amaid i and i -- i said i doing research on these organizations and these ideas. trying to understand this. i study men who believe the stuff. suspiciouslyt me and asked me questions. i said here's what i am. i do not get it. here is my job. i went to understand how you see the world. i want to understand your worldview. and ill not convincing will not convince you. that is off the table. i want to understand why you think the way you do. >> downward mobility, racial and gender equality. "chael kimmel on angry white men." sunday night at 9:00 on afterwards, part of book tv on c-span2. justiceme court clarence thomas spoke about adjusting to life on the high court. his remarks came at the federalist society's national wars -- national lawyers convention in washington, d.c.. this is about 50 minutes. [applause] >> thank you, david. good evening, everyone. it is my great honor and pleasure to introduce our distinguished guest this evening. although much of what i might say by way of introduction is no doubt familiar to all of you. justice clarence thomas has served w

when i saw my body, i will say that was the first time that i actually thought, well, i guess i am deadguess i really did die. >>> you came face to face with these 15 or 20 souls. who were they? what did they look like? >> i looked at these people long enough to see that they were in physical form, head, arms, legs and sort of wearing these robes and they were brilliant. >> in the book you write about dancing with them. were you celebrating something? >> yes. >> what? what were you celebrating? you just died. >> it was a great homecoming. it was as though i had been on this long journey to earth and i was home. i was dancing. >> and they took you down to this bright hall as you describe it. it was exploding not just with light and brilliance of color but it was love. we use love as an emotional word. but it was as though you cannot only feel it but you could experience it and see it and it was complete and absolute and pure. and i was really surprised if i the fact that i had no intention of going back. >> you didn't want to return? >> no. and i had all the reasons to return. i had a gr

i took the mcats not too long ago actually, i was watching grays anatomy with my wife and i thought i would take the mcats and she said no and just thinks they're going to take these and i said no i'm going to. unfortunately, i didn't get in. that is a whole other story. i never wanted to be a police officer, but i talk about in the opening of the book my childhood i don't mean us to be a sob story by any stretch. the scars make us who we are. i worship every lump in those scars. it may be lamb today. it enabled me to see there is real evil in the world and yet i think sometimes that's the perspective on the liberal left and it gets lost if you don't understand that it's very difficult. we had a household that had been ravaged by a bad divorce, some income problems and a family member who thought that child abuse-- physical abuse was an appropriate outlet for his internal rage and when you are a young kid witnessing that it tough. you feel as bad as helpless as you have ever felt in your life when you are a nine year old and 10-year old and you are watching this happen and you know th

the minute i heard that, i told bill, i said, i got to leave. i got to leave. made it outside the door before i broke down. i mean, i was just -- it was like they murdered my son all over again by giving us that kind of verdict. >> at sentencing i still had the illusion that i was innocent, and that this was a gross deviation. this was an impulsive mistake. for that moment when you have your lawyers telling you that what you did was justified, you tend to believe it. you want to hold onto the fact that you're not going to be a stigmatized convicted felon for the rest of your life. >> you feel so alone sometimes. like even though you might be in a room with a bunch of people, but i don't -- i think sherri has thought this some, too, but we -- it's like we're the only ones in this room that their son was murdered. and even at sentencing they asked him if he wanted to apologize, and he said, why? it wouldn't do any good. >> in sentencing there was a lot of things i wanted to say to the family, but i was sick. i could barely talk. and they spent two hours just read

i guess i wouldn't recognize her if i met her on the street. who i spoke to on the phone with greta meets over. there the more i thought i could give myself a little treat and meet the person who has my own blood flowing through her and they look to me of course. i was there in vain rena texted to say she couldn't make it and she had a lot of things to do she couldn't come which was a pity what an awful says stupid enough said. i doubt a reader knew it was my birthday she couldn't mean it to be such an empty present the worst time for me was when i was forty five it was a tough this year of my life that year left me the best impressions i've ever had in my whole life i realize that it was too late i was way past the critical stage and i was depressed it's a most dangerous suicidal state before i hit boiling point. after my second attempt to commit suicide failed which i decided there was not much point in trying again for a third time it was much better to see what would happen if i started taking hormones so that's what i did. we're back exact

