i felt guilty. i felt shameful for something that i felt i couldn't help. after all i had planned to fall in love with the girl. i would have much preferred to have fallen in love with the boy , someone i could probably show off, someone that i could marry, someone with whom i can have a family but that didn't happen to me i fell in love with a girl and i felt my life was in a mess. i felt sorry for myself. what i year and for that evening was for my mother to show a little bit of sympathy for the predicament i was then. all i received was condemnation and a type of cease-and-desist message. this was the beginning of a life pretending to be something i really wasn't. i had always stated -- dated. i dated draft high school and i continued to date in college. it was part of fitting in that became a part of my life. when i was 23 i was teaching high school in odessa which is in west texas. one day i simply said to myself, lou and you are not ever going to fall in love with a man. i was waiting for that to happen but you do need to get married. find a nice fell

i said, i know, but they all thought i was crazy at that time. and i wasn't. womenthat small number of , there were quite a few from maryland? >> at that time, there were four of us. >> get a special bond emerge between the two of you -- that a special bond emerge between you? >> any of us can call each other up if there is a need what they want something, and we have. we still occasionally have lunch together. i am a republican. barbara mikulski is a democrat. beverly byron is a democrat. marjorie hope is a republican. and connie marilla is a republican. we are still all here. think we are all sad that there hasn't been a woman outside of barbara in the house for some time now. when you first came to congress, was there anyone who served as a mentor or offered you valuable advice? helen: not really. not really. i had -- during my newspaper days, i had become her info -- i had become very close to the three democrat, male congressman from the city of baltimore. and that was rare. the three chairman of the committees were from the same area. george fallon, head

but i was -- i had young children and i was -- i was 31 or 32 i think at the time. and i just had a wonderful time. because i didn't think of the cadets as young little boys so to speak. they were all gentlemen to me and i mean, i was not that much older than they were. and i think we just had a lot of fun together. i went to all of the -- i went to the swimming and to the wrestling and track and, you know, and football of course. baseball. and i loved it all. and the kids would go with me sometimes and sometimes they would say no. but -- >> what were your favorite activities here? >> i loved wrestling can you believe it, but i loved swimming and -- well, i love football of course. and i loved baseball. but i loved -- i just loved sports. >> right. and i imagine that you went to all the formal events, right? >> yes. yes. >> so all the different dances and that sort of thing. >> not all of them, no. >> yeah. and -- oh, yeah, tell me about entertaining at quarters 100. >> oh, well, you could seat ten on either side and so it would be -- >> the tables -- >> at the big

i have it constantly on my brain. i was in new york during 9/11. i think i have, i have a phobia. maybe not a phobia but my thing is technology and you've you have talked about this too. open-air events drones. if you do it over a football game that's it. terrorists learn a few of the what happened today. he was at a hotel over group. i think about this stuff way more than i should. sorry to bring everybody down. >> what about unicorns? do you have any questions on unicorns? >> what is there that's going right in the world? he has nothing positive to say. we will move on. >> the atkins diet. i like those shakes the rob lowe was selling. they are amazing. how do you stay so thin? i hate fish. why do you eat that stuff? it's the world's toilet. also i don't eat meat. if you look at fish you see what you are eating. i find that i'm comfortable. stupid eyes. >> here's a question from sierra high school is of 68. >> wow. >> they note that jesse waterston mother watches your show. is your mom alive? >> she passed away five years ago. thanks for the question and bringing up that. your mo

i know for a really long time i, i felt like i needed my sister, and i needed my mom in every single moment that i was sad or i felt, i felt, you know, these struggles especially while on team usa. and and at some point i started to rely on myself. i know -- i didn't allow these negative words that were coming from the national coach or coming from teammates, some of my training partners to affect how i felt about myself. and that was a conscious effort. i had to consciously tell myself -- which i call it muhammad ali mantra ares, that like i'm amazing, i'm great, i can do this, you got it. and it was on the strip, it was off the strip, it was in competition, out of competition. and this isn't something that i said out loud, i was just feeding myself this kind of energy all the time because i felt like i constantly had to contradict the things that i was hearing around me. and i didn't want it to -- even subconsciously -- affect how i felt about myself. >> so smart. i don't know if anyone has gone online are -- online and seen you fence, but if you haven't, you must. because you're m

