that time polly was able to get to the door so i came through the front door of jill's room and i was struggling to lift jill and at the same time manipulate the ligature off her neck. polly had grabbed a pair of scissors and she cut the ligature and brought her down. and i rested her down and i started cpr as well as i could or tried the best i could. and i remember looking at jill's face and realizing that her eyes were dilated and fixed, which means they weren't moving, so i knew that that wasn't good. >> and that

i knew i dunno every reporter in the world but others that i would have trusted with my knife. i knew he would tell the truth and was courageous enough even under the most tremendous pressures and i read the book and i remember two or three times jack did back down on a story and regretted it until the end of his life. but those events were extremely rare and sometimes to put his job in danger i believe in this and this is what i am writing. he was a courageous man. >> before we make a saint out of jack. [laughter] let me say indeed he had great integrity but also a reporter which sometimes met pushing the envelope. i always liked the story had no how many remember the orangeburg massacre when the state troopers cut down unarmed students and wounded two dozen and killed four of them. jack was dispatched to the story and he immediately went to the hospital. and said to the administrator i am jack nelson for the beer and i am here to look at the medical records and the administrator thought he meant the fbi that jack knew perfectly well that was the impression he would wear a tre

>> heather: i knew that i needed to change something about myself and i knew that i wanted to be a hote when my husband got back from afghanistan, ordered it reluctantly and then threw up on the first day. >> that's what i want from you. keep pushing, y'all. keep pushing. >> a lot of people say insanity is crazy, it's insane. >> this is beyond insanity. they need a new word for insanity 'cause this is too crazy. >> and it is, it's hard, but if you stick with it, after 30 days, it's not so crazy anymore. you're seeing results and it's becoming easier to make it through the whole workout without stopping as much. insanity was not in my comfort zone at all. so far with insanity i've lost 31 pounds. insanity and beachbody gave me so much more than a better body. it gave me a new lifestyle that i can share with my husband for a long time. [bang, cracking...] >> announcer: how does shaun give you such insane results in record time? it's a revolutionary sports science called max interval training. >> with traditional interval training, you spend three minutes working out at a moderate pace an

>> no, because i knew when i did it, i had people coming at me, i knew i probably wouldn't get through i didn't want to be the guy that was like, hey, man, now that that happened, i'm calling. and he would be like, why didn't you call before that? you know what i'm saying? he's a terrific kid. this feels temporary, not like a jonestown meltdown. >> speaking of meltdowns, lindsay lohan who you gave $100,000 to. >>> back now with charlie sheen. tell me, why did you give lindsay lohan $100,000? >> good question. i thought i was going to get it back. no. >> did you get it back? >> no, it wasn't about that. they offered me a ton of dough for one day's work. i was flattered. they said, we want to hire lindsay to make it more epic, but we want to give her half of what we gave you. and they took it back from me and they shorted her $100,000 on what i thought they were going to, and that was it, and then she went public. that was it. >> this is "scary movie 5." what she grateful? >> eventually. it wasn't right off the bat, though. in the moment when i mentioned it to her, i don't think she beli

>> no, because i knew when i did -- you know, the amount of people coming at me, i knew i probably wouldn't get through and i didn't want to be that guy hey, man, now that that happened i'm calling. well, why didn't you call before that? you know what i'm saying? he's a terrific kid and this feels temporary. this doesn't feel like a jonestown meltdown. >> let's talk more meltdowns. lindsay lohan who you gave $100,000 to. >> cheers. so...how'd it go? well, dad, i spent my childhood living with monks learning the art of dealmaking. you've mastered monkey-style kung fu? no. priceline is different now. you don't even have to bid. master hahn taught you all that? oh, and he says to say (translated from cantonese) "you still owe him five bucks." your accent needs a little work. >> now charlie sheen, why did you give lindsay lohan $100,000? >> good question. i thought i was going to get it back. >> did you get it back? soo. >> no, no. they offered me a ton of dough for one day's work. i said great, i'll do it. they said we want to hire lindsay we want to give her half of what we were going to make

i knew chris when i came to this country 2004. think i met him for the first time before he went to libya, when he was serving at the relations committee in the senate. met him few times in libya when i used to go from time to time. he is the man that there is no limit. he witnessed the suffering under regime of gadhafi and saw brutality of gadhafi killing his own people using all type weapons. he was the first american representative to go to benghazi, my hometown. every member of the delegation came to this country. when i speak about steven they say yes, chris, we know him. he talked to the people. he meet with the people. he knows their suffering. the main thing, that he trusts them and when they rised against gadhafi, he supported them. chris, it is a great loss for libya. we lost him as a friend and man that understands the history of the people of libya before and after. chris, he built the bridge between libya and the united states. a bridge of love, of hope. we never believed one day we would be able to raise against this