i have two disorders, i said? i didn't like the sound of this. i still don't. nervous breakdown may not be an accepted medical term but it described and events. doctor light was describing a pathology. she ran her index finger down a page of my files and looked up again. how do you feel about going on antidepressants? now we were getting somewhere. she could call it whatever she wants as long as she needed to go a way. will they makwill they make me i asked? many people find that they are quite effective at relieving anxiety and depression. her tone reminded me of the disclaimers each year at the end of the rogue commercials. individual results may vary. she hadn't really answered my question but then what did i expect her to say yes, they will fix you right up. i would like to start you on a new drug, she continued. it's a powerful drug that we used to treat depression and anxiety. unfortunately it usually takes four to six weeks to start working. four to six weeks? i fell back against the couch. there are some potential side effects, she continued, and then s

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i dealt with it the best way i could so i won't do anything stupid. i slip up.teenagers slip up, you know. but i'm not a bad child anymore. >> okay. so we not only have to convince the judge, we have to convince your mother. my hope is a lot of the love you have for your mother will come through and that will resonate with your mother tomorrow. because frankly, my big concern is convincing your mother that it's time for you to go home. many times there are parents who will get on the stand who will say i cannot take my child home with me. and if that's the case, there's very little i can add vo kate that's going to change that. tonight when you're thinking about court tomorrow what i want you to do is think about the relationship you have with your daughter and what it would mean to you as a mother to have your daughter someday leave and not know where she is. part of what i do as a defense lawyer in these cases is trying to elicit testimony that a parent sitting in the background can hear and maybe influence and change how steadfast they are to the decision tha

except that i could breathe and i had to practice that that i was alive. with the prospect that if i could get the transplant i would would -- [inaudible] >> okay, let's move ahead than to wind you let believe it was march 232012. he both received calls. tell your experience. >> i won't be able to forget the date he a cassette of wood had been my dad's 90th birthday. my wife charisse and i were going to take our children the next day to colorado for a speech trip but the phone rang as i was getting into bed and it was my colleague today looked at the phone and before you even press the green button on the phone i saw the caller i.d.. it would have been no other reason for him to call me at that time at midnight. i just picked up the phone and without even saying hello i just said and the head of the heart failure at fairfax said john, we have a heart and it's perfect. i had known in some ways ever since i had met the vice president that one day we might be getting a phonecall like that but it was a very dramatic moment. i called the vice president. he had

and i can't, i don't know how i can speak without crying when i think about the stories and the box of tissues that went to the family and to the mothers who work all night, rushing home to get their kids to school on time. after working all night. or the ones living in shelters. but i think that the story that i want to share the most as quickly as i can is maria story. thanksgiving just happened and her family was in an sro. and they had no kitchen to have their thanksgiving dinner. and thank god for organizations that provided a space for all of the families to come and share thanksgiving together. but it made me think about my own family and my children and my four and how many times i rush after work after teaching all day and stressing about what i am going to cook for dinner in my kitchen. and they have none. i think about the programs that we have in our school about healthy meals and about how we are always telling the children what they should eat and what do we tell the familis that have no kitchens and they are the lucky ones or that at least have a roof over their head and

[applause] i want to -- i understand i don't have all the time in the world, but i want to review online if i can find it that just came to me called what do i care for getting old? [laughter] wait, here it is good what do i get for getting old? 72. i really like this line because, you know, one of the problems -- there's so many things. you can just plug in anywhere. the whole idea of being afraid of getting old, even though you don't want to die is so bizarre. you know, would you rather just die and not get old? [laughter] what do i get for getting old? a picture story for the curious. i hope you had how much more time? in that case i'm going to read some short ones. okay wait, wait i'm awake. okay, okay. okay, thank you. what do i get for getting old? a picture story for the curious. i get to meditate in a chair. now, how many meditators are out there? because you know -- and the ideal scenario, you sit on a cushion, cross your legs into double and. you have to be really correct, right? spoke a moment to get old, you can meditate in a chair. i get to meditate in a chair or against the

