they knew that i was honest, and they knew that i believed in what i was doing. it is hard to get mad at someone who really believes what they are doing and works their tail off to get it done. i wound up with a lot of friends on both sides. host: what have you heard from your colleagues when you decided that you would retire? sen. hatch: i think they were happy that i might have a few years outside of here. hopefully happy years. but i have a lot who say they wish i would not retire and that i would stay with it. i have had a number of them come to me and say they love me and appreciate me. those kind of things are endearing as far as i am concerned. that came from both sides. i have had both sides. more from the republican side, nevertheless, both sides. host: president trump tried to talk you out of it? sen. hatch: he did. it, i was the only senator outside of jeff sessions who supported the president in the early going and he knows that. he knows i have been loyal to him. he knows that i believe in some of the things he can do. he also has done a lot of thing

i knew it was time to get the horses out of here so i came down and i opened the trailer and i startedload them. the first horse loaded no problem and then it was time to load fia, and she didn't want to go in. she knew i was upset and she would put one foot in and back out. two feet in and back out. i tried cookies and grain and everything. i was pleading with her. you have to get in this trailer and i had to make a choice between never seeing fia again and getting alley out. so i turned her loose. i said turn them loose. it's the only chance they have. and i didn't look back. >> you would think mother nature had a watch. right at midnight the wind hit and it hit hard and the fire exploded. that was when i could hear it. it sounded like the roar of a freight train. i looked up past the trailer to look at the mountains and where it had just been an orange glow, i could see flame. >> it was literally a firestorm. so we're bracing ourselves against the wind. we're hearing the roar yelling to each other what to do. it went from a fire that was moving at maybe 3 miles per hour to a fire th

i knew what i did was there. i knew that was can happen. but i what i also knew is that when he came home he needed to have all of the updates on when he came home. we know that he needed to get himself together. so he opt to stay with me for six months and trust the belief that was a time he needed to finish putting himself together to be the great provider that he is. i can answer something here and there. i'm grateful that i didn't give up. i promise you it's not a walk. every person can take. you need to go back and re-create the village to help you get through it. that's not just being nosy. the story that we are telling i hung out with the vice president and the general manager. it wasn't the day that this happened. i didn't do it. i'm not saying it could've been there. and so i thought just be mindful of a loved one other person that you know to kind of give them some support. encourage them that whatever you do give that person a hug. let that person know that you're there for them. if you keep loving that way the chances are this is

i now never wondered whether i was like i knew i was.er there was something in my mind that night, something i needed to tell walter about. i told him i was going to have a baby. but that was just the beginning. we have two of them now, two little girls. i wish my mother could see them . meanwhile, here is a picture. c-span, where history unfolds daily. in 1979, c-span was created as a public service by america's cable television company. today, we continue to bring you unfiltered coverage of congress , the white house, the supreme court and public policy events in washington d.c. and around the country. c-span is brought to you by your cable or satellite provider. coming up on american history tv, programs on world war ii, we begin with a look back of the tuskegee airmen who were the first fighter groups sent into, back, six men were part of an event marking the 75th anniversary of the deployment, they talk about some of the most dangerous missions and what it was like to serve in the segregated military. this is american history tv on

i just knew. i couldn't ignore it anymore. i just couldn't.ebody had to do something. >> she went to the police. did she immediately investigate some. >> no. they just put it in a file. and they go just yeah, yeah, yeah. people get lost in panama all the time. >> she reached out to someone she thought could help, another ex-pat, don winner, a man that runs a website for foreigners living in panama. >> i was contacted by one of her friends that was concerned that she was missing. and they asked for my help. >> don has lived in panama for 23 years and is our consultant on this story. he came here with u.s. military intelligence back when noriega was in power and never left. now he turns his attention to the two missing americans. >> i knew right off the bat, whoa, hey. what's going on here? and i knew that i had to apply a lot of time to it and a lot of attention to it. and i also knew that i had to get it right. >> with contacts in high places, he knows the ins and outs of the panamanian system. he hopped on a flight to bocas and tapped into th

