i knew there was no reason to be upset. i felt stupid and ashamed.ter: i took this picture of her on our wedding day. this is her hometown, where we met. this is her mother. she took this picture of me near mount fuji. one thing that especially intrigued me was bamboo. this is her and i just after we became engaged. this is a picture of her family. taken the day we were married. the pictures show was almost like introducing her family to my own. more than anything else, i --ted my mother to expect respect me. two would because the be together while i was away on business. one thing was for sure, the children like her. i could see she was relaxed and happy. was teaching the kids a japanese game. the next a, i introduced her to my town. i was a little nervous for her ane, because mind you american with a japanese wife would attract attention in the streets. we did get a look of real resentment at one point. -- from one woman. she had lost a son in iwo jima. when i explained, she understood. i knew she was still feeling a little strange, i thought some

and i knew i wanted to really be a lawyer. but i knew we couldn't afford it. so i settled on journalism. and i followed my nose that way. i went to the university of nevada one year where i worked as a secretary. i went to the university of missouri the next semester because that had the best journalism school in town. but before i did that there was a man -- i forgot to mention that i also worked during the week and weekends in a weekly newspaper in elee, nevada, and that man was a politician. he was also state senator charles russell who later became governor and that was the path that i chose. i went to the university of missouri for the first semester of my second year and, again, i keep forgetting about the summer i spent in my first political experience. jim who had been a member of the house here was running for the u.s. senate. it was an open seat. and jim came into our newspaper office down in elee and asked charlie, the publisher, i need someone to run my campaign in white plain county. can you recommend anybody? now jim was a democrat, but in those d

i knew him before when i was a newspaper person. so, i knew walter from way back. and i liked him. he was a good chairman and also he was for the merchant marines. >> how about the ranking republican member robert davis? helen: bob was ok. um, unfortunately, the republicans, and i am not saying every one, but republicans as a whole did not feel that we needed a subsidy for the maritime industry. and they were always knocking it and cutting it down. and president reagan had reduced or eliminated the subsidy, and that didn't help that industry at all. i did not agree with what they did. >> in your last term in congress, you served on the appropriations committee, which is a very influential committee. how were you able to get that assignment? helen: i guess you would say that i made sure the leadership knew that i wanted it badly. at that time i was running for governor, which was a mistake. and i needed their help to get it. and i got it. >> what was the reception like for you on that committee because there are only a handful of women that served? helen: the reception was ok. i kne

and i knew this was it. this was sort of like you're getting a second chance to stay alive i didn't really, i knew if that thing didn't go well and i walked in and they said the president is waiting in the oval office and i walked back there and he's in the private dining room and he just had this huge smile on his face and approvingly made it clear that i had done a good job and that meant the world because i knew we talk about this journey that i went on. where you reach this critical and you think i'm here and i kept a man, i can't believe. it wasn't just personal for me that saturday. i knew i had left the president down. and you look at the podium, i wasn't impressed with the impression we had made on behalf of the two administrations to the american people and i desperately wanted to make sure they knew we were committed to working hard for them and working hard for the president so i needed that monday to be really good and i did everything i could to prepare after that saturday afternoon. >> host: you

i knew it was over. i knew it was done it made the front page by the way. [applause] the next day, i am like well, i don't have a job. there is a french bakery next door to my house. i thought i can have a pie business. i'll just go write for them. like french and pies are the same thing. they are not. i'm walking down the street to apply for the job and in my mind get an interview and i get a phone call from jake tapper, a producer and they were like hey krks you be on the show today? i want to talk to you about a segment. i said sure. can you tell me what the subject is? i might be tied up for a couple of hours. they said you're the subject. i'm catholic. right? what did i do wrong? [laughter] immediately i'm like did i tweet something bad? did i tweet in my sleep? what did i do? the only reporter that accurately called this election even though you took a ton of crap. by the way, we want to hire you. cried again. because in that moment, in that morning, i felt like a lot of trump voters. i was 57 years old. my industry had died. it is still dying. our ind

