no, i was happy. i said the only thing that happened that was really upsetting in my life was going to war in korea and seeing all my friends killed. and i feel real guilty about it. i felt i could have or should have done something more. when i tried to go back and group, i wasmy taken out and had to go back. they restrained me and i felt guilty about it. another time, i felt that when i held a guy until he died, when he was dying, he said tell mom and dad i will be all right, that i love them. he died, and i didn't know who he was. i did not go back to see him. interviewer: where did you go from jinju? baldwin: from haedong to jinju. we were taking out again southwest to a new position. got chased off the hill and back through jinju. and after jinju fell is when i left. interviewer: from jinju, where did you go? baldwin: i got on a train. i was loaded on the train. i was helping wounded out of the schoolhouse onto the train. the train left jinju. the last thing i remember is fighting for my rifle. so

i was just trying to keep my head down and show that women belong, the last thing i wanted to do was raise a women's issue. we were still transitioning into fighters but my mentor told me to read at the book of esther and i share theirs in "dare to fly." the line really hit me. can it by you were pet put in this position for such a time as this. that's a message for everybody who is listening, wherever you are, when you feel strongly about making a devils of not walking by a -- making a difference of not walking by a problem can it by you were put in a position for such a time as this. you're the one to speak sought and take the risk to make the difference and that with any journey over eight years. >> one of the continual themes in your book, day to fly, is faith. >> guest: yes. well, i grew up in a family of faith, and went to church each week. it wasn't personal for me as a young kid. that kind of connection, but my parents were people of faith. i later heard -- got bet e letters from friend offed my dad when he was in college, on his knees every night praying to god. when my dad d

i graduated when i was 16. year and then got a full ride scholarship as a track person for the university of utah. >> tell me about your track team. i went to the coach and said, can i get a scholarship? he said, what do you run? >> are you a marathon runner? sprint? >> long-distance. need? what do you >> he said a miler or a two miler. i will do that. he said report and i will time you. if you go fast enough, i will give you a scholarship. >> what is your record? was the last in 1951ce was in denver at night. it was snowing in june. i was running quarter-miles. ,e said if you run the two mile we can win this race. you have to get a second or third to get the points. i ran the two mile and got a third. i had not run that for two years, but i ran that night. on the way home from the track meet in denver to salt lake i was a hero. that was my day in the sun. [laughter] in 1951. went directly into the service. i am listed. >> what was the scholarship? >> full ride. i went into education. they paid all my tuition, b

they would take turns, so by the time i was 15 i was not too happy. brothers served in the military, all caught -- all five of them. so, i always would've liked to join too. so, i falsified my baptismal certificate and went to work trying to enlist in the marine corps. they knew i was underaged and did not let me in. army, and thethe recruiter accepted me. campsame day i was off to breckenridge kentucky. ivy: same day. joseph: yes. time, it wasn't a jump school, it was just 101st airborne. ivy: you remember what day or month? joseph: august 26. ivy: august 26 was the day you enlisted and went? what year? joseph: 1948. ivy: wow. you were in school? joseph: it was during summer vacation, i was a freshman in high school. ivy: you definitely falsified your information, didn't you? you enlisted and you went to camp. could you tell me about that? joseph: i went through basic basicng, finished training and went home on leave. when my leave was up, i went to to processshington for overseas to japan. andlisted for three years, arrived in japan sometime in decem

i mean, i was tempted. , like, seeing american soldiers, you know, it was,ye like, wavingyou know, as people literally just looting building, schools,tals, you name it. >> everyone was running inside the bank, money was everywhere. people were out of their mind. >> if you go from a pressive regime, we've seen in that transition period, tre's tidiness. freedom's untidy, and freepe le are free to make mistakes and commit crimes and do bad things. stuff happens! (people exclaiming) >> primarily, our big concern right now is trying to get baghdad.ack to normal they had a lot of problems with locals out here looting.'s pretty tough situation, because we're not a police force. anwe can't go through patrolling, acting as policemen guarding everybody. >> right after the invasion, one of the verfew jobs that you can do in iraq is to work as a translator. i was ready to work for a dollar. and they were, like, "would, uh, $50 be okay?" and i was, like, "$50 a what?", you know, and i'm trying to compose myse. and they w

