i think my wife has her own vital life, so she has been waiting for me, for us to have a i my own life. i come back a better person for having been off and doing my thing. she wants that person. it is not particularly an issue. what i come back, she says, what are you doing here? men travel for work all the time. i am travelling to write magazine articles. i'm going to exotic places, but i think it is the natural rhythm of her relationship. >> but you were not traveling just for your job. it was laid bare and the book that for you, there is a need to be alone. traveling by yourself, it allows you to find answers and allows you to -- again, i am coming back to this because a lot of guys are watching and feel the same way. that private solitude is needed to be with oneself. i would never question a girlfriend doing that, take a couple weeks. >> you have to find another tavis:: -- another woman. tavis: enough said. so how did traveling on your own, getting out bear help you find the answer to your question? >> ha travel for me started as a young actor, i went to many places and i would ge

you'll see i hope a life that really was built around true wealth and not this false wealth when we get to our graves we and we are death beds and we say what was that all about i feel like i know what it's about right now and it's about how can i contribute you know to this society it's funny i watch t.v. all the time and i see one side of the debate and i'm in the consumers of liberal or conservative but i see i see one side of the bait that just misses that point of true well how do we motivate people if you don't have money at the end of it and i say well how was jesus motivated i was gonna motivate out my motivated i'm so motivated by the fact that i can add a value to this community that i. help to educate a child what more motivation do i need than someone may need an operation and possibly a resource that i can help with i can help them meet that medical need i don't understand how we've gotten to this place where money is the motivator that we teach our kids and yet we know the most valuable things in life have nothing to do wit

i see life. i see a certain life that i would like to almost live that i don't ever get to quite live because it's made out of perfection. you know, things that you don't really get with money or anything, you just get with the chance, the moment, you know. and i thrive in this aspect of photography that with a thousand of a second you can capture a moment that doesn't exist. >> dench and testino when we continue. funding for charlie rose was provided by the following: captioning sponsored by rose communications captioning sponsored by rose communications from our studios in new york city, this is charlie rose. dame judi deferming is here. she spent most of her long and very distingishished acting career focusing on the theatre. now she is known as character m, james bond task master. she is back in bond's 23rd outing called skyfall and plays an even more critical role than before. critics are saying this could be the best bond film of all time. so here is the trailer. >> country. >> england. >> g

i live my life here. 's not possible so the only thing i can do, i'm always apologizing until the day i die. i know it's my fault. like a dagger in me all day. >> clarence never left his gang and he struggled with the desire to avenge his brother's death. if the man who killed his brother ever came to prison, what he would do. >> my brother, i ask myself that all the time. i try to weigh the options. i talk to my family about it. my brother tried to tell me don't even worry about it n. a way that makes my mad because i feel like she went soft on me. i don't know how i would control myself. i hope i do the right thing, but i don't know. i really, really don't know. >> coming up -- >> my first impression of lawrence is that he doesn't fit. >> i didn't kill nothing. >> an inmate attempts to deal with a murderous past. come tog, one thing you can depend on is that these will come together. delicious and wholesome. some combinations were just meant to be. tomato soup from campbell's. it's amazing what soup can

. >> i believe that life begins at conception. the only exception i have for -- to have an abortion, is in that case of the life of the mother. i just -- i struggled with it myself for a long time, but i came to realize that life is that gift from god, and i think even when life begins in that horrible situation of rape, that it is something that god intended to happen. >> generally speaking, it's never a great idea to opine right into a microphone about what you think god's will has to do with a woman's rape. and her getting pregnant because of that rape. that is, generally speaking, never a good thing. but when you say say that at a time when people can hear that you said that, and then as soon as they heard that you said that, they can then immediately get up from their chair and go outside and go in their car and go drive to the county clerk's office to vote against you for u.s. senate, right that minute, as soon as they heard it, well, that is worse than if you just have to count on people hopefully not remembering that you sa

i was two. since then my life has been very hard. i am now twenty eight and life is dark and difficult. i hope that the society will take care of me and that i will be able to see again. the midwestern town of can feel how high up. no matter how their bowels are the daughter of a vietnam veteran lives in this small town with her husband aaron and two sons. my father bill morris was in vietnam in one nine hundred sixty eight through one nine hundred sixty nine he was in long binh. and he would also go out on convoy i was born in one nine hundred seventy two. my mother actually had two miscarriages prior to me my birth experience was pretty traumatic for her because i was born with multiple problems. i was missing my leg and my fingers and my big toe on my right foot and my mother said that there was a gasp everyone was shocked and all she saw was the. oxygen mask or whatever to kind of knock her out my parents really truly honestly believe that what had happened was as a result of my father's exposure to agent orange in vietnam and so that's when my parents started pushing and trying to g