he didn't know how much i knew. ore than that said i'm not in the business of telling everything i know to the cia director. >> obviously, no. >> again here because memoirs are interesting. turns out it's nice writing about yourself. turns out everything you thought happened didn't happen that way. >> you talk about that in the memoir. >> find that you were wrong about things and it's really more complicated. you can really do a lot. remember i came here a couple years ago and what's his name, tom london took me -- his second wife was not at the time and didn't give this paperback. he gave it back to you guys and their staff on me. it's so interesting. anyway, free coffee. i got the enlisted number in a dead dialect. nobody answered. i dialed it again. and so he told me, she answered the phone and i said look lady, i don't care what's going on. i beg your pardon, just get a. he gets on the phone. and as i said a couple times, he hired me for "the new yorker." william shawn was the famous editor. i got along with him,

i knew that meant she's recognizing that this long struggle might soon be over.rter: all day long, we've

and i knew those risks. s point i felt like i was going to put my trust in him. >> so how'd he react? >> he proceeded to say, "i'm going to get you out of here. i'm going to get you home. and my name's kenny. i'm here to help." >> "my name is kenny?" >> "my name's kenny, like kenny rogers." that's exactly what he said. it gave me a laugh. it was actually one of the first laughs i had in a long time. >> reporter: kenny got in touch with the mayor of a nearby village. the mayor called the philippine army, and the army arrived in humvees. >> it seemed like hundreds of them. and i was just like, this is all for me. i just couldn't believe it. i realized i'm really going to see my family again. i'm going to see my friends. i'm going to have my life back. >> reporter: but would he have his mom? for months kevin had been grieving, afraid she'd been executed by the militants. but then the mayor gave him the phone and kevin heard a familiar voice. >> "hey, mom. is that really you? i had no clue for months what happene

i just knew it was going to happen. i'm writing my story, they're all gathered beside each other watching philadelphia. i'm watching my ten counties. at 8:45 i filed my story. i knew it was over. i knew it was done. and it made the front page, by the way. [applause] [laughter] the next day i i get up, i'm like, well, i don't have a job. there's a french bakery next door to my house, and i figured i had a pie business, i'll just go work for them. like french and pies are the same thing, right? [laughter] they're not. so i'm walking down to apply for the job and in my mind get an interview and, you know, wear like a white coat, and i get a phone call from jake tapper's producer, and they said, hey, can you be on the show today? want to talk to you. i said, sure. day after the election. i said can you tell me what the subject is though? i might be tied up for a couple hours. and they said, oh, you're the subject. i'm like, i'm catholic, right? what did i do wrong. [laughter] immediately i'm like, did i tweet something bad?

i knew had time when i believe i went to school that day in. and it was the last day of school in summer. everything seemed raider the grass seemed greener the sky was blue or. it was just a great day. he come home and they're like you're a stranger i'm a stranger to them but they're a stranger to me too so i had to go find who my relatives were how was i connected to this community i knew where i came from i didn't know that but i just didn't know holly fit in. hundred fifty thousand people children were taken from their families. and as role of a result of that seven generations of native people grew up with no roots. this is my friend carol croce whom i've known for a few years and appreciate her friendship and and what kind of things she can tell us about her first nations so. having my father my aunt and my uncles. gone to residential school my father never discussed his upbringing he was silent the home that we lived in. was silent around who he was and how he was raised so prior to the age of thirty i had no idea or no understanding of w

i knew i let the president town. and speaking to that podium i was not impressed with the impression we had made on behalf of the new administration. i desperately wanted to make sure they knew that we were committed to working hard for them and working hard for the president. i needed that monday to be really good. i did everything i could to prepare after that saturday afternoon. >> you talk about how it was personal. did you or anyone in the white house communication or it may be the president appreciate how it was personal to the press? the president had labeled them individually and as media outlets and institutions as fake news. coming into that space, that adversarial relationship had already been preestablished before you stood at that podium, how difficult was it when the cameras were off to go back and try to mend that fence or have the conversation in a way to let the members of the press no that you felt a sense of responsibility to be fair with them and give them trustworthy news out of the administratio