i was a little too short for things. my leg length was okay but my sitting height, servicing height was okay but my total height was a little bit short some unlikely was the issue. like kids, you gotta be the sole right rights. but what they do, they put us through the cockpit to make sure, because everybody is a little bit different pretty can you see over the dashboard. can you reach the brakes and the writers. can you push hard because that's what you do to get out of a spin. you have to be able to do that pretty can function in the carpet. the past will of this test. so i was clear to flight by the flight surgeon and the instructor pilot but i kept having some arbitrary number that they came up with so i couldn't fly. not many people would go through all of that but they can relate to being frustrated with people trying to take the dream away . for having obstacles come up in their own life. as many people are expressing that right now are having your friends get derailed. evil can relate to let that allotted 2020. so

life changing for me that was really where it all started so i when i was a senior in high school i started taking the adult level classes with like people in their twenty's which felt really crazy to me and i started learning how to do improv and i've been doing it ever since long time probably for the last 15 years or whatever so it's been that was like that was the whole deal where i was so grateful that i grew up in evanston because i could take the train for 30 minutes in the city adams and be watching some of the most amazing performers any night of the week it was so cool. i remember when i 1st got hired at s n l lorne used to take us over to this rehearsal space in times square and he'd ask a stamp rob and i'd say don't larn i write jokes and i'll be the news guy i can improv but some of those cats fell into fury list behavior so easily that i got goose flesh i could see that they were never in trouble because they were never trying too much they fell into the reality of it and that vile shape that our early on in the improv lympics did you get that

express card heard i was angry. i just lost this great windfall and i was talking to the lady and talking about one of these devices. i have this attitude toward devices like this which this device is a magic device but it turns into anything i want. if i want to turn into a television it becomes a television and it turns into a map or a radio in it will turn into that vote. literally tomorrow it will turn into that book if you wanted to. it didn't turn into a credit card. and so i was angry but i was also motivated to fix that. i called and i said let's make our iphones credit card. >> the name of the book is the innovation. what is an innovation. >> and how did you learn about that? mitt and innovation. >> is not something we knew knew about do we started square but it's probably the most powerful phenomenon that i have seen in business and we stumbled across it but the innovation. >> is simply a way of interweaving inventions together sometimes very simple inventions but put enough together and they start to take

i was not prepared to believe it. i am the one who made the motion on the board of the guild, i was a board member at the time, not president -- i made the motion that as long as there was this difficulty, that both sides giving a different reason as to why there was a strike, why didn't we, the actors, who were not involved in any way, why didn't we involve management and both factions to sit down at a table with us present, as a labor union, to kind of be the mediator? and to protect against men who had nothing to do with the strike, to sit down and find out -- because we had to tell our members whether to go through the picket lines are not. how do you take sides when a lot of the unions are in the studios and a lot of them are on the street picketing? and the board bought this idea. we invited them. there was great reluctance on the part of the striking unions to join us, but they did not see any way to say no. we met twice a day, it ended up almost seven months. trying to settle these things. before long, there wa

there was i think it was 987. a softball team from san francisco came to moscow and they had radio moscow we organized the. not many people knew baseball on this in this country practically none except my grandson now who plays baseball. and. the plane they came from san francisco veterans veterans not real sportsman. and we play did they with who received a statement a stadium and we played a game of baseball was covered by these the american magazine sports illustrated q which you know. and there was a big story about it and it was a very good game we lost the game of course the americans won and the. kansas city runs in their blood baseball baseball is my favorite. game after hockey which the canadian. and after the game or we all went to their hotel we have a nice party and we became friends. no politics and tong after all but there were. when the soviet union versus canada so which side did you wonder daria. that's a good question but if anyone think better it's a silly question for me. when one position i ca

i knew him, but he was three years older than i am. but his little sister who was three years younger than i am, would stay in town for -- if we had a basketball game or some event at the school, she would stay with her grandmother who lived in town. we became really close friends. she was my best friend growing up. >> this is ruth? >> this is ruth. but he graduated from high school at 16. we only went 11 grades back then. i was 13. there was no way i ever thought i would go with jimmy carter. i didn't go with him until he came home the last -- before he was a first classman he came home from the naval academy and i went out with him the night before he was going to leave. ruth and i plotted to get me out there with him because i wanted to -- i had fallen in love with his photograph on the wall in her room at home. she would call me and say he's here and he had a month's leave and i would go out there and he would be gone. one day, we had a pond house, and jimmy's parents had a pond house, not close -- i mean, fairly close to the house.