i got double life and i got to stay here until i die.re i'm at. but there's a lot of us in here doing multiple life that won't ever get out. and i'm one of them. >> open table. >> open table. 11 in the corner. >> calvin holmes has been in prison for 25 years. >> i have a total of 102 years and two life sentences. i was charged with bank robbery and murder, first-degree murder, and habitual criminal mdn. i shot a man and burned him up in the car after i had shot him. >> as a younger man, holmes tried to escape from prison twice. >> i was 26 years old and was determined i didn't want to die inside these walls. now i'm 51. i'll be 52 this year. so age and time slows a person down, changes your perspective, attitude, and i've come to accept the fact after several attempts that i can make my life hard in here or i can make it easy. and now i look in the mirror and i don't have the same "i don't care" attitude because i find in the end i do care. it matters what you do in here and it matters what you do out there. >> holmes eventually earned t

i think the best time and you just life and i look back on her life i can scan through it and i can say ok was it from one to six now she had all those surgeries six to twelve now she's having all those problems in school no friends you know she played with her cousin and her cousin sometimes didn't want to play with her and then was so was it from you know twelve high school knowledge she was still having problems you know social problems and they would play with her they made fun of her all constantly made fun of or so when was it. you know i see or as a teenager and her life was just out of control. she really she was searching for a boyfriend as soon as i mean she was really a pretty girl she tracked a lot of guys that when they found out her problems she they couldn't handle on it and so she was devastated by that she wanted to get married she wanted to have kids want to have a big beautiful wedding. have friends she you know she wanted all the things any girl that age wants i think gina. blamed me many times for the way she was born actually i was in therapy. and the counselor tol

>> because it's -- it's not the life i want, you know? but the life shephard claimed to want was still deeply entangled in the life he used to have. the next time we saw him, shephard told us his former gang had sent him a message. they weren't accepting his retirement. >> while i'm tattooing on this guy, another guy comes up to the cell and hands me a knife. i don't think nothing of it. i put it up because we do that all the time, here hold this, here hold that. and he tells me, be ready because we're coming for you. and i'm like, ready for what? and he pretty much basically told me that they're coming, they're going to cut all the tattoos off of me that are aryan related and basically take my life. >> not long after shephard was given the knife, correctional officers found and confiscated it. >> it's small, easily concealed, honed in, a good edge on it. this one has a little magnet on the side of it so they can stash it any place they want to. up underneath the cabinet, under the bed. up on a light fixture, a rail. it's easy to get to i

really quite a life. i want to enjoy whatever life i have left. to society and never do anymore crime and just be at peace with the world. ♪ you found ways that didn't work ♪ ♪ it doesn't mean that you failed ♪ ♪ you made a living the best way you know how ♪ ♪ but it was just a little more than the judge and the law could allow ♪ ♪ i couldn't understand your despair. . >> narrator: pepe's friend, william allen, has another six months to serve on a year and a half sentence for assault and battery and aggravated assault. his work detail helps him earn time off his sentence. >> i have the pleasure of serving on two details. i do the segregation unit, which is the hole, and i do the towel detail which is collecting uniforms and mop. >> allen had recently applied for early release to a half way house but was denied. jail officials are not convinced he has sufficiently come to terms with the violent charges that brought him to jail. >> there are still some conditions he needs to address and be accountable for. >> narrator: allen has asked to speak to hi

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but i believe that life begins at conception. ception i have to have an abortion is in the case of the life of the mother. i struggled with it, i've come to realize that life is a gift from god and even when it begins in a horrible situation of rape and that it is something that god intended to happen. >> this is why the president has such a huge advantage on issues of women's health, on issues of abortion and has maintained such a large gender gap because people are not comfortable with where the republican paesht has gone on woman's right to chien. tim kaen, when he rain for governor in 2005, the landscape has changed so dramatically, back then when he ran, he said i have a faith based opposition to abortion and went on to explain his position. now he leads with i will strongly support a women's right to choose. the landscape has shifted so dramatically because republicans have gone way out on a limb where americans are totally uncomfortable. >> we have the latest statement from candidate mourdock after the debate. where he says

