i was in the forest. it was a forest near the village >> so you've been listening to a very lengthy press conference with the ukrainian protest leader dmytro bulatov. he is in lithuania receiving treatment. he's describing how he was abducted and how his kidnappers tortured him and accused him of beak being a u.s. and c.i.a. spy. this man, dmytro bulatov, is nowment symbol of the ukraine process. >> he certainly has, and the case of dmytro bulatov drew a tremendous amount of criticism, condemn nation of the ukrainian authorities, that something like this could happen. the ukrainian authorities have been left with little choice, but firstly to allow him to leave the country for treatment, and assure the protesters that remain here, that things like this won't happen again. it doesn't change the fact that there are around 30 people that are still missing. some of our teams went with the automaidan group to parts of the forest where dmytro bulatov was found. the fear is, of course, that there may be more bodi

i was one of the names on the list. gave me a call and asked if i could be there monday morning and i said, i will be there monday morning. the rest is history. the first time around, i stayed 10 years. in 1966, sadly the same year of walt's passing. they were a glorious 10 years. i did not leave because i was upset or discouraged. i left because i wanted to do my own thing. my partner, leo sullivan, and i had plans to produce films on african-american history. that was my reason for leaving disney but it was a great 10 years. tavis: describe those 10 years having a chance to work alongside mr. disney. truth, mostou the people did not work alongside walt disney. i never expected to myself. i was downstairs working in the animation department. it so happened that in 1966, walt disney got into an argument with one of his top story men. well-known and well-respected, developing "the jungle book." he did not like his take on the film. they got into it and bill walked off the picture and never came back. it opened the door fo

was. the stone i picked up in and it was on my mantel piece and if that isn't a sign i don't know what it is. i knew i had to get down to red square and experienced atmosphere for myself fortunately they were having a two day event. so from sunny greece to rather soggy moscow just at the very start of the torch is journey around the whole of russia i'm excited. the days first run there was paralympic star alessi of logic you know who picked up two gold medals in the beijing and london games. we do called in peace talks to him big gold medals is there still something special for you i guess of course it's a unique feeling because i had never carried the torch before i had first i ran with it quite easily then i felt i was becoming heavier and heavier but i was determined to carry it properly and show it to everyone so that they could all appreciate the moment. and the crowd's reaction word factious i missed out on going to my home games in london and i was determined not to let such a twenty four team pass me by there were fourteen thousand torchbearers slots up for grabs one of them was g

. >> i knew this was the end. i knew is going to die. >> trapped with a burning car with young children inside. >> i was terrified. and i couldn't get the seat belt undone. >> falling to earth in a deadly spiral. a bad dream with no end in sight. >> complete, absolute, utter terror. >> and then, out of nowhere, a chance. >> stories from those who safed themselv themselves. >> we were all crying and just bad to be alive. >>> hello. i'm contessa brewer. >> a terrified passenger films the entire ordeal and records what could be his final good-byes. >> just thought i'd leave a message just in case that i love you. >> normally dave is a light-hearted guy, a comedian from southern california. >> you were filling the gas tank you would never leave. >> but on september 21st, 2005, he's in no mood for a long cross-country flight to new york. >> i woke up early and i woke up tired because my girlfriend and i had been in a big argument the night before. >> i dropped him off at the airport about 2:30, and i was very angry, and

what do i need to do that day? it was not until one night that i noticed a lump under my arm and said, whoa. went to the doctor and they said it was probably an infection. take some antibiotics and come back in a couple of weeks. i am not very good at routines. i would go a couple of days and realize i had not taken any antibiotics. i said, it is better to get a biopsy. even from the time i was wheeled in to get the biopsy done, i did not think i had cancer. it was kind of a shock. but i never, in the whole while that i was dealing with cancer, i never thought it was going to result or that it was terminal. my husband, who knows more than i do, said to me once, you know, you just need to know that you are in denial. you are in denial about how serious this is. to which i said, so what? what do you want me to do, wake up in the morning and say this is serious and i have to -- you know, it just seemed like a better course to assume you are going to be ok. i think that i can tell very funny stories about going through chemot