but i was very proud of myself. about manage all of this, all of this information because it was just overwhelming otherwise. >> would you feel like -- what's my question? i can imagine that being able basically to capture a moment and be able to get in every single vantage point how it makings you feel leak god that's how i would feel but again, what's it like to have this huge information about and basically be like a huge seeing eye of experience and culminate everyone together. >> yeah that's a really good question. i mean, i think in truth it didn't -- it definitely felt that way. i think it feels that way more now that i've write about the book because you don't know what i didn't know. like i was able to do things that yngt know but that was a real phenomenon, and i write about it in the book a little bit like because it was also just you could see everything like you could see like risks that people were taking and there was dramatic irony or you can see the future. you can see this guy is superin charge and

yes i too was a soldier a dancer i don't. i used to love it when they would form the 2 lives and the guy that would come do in the russian dead serwer is located in those cliffs. and they would always throw it back the dog a dog cornelius is building false was he never was a sweat acting never tried to. kill your memory oh my gosh john cornelius i mean i was from indianapolis indiana girl friend of mine i moved out orange county i moved from indianapolis to california and my girlfriend was hanging out going so trying she said you know do you want to go to so train with me and i was like these children and she was a girl of the so dre and i just remember that i got there i actually the great dress at the 1st time you saw me on the risers was my graduation dress from high school. yeah and then i got they put me on the rafters which was a big deal and then we went back another show and i got it to do the scramble board and then years later i know that scramble board and the craziest thing dennis is that my brother was in the mil

i was shot in midair. secret service behind me -- i thought it was firecrackers. i just finished saying what was that when i was grabbed and thrown into the limousine. the door was open. as it turns out, i was shot on the way in. the bullet careened off the side of the car, came from the gap in the door, the hinge gap. they showed me the bullet. it was flattened and covered with paint from the car. i thought because -- then he did what the secret service practice. he dived on top of me to shield me. it was then for the first time i felt pain. i assumed after all those movies were if you were shot, you grab yourself and fell down, i always thought you felt it when it hit you. it was after healing that on me. done it, andhe had feeling thing i can reconcile, the paralyzing pain, was he must have broken my ribs. i told him, get off. and he did, very quickly. by that time, the door was closed and we were moving. he said, sit back. i said, i can't, it hurts too much. by this time i had sat up. suddenly i coughed and i had a handful of blood. --till said i must have punc

i was a nondrinker, then i was a drinker again. i doubled back, dropped a bottle in the basket casually like a vegetarian popping ground beef on top of granola bars. i wish i had a better story to tell you, when it makes sense. maybe if a close relative had died i lost my job or been evicted my relapse would have been justified. some alcoholics refer to events like this has reservations. of my mom dies i will drink, if my husband leaves me but i don't have a good reason or any reason at all. normal people look at alcoholics truly relapse the way i didn't wonder what made you take the first drink? for me the answer was always nothing in particular. one minute you are in recovery, the next you tell yourself everybody else does it why can't i? i learned so much. maybe you don't think of it at all. the selective amnesia is a force of nature, no matter how many bad things happen or how many times you say never again and mean it you forget all of it the instant we look up as we walked past the liquor store. relapse is never a conscious de

and i was prepared to just be furious. i think i was. but on the way there there were white girls sitting on suitcases because they didn't have very much space, housing space for graduate students and they would have to go in the city someplace. those girls were from i don't know where but they were saying do you have a room, do you have a roommate, would you like a roommate, would you like a roommate, i'll be happy to room with you. the lesson i learned and my mom and i talked about it. she said it's not the girls, you have to remember that. my mother said it's not the girls. it's the law. it's the ruling. don't hate the girls. she was right. i made some good friends there. they could come to a certain point in friendship and there were ways they couldn't cross or wouldn't let themselves cross and i probably wouldn't let mine cross either. but they didn't do me harm and they didn't wish me harm and i managed to get a master's degree at chapel hill without much fanfare. >> the faculty and the academic experience. >> i took a class with h

when i was in high school i was impressed with the marines but i had met. a colonel that used to run laps around the truck after soccer practice and he said he'd be perfect for the marine corps because you're really smart and that's what the marine corps needs the professionalism the camaraderie. everything about it inspired me. after i graduated high school i left for orlando florida which was the 1st time i was ever on an airplane and a life. initially it was just wanting to go see the world because i'm from a really small town i had a college scholarship to go play basketball but i instead opted to go into the military. you know what i chose to do. i come from a long line of military when we had somebody from every generation on both sides of the family all the way back to of revolutionary war i had served in the armed forces and i chose the marine corps because no one in my family had ever done that . well of putting on a uniform every day and you know just getting out there and giving it my all and it's a very proud feeling. that i would have done the