i knew her son was gay. and for that reason i believe god put that thought in my head and i believe god pushed me into what i did next which was totally illogical, because i asked this woman, is your son a homosexual? you don't ask people that question especially conservative area like tyler texas and a member of the southern baptist church. she was shocked. and she hesitated for quite some time before she eventually said, yes but that's just the way god made him and god loves him just the way he is. i had never heard that before that god loved gaze and especially that god loved gaze when they were not even pretending to be straight. her words that morning changed my life. it would take too long to explain all the emotions i experienced that afternoon but finally it was on this woman her words of acceptance were words that i have never heard before and it stirred that dead spot in my heart and after all my efforts to avoid this problem never to tell anybody i was gay or reading about the subject all of those

i knew he hadn't gotten paid his rent, i knew that he was about to start the eviction process. d i care about a lot of the people that work there. and so i wanted to make sure that all hell didn't break loose. we look familiar to you? sal: yes. michael: i would like some clarification, because i have been talking to you at length, and i'm just trying to get paid. lemonis: i've tried to help you. michael's tried to help you. and you just struggle with people straight with people. sal: i never, ever did anything -- anything at all to go ahead and try to break this deal whatsoever. lemonis: did you take money out of the business that you weren't supposed to? sal: to pay some of my expenses that i had. -lemonis: personal expenses? -sal: yeah. lemonis: you never got my permission to do that. sal: i understand that. lemonis: money was going into the business, and he still wasn't paid. that was our biggest sticking point -- that our landlord get paid. then, i come to pick up the printer after our deal falls apart, and they tell me that it's sold. michael: you're caught with your pants

she reflected on the moment what it would be like i knew as i said it i couldn't take it back i knew you'd be so far through it and gone so i i knew we were keeping him in a box instinctually. [applause] 's been a couple of things before we go into q&a. thank you first of all. there are cameras in the room this book reading is being recorded for c-span booktv so it will be aired in the next few weeks we don't know exactly but please go to the website to find out i love your voice when you read it. it sounds great i do have a a microphone please speak into the microphone when you ask your question. and we will proceed. >> hello doctor travers. thank you so much first you are coming to this project potentially eyes and advocate so i am wondering your biggest struggles have they ever personally weighed in on the process? and what was it like for you to interview the parents? >> those are a lot of questions i will try to read mine on -- remember them one at a time. i was one of those kids and as i became a parent i committed in general to keep people gender off my kids. it was amazingly d

dcps, i knew, was a place that was on the rise. and i wasn't discouraged by the negative news, and ied wao be a part of helping us stay on the trajtory towards success. >> do you feel at all -- you use the word discourage or intimidated or afr td ofis is where dcps or a light was being shined in this way and some people would say you know you have some ground to make up. did that at all affect your decision making process to come into this role of where you can take the school district? >> it didn't because i believe tremendously in our people in d.c. and i know firsthand the power of our human capital,he people in our central office, the people who serve in our schools, our principals and assistant principals and teachers and custodians. r believe in the power of parents. >> absolutely. >> and so i knew that we could overcome this challenge. >>c lent. speaking about all of this, there's a new policy in place on absenteeism as a result of the findings in the audit. we have a few seconds left int, this segme can you tell us what that

because i knew -- i knew that he shot her. ashley wouldn't take her own life. >> once the case closed and we got the police report, we realized they didn't do anything. >> reporter: so tell me more about the police report and what you didn't like about it. >> it was incomplete. it was inconsistent. could've been written by a high school student. no follow-up. it was unbelievable. >> reporter: the evans police department declined to speak with "dateline" on cam rarks but said this about the allegations against them -- "the investigation we conducted was thorough and complete. a conclusion of suicide was determined after an exhaustive review and analysis of all evidence -- physical, forensic, and testimonial, by all of the five agencies involved." as for ashley's parents, well, there was nothing more either of them could do, apparently. two years went by, during which tom moved to indiana with the kids and enrolled at a local university. >> and i said to him, "tom, murderers always move away." >> reporter: it was important to as