i know i didn't do it. i had to pass. and you tell him you failed. like another lock outside you hear that is being closed on you and you know you're staying now. >> i sat there for a few minutes and malugani walks up to the table where i was sitting and he goes, i got you now. i know you did this. he started pointing his fingers in my face. you'd better confess to this crime because i've got ten more years on this force. i'm going to prove you did this. he slammed his hands down on the desk and goes, i know you did this, mr. lowery. come clean with me. >> detectives doug johnson and harry malugani have colorful nicknames. johnson was mad dog and malugani was known as dirty harry. >> well, i assume it's from that movie with clint eastwood. >> you've got to ask yourself one question. do i feel lucky? well do you, punk? >> he would start telling me that there's something wrong with me. i'm mentally -- something wrong with my head. by that time, i'm like -- i'm scared. i didn't know what to do. i'm crying. i got my -- i've got my arms folded like this o

i don't know. do my best, i suppose. i think i probably could.controlling yourself, i suppose. >> i was a high ranking gang member. >> what i'm trying to say is you admit to one or the other. admit to resisting arrest.

if i may then through the chair, if i can ask director ris k*en, and again, i support this item, i think the amendments that have been made make sense but given that the language that is i think the reason why so many of you are supporting this is not binding on the mta, i want to make sure i have a clear understanding that the mta as far as you know, as far as you're concerned, it's committed to making sure that you follow the intent, the very expressed sbept that's imbedded in the resolution. inger >> yes, thank you for the question, and absolutely. i guess a couple of control points here, first of all, as i said with not to exceed amount of 5 thousand, that's what we believe we will need rally basically just to maintain the asset base that we have to deal with the routine maintenance needs, the retune replacement needs, the meters sometimes get vandalized, get hit by trucks, the 5 thousand really just enable us to do that plus keep a reserve for the port for their replacement. the second point of control which is to some extent moved at this point is the new smta board adopted policy

i just couldn't because i realized that if i had done that, i wouldn't be able to perform. i wouldn't be able to help. i wouldn't be able to contribute and do what i needed to do to help individuals that were relying on the. as i came back and sort of adapted and integrated back into the real world, or our world here, it dawned on me that there was this whole other experience that many people were having and continue to have when they come stateside. no one knows about it. i don't mean that they should know about it in a political or geopolitical way. i mean they just don't know that lives are changed. people have served. people have contributed. they weren't asked to do that. they volunteered. i think in those stories and in the stories of the people that have helped those individuals, i think there is a lot of inspiration there. there is a sense that we should not take for granted what we have. i have read lots of books -- i read a lot when i was there and continue to read every day. one of the pearls of wisdom that i came away with was this. wisdom only comes through suf

proceed. >> we are waiting. >> i am here and i am a member of the boder and i have two sons and one that go to the john school and one is... oh, [ speaking in a foreign language ] . there are 4 and 9. p john, and holland. i am here for the affordable housing. [ speaking in a foreign language ] >> i wrote down what i was going to say but the best testimony is when it comes from the heart and i lived in the shelter. [ speaking in a foreign language ] and it is a horrible experience not to be able to give your children a roof over their heads. [ speaking in a foreign language ] >> and it is really hard when you are not high income earning and you don't have a stable job. [ speaking in a foreign language ] >> and i think that it is really important that all of our children have a roof over their head as well as a good education. and for the future of this country. [ speaking in a foreign language ] >> and just really that you are supporting affordable housing for folks like me that don't have a really high income. p [ speaking in a foreign language ] >> thank you and good night. >> i am a pa

>> i am not sure, i heard what mr. ortega, that you may lose efficient number of units that fall in housing requirements. so no, i am not clear on what you are saying. >> i am sorry if i not clear and this might be just -- i am throwing it out there. current design has 12 units. 12 dwelling units with two contemplated, two of those units being affordable on-site. if the design were changed such that the top floor is gone. the number of dwelling units will be reduced. but the types of dwelling units and the mix, the size, if it's number of units that is at issue. with respect to the requirements under the affordable housing law. then you are talking about numbers of units mu units. we are not talking about size and mix. so you can reduce the size or change the mix to ensure that the existence of one of those dwelling units, at a minimum one unit to be affordable unit. that's my point. >> i don't think -- >> i am talking about it as a concept. i am trying to understand that something, whether anyone agrees is another que