until i was 37 or whenever it was that i got fired.ted to do the most important thing in the world was reporting. i was my job and my job was me. so when i lost my job, i felt like i lost everything. i don't know who i am anymore. and i have no identity read so there's that . money got past that, i realized that i could do absolutely anything i wanted. and that was incredibly freeing rated so started my blog rated and now it is like a self-sustaining things that i do full time. so what i'm picking subject to cover, it is partly, well it's definitely reader interest. if i had no interest at all but it would be sustainable. but i cover addiction a lot. i cover homelessness a lot. and issues that affect people that are vulnerable. and for reasons that may not be immediately perceptible. particularly with people experiencing homelessness. i think people have a lot of theories about what causes it. a lot of them are partially right and a lot of them are stupid or did suffer me, when you are talking about people who really bagel mental healt

every thing came to a complete change the day that i was raped i got there in february by april i was drugged and raped for the 1st time i had like a cold or pneumonia like symptoms and so they sent me to get shut down and while i was waiting to be examined. and came in any help himself he said he was going to the bathroom he came into my room and and that's when he raped me the entire time i was screaming and yelling for help and for him to stop nobody came to the door nobody came to help me and maurice cure anything they made it very very clear. that. if i said anything they were going to kill me. you know in then of course i didn't have anyone to go talk to because the people that were perpetrating me were the police. it was my 1st time ever and i was had a tough time convincing myself that i'm still over. if this is happening to me you know i can only imagine surely i'm not the only one which i found out later going through the claims process that i wasn't. it's just after 3 am i see a shadow of a human head over my body next thing you know that i'm awake and like he's on top of m

i was ecstatic. and terrible. t's because at this moment i am kicking off a new and what i'm hoping is going to be a long standing relationship with the wwdb listeners. this is michael smerconish, your sunday night host here at the talk station. for a few years, sunday night was my domain. i was now married. my wife and i were growing our family. i was now practicing law with james e beasley, and still hosting a sunday night radio program. chuck and susan schwartz had the chance to sell wwdb for a lot of money. a subsequent owner seeking to maximize revenue through ad sales began selling infomercials disguised as programming. other hosts had to play along. they had no choice. but me, with my legal practice and reputation to protect, i quit. immediately, i was asked to join an am signal that was owned by cbs, formerly known -- a real heritage station -- as wcau. and i began hosting saturday mornings over there from 6:00 to 9:00 a.m. i was quickly moved from saturday mornings to one hour of afternoon drive. then they

i was vice president of a hospital. i don't know, maybe it was lost most. i don't know. instinct. >> (applause) >> you are able to use some of those experiences. >> i did not come to the position of first lady a blank slate. that is sort of what happens in society with -- you become a spouse all of a sudden. i talk about this in the book, i felt myself becoming a spouse. i went from being in executive to becoming a spouse. where the first thing people would talk about was, what shoes is she wearing? it's like, no, no, people. you are not focusing on my shoes right? i'm standing in front of a military family. we are doing important things. so yes, there were moments in my profession because the burden of child rearing fell on me as a woman. you know, there was part of my trajectory as my husband's assent got faster and higher and louder, there was the challenge of how do i make sure that my kids are saying and i have a career? that started very early. those doubts, those questions of how do you balance it all? and is it fair that we are on his rocketship ride when i have

boston i was wild i thought time. there were no gay bars which meant that the streets certain streets were just filled out not with gay men wandering about and it might have seemed there was repression but it didn't feel like that in spain felt much more open people were much more ready to enjoy their lives and arlen there was always a guilt or. to be described as guilt very well the honors his characters in the struggles many of which are universal. even if for instance fled poverty and suffered emotional turmoil as did millions of immigrants. to be in thinks it's important to get the setting right each of the depicts the times in which his characters are living. i almost think he you know in a painting portrait the work done behind the brush work just to make a color behind often does a great deal of work even though it seems like background i think if you're writing a novel set in time no matter what you do what going on in that in the either background or deep background of the society has to make its way into the