in some ways like most people and i know ways it was a little bit different you know i i was born in compton grew up there with five brothers and sisters lost my dad when i was three my mom when i was fourteen at that point i moved out to california and i was an athlete in high school and decent student and started smoking weed you know in high school at the age of fourteen after my mom passed away yet and still you know i was good enough athletically to earn a full scholarship to university of iowa state university where i was a national champion in track and field and also was able to go and qualify for the olympic games in eighty four where i actually competed in one of so medal so eighteen years old you know obviously going into the olympics a year out of high school was very exciting i had a lot of emotion going on. you know one nine hundred eighty eight i started to experiment with the drugs that ended up you know getting involved with cocaine freebasing cocaine and that was the beginning of a twenty year journey for me as an addict i had lost everything i had lost my shoe cont

i was open i was open to do it. you had a bit enjoyed it yes i did enjoy it enjoy it it was in america yes they have lease all over the place most of the leaves are in i believe like minnesota. yeah i mean west but they they have leagues in santa how did you become honorary captain they they reached out to us and axed me to come down and they when i got there i was they made me the honorary captain where we finish in curry we meddled in curling yes oh yeah yeah yeah you know what i think. i think i'm good on the ice when i'm done playing they're going to be a curler really no joke. what is the fascination of a little stick keeping that little round thing and watching it move you know what is our strategic you have to all really the best right yet you have to come up with the best strategy to get this forty pound of stone in the circle in the middle of this multiple circles. and you have to find out how can you get around the one stone is this in your way you go in that's what the broom what that's where the brooms co

that was donnie's big intro scene. icene for six months. >> for hill, the pressure of performing for martin scorsese was intense. >> i was absolutely terrified. >> i tell you what, you show me a pay stub for $72,000, i'll quit my job right now and work for you. >> we do this scene where i meet leo. he's happy, i am happy and we move on. now we're going to shoot the scene after lunch of just me quitting my job in the phone booth. we're doing take after take after take and martin scorsese is not happy. not mad, but he's not satisfied with whatever we're getting. i just keep doing take after take. i don't know, i keep trying different ways and i don't know what's going on and he kind of clears everybody out. so i'm starting to get really nervous -- >> i can imagine. >> like what does he want? what am i doing wrong? and timely his assistant ashley comes up to me and she goes, are you okay? and then that really freaks me out, because it means it's noticeable that i'm doing a bad job and everyone can tell i'm freaking out. he

all i saw was bad behavior i never saw drinking and he was messin with drugs and it was just it all came to a head but he'd been using for a year and a half and i never knew mal how is it it's fantastic because i do read together i. the left came and said i can't go through this again i just can't and he promised that he would work his program because it it's like anything if you don't work your programme you're going to slip and he wasn't going to meetings he wasn't working his steps and he slipped but he slipped for a year and a half but the frightening thing to me was that i didn't see it so where was i for a year and a half i was just self obsessed with my work i didn't see him so it kind of kicked me in the bomb it kicked him in the bomb of the fear of what he would lose his family respect and his next month it's a year or so. and he works his program what's he like to be when he is and when he's ok with i love ours what's he like when he's ok fun fun very very easy grandfather he's a very good father he's very very he's a pushover he's soft you know his

there are many that i was nice. and it is flowage of ever was or was the most you've ever spent on something that's tough very probably a ring that i bought about twelve years ago would you pay to mail. two million dollars for a ring where is it now stolen. we had a huge burglary about eight years ago and they took everything insured i hope no because i'd taken it off put it by the side of my bed wasn't in a safe the burglar came in. as in i was sleeping by the side of my bed took my jewelry and i was in say therefore not covered you got it you could lied and said it was in the safe and that you are a bigot that's why all through the dressing room window down even if there was a movie about the i was born as who would play you you. pose fabulous i don't know i gotta know i know this review plays everything else seated bhaag red plaid shirt said no don't do it would play ozzy i would have to be somebody unknown i think it's very hard to play famous people if you were stranded on a desert island what three things would

i was doing that as a civic endeavor and i was asked at the state level and i ended up going on a real board at the state level. it just certify grated. it was not about politics. it was more -- all about public policy. day, i had sold my first company at the age of 37 and a few years later decided it was something i wanted to pursue. >> your first company was construction? >> i had started working like most folks look -- when i was 13 doing all kinds of odds and ends and migrated to being a construction laborer and a rough carpenter when i graduated from college. i ended up being a construction superintendent so after four some regionalilt models around the country and learned how to build projects and i saved $8,000 so when i was 25 i went in business. i started doing a lot of repeat work, small projects where i could be paid quickly and the company grew at about 80% a year the whole time, ended up living shopping centers around the country, retail projects in 18 energizing, its was a great place to be. the energy when you come into the front door would almost knock you down. to he t