i said that in wisconsin yesterday and nobody knew what it was. c alan, i got arrested in mc alan, was detained for eight hours and they separate you by gender. i was with the boys. this was in 2014 when people didn't really care, when president obama deported 3 million people and it wasn't viewed as a crisis as it is right now and this has been a bipartisan mess. republicans and democrats are both to blame. i got arrested and was detained and looked at those boys ages 5 to 14 and i saw myself in them because i started realizing i didn't remember the last thing my mom said to me, she gave me a sweater and said it was going to be cold, i don't remember if i hugged her or set i love you or any of that and when i was looking at those boys in the cell and it is a jail cell, not a detention center, a jail cell, we as taxpayers, undocumented people pay a lot of taxes, i should be a republican i have paid so many taxes. we all pay to detain children, like you paid to detain children. i look at them, are they going to remember what their parents said to th

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i just knew that i had to do something and i had to do my parts. >> all right. let's listen to zach wahls 2011 right here on this show. let's listen to this. >> you're 19. you're two years away, two years away from being legally eligible to run for the house of representatives in iowa. any thoughts of doing that? >> you know, lawrence, i'm an engineering student at the university of iowa. i'm planning ongoing into engineering. you know, it's of course not to say there aren't some public policy things i'd like to see accomplished. personally no, no plans yet. >> typical politician. i have no interest in running. typical politician there sitting with your mothers. so -- >> yeah. >> what happened? >> well, you know, i think if i recall correctly, we spoke i think on a thursday or friday night literally dozens of hours after i had given the speech. i had the opportunity over the next several years -- some of your viewers may remember i actually appeared on this show talking about my campaign to end discrimination in the boy scouts of america as co-founder and execut

the fact that i didn't you should know nothing. you know people knew that that the answers they were getting were true and from the heart the truth was what if you were looking at . jesse ventura and and the campaign from the outside as i was that's what started to resonate with me it was it was the truth and you would also often use examples of truth and knowledge that i gave you two things it took place for debates i said number one is tell the truth just don't want to think and they want to see if you don't know the answer minute yeah it's fine it will make you look a real person you don't have it all there and just personally know your performance than your bait you know you want from what. beginning at september october shares and they looked at the shop through the mid twenty's and we had to spell one penny on advertising and that mob i pointed to a couple radio ads that was that and that's where we got into position actually when i looked it up just a day or two ago and jesse was at fifteen percent october fifteenth. and he finished thirty seven

>> i knew that ashley wouldn't take her own life. >> a troubled woman or a troubled marriage? >> that wound on the back of her head isn't where she can do it herself. >> suicide or murder? >> i didn't do this. >> i just knew that my whole world is never going to be the same again ever. >> hello. welcome to "dateline." it was december 31 and by all appearances ashley was in the mood to celebrate, a vibrant mother of three, she gathered her friends and family to ring in the new year. but as her guests began to count down until midnight who could have known that they were marking the last hour of ashley's young life. here is keith morrison with after the party. >> what is so optimistic as a party on new year's eve? what night is hopeful, as full of anticipation as the clean slate midnight brings? >> it was a small new year's eve party. >> just family and friends. >> disappointment is inevitable. clean slates are messy all too soon. >> we noticed there was a lot of alcohol. >> we celebrate possibilities and drown past sorrows and watch the clock that ticks towards our new beginning

i just-- i mean, i knew it was-- i knew life, as i knew it, was over, at that point.an says her husband drove through the night, pulling into their garage in punta gorda after dark the next day. he basically told me how they had lured russell to a certain spot on the island. and how he had came out of some bushes and walked up to him and just shot him in the head. and he made it sound like, you know, it was kind of gentle and peaceful. and that his just head just tilted over and he walked away. jim had told you that he had this dark secret, that he wanted to know what it would be like to kill someone. right. did it live up to his expectations? no. at first, he said, for a few days he felt like a big man. and, you know, it was exhilarating. and he thought he had accomplished something and rid the world of someone who didn't need to be there anymore. but then it started to close in on him. and then he wasn't such a big man. and that, you know, he knew he had made a terrible mistake. based on what jim told you, did brenna douglas offer any shred of proof that her husband