you know, if i can't decide between -- i guess i felt i was in between, i was going to make a living or do what i wanted. so i went to stanford business school of all places. very confused young woman. i went to stanford over harvard because they had a good writing program. like i said, i was very confused. i met my now husband almost the first day. i was like what is statistics? you know, i said that is so great. that means you can take courses across the street, meaning the regular university, not the business school. and he looks at me and he said but that's not what i'm here for. and i remember thinking he knows what he's here for. in the first five minutes, i was in totally the wrong place. so i did -- i was intending to finish. i'm the daughter of immigrants, you know, start a program and then drop out, you know, but i found the first day of the second year, that, you know, i overslept. the second day i overslept. the third day i overslept. really clear that i was never going to be able to get myself to go to class. so i took a leave of absence, and i went to china for the year

clayton: i think it was that i thought i could help. i could serve. i could make a difference. all it takes is an opportunity where you can make a difference and policy in spite of all of the accolades or of politicians not being able to negotiate and compromise. early on, i certainly did not look forward to being a politician, but in 1968, i had the opportunity to be motivated saying the incident i was involved in, it was an opportunity where they really and after husband, college and law school, my husband was invited to form the first integrated law firm in north carolina. and we went to this rural area. we stayed there for three to five years. -- we would stay there for 35 years. we ended up there 15 years. they were very kind to us. there was a need and we responded to the need. early on, he had the opportunity, along with some other leaders, and i think there might have been 12 people, in a region of about 10 to 12 tonties were invited consider running for congress. the registration was very low. in the particular county in which we lived, which was a rural county, the re

i thought i was dying. but to see these athletes into see how they can compete at the highest level of sport and fast, to see athletes like serena and venus williams and to be on unapologetic of who they were as black athletes in the tennis world. there are many parallels. wasn't something i could directly relate to because i was not even a blip on the map when they were starting to ascend in tennis. watching them allowed me to grab my aspirations as an athlete. i have always wanted -- i want this generation to see a muslim athlete be successful. i want our generation to continue to see black athletes do well and transcend this board in a way that transcends the sport to be inspired to see themselves in spaces were even now were being pushed out and told you are not welcome. this is not a place for you. there is that idea that i'm not waiting for a seat at the table. not waiting for someone to say we want this to be inclusive. pulling up a chair and taking the see and i'm saying hello. >> my name is mary mo

i saw and i can you show us a. deal and i didn't go to the i saw he. was going. to go to you don't you will be believe. me why. am i supposed to make you eat when you and i think i can do and then. thank. you. the law. business updates. places together. business updates. places together. the for. news. this is the news hour live from doha coming up in the next sixty minutes the u.s. three imposes sanctions on iran and tells countries around the world it's time to choose sides. diplomatic dispute intensifies as saudi arabia suspends flights to canada. more than two hundred thousand homeless almost one hundred dead indonesia struggles with the aftermath of sunday's earthquake. and another piece in the malaysia corruption scandal a cease superyacht arrives as the former prime minister is summoned back to court.

and i know that -- and i know -- i just want to say, for the record, i did meet with lydia, as well, and she was also a very well qualified applicant. i know there's additional opportunities coming forward for appointments, so i know you all will be recommending her. i was very impressed with all the folks that have come forward. so can we entertain a motion? >> supervisor yee: i'll go ahead and make a motion to nominate margot ellis to seat 12, did he obser debroah decumw brauer, and send it out with positive recommendation to the full board. i want to say, before we finish with this one, i see that there's two specific seats for a woman veteran. i don't want to think that we have to limit ourselves to two women. we should probably really consider that some of the seats that are at large to be -- to have maybe some additional women representation, so i'll make that comment. >> supervisor safai: yes. and the only thing we need to add is the candidate, miss ellis, would need a residency waiver. so on that, without objection? great. congratulations. thank you for coming forward. [ gave

imagine i do i don't have that much money he actually has i don't see every year i know i didn't have one while there are people who are high name one for my friends a get some water for their own something or it chain how old they invent is. a four way. i gonna take its toll for the night and i can buy or what he wants for the fords and told everything that everything that he sold i just go i just give it to the b. and for her life sometimes life the just gave me only. for a. while for food it reminded me go for it i don't buy that and i go out there on a plane and. i just go home without and nothing in a bin or nothing at all so i just asked my friends they've been pub and learn something for four days. kids were the foods. they would be. so it's really hard but i got a name for anybody it is made right. from that you. have an appointment that. that's why i made friends they already called the very best camera on me and they ever make. before i think their ideas will there are some new ones. that come. in to me that i how bill was we don't comment on what. the. control we're going t