i knew john mccain as an american hero. but i didn't know john mccain the man. i didn't know john mccain, the flesh and blood, genuinely hilarious guy. but over the past 48 months i had the privilege of actually getting to become friends with john mccain. it's sort of weird to say when you're our age -- you're a good bit older than i am, but when you're roughly our age, mr. president, i'm 46 and john mccain was an octogenarian, and he befriended me. i've been on many overnights with john mccain, i've been to war zones with john mccain. i've been cussed out by john mccain lots of times. he would call me stupid bastard on a regular basis and he meant it affectionately. i'm convinced he didn't use the term stupid bastard lately. he reserved it for those he cared about. i have laughed and cried with john mccain. i wrestled policy with john mccain. i got to grill hamburgers and serve them to troops on the 4th of july with john mccain. as we in this body praise john mccain today and for the rest of this week, as we rightly should, there's going to be a lot of people t

our other mom becomes terrified that she and her girls are moments away from being discovered. >> i knewhat if those men came around behind us that they could see us. >> when dateline continues. before i had the shooting, burning, pins and needles of diabetic nerve pain these feet... ... made waves in high school... ... had a ball being a dad... ...and built a career in construction. but i couldn't bear my diabetic nerve pain any longer. so i talked to my doctor and he prescribed lyrica. nerve damage from diabetes causes diabetic nerve pain. lyrica is fda approved to treat this pain from moderate to even severe diabetic nerve pain. lyrica may cause serious allergic reactions suicidal thoughts or actions. tell your doctor right away if you have these, new or worsening depression, or unusual changes in mood or behavior. or swelling, trouble breathing, rash, hives, blisters, muscle pain with fever, tired feeling or blurry vision. common side effects are dizziness, sleepiness, weight gain and swelling of hands, legs, and feet. don't drink alcohol while taking lyrica. don't drive or use machi

i knew dr. wiley and respected him highly. he was interested in what i was interested in, the human part of the civil war. this i've spent all my life is the emotions of the civil war. if you don't understand the feelings that were controlled and uncontrolled in the civil war, you will never understand the war. because emotions play such a vital part. so there he was, the spokesman for the common soldiers. i knew right off the bat what i wanted to do. the original plan was to get my masters at emeryville at lsu and study under dr. ti williams for my doctorate. but i did so well at emory that they offered me a teaching fellowship to stay on for my doctorate, which meant when i got my phd, i would have had a minimum of three years teaching experience and that opportunity you cannot turn down. so i did and worked with him. and i must confess, to a job i randolph macon, college is one of the few schools at that time which required a thesis for a ba degree. and i wrote my thesis on general daniel harvey hill and i got into memory an

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i never knew, like i never had a stake. never knew what that was. >> host: what do you remember about making the decision to defect from north korea? >> guest: that i did was for him when i was more early 2000, that when things were very bad in my family. we were not able to find food and it was a string. >> host: when you talk about not finding food, would you go days or a day without eating? >> guest: it's like sometimes you have food every day, sometimes, i remember one day we had many days without food. we had one or two potatoes a day. we can say that, that's what i was having for dinner but that is not enough nutrition, if you just eat like the potatoes. we running out of those frozen potatoes. no more potatoes, too expensive. we cannot afford that. supposedly the government had to feed us and give us russians but they didn't. they wanted to starve us because they wanted to control the population. my father was selling sugar or coffee then you could find some grains or other things in the summertime, i go to like catch

i knew there would be some sort of response, but i think i hoped against hope that because it was me nd sang my songs, maybe there would be a bit more compassion, or perhaps even that some churches would say, "well, we know vicky, we know her music, maybe we will rethink this issue". part of me hoped for that, and in a very small number of cases that happened, but for the most part, unfortunately, most churches slammed the door and told me i was choosing a life of sin, unfortunately. choosing a life of sin, and pastor scott lively responded to your coming out by saying, "i am very sorry to hear that vicky has given into the lie that she is a homosexual, instead of, as she could have, trying to overcome this profound challenge in her life". another leading american sort of theologian of the evangelical movement, robert gagnon, said that he could only "condemn the inauthenticity of desires that contradict the handiwork of our creator". right, that shows you what i am up against, and why it took until i was 35. are you still a christian? yes. but i think christianity is quite a broad spe