i figured this is where i was going to live for the rest of my life. tever the hell i wanted, you know. you know, if you got in my way, i'd hurt you, and i didn't care. >> as a result of learning anger-management skills, fetzer says he felt remorse for his crime for the first time. >> i took a man's life. you know? i know his name. i'll remember it till the day i die. i think about him every day. i've been in the gutter most of my life. i feel i'm out of it now. >>> up next -- inside kentucky's death row. >> i'm ready, if you want to kill me, let's go. i'm ready to go. >>> this is the electric chair, to cover cleanup costs. today, the beaches and gulf are open, and many areas are reporting their best tourism seasons in years. and bp's also committed to america. we support nearly 250,000 jobs and invest more here than anywhere else. we're working to fuel america for generations to come. our commitment has never been stronger. [ laughing ] [ laughing ] [ laughing ] [ laughing ] ♪ >>> this is the electric chair, which is maintained by the kentucky state pe

i just didn't think much of life. but then i was introduced to the wellness recovery action plan®, a step-by-step program that many of you already know as wrap®. my life has changed so much that i wanted to share it with others. it's my passion in my personal and professional life. i'm now qualified to go around the world to share my knowledge and help others find their path to wellness and recovery as an advanced-level wrap facilitator. i was adopted at birth into a family with alcohol and drug-or domestic violence issues. that was the beginning of the traumas and the stigma that was to follow me for the next three quarters of my life. i ran away from philadelphia to fort lauderdale when i was 15, and gave birth to my oldest daughter and was labeled a habitual runaway by judge mark speiser. over the next years, i struggled with my addiction, giving birth to a son and another daughter. finally, in my late thirties, i ended up homeless, living under bridges, and i finally started going to jail. it was jail that actually

i never planned for this to be a part of my life. i still have feelings for him. i'm going to try for the rest of my life to worry about me. >> we can remember the good times because we can't be together no more. just remember each other. i never had no one love me like heather. she's my hope. i love her. i always will. >> narrator: coming up, dennis hall goes back to court again. but this time, to hear from the brother of his victim. >> i had a lot of sleepless nights. >> i'm wrestling with the decision on whether or not to allow the state to take its course or for me to do the job myself. n common. they have teachers... ...with a deeper knowledge of their subjects. as a result, their students achieve at a higher level. let's develop more stars in education. let's invest in our teachers... ...so they can inspire our students. let's solve this. [ male announcer ] start with nothing, build a ground-breaking car. good. now build a time machine. go here, find someone who can build a futuristic dash board display. bring future guy back. watch him build a tft display li

so, you know, i just want to live a normal life. you know what i mean? n a normal life in jail could be a long way off. bloodworth has received another ten days in segregation for the weapon. and has been warned that if he continues to violate the rules he could spend the remainder of his two and a half years in segregation. he says he already feels the impact. >> i already feel myself changing. i'm different. i am. worse. [ bleep ] make you or break you, you hear it a million times but it's true. all we do is get bigger and more ignorant. you lock somebody in the cell for 23 hours what you think will happen? he ain't going to get nicer, he's not going to get more polite, he's going to rebel. he's going to act out. because you know, this is real [ bleep ] right here. this is real [ bleep ]. >> bloodworth's former cellmate and childhood friend, david peters, has had some of his own troubles lately. he received 30 days in segregation for his involvement in a five on one feet. fight. now he's back in general population again. but the transfer came with a war

i never planned for this to be a part of my life. i still have feelings for him. t i'm going to try for the rest of my life to worry about me. >> we can remember the good times because we can't be together no more. just remember each other. i never had no one love me like heather. she's just off the hook. and i love her. i always will. >> coming up, dennis hall goes back to court again. but this time, to hear from the brother of his victim. >> i had a lot of sleepless nights. >> i'm wrestling with the decision on whether or not to allow the state to take its course or for me to do the job >>> unlike prison where sentenced inmates arrive from jails all over the state, jail inmates come from a much smaller region. they often know each other or staff from the streets. dennis hall has an especially uneasy acquaintance with officer chad bishop. hall murdered his brother and today must appear in court for his formal sentencing. >> you are on the record in the case of the commonwealth versus dennis m. hall. ready to go forward on the final sentencing? >> judge, we are. we

i had spent 28 years of my life being very unhappy and i was very afraid of it.as very afraid of the feeling of not being able to know if she loved me the way that i loved her. and the control i think scared me. >> was it in the end your decision to walk away? >> yes. it was. >> do you regret that? >> no, i don't. >> you thought it was the right thing? >> yeah, because we both were in a place where -- i just realized i should not have said this because -- i should not have said this. >> why? why shouldn't you have said it? >> because i said too much. now she'll figure it out. yeah. >> what will she figure out? she knows what happened. >> why don't you ask another question. why don't you ask another question. >> this is a fascinating side to you because you're being so nice about it and so honest. >> okay. all right. so what do you want to talk about now? >> i suppose the obvious question after that is do you hope to have that again in your life? you're so busy, so successful -- >> that's part of the reason that i'm so busy. there's a woman that i'm seeing now tha