i had sold my first company at the age of 37 and a few years later decided it was something i wanted to pursue. >> your first company was construction? >> i had started working like most folks look -- when i was 13 doing all kinds of odds and ends and migrated to being a construction laborer and a rough carpenter when i graduated from college. i ended up being a construction superintendent so after four some regionalilt models around the country and learned how to build projects and i saved $8,000 so when i was 25 i went in business. i started doing a lot of repeat work, small projects where i could be paid quickly and the company grew at about 80% a year the whole time, ended up living shopping centers around the country, retail projects in 18 energizing, its was a great place to be. the energy when you come into the front door would almost knock you down. to he that when i was 37 a man who had worked with me for many years. and of course have done several things cents. i ended up acquiring a good deal of real estate through the years through portfolios and other companies. i love be

maybe when i was five or six. when you're really like starting to understand if there's a difference between girls and boys. and that you're not the same. and i did tell my parents, a parent. and it was met with a lot of anger and negativity. so i for got about it and just let it alone. >> i just wanted to be a girl. and how i behaved was frowned upon. at home and outside home. so very early on, i was confused. >> high school, i identified as gay. i never really wanted to use the word lesbian because i knew that i didn't identify fully as a girl. also that didn't feel appropriate. >> rose: i am pleased to have bruce weber back at this table. welcome. >> thanks. >> rose: many travels of bruce weber. >> that's for sure. >> rose: you just came in from somewhere. >> from florida. i was down there working. we have a place down there on the beach and my dog goes swimming and surfing every day. >> rose: that's talk about this campaign. why? was this your idea or head of barney's marketing idea. >> it was dennis friedman w

to really what i meant of or just a guy was bothering her one day and i just don't like. people to take advantage of oh people. when he was taken advantage over so i intervened and she for good enough there she just kind of adopted me as her fiance and i've been her fiance or since that's been nine years ago but did i started to like her as a person and i start to understand her who she is right here in her. mental illness with the collection of tray a she she has storage is full of cash like three different ones just completely piled up to she pay every month nothing but. but that's who she is and i take her just who for who she is it and that's why she loves me and i love her for that except for i guess that's how i get my blessings from god. you know because in the beginning was like that but i truly i would defend her with my life to believe that i would die behind this will lead you right here. to. life of. love life is a conundrum it could be good. so story and everybody down who knows. you don't have to deal with me so they basically don't bother her at all . they h

i was with them then. ter that, the funeral that followed, i remember just lying on the couch with my mother and dad and we were watching that. i was amazed, really, at her strength. she was very young, really young. i think she was only 32, if i am not mistaken. she really had such strength. not only did she have the strength to be able to withstand it with such grace and poise, but she was also able to plan a state funeral after the most unexpected thing that could ever happen to a first lady, in a way. i think our whole country was so beautifully and so memorably planned that i think it helped in a lot of ways, everyone in our country, as he watched. and she did too with her strength. >> did you find yourself becoming a role model or somebody that people look at after 9/11? >> i do not know that, really. i guess so. i got letters that said that from people. i did not expect to do that. i am sure it was just like, well, she did not expect to be a role model. you did not expect that people would watch you

walked in i was told to enter. i walk in and the first sergeant is sitting there and is the male who called me out of formation that day. he had just replaced our former first sergeant who was being held on rape charges. i was told to report for a special duty later that night at 9:00, we would be wearing pt gear and i was dismissed. i went back to my room, finished the letter to my husband and reported for duty. when i a arrived there, it was a room that was tweet 2 doors down from my dorm room. i knocked on it. there was no answer. i knocked again, no answer. i tried the door handle, opened it, there was a dark room. i reached in to turn the light on and was grabbed by the arm and pulled into that room. he had not stopped thinking about me since he heard me talk the first day. i realize to was in the room with me. and it was in that room, during a thunderstorm, i was raped for the first time. i say the first-time because i was under his command for another 7 weeks. i was threatened, my husband and i's military car

like i actually was into opera when i was young that's how nerdy i was always but. i don't see it so maybe of my brother and i used to play video games all the time and your brother was thinking about all this what did you think when he was thinking about this well first of all i had just moved to new york city landed my dream job at ogilvy and mather advertising agency so i was twenty two and single in new york city so don't do go gobi oh oh wow you actually go i'm a what an amazing man all music but the last thing on my mind was thinking about my brother starting a project in his dorm room but it was once it started to get traction i actually if flew out to visit him in california it was just blown away by what. i was creating in the passion that the team had for it what do you make of the movie i think so i have two answers for that and what other one as a marketer for facebook which the movie was amazing i mean it really opened facebook up to such a new broad audience and it was actually i thought great cinema. on the other hand as someone related to the main cha