to come to china because i knew if they left me there she would die. >> you could barely walk. >> no because i just had stitches and then we had to wait until the darkness on -- comes. we had to go to the area were not very many people would come by. is smuggling a big business in north korea? >> the country is bankrupt the system is bankrupt so they need china to survive where you get close if it don't come from china? >> there is a picture in your book standing in pyongyang in front of a pallet and you have a t-shirt on that says princess in english. >> that was from china. >> anywhere that? two not anymore. you can be punished for what you're wearing. >> what was the biggest surprise to you once you got across the border? the biggest shock? >> and in north korea they do not talk about serving so you would need to know if it was something that was unheard of. i never thought about it. that was the first thing i thought in north korea. >> what was your view of america you ever see that on a map? you know. i never saw a map of the world i did not know were africa or canada or the uni

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people i knew 30 years ago still say that. that's important to me. the mouth of ufc. i mean this respectfully: in some ways you remind me of those barkers outside of a strip club that's just... - dana: right. - harvey: ...trying to get people in - under the tent all the time. - dana: oh, yeah. ( shouting ) the reigning, defending, 155 pound champion of the ufc, the notorious conor mcgregor! harvey: 'cause you're just unrelenting that way. dana: oh, believe me, i've heard that one before, um... - really? - oh, yeah. me and joe rogan, you know, we're pumping up the fights, but that's what we do. part of what make you stand out, is, um, colorful language. what's your favorite word? ( bleep ) is my favorite word, yeah. ( laughter ) yeah, yeah, i love it, it is absolutely my favorite word. lorenzo just sent me a hoodie today as a gift, and it's yves saint laurent, it says, "( bleep ) creative." - ( laughs ) - is what the hoodie says. and, uh, yeah, it's my word. you are famous at places like the palace station casino. - dana: uh... - ( harvey laughs ) yeah

one of the nicest guys i ever knew. there was -- it was some disenchantment with the leadership at that time, and eddie jacobs -- no, yeah. eddie jenkins. and it was like this. i think that was during -- i think speaker foley's time. and some of us were a little not liking how leadership was going, but we weren't going to go against foley. so, eddie and i and a group decided that he would run against -- he ran for -- against gephardt, i think, and i ran against denny hoyer. we knew we weren't going to win, but we were making a statement. you know, i think of it often. i thought, i bet denny -- he's such a gentleman. i bet he thought, who the heck does she think she is but it never was any attention. it was just to show that we weren't happy with the way leadership was going. >> did you get a response from leadership? >> no, we lost so badly, it didn't matter. >> not the statement you were hoping for? >> what? >> not the statement that you were hoping for? >> oh, yeah, we made a statement. the statement was okay. it was j

i knew that wasn't going to happen. invited meentually to the very form of -- formal living room of their home. mrs. tate interviewed me. they were file cabinets down in the basement. she said i am so excited. dr. tate has audio files. martin luther king's voice is coming up. who is this man? this is just amazing. i am in research heaven. i have everything anybody could ever need. did he keep saying in those last weeks before his death have you been back to the building? i am back at the building. i meet with his daughter. father asked me to come back. i don't know what i'm supposed to be looking for. he said that daddy meant the stuff in the attic. ?hat attic i didn't know there was one. i remember he was talking about times that he would escape the reporters. that i would escape the reporters through the back way out. i never asked him that question. out?was the back way i had no idea what she was talking about. said you know where his office is? i said yes. she said you know the door behind the door in his office? >>

so after -- you know, it got to be very frustrating, very frankly, and he knew it. i mean, you know, obviously he knew it. but that's why the effort started to have him not be speaker anymore because it was just very difficult. he wasn't leading in the way he should have been leading and it was hard on the other members of leadership, too. >> what was your role in that, communicating with the freshman members, the newer members? >> well, i was very involved in that and it was challenging. you know, a lot of us felt very strongly about what was going on and change needed to happen, some of the others didn't and so there was -- there was always this undercurrent of, you know, trying to do things the right way without it being what ended up being called a coup. it really wasn't planned as a coup. that wasn't at all part of what it was. it was a lot of people from different levels in congress who were very frustrated with the way newt was leading and it got to be a real problem in trying to get something done. so it was -- it was not a fun time. you know, you look back on