there was 1974 i had a spectacular year was my breakout your really won 3 grand slams a year and i think 15 other tournaments so 'd it was it was a good start and then. i was only able to play the the french that year because i played tennis. kind of took away my opportunity to to win the grand slam but you know listen that's the key so many years ago now 45 years ago that there's a kind to let met let it go but but still occasionally like now it jumps into micro and i say what happens if i would of had an opportunity to play the french and and then go on to win the grand slam but you know you know if you don't there were if you firmly if a lot of things you know happen to you know the who knows but. i had a great year that year in you know that kind of the sent me on my way. i'm trying to think that the surface over there and you've even told me when i watch it now the clay and the doll obviously that says kingdom roland garros but you told me back when you were playing it was beyond clay sort of like you're playing it on a mud puddle right it was so little because dr it's not good at p

i was 21 at the time. but there was individuals like the reverend james lawson, who became one of our wonderful teachers of the philosophy and discipline of non-violence. bernard laugfed, james belver, diane nash, these were all young people in the movement. there were men and women that got arrested and went to jail. william sloane coffin got arrested and went to jail. there was lawyers, ministers, rabbis, priests. like, people came from all over the country. they couldn't take seeing people being arrested and taken to jail simply because they wanted to be served at a lunch counter or ride together on a bus. brian: you didn't tell us who your favorite philosopher was. rep. lewis: my favorite philosopher, when i was studying, was hegel. hegel talked about the thesis , the synthesis. he talked about the struggle between good and evil, that in society, if you're going to bring about change, there must be a struggle. and there must be a division between the forces of darkness and the forces of light, the force

i seen faces, and people was cryin'. t i didn't hear nothin'. >> reporter: a judge sentenced malcolm and demarchoe to life in prison plus 170 years. >> everything just froze. it's like time just suspended for a second. >> reporter: malcolm thought of his older brother corey. now they were both serving life for murders they said they did not commit. but they were determined to stay strong and to help each other. >> we basically had made a pact with each other. we said, "man, whoever get outta here first better come get the other one." >> reporter: the odds malcolm and corey could keep that promise were next to impossible. the road to freedom, if it ever came, would be long, filled with unexpected twists and revelations. >> coming up -- a private investigator tracks down one of the eyewitnesses who i.d.'d malcolm and de'marchoe as the killers -- >> he said, "man, i've been carrying around a burden." those boys didn't do that." >> when "dateline" continues. at subaru, we're taking on distracted driving... ...with sensors tha

i was 14. very good at it baseball was my escape baseball was my getaway because of the childhood and i had a grown up i used to. use it driving foolish when i have my moments here. you know i love being around kids and you know helping kids and stuff to the point where ultimately i don't want to use them for their kids but when i go and i spend more time over there because they have kids because it allows me to decompress. no there. wasn't there for mark huge. good job. there was. never knew her biological father but since she's immensely grateful to her adoptive dad he kept believing in her throughout her years of addiction largely because of his support that she managed to overcome her dependence start a family was corey and move into a house in a nice safe neighborhood. lost so many close. in may using. the. f. word dad every time i go to treatment he have to pretty much buy new clothes he. got so good it's like going to the store and getting like women's clothing like the ladies at the sto

one of the 1st things i was told my entire dinner was. don't worry because the marines will think that you want to sleep with them and i thought that's just ridiculous the atmosphere off off the bat at marine barracks washington was was horrible people asked me what sexual favors had i performed to get my orders there. there was a senior officer in my command who the 1st time he spoke to me he said female marines here are nothing but objects for the marines to. sew the men in the female shows up at my work she's a mentally ill. all of the new females get talked about say that there have been facts slip was so and so verily i stopped all that. i mean i did it got progressively worse and worse they determined that i welcome the sexual harassment by wearing my regulation length uniform skirt and running and running shorts. there were several junior female marines that came up to me crying while i was there saying that they felt humiliated to come to work. the. one of the duties at marine barracks washington was a ceremonial drill and evening