that's why i was there. i moderated a panel on discrimination in sports, which ended up being very much about racial and ethnic discrimination and not furthering opportunities for women and girls. i think there's a lot of work to be done, but that's what i do. >> host: in your most recent book women's history for "beginners." you open it by saying read through a basic history book. say a state approved u.s. history textbook intended for middle school classrooms, and you're left with the impression that all of human history was achieved by one sex. >> guest: yeah. well, and unfortunately that continues. the biggest challenge for me, let's say as an american educator, is that women's history and women's studies frighten people because the assumption is all women's history are about the body; therefore, all women's history will be somehow about sex and birth control; therefore, it's not appropriate for a middle school or elementary school. and the education word, pta and the people who approve textbooks that's c

what do i need to do that day? it wasot until one night that i noticed a lump under my arm and said, whoa. went to the doctor and they said it was probably an infection. take some antibiotics and come back in a couple of weeks. i am not very good at routines. i would go a couple of days and realize i had not taken any antibiotics. i said, it is better to get a biopsy. even from the time i was wheeled in to get the biopsy done, i did not think i had cancer. it was kind of a shock. but i never, in the whole while that i was dealing with cancer, i never thought it was going to result or that it was terminal. my husband, who knows more than i do, said to me once, you know, you just need to know that you are in denial. you are in denial about how serious this is. to which i said, so what? what do you want me to do, wake up in the morning and say this is serious and i have to -- you know, it just seemed like a better course to assume you are going to be ok. i think that i can tell very funny stories about going through chemothe

>> i was five years old. >> did you understand what was happening? >> i didn't understand what was happening. my is parents were very tense. there was one morning that i still remember, they got us, my siblings and me, my younger brother and our baby sister, up early in the morning, got us dressed hurriedly and my brother and i were in the living room looking out the front window. and i saw two soldiers come master planning up the driveway. bayonets on their rifle. i saw it flashing. stomped up there on the front porch, banged on the door. my father answered it, and they ordered us out of our home. >> when you got older, what did your parents tell you about what had happened? >> well, i initiated that. because i started as a teenager reading history books and civics books. and i didn't find anything about what i needed to be my -- away i knew to be my childhood imprisonment. after dinner i engaged my father in long and sometimes very intense heated conversations about our is incarceration. and i remember my father saying our democracy ask a people's d

i was so touched. it is not as bad when you see it on -- when you tell it as when you see it on screen. i did not know this other stuff even existed. >> was it too much of your business on screen for you? sent darlene some clips of it. sundance, thisf big tall man walking comes right to me. he says come on, let's go. he has these huge hands and he just grabs me. where are we going? and ies me to my feet noticed that it was his wife, myself, and janet freeze. i said, o lord. >> we can get the kleenex. he still had me by the hand right here. will he ever let my hand go? we got a call from my dear friend, he is going to go crazy. that's cool, the movie is starting. the movie started and i said, oh. way to get that picture from me. i saw a scene of my late husband and my band and i was doing a show. i did not know it was that serious. i are screaming and bullwhips cracking and he was doing this thing. i looked, there was my husband. >> i had to -- i just broke down. they had to take me out like i shouted at

the man was fake. inow that he was fake from the beginning. >> by his own account, jim jones was born on the wrong side of the tracks in a small indiana town in the depression years. at 21, jones became a student pastor by taking a correspondence course. within a few years he had started his own church in indianapolis. named it peoples temple and opened its doors to african-americans. he and his wife marceline became an interracial family through adoption and embraced racial harmony in an era that resisted it. but even then jones preached of catastrophe. >> at that time the cold war was going on, and he was saying a bomb was going to fall and there would be a nuclear war. >> in the mid-'60s, jones moved his church outside the town of ukiah in northern california. >> he got this revelation to come to ukiah, california. and there was a cave out here. >> a cave in the hills around redwood valley that would shield everyone from nuclear fallout. >> i know now as sure as i'm sitting here and i knew and have fo