i think i will go with that. >> i tend to guy. i think both apcan'ts are very well qualified. i had the pleasure of working with johanna in the process and you supported supervisor yee on a program i understand from your public testimony now more than ever is near and dear to your heart, teen pregnancy training for those involved in the field of child care and potentially running a child care center. you are the embodiment of that. i think, autumn, you are the embodiment of the story you told. it is true what supervisor yee said. at the end of the day it is this particular commission. we have such well qualified, committed, hardworking, passionate people for children which is deer to my heart -- dear to my heart. i know supervisor yee has dedicated his career to helping children and families, particularly children that can't speak for themselves, between the ages of 0 to 5, he has been a strong advocate for that. i defer to him in this instance. i appreciate everything that all of you have said about your experience. we have a wonderful opportunity and i think there will be an

i wish i could say to you that i recognized what i had said and done, but i didn't. a couple days later marsha came to me and said angela was really offended about that joke you made about black women's hair. and the moment she said it, i got it, and i know better. right? but i was making my moves, right? i was credentialing myself. i was showing that i was woke and these other white people weren't and that i had, i could make a joke about her hair because we had a relationship, right? that's all what about what was g on in that moment without me being conscious of it. so i followed a series of steps to repair that. the first thing i did was i called my friend christine, and i said, oh, my god, i need to talk to you. and i vented all the embarrassment that i felt because i did not want to run that at angela. right? i didn't want to at all have her get even a whiff of it so that she felt pressure to take care of me, absolve me, forgive me, reassure me. so i did it with christine, another white woman. once i kind of vented it, we put our heads together, and we tried to

i. i think that if you vote, the state water board, he will not have -- i think it has become like blood water. people want it and it is -- everyone has their own interest and i would suggest it is a compromise. please look into it. thank you. >> president kwon: thank you. dave, welcome. >> thank you. my name is dave warner. thank you for serving on the commission and thank you for having this topic on the agenda. the first one on the back story, i would say there is one major point and a minor point. if there is anything doubtful, peter was a former mayor quite a number of years ago. perhaps he has some access. the biggest thing was the fact that those were elected positions and we had a couple of them coming up for election and a couple of them looking to get a seat in the open space district. when one of the councilmen said i make this resolution, i think there were six of the others. that is to watch what that didn't that wanted a second of the motion. the key thing here was the coun

and i can say that there are people -- >> i do. i do. we knew they were dangerous. this new movement may be dressed in pretty clothing that looks like what our doctors or our lawyers or our teachers look like. but, they have an agenda that is sinister, the real danger, oare people like jason kessler, who are able to hide who they are. they change to their twisted world view and have no self reflection. those that want to disengage from white supremacy, i can help, if they have the courage to confront their own hatred. i'm going to charlottesville in two weeks. would you consider going with me? >> for what purpose? >> i'm going to meet heather heyer's mom and i'm going to sit with her. she is going through a lot of pain because of what happened to her daughter. would you consider going with me? >> i would consider it. i can't say yes or no for sure. but i will consider it. >> what are your reservations about it? >> i feel like, whatever she would have to say would be resolved around trying to make me feel guilty, i guess? and -- >> you ha

like, i just -- i have -- i actually have a very visceral reaction when i look at some of the design in those buildings. i think d-- i understand the design and the location, and the research. i think that was very thoughtful, but when it came to the amount of housing, and the amount of housing we could have, and the height and the density and the mix of incomes, i see that as a really big missed opportunity, particularly because it was redevelopment land. it wasn't just private land, it was redevelopment land, so that's what i mean. >> commissioner moore: i appreciate your explaining yourself and giving more subtlety to the question. let me say that we are blessed with a number of very, very good plans in the city. most and foremost, i think our urban design planners are strong and exemplary for the rest of the country. since that i am too, we have served many good plans. while they serve for a period of time, they then sit on the shelf and they are not used as guiding documents in areas like mission bay, which had six or ten plans by noted architects and planners, all of which were