once i heard her voice and knew that was her and i think at that point i felt alive again. there was a color in my life again. >> after that 14-year-old's amazing escape, the u.s. military put him on a plane to manila where his mother was waiting on the tarmac. >> the doors are too slow to op open. i was ready to climb that plane and open that door. and he stood there on the plane right there looking around, like i'm right here. you know, like i'm right here. but he was just looking. and i was like, you don't recognize me. okay, must be the love. you have to stop crying. >> i see this woman and i could see tears. as i got closer and closer, i realized i knew who that was. we just ran up to each other and we just hugged each other. and it was just incredible. >> back in lynchburg, kevin's dad was delivering christmas turkeys to a hospital when somebody found him and gave him the news. >> i was so happy. your mind gets clear again. you don't have to be worried. and i will have my family back. and that just is a great feeling. it's a great feeling. >> on december 14th, 2011, s

but i told this story because i knew even at that age i was not invested in as a second grader. and we think kids don't know when they are shortchanged and devalued and i'm here to tell you i knew that in second grade. with a school and a quality. kids know when they are not being valued and that makes them feel some kind of way. [applause] i was lucky to get out of that classroom into a better classroom that what would happen if i didn't have a parent at home who was also one of my fiercest advocates understanding the difference between whining and real distress? . >> that is just a portion of her talk in washington. watch for more in-depth coverage of her book tour in the coming weeks on book tv. >> host: and welcome it is so wonderful to be with you today. >> that means a lot coming from you. >> host: let's dive into it we have in our to dive into some big ideas and feelings so i will start by asking you how did you decide to write this book? it wasn't in your plans a year ago but more than seven years ago i was contacted to do a book and i tried to do it but i just couldn't

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everything to make sure that i was reaching back and pulling up as many other kids as possible because i knew there are so many more deserving children, and i got lucky. that is let me down the path of first being an after school teacher in a low income housing project right next door to where i grew up. than, an elementary school teacher, and then a pediatrician here at san francisco general hospital. but each time i just thought i needed to build one more skill set. i needed to do one more thing in order to help children to pull them up so they could see the opportunities that i have had available, and after 30 years, i came to the conclusion that you can only sort of try to break the rules so many times before you realize the whole system is broken. that is a problem and what you do not have the opportunities they deserve and right now, we are just getting by with people doing extraordinary things to help kids get lucky. >> during those years when you was a teacher, i think he really saw the knee not just for education, but for work in healthcare. you guys have also made some significant d

so i knew i had to be in charge.f people that would be injured and somebody had to take care of them. so i called in my lawyers and it's never been done before, i don't even know if i have the authority to do it, i called my lawyers and and i said, i want to declare a national health emergency. so, he said i don't know if we can do it. i said don't tell me i can't do it, figure out how to do it and figure out how to get back here. this is 9:16 am i said you have 45 minutes. at 10:00 a.m. i declared a health emergency. we were the last ones to get a plane. remember all the planes were grounded. i got a plane in the air, there are eight medical depots around america that are top-secret that you can get tons of medical supplies. the closest one to new york we sent the plane up there, filled up the plane with medical supplies and fluid to new york. we had it thereby 5:00 p.m. in the afternoon. the only one outside the air force back on the plane up in the air to fly and get medical supplies to new york. we had kits, medi

i knew it was an interest of mine. over the years i just kept thinking about it so i applied to a couple of programs last year and i got into harvard divinity school. and was really thrilled and excited about that. mostly because it's such a diverse place. they're semi- different religions represented. and they also have a focus on religion and literature. i really saw as a way to enhance my writing and to help me write with a more informative base. maybe if people know in the divinity school then they will know who i am. i think you would have to do some googling to figure what i look like. have your parents come to visit you. my mom came up a couple times and we did the target run. she was great to help me with that. i really think of memoir biography. thank you so much. .. .. >> those are a few of the programs you will see this thanksgiving weekend on a booktv on c-span2, television for serious readers. for the complete schedule visit booktv.org. we kick off the holiday weekend with coverage from last month texas boo