i was with them then. after that, the funeral that followed, i remember just lying on the couch with my mother and that.nd we were watching i was amazed, really, at her strength. she was very young, really young. i think she was only 32, if i am not mistaken. she really had such strength. not only did she have the strength to be able to withstand it with such race and poise -- grace and poise, but she was also able to plan a state dinner after the most unexpected thing that could ever happen to a first lady, in a way. i think our whole country was so beautifully and so memorably land that i think it helped in a lot of ways, everyone in our country, as he watched. and she did too with her strength. >> did you find yourself becoming a role model or somebody that people look at after 9/11? >> i do not know that, really. i guess so. i get letters that said that from people. i did not expect to do that. like,ure it was just well, she did not expect to be a role model. you did not expect that people would watch y

what if i was there and i could have saved her? rushed between two whales at seaworld of san diego. now even though i had been working at seaworld for six months, i had no idea that had even happened. i never heard the story. and the seaworld party line would say it was a trainer error. >> it was john's fault. john's fault. he was supposed to get off that whale. and for years i believed that. i told people that. i actually started seaworld like five days after that event occurred, and we weren't told much about it, other than it was trainer error, and, you know, especially when you're new into the program, you don't really question a whole lot. well, you know, years later when you actually look at the footage, you go, you know what, he didn't do anything wrong. that whale went to the wrong spot. it could have been aggression. who knows. but it was not the trainer's fault at all watching that video. >> when i saw the video of the killer whale landing on john, i mean, it just absolutely took my breath away. i gasped. i watched it two

i just matter today. jane wasliving in tennessee and wrote the book and got in touch a few months ago. she wrote an article from line. i believe it was p.j. media about the book. we have correspond a little bit. let me just say a few simple facts. the appeals, the appeal process is over for russell anderson in terms of time. any -- you know, there is just no opportunity here in terms of anything around an appeal. but i want to stress that as one person when i began this i was under the assumption that these two men were equally involved in this crime. i understand what the felony murder statute is, and someone can be found guilty of murder even if they physically did not participate in the murder itself but or an accomplice. and have come under roman law, is what russell henderson was convicted of. i will say very personally, i was so struck by the difference of only in their actions in relationship to the crime, when i can say now that i really cannot believe that russell henderson had a motive on in the level fo

i was anxious, i was excited, i was worried. it was definitely high anxiety for me.task at hand, capturing pedro's decent on tape. >> ben does just that. he catches pedro approaching the falls, goes over and disappears. >> i get a fairly steady hand he would shot all the way to the base of the falls and then just had to wait and wait and wait. so for probably 20 seconds i'm just scanning the pool at the base of the falls waiting to see some sign of pedro, a paddle, just some color in the pool. i don't see anything. i get ready to put the camera down and repel to the base of the falls to help look for pedro and at that point another guide, another of the locals signals to he sees pedro walking out from behind the falls. at that point he says in portuguese, here he comes from behind the falls. that's when everyone erupts and is screaming. you know, in kind of laughter. >> yeah! >> ben says that when pedro emerges from the falls he's momentarily confused. >> he came up in a place where he had never imagined he would be. he was in this misty, windy, torrential cavern wit

then i was raised in new mexico where my grandmother was born and from the men. it's a rich and powerful plant in new mexico it and i would put four years altogether in arkansas and i put the last twenty years in hail but arizona. i had my first cats when i was three years old leave and i've been feeding these for over five years. no i had to pay for fifty a month or kept food i couldn't go get to cheap get food cheaper get it i had to pay two and three and four dollars a night for star phone containers anabolic scores like eight dollars for just a few those thing that struck me worst when i saw the skid row was there was no clean fresh water for the birds and kids they let caustic solutions and all kinds of poisons go and cite drugs in the waters to camps on the verge of drinking and no clean food supply for them we should know by now if there's a bunch of men here to scare food with a lot more contact the ok. kid can't get a sick kid again say it when there's been this now this is a problem the uniform know this no this is the one that had the signs can right he

and i was determined to get that. . >> after his request to return to a single maximum security cell at kentucky state was denied, bennett took matters into his own hands and at the expense of his new cell mate. >> i took a knife. and i stabbed him with it three or four times, until he was dead. and then i butchered him with it. i cut him up into little pieces, because, like i told the warden down there, you know, this is what i left you, you know. now you'll give me a transfer or one of y'all will be next. and then i meant what i said. i have a choice because i have nothing to lose. see my point? i don't have nothing to lose. usually, i hang out right here. this is my spot. i used to stay over there. but the child killers took it over. and they can have it. i don't argue with nobody about spots. i feel like the whole joint belongs to me since i killed to get here to get it. a whole lot of guys think that i'm an insane, psychopathic, you know, murderer. it ain't about me. >> but later, bennett revealed that he did care