i was called to that mike and i was scared because i didn't know. i make science. i could be claimed by the different labour boards. my point is, do not confuse, do not conflate wage theft and cheating with jurisdictional disputes. they are different. >> did you want to finish the story? >> will come back on? okay. i'm asserting that l.b.e. is not paying ten dollars an hour when they should be paying 7820. they maybe paying 76.25 an hour instead of 78.20. they maybe a dollar or two difference. they are honestly, most of the time, and you can check with ols e., these are jurisdictional issues. the contractors have a case opened up against them so there will be a case filed against us but they are often often times cap jurisdictional disputes. the label of cheat, it should not be put together with l.b.e. >> thank you. >> good afternoon members of the committee. as we raise in our may 7th letter, we have serious concerns that a low threshold will lead to disastrous consequences for mbe and businesses. we urge you to set the thresholds high. we also urge you to conside

only go by what i was told. october 29, like i said i believe 1964. i'm not sure, but if you go with that i just turned 20 of few months, but i was still two, three, you know those stages emotionally and mentally. smart as i was, again, academically was socially inept as a child-- as a kid. as an adolescent i was so basically an adolescent in the criminal legal system i was still in our lesson and was placed as an adolescent in when i finally got to solitary confinement and as a mother-- as a human being how do i feel about-- how do you think it's okay to say well because you decided to come across the border we can take your child away from you put your child somewhere you will never find your child again and that's okay. we are doing the same thing that happened in slavery is helping all over again. people are displaced. people at the direct from their homes, ripped from their mothers arms. we've seen what happened in history. people on auction blocks, mothers with their children that just gave birth out their womb child is ripped from an auction bl

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hope like we all recognize that we are and i think i meant what i said about the inspector general i respect their work i respect their criticism you don't agree with any well that's a fair number of things i said i agree with but the two big criticisms are about the two most important decisions i made and i'd be lying if i said that i think that criticism as accurate i do think it's fairly low and reasonable. what about the criticism that really jumped off the page was the department's revelation that you used a private e-mail account in violation of official protocol now from maryland who spent a year and a half investigating hillary clinton's handling of her own e-mail isn't this. it's not but it does reflect the fact that folks don't realize what clinton investigation was about it wasn't about her use of a non-governmental e-mail system it was about her handling of classified information and that's a very important best a geisha totally different from whether you're using her g.-mail which i was using the e-mail draft of speeches to myself was never any accusation that i used any

i would love to meet you. i heard of his name. maybe i will go, maybe i wouldn't.of course i was not going to go to the lieutenant governor's debate. scott was a no-show for the lieutenant governor's debate. i thought he doesn't have a chance if he can't show up for the debate. in 24 hours we found out why. he was running for the u.s. house of representatives. >> not many people showed up for that debate anyway. it worked out just fine. >> did you have a runoff? >> i did. >> there were five people in the race initially. then it was the congressman and myself. >> that's another reason why we debated twice for that runoff and paul did a great job and going into that second debate i knew i had to bring my a game. but to come out of a political fight, to be able to appreciate and respect the guy on the other side is rare. for paul to be gracious and complementary and we remain somewhat friends that says a lot about his family. >> you mentioned how great a state it is to represent. that state where trey and i are from, more industrial. old charleston, great state. you b

i thought i knew my guys i felt like i was seeing them anew as looking at them as young leaders, finding out where theirambition came from, recognizing themselves as leaders , going through adversity and the question is do the times the man or does the man fit the times? these guys were fitted for their moment in history though i haven't about all this so it was like being in college again. >> you talk about them as your guys. >> i feel like it's 50 years now that i've been studying presidents who are no longer alive. someday there will be a panel of them all in the afterlife and they will be able to tell me everything i missed about them. but this was fun cause i hadn't thought about those kind of questions. where did their ambition come from? how did this go? how did you get through tough times so these are the stories thati am trying to tell . >> what did you learn about lyndon johnson, somebody you knew personally? >> obviously the war in vietnam will always be a star on his legacy but the more i thought about what you did when he was president in civil rights and voting rights and s