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and i knew this as a second grader. come home with my little lunch and my baloney and i would Ãbyou came home for lunch back then. lived around the corner. we turn on all my children. [laughter] we would watch the shows. i'd have my baloney sandwich and i would complain. mom, this class, you'll never believe it we didn't even get homework. i was that kind of kid. i was like, we are not learning in this class. how will we make it in third grade? i was a worrier. we had girls that came with us. we traveled in packs and we were all complaining. we were like this needs to change. we were just complaining and my mom did the mom thing of like à Ãwe thought she was just listening and humoring us but little did we know she was back up at that school. she was making some moves. what happened was that a few of us got tested out into the third grade because of my mother and thecacy of other mothers. i tell this story because i knew even at that age that i wasn't being invested in. as a second grader. sometimes we like to pretend t

i originally say in the book i always knew i was going to write this book . i always knew i wanted to write about my family, about my dad specifically and about things that this book originated a long time ago. when i was a little kid, i wrote, i think in middle school , i wrote a little booklet of things he taught me about things my dad had taught me and i wrote on every page just something he taught me along the way and he still has that little booklet in his desk . that was probably the originating book behind this book and i reference it in the process, just talking about the different lessons he taught me and about how those ended up in this book and how they've added and changed over the years. originally, i thought i was going to write more about the campaign trail and it ended up being a lot more about our family and just about growing up in a political family and learning lessons from that. >> host: in the forward, your father writes as a little girl sandwiched between a precocious older brother and a sweet baby sister, charlotte was a classic middle

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now so when a man approached, she was sure it wasn't good. >> and i felt someone touching me and i knewhad come for us because now they know we are alive. so i just layed down there and i remember telling my daughter, quite. >> faith has to make a split second decision. their lives depend on it. should she trust the man talking to her child? >> coming up. >> baby, baby, touching my daughter. >> and then a fresh shock for catherine's husband chl. >> that was very traumatic for me. >> when dateline continues. what bad back? advil is... relief that's fast. strength that lasts. you'll ask... what pain? with advil liqui-gels. get stronger... get closer. start listening today to the world's largest selection of audiobooks on audible. and now, get more. for just $14.95 a month, you'll get a credit a month good for any audiobook, plus two audible originals exclusive titles you can't find anywhere else. if you don't like a book, you can exchange it any time, no questions asked. automatically roll your credits over to the next month if you don't use them. with the free audible app, you can listen

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i knew who she was. she was voted, in high school, the most likely to succeed. i wanted to hang around her as much as i could. david: you weren't voted that? michael: i was one of the most spirited, friendliest. david: ok. so you grew up in los angeles? is that right? michael: yes, my father was a lawyer and accountant. my mom was a homemaker. and yes, i got to work. anyone who is the child of a person who has his own accounting firm, you get to work on balance sheets and tax returns when you are eight. [laughter] david: ok, were you a good student? michael: i was a very good student. what they did instill in all of us is that for us to have a meaningful life, at least everyone had to have a chance at a meaningful life. if our children or our children's children were going to have a meaningful life or a good life, then all children had to feel that they had that opportunity. that was instilled with us. david: you go to berkeley and you are going to major in science and be a scientist. what happened? why did you change? michael: on august 11, 1965, what became kn