when i was growing up, it was about 800 people. great place to grow up, but when i was growing up, my life began and ended at the city limits. nowadays kids have access to so many different things. travel is easier. and with the internet, you can have the whole world at your fingertips, at your disposal. but i would not trade it for anything. like you said, i went to a small school. had just a very normal upbringing and in a really great community. and a place i try to stay attached to. >> how did your family up there -- end up there, and where does the name thune come from? >> my grandfather and great uncle came over from norway in 1906. when they got to ellis island, they did not know english of -- with the exception of apple pie and coffee which they learned on the way over, but they were asked by immigration to change their name because they thought it would be too difficult to spell and pronounce. their name and nouri was g-j- e-l-s-v-i-k. when they got to ellis island, they picked the name of the farm where they lived near be

in new york yes i applied there was a publishing company and a cousin of mine read it and i heard that there was an opening there and they published mystery books and girly books what books all kind of books and there was that a little comic book line and i didn't know where they needed the assistant it happened to be in the comic book line so i was hired by joe simon and jack kirby and i was supposed to fill the ink welds you know they used to make in those days that run down and buy him a sandwich and do proofreading things like that after a while joe when jack left i was the only guy left in the department and i was about seventeen and a half and the publisher came in and said stan can you run things until i find a grown up well when you're seventeen and a half what do you know as i'm sure i'll handle it and he must have forgotten to look for a grown up because i stayed there ever since i became the head writer of the editor and the art director you were known in world war two as the playwright right yeah i worked in a group that did training films and instructional manuals for the

i was too messed up. i really was. that when i do die, that people can look back and say well, the person that he did become in his later years would bear no resemblance to the person he was when he was 18, 19, 20. i wish i could get out. i totally understand why no one would ever even ask, even float the idea of me ever getting out. >> back in level two, the day haley french has been anxiously awaiting for more than sick years has finally arrived. >> i don't know what time it is, but it is time for me to get the hell out of here. as long as i don't beat people up. if i could do it over again, i would have just bought it again. i figure in seven years, i could have bought it how many times? you know? i can't get seven years back. they're gone. i can't see my daughter learn how to walk or say her first words. that's gone. that's priceless. >> here you go, sir. go ahead and go change. >> it feels good. >> this is for your gratuity. $260.29. if you'll sign right here for me. you want to report to your c.o. from here to th

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just learning it, i was sort of the new guy and for a while, and, you know, i was just -- i was just getting -- i was just getting kind of good and then i got this second -- this saturday night live job and another ensemble group working with not only talented actors but writers this time too so you got to use your writing and acting skills and this was a great secondary education. i mean i started second city and then went to saturday night live, if you did saturday night live for five years and on that show five years you were able to do anything, you could go into anything, because it was really -- you learned a lot and all those pros, all those guys on the set, when we got that job, all those guys that did your show of shows and sid caesar and all those things they had seen and done it all and guys who, we were just kids .. and they would just go, hmm and tell you something and it was an amazing education. >> rose: timing is important, i assume, and in other words -- >> you are not going to make the joke. [laughter.] >> rose: okay. the flip side of that, i mean, it would seem to

i think night. that was a clip of rob show fantasy factory he is an enormous hit in so many circles reality t.v. does everything but let's go back to where it all began a professional skateboarder at age sixteen by the way a professional skateboarder how does a state border make money when you know back then it was very different you know you sort of you build a name in the streets you venture the term pro you're a signature board you get royalties you start to get sponsors endorsements and nowadays back then you know in december of ninety one i got it sold one board signature board got it set for two dollars you know today these kids make millions of dollars and as the number one skateboarder when you started when i started up man i was it was twenty odd and christian and so i twenty still around twenty pave the way you know i think he's the first true millionaire leg mainstream skateboarder that showed the world and expects the our industry to k. it's possible to elevate to the mainstream why did you choos

i waited intel i was no wonder young. but i wonder if i was of the hybrid fund a study because it would be cool to research but everybody knows when women are pregnant can give birth and nursing their brain kicks out tons of boxy -- oxytocin bonding chemicals but when men live with their partners and are exposed to the newborns their brains to and reduces testosterone and kicks up oxytocin. he always had a tendency to have a cold look on his face. that changed when he would look at his son his face would light up and was warm and interactive. item of that is brain chemistry but newborn's don't judge. we judge each other even if we love one another. it is not a pure love like children i felt being around our kids as babies let him feel soft again, nurturing and loving in a way that had been closed off to him. he had a daughter from her first marriage but above to see that oxytocin treatment maybe not exposing with severe ptsd to newborns but maybe a nasal spray. [laughter] it helps his recovery and helped me to reconnect to