i came running, i knew something was wrong. and polly kept calling out, she hung herself, she hung herself. by that time polly was able to get to the door so i came through the front door of jill's room and i was struggling to lift jill and at the same time manipulate the ligature off her neck. polly had grabbed a pair of scissors and she cut the ligature and brought her down. and i rested her down and i started cpr as well as i could or tried the best i could. and i remember looking at jill's face and realizing that her eyes were dilated and fixed, which means they weren't moving, so i knew that that wasn't good. >> and that was our nightmare. >> a parent came to us, we'd known her personally, the whole family, for a long time. and she told me, she asked -- i thank her for the courage it took to come forward. she said, i don't know how to tell you this, but i think there's so much going on. >> she told us her son had come to her and told her there was a picture jill had sent to him in december naked in her body and it had been

i knew a lot more about europe from films until i was aged 25 or 30. i did not get over there. i did not get a chance to see it, but i learned about cultures and people and places far from me. it is all i wanted to do. i wanted to be an actor for a while, but i always wanted to be a part of this. tavis: if you are. >> and i am, and very proud to be. tavis: an academy award nominated. the movie is "life of pi." david magee, good to have you on the program. that is our show. until next time, keep the faith. stormy skies ♪ today's show, visit tavis smiley at pbs.org. tavis: hi, i'm tavis smiley. join me next time for a conversation with the geomagic ceo, ping fu. that is next time. we will see you then. >> there is a saying that dr. king had that said there is always the right time to do the right thing. i just try to live my life every day by doing the right thing. we know that we are only halfway to completely eliminate hunger, and we have a lot of work to do. walmart committed $2 billion to fighting hunger in the u.s. as we work together, we can stamp hunger out. pbs station fr

i imagined there was a brief time each day or two that you were not tormented by what you knew of yourgnosis. every morning i thought as you slowly emerged from sleep and the briefest of minutes you experienced your awakening self to be the once small child you were and little boy's life and no burden and weightless and floating. each morning you woke up into the innocence that with with all children and at the time you're unknowing ofior fate and i am imagine before you died you began the return to the child you were, a little boy of great purity. i want to believe for those hours you were free of the weight of what was near and sleep took you back in time and guiding through the corridors you occupied and the bliss of a child. i would have given anything at all to make this imaginary scenario true and as you watched your children run and play and laugh and scream. our last visit was your last sunday as you died four days later. when we arrived you were in a hospital bed in your and abbey's bed and your eyes were closed. as soon as you heard by voice you reacted but you couldn't reall

i knew the perpetrator was in the police wouldn't even take a report and go get my stuff back. that is why i became a gun owner. i could have stopped them from robbing me if i really wanted to. maybe the situation would have been different because the point -- person pointing a gun at me turn away several times. >> thank you for sharing your experience. we're going to take one more call now from los, california. >> a couple of items i would like to mention here in california. for many years, while i was under psychiatric care, i carry a firearm. i could legally purchase a firearm because i had never been committed to a facility by a court of law. even though i was under psychiatric care by my own choosing, i was still allowed to purchase a firearm. i think they should change as lost. second item -- due to crimes that had nothing to do with firearms, i am now a convicted felon. while i cannot legally purchase a weapon on the state of california or many other states, i can go down to a few places here in town and other areas i know of and pick up a weapon any time of night or day

>> heather: i knew that i needed to change something about myself and i knew that i wanted to be a hote when my husband got back from afghanistan, ordered it reluctantly and then threw up on the first day. >> that's what i want from you. keep pushing, y'all. keep pushing. >> a lot of people say insanity is crazy, it's insane. >> this is beyond insanity. they need a new word for insanity 'cause this is too crazy. >> and it is, it's hard, but if you stick with it, after 30 days, it's not so crazy anymore. you're seeing results and it's becoming easier to make it through the whole workout without stopping as much. insanity was not in my comfort zone at all. so far with insanity i've lost 31 pounds. insanity and beachbody gave me so much more than a better body. it gave me a new lifestyle that i can share with my husband for a long time. [bang, cracking...] >> announcer: how does shaun give you such insane results in record time? it's a revolutionary sports science called max interval training. >> with traditional interval training, you spend three minutes working out at a moderate pace an