i knew ahead of time when i believe i went to school that day in. and it was the last day of school in summer. everything seemed greater than the grass seemed greener and the sky was blue or. it was just a great day. he come home and they're like you're a stranger i'm a stranger to them but they're a stranger to me too so i had to go find who my relatives were how was i connected to this community i knew where i came from i didn't know that but i just didn't the holly fit in. hundred fifty thousand people children were taken from their families. and as a result of that seven generations of native people grew up with no roots. that. this is my friend carol croce whom i have known for a few years and appreciate her friendship and and what kind of things she can tell us about her first nations so. having my father my aunt and my uncles. gone to residential school my father never discussed his upbringing he was silent the home that we lived in was silent around who he was and how he was raised so prior to the age of thirty i had no idea or no understand

how -- i never hat a steak. never knew what that was. >> host: what do you remember about making the decision to defect from north korea? when was that idea formed? >> guest: formed when i was more -- early 2001, that's when things were very desperate in my family, we were not able to find food it and was spring request southwestern. >> when you talk about not finding food, would you go days or a day without eating in. >> guest: it's like sometimes you do have food every day and sometimes -- we have many days without food but you like few -- if you have a -- it gets frozen and black color, that's what we ate one or two potatoes a day, and we can say that is what i was having for meal, but that's not enough nutrition for a growing child or anyone if you jest east one -- the potatoes, but the frozen potatoes. the normal potato is too expensive and cannot afford that and supposedly the government has -- the give racing -- giving a but can't. this choose to starve us because the control the population and i was able to get tha

say she's going to leave you you know she's going to leave if you don't go see her so at that time i knew that she would goal then i things just kind of came back honestly i just took off running up those stairs. and i went and sat on my mother. that the time all i did was cry. i just cried. when i was in because it was here i loved her and we just saw her have to part with her year. because my brother was like she was really good mood you know. it's. not much. to say a movie good times here they are all written by the bed and there is enormous there is a tremendous amount of evil that went on here. so the whole institution itself was run by fear so it was very regimented more like a military style you lined up for everything to line up for your meals lined up to go to school you lined up to go to church just like that follow that routine and you would be ok if you followed it and didn't break the rules you know so you just follow the rules. they didn't have the freedom is the child or is it young teenager and always kenny wonders if her vision of somebody but we've got them both at six o

and i felt like i knew what i wanted to do.y mom and said, i'm comfortable, i'm at peace with this decision. and i didn't want to have a conversation that would be -- that would lead to any other outcome but that. >> jimmy: what did your mom think of all the abuse you got, of all -- the things you were -- you know, obviously there were a lot of jokes made at your expense. >> many by you. >> jimmy: many by me. [ laughter ] [ cheers and applause ] >> jimmy: that's true. >> some were funny. >> jimmy: that's true. i'm sure -- it's one thing to be you. >> yeah. >> jimmy: it's another thing to be your mom. >> you know, my mom -- my dad and my wife have been my strongest advocates and supporters. i think there were clearly times where she felt, you know -- felt for me in a way that only a mother can. >> jimmy: did she ever say, go in there and tell that son of a bitch trump to stop making you lie? [ laughter ] >> my mother would never speak like that. [ cheers and applause ] she'd say, "i'm praying for you." >> jimmy: i'm praying for

i was called not just because people knew we were friends. i have gotten calls from people around the country and leaders around the world. i am getting all of these sympathy letters. hundreds of them. tweets. character is destiny. john had character. while others will miss his leadership, his passion, even , you are goings to miss his hand on your shoulder. the family is going to miss the man, this faithful man, as he , who you knew would literally, not figuratively, give his life for you. for that, there is no balm but .ime time, and new memories of a life -- and yourlived memories of a life lived well and lived fully. i will make you a promise. i promise you the time will come where whets going to happen is, six months will go by and everybody is going to think well, it's past, but you're going to ride by that field or smell that fragrance, or see that flashing image, and you are going to feel iq did the day you -- feel like you did the day you got the news, but you know you are going to the image of your dad, your husband, your friend cros

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