and then i saw -- i always tell the story because i saw -- i hadn't seen hit in the theater "gilbert grape." and it was on television but i thought it was a documentary at first. the acting was so -- i hadn't recognized anyone. i didn't know you in it and then i sat and watched the entire picture and we were amazed. >> rose: are you now able to use -- able to make the movies you want to make? in other words, use this place, which is a good place to be. it's hard to find ones you want to make i assume. or maybe there's a lot of them. >> i'm trying. i have a production company but it was really set up selfishly to find material outside the studio system. stuff i find different outside the box that could be shaped from the very beginning and catered to be something that i wanted to do as an actor. because a lot of times once it gos to the system it can be a great premise but it can turn into something entirely different. so i even in my career i think that films like "aviator" or films like "blood diamond" that i did are almost impossible to get no matter who's a part of it and it reall

and so, i immediately you know, i, immediately wiged out, and i started calling everyone that i knew that was involved in the housing because even though i had worked on houptsing, i kind of didn't know what to do. i called proder and delores street and kim who was the supervisor at that time and i called bernal and cdcd and i spoke to kevin welch and i tonight of people around housing and what can we do and how can we stop this and how to make it a better use of public land for the public? i remember our attorney at that time, i met with her and i said, do you think that we can do this? and she said, sandra, this is a question, about will. and i didn't believe her at the time, but now i do. because i see that we have come to this point, i have heard before, from commissioners that we are not getting enough money from this and i am against this and i am not going to do it, we have changed the way that we think and we have seen a purpose of this and i have to just say that you know, i didn't think that we could do this as a board. and now, i feel like we really can and i think that to

and i will help you. when i retired i sought out carol ann. she introduced me to chiropractic, adjusting my spine, restoring functionality to your nervous system. it was incredible. then she introduced me to whole food nutrition. >> diet always plays an important part. >> that just makes common sense, right? it's something we do every single day, all of us, several times a day. we're either getting it really right or really wrong. so i would say the nutrition is huge. i was totally feeding the disease. >> how did you change? what did you change? >> very slowly. >> really? >> i had three major surgeries in the army, so i had a lot of intestinal problems. i ate very bland foods. high carbs, i was a runner. >> they're addictive. >> they are. but they're bland. so i wasn't upsetting my esophagus and stomach and everything. so i was on this huge bland diet. when i started to read what foods warm you up and what foods cool you down, none of the cool you down foods. all the warm-you-up. >> all those that warm you up. so it made sense. that's the thin

i visit there, but i cannot go into the underneath the building, because i also worry about my safety too. >> of course. >> thank you, director for the update. >> i wanted to weigh in on this too, first of all i did visit the site there yesterday morning when i got the news of it. and obviously i am just thankful that nobody got hurt and it is amazing. and i think that the paper even pointed that out today. and so, we as a city, we can be very grateful that we are not dealing with a complete disaster out there with the people hurt and killed if it had gone down during regular work hours, not to mention if it had gone in the neighborhood and damaged other homes. >> and with regard to the media coverage, i... we have to be very cognoscente of the fact that the general public are taking this very seriously, i have not seen so much media coverage on this in one day for a long time and there is a reason for that and we as a commission here and commissioners we have worked very, very hard to reinforce to the staff, and the rank and file and also to the public that everything is done with th

i mean to know the story like i do, i mean i know exactly who does it the whole time when. even more so than if it was my fifth time as a normal audience member watching it. i foe exactly because i was there. but to see the wock that roger does, to deflect and to reflect, i mean i know those are all lighting terms in a way, but what he does is mind blowing. he makes you a better actor. and i don't even know how that's -- like a possibility, i mean it's possibly due to light but it's just amazing from one section of move yeaux making you can do that, you really can. >> rose: there is a lot of rain in this movie, a lot of mood. >> it's montreal's fault. >> rose: did you want to make weather an element of the film. >> yeah, the thing si wanted with roger to create that kind of clause tro phobic environment where we feel that the weather and the frame and the camera are putting pressure on the shoulder of each character to increase tension. >> rose: can we take about torture now. >> yes, of course. >> rose: hugh jackman takes it into his own hands. and there is-- the torture sc