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think that it was a really good example of these for our family because i knew i was always invited to travel with my dad and go to things with him. but he was also home for dinner almost every night and we would go and get takeout and take it to the capital if he could come home for dinner sometimes so we were verymuch a part of his life and he was a part of our . he was at soccer games and place and was always doing that, doing his role as dad as much as any other role. so yes, it definitely, in that way it impacted me in a very positive way because obviously i had my dad. they are and raising me and teaching me. but it definitely was impactful to because we were in environment that was very different from necessarily a community that probably would have grown up in an indiana. i went to like a public high school and lived in a pretty liberal area and a lot of my friends were and still tothis day are very liberal . so i think being around people that don't necessarily agree with your family or your dad politics was a really good thing for me so they kind of he

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but i knew his partner more than i knew jeri. every time jeri and tony came into the room, they would always acknowledge me and they would always show professionalism and friendship throughout the holding. -- throughout the whole day. i would like to thank my c-span family. [cheers and applause] the field department, the orange group, the weekend crew, and all the technicians that i work with everyday. the master control operators, the producers, the engineers, and even the interns. i really enjoy what i do. and i enjoyed talking to the interns. showing the interns the ropes and teaching them what c-span is all about, it's our job. it's our job to show them what broadcasting is like. and i always reinforce to them it's a wonderful field. i would like to give special thanks to the awesome, outstanding, wonderful brian lamb. [applause] jerry murphy, kathy cahill, roxanne kerr, jana faye, bruce collins, and the chief engineer, richard gleason. see, these are people that was there when i walked in the door. that was 1982. i started c

when i was like eleven years old right so i tried but i got swelled to the streets or if it's all i knew like some i found the drug addicts and stuff i'm fortunate i see no money so i became addicted to money right i found i was seventeen years old making my five thousand dollars a bass on the road race for. the gang to to still remind them of what they have done and what they have been through cody and now before my gangster that spurgeon route helped says he joins to native syndicate when he was thirteen and money money friends except in size given all that up and then you know starting fresh because they want to when i did give it up i went through a. badly then to d.c. perry says that in all of course the big bad yanks say no more for you to go do this and i need you to take me away mr manning is a yeah. he. was here already. it was because of their children that cody and ron decided to leave the gang life style they say to be better dads than the one stain your. bridge i know has the sevens highest population of aboriginal people in canada and like many parts of the country spurgeon

root says he was on the ground when it all started working with the aboriginal use in north central i knew a bunch of the guys that were getting involved and. some of them i've known for a long time and i considered them as are more and more like friends and a lot of ways when your friends are getting involved in things that are really unhealthy and hurting them are killing people. you kind of want to help i guess. one of the gang members spurgeon root called it was lester. they meet in a wood shop the pastor a started ten years ago to provide to merge in a life youth with an opportunity to develop new skills less just got out of jail. and he would do was before you know if you will reduce use too much. that's just father was murdered when he was still little he sat with his spent his childhood with his grandparents on one of the reserves close to a giant is going to. say he was twenty years twenty years old and you were to. hear remember him a boy doing. ok as a kid let's just started to drink and smoke weed later using crystal math. in two thousand and five he joins a native syndicate on

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nobody i knew was an actor. en it sort of developed into this obsession by the time this shower business started around ninth, tenth grade. i went to carndy melon university. and around that time, i really wanted to be an actor and every time i would take a shower and it would steam up and i would write please god let me be an actor and then i would wipe it off and i didn't tell them. >> and you didn't want anybody to see it. and you started getting lessons. and didn't you make your own band when you were about 15 or something? >> here is what happened. i didn't make my own band. well, it was, i was playing, at home, i had gotten on to jazz a little bit and could play a thing or two. and misty was something that i learned. it was my dad's favorite song. and i started, i got the idea that i wanted to call cocktail lounges around pittsburgh, and i, did and i got a couple of gigs. so it really wasn't a band. no, it was just me. going to some cocktail lounge when i was 156789 my parents drove my -- when i was 15, my