well, i knew you couldn't stop smoking. take my mind off my dog biscuit problem. what dog biscuit problem? well, i've been chasing more cars lately. and, you know, when i lick my paws, i keep falling off the couch. hey, hey, hey. i'm driving! other side. i've got no dispute. i just came to open the door for you. well, thank you. an old fella like you needs all the help he can get. yeah, i'll show you a fella my age. who's the grumpy bastard? yeah, i'm a grumpy bastard. hey, you know something, riggs? when i do retire, i hope your next partner is just like you. that's not gonna happen. 'cause there's winners and there's losers, and god wouldn't do that to me. yeah, well, he did it to me. i know. hey. see what i mean? my point exactly. son of a gun. stay away from my daughter. you can't be serious. what are you talking about? i saw what it was. you kissed rianne. can i help it if she finds me irresistible? that's not the point. it was a platonic peck on the cheek between friends. okif it's just friendship, try shaking hands ne

i knew there was one girl and she got all the gold stars. and i said i learned from writing this book and be the better not i did not remember that story. she reminded me. [laughter] it was nice to include it in the book but she explained to me how she studied and underline the important facts and how to go back through them the next day so she could commit them to memory and then go to the passages looking at important points and that is how she went to remember answers in the quiz. up until then i read it once and that was it and she taught me was not photographic memory you have to repeat it often. what a life lesson. i use it to this day. i tell law students when you have to go into court, stand in front of a mirror and say your opening statement one dozen times. to the same thing with your closing statement and then pick a friend who was not a lawyer and practice before them so they can tell you what they don't understand. nothing i do i do without practice.

i knew... when i went to that yoga class, i knew i wanted to know more. i knew i wanted it to be part of my life for the rest of my life. i also knew that it filled a spiritual gap that i had, and that i'd been searching to fill that gap for quite a long time. >> i just think that yoga has kept me in the best of health. and i'm so thankful for that. it has made such a difference in my life. people can't believe that i walk with my shoulders back. my balance isn't always the best, but that comes with age. i just can't say enough about yoga and what it's done for me. and people say, "but, oh, i can't do that now, you know, i'm too old for that." and i keep telling them that "well, you'd be surprised. and just let me know when you want to go. i'll take you." yoga is my life. and i don't think that i would ever miss a day of it. and so it's one of the most important things i do every day. >> yoga is my life. i feel very alive and healthy. i look at people my age, and some people just seem like they've given up, that they really aren't very comfortable in thei

>> well, i was so overwhelmed with sadness about the sandy hook shooting and i knew as one person, i couldn't do anything, but i knew president obama could. >> reporter: the president's first task is to convince members of his own party to support his plan. specifically the 11 democrats in the senate who have an a or b rating from the nra. without their support, diane, his plan doesn't have a prayer of passing. >> at the white house, jonathan karl. thanks, jon. >>> and now, we have breaking news from the faa tonight. the faa suddenly announced they are grounding the dreamliner. that new plane that ran into trouble. six of the planes are flying for united airlines here in the u.s. and for the latest on what's happened, abc senior national correspondent jim avila joins me. jim? >> reporter: diane, this is a huge blow to boeing. this is the faa telling united it cannot fly the dreamliner 787 starting right now. it's grounded until it can prove to the federal government that the airline has fixed the problem with the battery that continues to overheat. united is the only u.s. carrier fly

>> no, because i knew when i did it, i had people coming at me, i knew i probably wouldn't get through and i didn't want to be the guy that was like, hey, man, now that that happened, i'm calling. and he would be like, why didn't you call before that? you know what i'm saying? he's a terrific kid. this feels temporary, not like a jonestown melttown. >> speaking of meltdowns, lindsay lohan who you gave $100,000 to. c-max has a nice little trait, you see, c-max helps you load your freight, with its foot-activated lift gate. but that's not all you'll see, cause c-max also beats prius v, with better mpg. say hi to the all-new 47 combined mpg c-max hybrid. is efficiently absorbed in small continuous amounts. citracal slow release continuously releases calcium plus d with efficient absorption in one daily dose. citracal slow release. >>> back now with charlie sheen. tell me, why did you give lindsay lohan $100,000? >> good question. i thought i was going to get it back. no. >> did you get it back? >> no, it wasn't about that. they offered me a ton of dough for one day's work. i was flatter.

i knew this was it. i knew this was the end. knew i was going to die. >> lisa is a passionate world traveler who's journeyed to all but one of the seven continents, but her vast experience in some of the most rugged places on earth was nothing compared to this trip, a 19-day expedition to antarctica, the last continent on her list. >> this ship was called "the explorer," and it was actually built for antarctica. it had an ice-strengthened hull so that it could withstand the ice. >> for the first 12 days of her trip, lisa saw some of the most spectacular scenery she had ever seen. >> we saw amazing wildlife. we saw whales. we saw penguins. i saw things i never thought i'd see in my entire life. but on the 12th day, video camera rolling, lisa would capture something else she never thought she'd see. >> i was videotaping the ice because the ice was different than other ice we'd been through. it was deeper, seemed to be pretty much everywhere. >> the mood is serious as the captain tries to maneuver the ship through the ice field, th