>> i was about 11. i knew she had done some bad things. , it became very clear that this was a woman determined to take her personal narrative in a different direction. and i think felt that the only way to deal with the reality of her life story was to take ownership of it and to do it publicly. >> did you feel ever any kind of relationship or feeling about her as a mother? >> i have never referred to diane downs as my mother. she has always had the name "biological." i was ready to let the world know that you can write your own story, that you can be whoever you choose to be. >> there was a lot she didn't know about her mother's life, and we introduced her to the one person who had done exhaustive research on all of this, which was ann rule, who had written the best selling book, "small sacrifices," about diane downs. if anybody could answer some of becky's questions, perhaps it was ann. >> i'm so glad to meet you. >> i always wanted to meet her. one of the questions i had for ann rule was who my biological father is. >> i've met your fat

guess that was what i did so it wasn't that i was hard and i was kind of trying to figure out how to be nice how to be good thanks joe got me involved in a program called grip which was recovery independence and freedom and it was all these little kids that were kind of well off that had gotten sent here by the court instead of going to juvenile hall. so the minute i walked in they were up and i started talking about going to prison all of them had court dates so they want to hear you know they want to hear what was going on so god put me right in the right spot i got some friends. from that time that were in that program that. that is to clean your room if. you're still cooking what. i know it's a documentary what's coming out air on july 7th danny there inmate number one the rise of danny child but i still got this reads like great fiction i know it's your life but i'm telling you this could be such a movie i mean all the all the anti-hero should have played are the arrows you've played playing yourself would certainly be the most textured character you'd ever be offered and i u

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also i said most of it was. top of the i told me i was an insolent person you're a criminal keep reading. you had your heart can you let me hear now so i had no choice but to read it. eventually i began to deny the charges i was deceived by rebel faction and i signed the arrest warrant even though i'm innocent it's over shall i thought that the chant i come up with i 10 every time i thought about it my entire body hurt and i was numb with pain. my more. vocal it continued like that for 3 years. i spent my time looking at the tree outside the prison all the time. made him kind of a fool i started talking to the trees it tell you. other than are looking at the tree in this book reminds me of those days to go boy bush lawyers he said because i'll show his how long they vanished. in 1971 monique was sent to a labor camp she was released one year later there is no evidence of money ever being a spy. in the meantime a shift was underway that would have a profound impact on the lives of the red children. amid rising ten

and that was a thrill for me. i able to go to her inauguration in liberia when she was elected president of liberia. >> the series, as you mentioned, it's called influence and image. what do you think your influence and image legaciwise will be? >> well, the things i know will last that i think will last for a long time are the things like the national book festival which just was this last month in washington and the texas book festival which was just this weekend in austin. i think those are both great and i hope they'll continue long after i'm gone to entertain people and introduce people to their favorite authors and introduce people who love reading. so i think that stays -- will stay for a long time. i hope that the basic principles of no child left behind which of course was george's legislation. but very, very strong bipartisan support for it. but i hope those principles, the principles of accountability, the principles of responsibility that we have to every student in the united states, that all of us, eve

because i was young. i was naive.s party for my soccer team >> jimmy: i don't think the red sox even know who i am >> well, this team definitely did not know who i was i arrived to the christmas party. i went into the venue. the organizer took me down stairs to a bowling alley, and i thought oh, where is the stage that i'm performing on she went oh, it's not so much a gig, it's they're here to bowl we just thought we'd give you a microphone and you can crack some jokes whilst they're bowling that is definitely not a thing. >> jimmy: it hurts me just hearing this >> i know. as someone who has done comedy, you can understand how horrific this was i stood there with a microphone at the side of a bowling lane as all of my heroes bowled, and i was like heckling them from the side none of them knew i was a comedian or that i had become booked to do stand-up. they thought i was an employee of the bowling alley they're looking over this bowling alley guy is a little over familiar it got worse, because after the bowling, they

i was just broken you know i broke in college when i was raped in that stairwell you know that's when i started drinking and that's like when the addiction in me was like awakened but never like. consistently or like nourish i mean i nurtured my heroin it made everything was broken inside of me go away. when we met things he was working at one of rehab centers and had been clean for one another as well as administrative work for the center. of the streets hoping to try and help them change their lives. hopefully. we'll talk to. plant a seed man that's what it's all about you know all it takes is one person. connecting with another person you know believe in somebody else. the little guy with the white money i'm right and rob you don't look up like heck you might ok i also believe in the research is pretty conclusive i mean we have genetic markers for addiction the disposition towards addiction certainly it is a learned behavior as well so now we have 3 generations of people under the same roof who know active addiction and again that's a path all of that's pretty entrenched i mean how