i wrote it, and i put it to the side. so i think it's so funny that sometimes those things that we think aren't important end up being the things that move us and other people the most. and i have -- being a young woman, especially growing up in a place where how i look is not, you know -- doesn't fit into the standards of beauty depending on where i live, that was a very big -- it was a big issue. i grew up with very to little or no self-esteem for years and i would crave that compliment. i would crave people telling me, wow, you look beautiful. and when they told me, oh, rupi, you're so smart or you're so intelligent or good job on this or good job on that, i was like, no, i don't care about that. i want you to call me beautiful. and i think it was in my early 20s, i was like, that's so odd. no. that can't be the thing that i want most, and it also can't be the thing that the compliments that i give the most. i can't give this word so much importance. and so that's why i wrote that piece, because i think that especially

i was 17 and i feel i have my father committed suicide when i was 17 and ifeel i have been my fatherwas 17 and i feel i have been on the run evra scenes. if something like that happens in your family. run evra scenes. if something like that happens in yourfamily. you do go off the rails but also work a bit harder to prove you are somebody because it is such a confidence zapper. maybe we could get a reading from the start of the book, when you are talking... in many ways it was are talking... in many ways it was are happy and privilege childhood, but you wrote very movingly. about how your mother protected you from some of the things going on. my mother spent much of my childhood trying to hide the worst from me that this was about my father's illness— i merely new my father was someone illness— i merely new my father was someone i was illness— i merely new my father was someone i was scared. illness— i merely new my father was someone i was scared. years later did a television programme on manic depression with stephen fry, stephen who is himself by pollard said that in his depressiv

you know i i know but i have it in my back pocket if i need to use it i use a try not to because i wanted to you know live is normally a possible. government going to not that that exists and i think like the gentleman said in south africa it is you know it's our sponsibility i need to you and i try as much as i can you know to improve my environment to improve you know just and also just people are realistic view of what african americans are too because i think that's the flip side people romanticize african-americans they want getting paid rappers and things like that on t.v. and they think that's what our life is you know and i'm like no it's not like that you know and so it's always. education i've been talking on and on both right cayless. yeah and i mean on the flip side of that i really do think that you know maybe africans sometimes or south africans that want to generalize a consonant last week to south africa on the panel you know don't forget that you guys also have a privilege you know i mean there is serious power in knowing your tried and having that growing up in the rich

i even cook for prom, i even cook for i worked at. >> the reason why i say that, one thing i learned from somebody who went to a spiritual retreat, she told me that her gift was cooking. that was her spiritual -- i forget what they call it. i just know that with youth, we are hungry. we're always hungry. you think about churches, certain places where, baby, come get you something to eat. we go to those spaces, we have to hear a lot of different things. my simple answer always is, find a way for you to create space. cook a meal and invite them over. you don't even have to have a specific conversation about those things. we have a summer pool party, i want you to come over, bring your friends. i can bring someone? we know in our houses, when we go home for anything, you can't bring anybody with you. [laughter] that's even if you're straight. just create that space. whatever you do, whether it is cooking, reading, art. find a way to create space for them to be themselves. >> be an anchor. >> safe space. it doesn't have to be named queer. it shouldn't have a sign on the door. everybody w

i have the immigrant fear -- i'm always afraid that if i fail i may have to go back to something i don'tto go back to and so that fear always motivates me, and i drive myself to be better and better and better at my job every day. david: so you're a role model for many women. do you see yourself as a role model, and particularly for women from india or outside the united states? indra: i don't have a choice but to be a role model, and i feel a privilege to be the role model, whether it's for women, minorities, for indian women for sure. everybody looks up to me and wants to learn from me and get my advice. you know, i can't give them all enough time. that's the thing that makes me feel very bad, because i get letters every day asking for advice or whether i would be a mentor to people. i can't do it all, so i try to do my best by speaking in public forums and trying to disseminate information on a large scale. but i think because there are so few of us, we have to play the role of being the role model and we have to make sure we do a good job, because we have to set the standard for othe

i said i can do this. i cleared post and i reported to the sergeant major about two days later. he said, i have got bad news for you. he said sergeant earl patty just got hit out at the shau valley. they sent me to this location, and it was probably the worst in vietnam at that time. >> the location was the problem , correct? not only was it remote, but it was also surrounded by arrows, sort of hard to defend? >> it was an absolute amounts country. there were all types of intent -- and sex, all types of reptiles the major infiltration route for the north vietnamese was moving into the south vietnamese country. >> if i recall, it was also understaffed, even when you got there? >> it was understaffed and the indigenous troops that we had really did not want to be there. we found out at a later time, that many of them were petty criminals that they had sent -- been sent to us. they were at the saigon gels at that time, and were sent to us. that some of them were supporting the more -- north vietnamese. >> this camp was different, also, from some of the others you have been in on th

