i. started bamma really was very european and his approach seemed to be very well suited is an m.e.p. in brussels for example is that doesn't represent america is america for better or worse and i think what we're trying to do here is to let the world see what we're all about here. running around trying to find a job and work here or there and it's not a good life. my children have had. some problems so our spend a lot of money on my children and cumulated debt so. the original plan was to come up here for six months. and get out of debt but as i came up i made money off some bills there were other things. i happy birthday celestial. six six stitches yes. well i'm glad you're feeling better celestial well i mean. i love you too and talk to you in the morning. or any of you. are usually the truck come back to the trailer here. frozen meal. throw in microwave sit down to need it and. if we're not too tired. my roommate niall have a bowl of ice cream and and watch part of a d.v.d. on the laughter. but most of time it and go to sleep i don't take a shower every night because we don't showe