." >> i was in l.a. heading to detroit and i forgot my book so i saw the cover of this book, it struck me, i opened the flap and i started reading on the plane and i thought, wow, this could be interesting. >> rose: you love directing. >> i love directing, yeah. it's the most creative thing i've ever been able to do. i think it's, you know -- grant's directed films as well and you know it's -- if you're acting or you're doing one thing and you're just -- you know, you're just part of a process you're like that paint and when you're directing you're the painter. you get to play with all the toys, the sound design and the camera and all those things. >> rose: clooney and heslov for the hour. next. captioning sponsored by rose communications from our studios in new york city, this is charlie rose. >> rose: monuments men, signed by roosevelt. i want to put a team together and try to protect what's left and find what's missing. >> aren't you a little old far? >> yes. >> you want to go into a war zone and tell

was it... >> i think. >> -- was it a photograph. >> when i painted my first photo in the street there was nothing special about it. you know what they say, the criminal goes back on the crime scene. it works the same, when you do something in the street you see how someone approaches it. i was there looking, and i saw a man with a suit, and a tie stopping by, looking in the suitcase, and walking away. i was like, "this would never happen", now i'm touching a young guy and a man in the suit. this is powerful stuff. photography and paper. all combined in the street is powerful. and then the scale. >> how did you make the determination to go so large, so big. the scale of your work? >> you know, for me the scale was that i know i was competing with advertising, back and white because it was cheeper. because, you know, i wanted to make sure that when you see, you don't think it's advertising for anything. also, you know, i wanted to do something that would impact, recreate the interest of the neighbourhood and absolve the architecture. it's a supposition. it's a statement and this is the

i've been keeping a journal since i was the. i don't know be they'll -- since i was 12. i don't know if they'll ever be published. my handwriting has gone awhoo. as i write on the keyboard more and more, my hand can't keep up with my thoughts, with the pen. i still use a fountain pen. i love feel of paper and the journal in my act and the physical act of writing and the fountain head gliding over the page. i don't want to lose that. i've tried to write historically and write about what it's like, you know, to be a lesbian in late 19th, 20th century america. those accounts will be instructive to somebody someday. i do have an archive that has requested all hi papers, the schlesinger library at radcliffe, and they're going to get all my journals and recordings in women's music culture, interviews and narratives and so on. i've tried not to write anything unkind, and i've tried to be honest about my life. >> host: bonniejmorris.com is her web site. thank you for being with us on "in depth."

was acting and they walk and happy and i was when i was four years old my sister made the tickets for a character that i created called funny cowboy and for fifty cents my parents would pay and i would basically just set up a bunch of props around the room and be like on funny cowboy and just trash the whole room. and that was it but let's talk about we talk about a lot of it was first told first about killer joe one of the wild is crazy is insane to think movies i've ever seen directed by bill for it's a romantic comedy yet i think that when you got the script what did you think well when i first read killer joe i didn't know about the play or the tracy letts of it all you know the guy who wrote the play he also wrote august osage county which i had seen and actually love to be done and it took me a minute to put it together but when i read the script i didn't quite realize that it was a comedy so i'm reading something that i think is the drama and then off with the page and all that's kind of interesting and that's all that that can't be right that's that's kind of funny that's that

i was sort of the new guy for a while and, you know, i was just-- i was just getting-- i was just gettingkind of good. and then i got this "is the night live" job. and it was another ensemble group, working with not only talented actors but writers this time, too. so you got to use your writing skills and your acting skills. and this was-- it was a great secondary education. i mean i started at "second city" and then i went to "saturday night live." if you did "saturday night live" for five years, you were able to do asking. you learned a lot. and all those pros, all those guys on the set, when we knot that job, all those guys had done "your show of shows" "sid caesar," all these things. they'd seen it all. they'd done it all. we were just kids, and they would tell you something and it was an amazing education. >> rose: timing is important, i assume. >> i'm not going to make the joke. >> rose: okay. on the flip side of that. it would seem to me if you do comedy, you develop a higher sense of time, than if you simply had nothing but dramatic experience. that's a serious question. >> yes, a