i read the question, i think i know the answer. then i read it, yeah, i did know the answer. then i read the red brief, oh. [laughter] >> perhaps it wasn't as clear as i thought. and then i read the yellow, the yellow brief, the government might send a brief in which is great, the government is always great and then we might have green or dark green, and by the time i'm finished i then go to my law clerk and say these are the problems that are bothering me write a memo and put in anything else you want, i read the memo, ith will talk to my lw clerk and then we have oral argument. so oral argument is really after we've read this pretty thoroughly and gotten memos and oral argument for us to ask questions primarily and the poor lawyers, i mean, it is tough and we are not polite. it's really unfortunate. i think it should be longer so we can be more polite but if it's longer, we will be longer not polite.e. [laughter] >> nonetheless, you ask them questions, a good question is really going to shed light on how you're thinking about it. not to show that you know something or funny

i live off of. her yard. and street subtle and i said i want me to well. part of. a lot of lots of them are really good it isn't a muslim sitting around. that it terminal to come out. so much choice of her religion so. far for me. we're six it's not enough. to move the digital. world. i'm. the idea obviously did appeal at some point. but it was tainted by overtures of racism from the. current that i received. and a lot of their the. media. but i did get started reading flits on the life of the prophet the symbolism beyond him. and seeing how much of extraordinary person he was. i guess about four years ago in a lodge meeting. with a muslim ball the least i did ask him muslims about the religion and i came to understand the true meaning of islam. and i think about three months after i took a shot at. the three government and found. katie that i said and i thought you have the horse of mine in that area. but it up out of the hole in there you know it's you know so that over and over i'm one thumb up video link if you see i'm going home i found them with you money on

and i said i thought i might be suited to work in publishing. i had spent a lot of years in bookstores. one of my father's favorite occupations and pastimes was to browse in secondhand bookstores, and we used to spend many happy hours together at powell's bookstore in hyde park and at the strand bookstore here in new york. i worked at the strand for the better with part of a year after college. and irving had been, i knew that irving had been in in addition to being a journalist and a book author had also been a book editor. so i went to get his advice. he sent me to see his friend, irwin glickas, who was then editor of the free press. i didn't know very much about publishing, and i didn't know very much about irwin because book publishers tend to be background figures. you don't really know when you buy a book off the shelf who the editor and publisher is. it's not what motivates people to buy a book. but it turned out irwin had been a very significant force in publishing. it was irwin who signed up, among other things, "the closing of the amer

i knew i was never good to do exactly what my dad did because i did want to be like my dad until i got older. i pursue the military after i put myself through college, which is hard. i was going to school full time, working full-time. because i spent a lot of time and a workforce going to school i can do after he graduated, i didn't just want to go into the workforce. i was looking to be part of something wet felt like i had a purpose. i just happen to be dating someone whose brother went to the academy and he took me to the graduation of his brother and i fell in love with this idea that you can be part of this collective organization moving towards the same goals. from there i cut it in the navy but then they told i wasn't smart enough, that my sat scores to math were not high enough. when i walked across the hall, i didn't know this been but most recruiting offices are consolidated, all the services in the same place. walked across the hall and there was a marine corps office with a potion to walk in the office and said hey, i like more information. once they talked about high stand

i was nervous. i was still i think a little angry.ome this far, we might as well just keep going until the wheels fall off. >> reporter: tense, nervous, janet decides she should go in first. as you walked up to her doorstep that day, what's going on in your head? >> all i kept telling myself was please let her tell the truth. >> reporter: cece more goes with her. janet is finally sitting at the table with the woman who may have the answers to a lifetime of questions. cece is thankfully there to break the ice. >> i've been working with janet. there was a man named adrian, your sister's son, and he came out as janet and dean and julie's first cousin. >> oh, yeah. >> so that leads us back to you. >> yeah. >> reporter: after more than three decades of harboring a dark secret, joann can hold it in no longer. >> well, okay. i have something to say. i -- today i decided i'd better come clean. i've been living with the guilt for so long. it's just a secret i've been carrying all these years, you know? and it's probably mind-boggling, but yeah