knew it was a breakthrough. i knew that we we re was a breakthrough. supposed to be the only tool using, tool making animal on the planet, and it was professor ‘s hill who defined us as man, the toolmaker. and so i knew it was a breakthrough as far as science was concerned. i knew that this was a breakthrough, and it really did change the whole course of the events, because david was carefully selecting grass stones, pushing them down into the termite hole, pulling them out slowly, eating off the termites, but he was also reaching out and picking a leafy twig, and to use that, he had to carefully strip the leaves. that was the toolmaking. and of course now we know they make tools in other ways as well. but it was very exciting. however, if the scientists had bothered to go into the field and talk to, for example, the field and talk to, for example, the indigenous people living in the forest in congo, they would have told them, of course chimpanzees use tools. we have seen it. well, i sincerely... well, iactually believe because chimpanzees are so like u

and i was successful in biology. so i actually wound up getting a couple of graduate teaching assistantships and i chose the at the one university of iowa. >> so you didn't go to law school. dr. gaither: no, i didn't go to law school. i was already halfway through a masters degree in biology and i'd always liked biology. so rather than changing to something that was entirely different, even though it was closer to the movement, i decided to keep going in biology. >> well, as you had mentioned, you had earlier met ernest finney and matthew perry. dr. gaither: yeah, lawyers. bill kunstler, carl rachlin. i met a variety of lawyers who were favorable influences. >> tell me about -- dr. gaither: let me tell you that my couple of lawyers are not very well known. when the riders were, freedom riders, were being tried in jackson, mississippi, there were perhaps five or six lawyers in jackson, mississippi, black lawyers. was sidney thorpe was the only lawyer who had been trained, well, he'd been trained in a big ten university

am just as critical of it as i was before i got here. the budget by that time was $1 trillion. i knew that there was no way you could balance the budget in one year without pulling the rug out from any number of institutions. but i said that we must set out to get us on a downward path to when we can look ahead and make sure that we would be balanced. and at that point also, i advocated an amendment to our constitution that would be a permanent necessity of a balanced budget. but the budget had been getting out of control for a number of years, as i said earlier. we have not been balancing for more than a half a century. now, what happened back about 15 years before 1980, the middle 1960's. president johnson's administration adopted a program called "war on poverty." it was a great program of government programs to help one kind or another. poverty won in that war because beginning in 1965 to 1980, in those 15 years, the budget multiplied to almost five times what it had been. the budget deficit multiplied to 52 times what it had been. so

you know my aunts and uncles came up when i was 14 i came up to ohio. my whole family were gigantic it was a perfect storm of factors we are just now peeling back the layers of trauma throughout much of the 1990 s. and beyond the doctors were encouraged in some cases incentivized to overprescribe we have towns small towns here in ohio surrounding us that have been prescribed millions of pills i mean enough to sedate a small country then we have the sim aloa cartels and the other mexican cartels who have distribution centers throughout the rust belt in the midwest. very central among them drug addiction and the many of the just deaths it causes is the main reason behind this steadily declining population according to the american medical association in 70 is from 2010 to 2017 the death rate among people aged $25.00 to $60.00 full rose by more than 20 percent. this memorial was actually conceived built by the young people of our residents here are recovery residents part of who we are part of. what we do is we provide ceremony in these people's lives the c

i was having doubts of my own i couldn't tell if berlin was the right place for me anymore. i want to to be close to my father but that the noise i should move back home he didn't need 1st it. you had everything it's your dad. because your mom to me. i don't know i would just like to breathe some beads would be really in for a while. back and me. with you where let me do any job you like work and travel bans you know i have nothing because i'm going to the u.s. and saying. i don't know but landscapes is wrong that's alice was. right. here when the shelter door this is where our ladies or whatever this is where we are sleeping and we got the t.v. back to you because. as i said this it was. just us me. my job i just travel around the whole world just doing just moving people in talking to them to want to practice me in a news report. someone in south america. i know we're so sorry did laugh when you think you. can save us here. in south america there was one actor in a turtle. that did like his job and he was very good we were there for kids his job but they couldn't tell if he

i was 21 at the time. there was individuals like the reverend james lawson, became one of our wonderful teachers of the philosophy and discipline of non-violence. bernard laugfed, james belver, diane nash, these were all young people in the movement. there were men and women that got arrested and went to jail. william sloane coffin got arrested and went to jail. there was lawyers, ministers, rabbis, priests. like, people came from all over the country. they couldn't take seeing people being arrested and taken to jail simply because they wanted to be served at a lunch counter or ride together on a bus. brian: you didn't tell us who your favorite philosopher was. rep. lewis: my favorite philosopher, when i was studying, was hegel. hegel talked about the thesis anthesis. he talked about the struggle between good and evil, that in society, if you're going to bring about change, there must be a struggle. and there must be a division between the forces of darkness and the forces of light, the forces of good and t