i was literally on this high wire. it seem to have been constantly. >> host: top for a minute about the prt 250. it was, for its time, 1987 was a fairly sophisticated telephone communication between cia headquarters, the command center of cia cia station around the world. >> host: so would be something we could all understand why you'd want to keep it secure and secret. >> guest: yeah, it was certainly secret. a number of people obviously used to. it is fairly well known inside the cia, but never had an alleged as existing outside, not even at the white house. as a matter of fact, this little tempest arose because the witness at the time was john poindexter, the national security adviser to president reagan until the iran-contra broke. it was clear he didn't know this machine existed. so what happened is we told the committees about it and given transcripts of relevant conversation. the conversation question was between william casey and john poindexter in late 1986 as the contra was unraveling. casey was in one of our

that was alcohol. i spiralled down. >> inspiration for the movie "jerry maguire" talks about his football. >> i called it a ticking time epidemic. sherman. >> he twerked his way into the national consciousness, taking a page out of miley cyrus's book. >> when you started off the term super agent didn't exist. if you think about it player representation didn't exist as it does today. how did you start that, and why? >> the reality is there was no right of representation when i began. i remember calling up mike brown of the bengals to represent a player, and he said, "we don't deal with agents" click. that was that. mostly players had their parents tore did it themselves. the roll of an agent is to serve as a buffer. years ago i asked steve bartkowski in the first negotiation whether he wanted to hear every fact that went on between me and the general managers. and he said, "sure, it's my life, i want to hear it. i said steve, they'll say no so complimentary things about you. "no, i'll be fine." we get int

what i thought was a punch to the chest. >> i stabbed him in the chest. t thing out of his mouth was, "why?" that's the first thing out of anybody's mouth whenever they're faced with their consequences. why? why did you do this? or why did you do that? well, if you stop back and think about the actions you took to bring you to this point, you wouldn't have to ask why. >> i was walking back to the table and they said, are you okay, a.j.? i'm like yeah, yeah, i'm all right. i was probably still carrying on myself. they said, did he get you? i'm like, yeah, he punched me in the chest. they said, no, with a shank. i looked and there was a hole in my shirt and i was bleeding. it was about seven inches long. it was a toilet brush that he had broken off and sharpened up by scraping it on -- against the cinder block wall or the cement floor of his cell. >> i care about him about as much as he cares about me. he's not thinking -- he's not thinking when he charges me with that whether or not i'm going to be having commissary delivered to my cell or what type of stri

that was donnie's big intro scene. ifor hill, the pressure of performing for marten scorsese was intense. >> i was absolutely terrified. >> i tell you what, you show me a pay stub for $72,000, i'll quit my job right now and work for you. >> we do this scene where i meet leo. he's happy, i am happy and we move on. now we're going to shoot the scene after lunch of just me quitting my job in the phone booth. we're doing take after take after take and marten scorsese is not happy. not mad, but he's not satisfied with whatever we're getting. i just keep doing take after take. i don't know, i keep trying different ways and i don't know what's going on and he kind of clears everybody out. so i'm starting to get really nervous -- >> i can imagine. >> like what does he want? what am i doing wrong? and timely his assistant ashley comes up to me and she goes, are you okay? and then that really freaks me out, because it means it's noticeable that i'm doing a bad job and everyone can tell i'm freaking out. he goes, hey, kid, let's go

i was fifteen i was having a great time over here i did yeah so i was your high school musical i just women and auditioned like any other girl i mean it was a series of five different auditions. because mitch oh yeah i spent the golden globes with my girlfriend actually because they're oh you're very famous from that right it was a little crazy how did you handle it. you know i think that i was so young i didn't really realize to the full extent of what was going on all i remember is a lot of kids screaming and us trying to run from home but it was fun i mean i was with my best friends and we were traveling the world and we're reaching new records live the soundtrack a lot of the birds the drugs and alcohol all how did you avoid the. i mean i do enjoy a glass of wine every now and then. but i don't know i think that for me it's always been about the work and i try to keep myself grounded and i really spend a lot of time working on myself to grow and to take care of myself and just good people and your family push you into the business no no no. well i i wasn't in the tain or ever sinc