feedback and i know i need to work on that, i can be humbled by this.en i've done something and maybe there is a better way to do it, and, yes, 100%, my apologies to derek and to you. i'm a very caring person. i would never set out to do anything that would "a," put my company at harm or people in harm that i work with. >> right. >> and i do sometimes get too stuck in my head and stubborn. i know my faults. >> but that's what i like about you. see? if you can just let go a little but be the dynamic person that you are... >> mm-hmm. >> then we're gonna make a lot of money. we're gonna make people happy. you and i are gonna be fine. i have thick skin. i'm used to entrepreneurs like you. i'm gonna go out in the warehouse and see the guys, and i'll catch up with you in a little bit. >> okay, thank you. >> yep. coming up... when i first met you guys, i told you we were gonna go from $500,000 to $10 million. >> this is so painful. it was almost like cutting off a limb. [ male announcer ] this store knows how to handle a saturday crowd. ♪ [ male announcer ] th

and i remember liv sitting next to me and i said should i get a mow hawk.tely get a mohawk. and i was like shave it off. >> would you mind if i call you orli? >> what should i call you, then? >> jimmy. >> jay? >> not jay. >> you have been living in new york because you're doing a play on broadway right now. >> yeah. >> and then you get to -- >> very conquered. there is only one week left, please come to see it. >> are you dark tonight? >> we are. >> that works out beautifully. you have the movie premier right across the street. >> i came all the way to see you. >> have you seen the movie yet? >> no. i'm looking forward to it. it's always a treat with peter jackson. the magic he creates when he walks on set and i'm hanging upside down with wires and things and i wonder what this is going to turn out like. >> are you one of the guys who read the books? >> i read the hobbit. i got part way through the lord of the rings. >> you were too handsome to read. i read the whole damn thing. so, from what i understand, your character is not in this particular book, but

tavis: i feel like i know you. we have never met, but i see your name in your work all over the place. i was just saying i was on two planes yesterday and walking the jde jet bridge i saw power ranking in they were bragging about their on-time bridge, andone jet in another bragging about customer service. it might have started with automobiles, but you do this for so many different industries. you're were telling me that you actually sought out lobbying industries. to comethey asked us and provide the same type of information we were doing for the automobile industry, and it just grew and grew. >> how does it feel to have people not really seeking your opinion, because you are getting the opinion of customers for them, but there's something about your brand that they value so much that they want you to do the research for them? >> i think it's because of our independence. showhat we don't favorites, we just show the facts, and let the facts determine themselves. tavis: over these years, how have you maintained that

>> i had an appointment. i had to do what i had to do. grandma, i tracked her down. had a flower sale at the church. >> and i sat here for a half hour starring at a blue screen, people are laughing at me, i'm ready to freak out. i'm mad at you and i don't want to be mad at you because i haven't seen you. >> i know. i have a good reason. >> i just don't buy the excuses but whatever. >> look at your hair. really sweetie? i got to take a picture of this crappy hair you got. amanda will crap herself. your hair is hideous, honey? >> i had a real bad day, mom. >> do you have a fever? >> no, i lost some money. >> how? >> playing cards. i have to play cards to eat. i have to win to eat and i lose and it frustrates me. it hurts me right here when i lose. >> really? >> yeah, it's like -- it builds up anger and makes me anxious. why didn't you put money in my account? >> because i'm going to put $10 in your account today and they will suck $3 out. do what you got to do on 7 bucks. >> how much? >> seven because they take out three. >> $7? >> you know what, don't go to jail if yo

i dent go to stanford. but i hope i can read all of my statement. thanks, madam chair, and i join new con grating them on being nominated by the president for these respective positions. i also want to express our thanks to their predecessors, steven preston and phillip goldberg, for their service. last week the committee approved this report on the september 12 terrorist attacks. this report includes findings and recommendations that are relevant to both the c.i.a. and the state department, including the into rowe of intelligence and research. there are many lessons to be learned from benghazi, and i encourage to you read this report carefully. ambassador, the into rowe of intelligence and research has made some important contributions to the intelligence community analysis over the years. but die have concerns about whether it is really doing enough independent analysis, especially when it concerns terrorist attacks on u.s. diplomatic facilities overseas. i hope that under your leadership i&r will be at the forefront of intelligence issues that co

but i do have a couple of things that i want to say. i think we have been at this for years i think that the board of education because we want something good to come out of the use of this property, and we want to do what we can to address the housing issue, is face that has no choice here and so i will be supporting this, and i am not, and i appreciate that you are saying that we look for something that benefits both sides and i think that this does and although i am not sure that the benefits of the school district are what they would have liked them to be. there certainly is some benefit to us and i will support this, but i want to do it with the as strongly as i can say that i do not believe that our district has done adequate, let alone, good job of trying to work on the issue of workforce housing for our employees. and i am, you know, that not a single one of these units will be available for the teachers and if any are available to our classified employees, as mr. kelley said or to that matter to our students, it will be by chan