late '80s i was talking to him. he was bragging on the fact that his wife had been dead for several years and he was bragging on the fact he only had one lung. still well enough to drive his car. he took two ladies out for a ride every week. one was 91 and the other was 93. i said you like these older women? he said, you know, ideal. it seems like they are little more subtle. [laughter] so i had an advantage when i went in to politics. because i liked people and i learned to listen to their stories. i had a great advantage. i lived with my parents when i was four and until i was six. they were unusual characters for a small southern town. uneducated, relatively. did not have a racist bone in their body. i learned a lot, particularly from my grandfather. he has one of the people i dedicated my book to. i a lot of the good things that happened to me in life, they were things put into me when i was very, very young. i just learned from what i saw. the power of their example was considerable. now, what i tried to do in t

i told her she was probably right, but i felt it was the kind of catastrophe i didn't want to avoid. this one's called emily. my sister emily once said to me, there is no man anywhere so psychotic, so drunk, so helpless, so brutal, so indifferent even just so annoying that some woman somewhere isn't dying to take care of him. and this one's called the fall. and it is about me, this is one of the ones about single motherhood. my daughter violate is 6, and -- violet is 6, and i had my son on his own, and he's very tiny in this story, maybe a few weeks old. one morning i'm walking violet to school. she's pushing the stroller, but i'm carrying the baby because he's fussing. i'm wearing pink suede three and a half inch platforms. i have a work meeting afterwards. my heel gets caught in the sidewalk, and i lose my balance, and i fall forward. somehow managing to put both my hands up and cup my baby's head. he's crying but only out of outrange at such a sudden and undignified changing of position. of course a crowd gathers. a woman carrying a new born has fallen and is bleeding. violet is b

my mom and she was laying on the ground. and i could see blood everywhere. >> in a panic, shawn called 911 and then called her brother, brett. >> and she says mom has been hurt. she has a hole in her neck. she was frantic. >> then the police and paramedics arrived and cordoned off the place where she lay. >> i could see numerous bullet holes in the back of her neck. >> keith mason was a detective, tor torrence pd. >> in all my years, i've seen people shot in homicides, but never this time times. >> this was an execution. >> definitely. >> what shawn had seen, her mother on the floor, had been so confusing, but now she saw nothing because they kept her away. >> one of the paramedics met me and i looked at him and said, will she be okay? >> thinking she was still alive? >> yeah. i wasn't processing. but he finally looked at me and just shook his head no. and that's when i realized that she was dead. >> had she seen what was coming? did she know her life was over? >> they had taken the body out. someone had taken a carpet cleaner to

and i remember playing the sims, and i was making my -- i was eating a pizza i was hunched over, 'causewhere -- the desk i built was there. and i was eating a pizza, and i was over like a paper plate. and i'm making my sims character run on a treadmill 'cause he was too overweight and i was like, "lose weight lose weight! gosh." eating a whole pizza in a closet [ laughter ] making a video game lose weight all right, here we go. this one's from @mamabrianne she said, "kids born in 2020 shall be known as children of the quarn." children of the quarn. this one's from @jeremypimples come on. come on. @jeremypimples, he said, "crap, now i can't pretend i'm not at home when the doorbell rings." this one's from @ywilson2330 she said, "the dumbest thing i ever purchased, a 2020 planner." what a waste of money, yep this one's from @webhank he said, "i said to my family, 'i can't think of three people i'd rather be quarantined with.' my 11-year-old immediately said, 'oh, i can.' [ laughter ] those are our hashtags, everybody. we have a great show tonight thank you so much for tuning in more of th

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i was good for the first day even. i was aiming at finishing it. i thought there would be an in to it. i would prove to the folks that i could complete it, it could be done. and then i realized it just kept coming. it went on for weeks and weeks, doing the same thing. i just thought, my god, and ready for college. it taught me great respect for the men and women who do that work every day. that thankless work, that makes it possible for us to have books and folders. i learned work ethic here, the dozens of people that went to the plant and did the same job every day, for years and years. it reminded me of my father, those blue-collar workers who don't look for passion in their jobs. they didn't have the luxury like we do, to think about doing things that we love. that was my first experience shoulder to shoulder with men and women making a living for their families. >> you mention your father's work ethic many times, and what it took for him to go to, work and provide and things. >> oh my father, every value that i have in me came from my mother and