i thought i was dying. i went to the doctor and he said have you been making a repeated pressing motions lately? so unfortunately because it got so sophisticated i can't play the first person once. whatever you like i think a call the third person shooters. the basic level of this, new god of war from any mac that. i also love all puzzle games. i'm a puzzle fanatics are low all of the games. there was one coat inside or outside, i love that. those are the ones i love the most. [applause] >> now it's absolutely clear that the left has done with safe legal and rare that does exist left anymore. what is the pro-life movements most effective response to persuading more people to join the movement after the left has countered with this radical view? >> first i think size is on our side. i think sites is going to increase and see what's there. i think what people should be talking about what i've been talking about today about the fact that, i made this speech to liberals want and the childishness on abortion. i

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and i would feel a little bit sulky, because i would think, it you know, i have been writing since irote for 12 years before i was published. and that is a more typical career. but people love the idea of an overnight success. wolf hall and bring up the bodies, these books cover what must be one of the most famous periods in english history, the most talked about, the most written about. i think you said to me once that the topics are the british national soap opera, isn't it? what did you think you could add that was new? cromwell is vital to understanding the crucial ten years of henry's reign. and if you would stand where he is standing, this familiar material defamiliarises itself and becomes a much more complex and rich story than what we are used to from our schooldays. it is the most remarkable career, and it is the arc of it. the son of the brewer, blacksmith from putney, rising to become the earl of essex. you have to ask yourself, how was that done? thomas cromwell, people say, that's an ingenious man. do you know he has the whole of the old testament by heart? do you know

>> i don't know if i was surprised. i don't know if i was hurt. i don't know if i was disappointed. there were so many different emotions. more importantly, it was the conversation that i had to have with my boys that it was -- that hurt me. but at the same time it also enlightened me and knew that no matter as i stated, you know, when i did the interview after that, that no matter how big you can become, no matter how successful you are, no matter what you do in the community, no matter what you do in your profession, being an african american in america is always tough, and they always going to let you know that you are the "n" word, no matter who you are. and that was a reset. >> even when you have lebron respect and lebron money. do you think it's harder now? or it's always been there. we're just seeing it because of cell phones. >> i think it's always been there. but i think the president in charge now has given people -- they don't care now. they throw it in your face now. >> do you -- would you ever run for office? >> run for office? >> would you ever be a politician and run

i subscribe though i believe you do i swear i said most i believe that there is a bubble there we on the right are far more familiar with the left wing views the left wing people are familiar with i don't know that i know that every every every single i know what the left wing thing out of course i know what the left so you know you know what the left wing think i know the right wing things then yes it's your job to know that correct i believe you do i believe that the average reader of the new york times has not read a wall street journal editorial in his life and the readers of the wall street journal do what do they do i think that they are far more familiar with what the word you can't not be familiar with the world of if you went to school and almost any school from elementary to college you know what the left thinks i know in the wall street journal i did and i very pro union you are in the style chick for a time when the unions did you damn right ok i didn't resent that communism in america you're right they did you know what i want to comment on that. that that's when liberal

i am afraid i had to chase her.ckname became tagalong, because a friend who worked at virgin knew her and i would ask her if i could tag along when she was going out to dinner. david: it worked out and now you have two children you are very close to. i always think it is important if someone successful can do this when their parents are alive, and your father died a few years ago, but he lived to be -- richard: he lived close to 93. david: your mother is still alive. what was it like having your parents see your success? richard: it was wonderful to be able to share it with them. my mom -- my first $200 i got to start my business, my mom found a necklace, and took it to the police station and handed it in and nobody claimed it, so she managed to sell it for $200. that was the critical money that helped me start. life that i have been lucky enough to do with them. with my mother, we still do. david: in the philanthropic world, what would you say is the thing you are most focused on in the philanthropic, humanitarian

i have 12 and i have 16, and i think the difference is that four of them, i believe, are delivery only, i think. so, i need to confirm that with planning. is there somebody here from planning to confirm that? mr. star is here, and i believe i have 14 pending. >> i don't have the numbers in front of me, but you have quite a bit of delivery in your district, at the embarcadero, one address has a lot of deliveries there. >> mr. star, please identify yourself. >> aaron star from the planning department. >> thank you. >> so, supervisor, if i'm not mistaken, based on another conversation, or what i read in the legislation, we are just talking about a 14-block carveout. >> supervisor peskin: through the president to president cohen, i passed out a map before we continued it. what's called the chinatown mixed use districts, which is some of them are half blocks, and when you add them together, they are about 14 blocks that are bounded to the north by broadway, to the south on bush street, but only along the grant avenue corridor, so kind of half blocks. and then the land going to the east to k

i know how they did that but i i was arrested. i was arrested one time for practicing law without a license and there was no law in maryland about practicing law without a license and the judge finally had to let me out after i was there three or four hours because there was no law. and what had happened is one of the panthers was in court and he looked to me for advice. i know a little bit. so he looked to me and i nodded my head. back at him and he said yes or something and the judge said who are you? what do you have to do with this? if you say something else i will arrest you i had not said anything mind you but practicing without a license. arrest that man. so i i was never really tried in front of a jury but now i am writing. but i am at i am a fact to follow. mice and is a tremendous writer he won a pulitzer in the national book award. i love it. he sets a high standard that i have i have to, to one day that right now it isn't so much because of him but there is a story to tell i think but it is important to my grandchildre

i want you there." i said yes, i will be there., with a big smile, watch out when you start your car. [laughter] i said ok senator, i will do that. john put me out in a national theme, and i must confess he did a number of things that i could stand here all day and share with you different stories. i will tell you, once we met when megan was on the tv program. he said did you see her? , i said no, i don't watch tv that much, and he said well, you start watching her. ok. that was our great senator. as we were walking out, he asked my wife, i have a question for you. if i put a woman on our ticket as vice president, what do you think about that? my wife is not the type that holds back, she's a mexican from mexico city, and they have a tendency of telling you how it is. the senator liked that. she said i don't care if it's a man or a woman. if something happens to you, i want to make sure that person can run the country. so john looked at her and said ok, we walked out, and needless to say we heard later who had been selected. regardl

i say i am blessed, highly favored. i said yes, ma'am. she said i see you sometimes on tv. she said what is really going on? do you remember what i taught you? i said yes, ma'am. she said let me hear it. i said we find these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal. with life liberty and the pursuit of happiness. [cheering] she said that last part is getting hard. i said yes, it is. she said what are you doing about it? i said, hip-hop caucus and a bunch of other folks, we wheeled out wheeler. she said what are you doing about zinke? i do not know. she said maybe what you need to do is you need to call up olivia pope. out wheeler. she said what are you doing about zinke? i said, i don't know. we are getting slinky with zi nke. she said maybe what you need to do is you need to call up olivia pope. [laughter] [cheering] i said ok. you have her phone number? i said, no. you can't tell your elders everything like that. she said, because you need gladiators for change. you say gladiator. >> gladiators. >> for change. >> for change. say it one more time. gladiato

had a problem i had a hearing problem i would mock i would teeth i would nod every day and i wish. it was for him so then. i don't you know this is the station for me to be still. we were the recipient of their most private moments in their life often and we as listeners had to be there for them because we weren't just representing the commission we were actually representing a hearing of the entire country. well as a commissioner for the truth and reconciliation commission listening to the stories of residential school survivors it was difficult emotionally very challenging but there's no doubt that when they cried often we did as commissioners we always made it a point to repeat back to the survivors what it was that they had told us because we wanted them to know that we had heard them and that we believed them. to be aware and they think we. ought to publish. why but really for what i put. i could i could tell my grandchildren like look what a great privilege of north. eagle of the but. i can't it hurts it hurts me the think boat. what i missed. it was a very emotional. very em

and i wish i got another thing. what if when i'm walking down the street someone sneezes on me and i get a cold again. what if i hang out with somebody who is healthy but they're harboring a virus and i end up getting sick from them because they are still contagious, definitely i don't worry so much. the amount of anxiety that some people have about president trump, only one person should have that anxiety about the president, and that is the president. he could be a little nervous about making important decisions. i think actually, i get more never said about my food order than he does. it seems like he is pretty chill about being president. >> gregg: i talked about this before. to him, it is another big project. he talks about it like a job, he will share the details of the jobs you that no other president would. the stuff he has to deal with, tyrus. i'm glad you made it. >> yes, i made it. [applause] >> gregg: he was circling for four hours above the suit studio. >> it was great. if i could piggyback on dana for