i guess. >> i guess so. what do i know? >> i think they should have had a redneck santa. it would have been more persuasive. i think you're right about scaring children. >> yeah. >> but it's really the only thing that they have. one of the things i used to do at the white house, one of my first jobs while i was waiting for security clearance was reading the children's mail as it came in to the president. there was a lot of stuff about 9/11. then there was this whole batch. and you could see, like, a word had gone out for all the teachers of the third graders in america to send in letters about global warming. and these kids were really worried that the earth was going to fall off. >> it's the nuclear war. when i was growing up in the '70s, the cold war that we were going to be bombed by russia or ussr, actually, and so we would hide under desks and dream about that every night. eric, what did you think of the saddam hussein shaikh mohammed? >> that was great. so on the week that this video comes out, the earth, the globe recorded its coldest temperature by far, 135 degree

i asked a psychiatrist to come see me. i said, look, i broke a cup. i didn't try to commit suicide. she said, it's a done deal. that's the level of care that's provided. legal abuse, it's guilty until proven [inaudible]. that's my second one? >> it is. thank you. >>> thank you for listening. >> thank you. next speaker. >>> good afternoon. i have two comments, right. the first one is about the jail phones. i don't know if you guys are aware of it, but exploitation is not even adequately describe that. but when you put money on the phone, they charge you $5 to put the money on there. but when you make your call -- >> excuse me, sir, you are giving public comment on an agenda that we have already had public comment on and that we have already voted on and under our board rules

and i said, are you sure? and i like -- i hesitated. so if i would have maybe gone at that point, i would have been able to come down on my own. since i hesitated, it was kind of like a slingshot. >> she lets go of the rope. she comes flying down, and right at the bottom she fell off the board and she's skipping like a little rag doll. >> nicole takes a beating. >> when i got to the bottom of the wave, i fell. and i skipped like a little rock, like three times, on the face of the wave. and the whole time i'm like, ah, i'm fine. i'm just going to pop out the back. well, i didn't pop out the back. i went over the falls. and in the video, you can see my little head and arms sticking out. so i, you know, eat it really bad. i got pounded. >> garrett has only seconds to rescue her. >> and i come up, and i pretty much don't know where i'm up. because i can't see the shore. i can't see the rocks. i don't see garrett anywhere. i don't see a ski, hear a ski, nothing. >> but he is forced to leave her to avoid getting pummelled by another wave hims

i had blue eyes so i chose blue.ught it would be a good combination between a dark blue and black. i thought black would be a little scary, so i went with dark blue. >> he was proud of them. he thought they looked great. >> and i'll bet you there's no one in the world that has the same color eyes as i do. i'm the only one. i'm it. good or bad, that's me. >> the two men were proud of their achievements, but less than forthcoming about how they did this. >> well, i can't really tell you the process. but i do know that it's painful. but you don't use a conventional tattoo gun or a homemade tattoo gun. because there's a layer. you got to get in between that layer. you can use a hypodermic needle, but i ain't saying that's what we used. >> check, two. >> their trailblazing led to some unwelcome attention from correctional officers who searched their cell hoping to find the needle they used before it could be used again on someone else. they never did find it. but turned up some other incriminating evidence. >> and there i

i said, "that is it for me." i did the best that i could for one more budget cycle. then i got out. >> what label do you put on yourself? >> i would not run in either party. i have said and i believe that both parties to they have totally failed and are corrupt. they introduce politicians to the money, the pac's, and k street. when the republican party says that since do not matter, it stands for nothing, when they put money what there is no tomorrow, it has no principles. so why do we need a republican party? >> are you a democrat? >> no, i could not possibly be a democrat, because they are least admit they are for big government, and i am against it. >> you are criticized the last couple of years for not dealing with your own failure with the companies you were running, but in this book, it is buried -- i am not accusing you of burying it, but as in the romney chapter of about five pages where you deal with these. you said -- rather than me read it, why did you put this in here? where you stung by criticism? >> i think the part you did not read as that i go through

boom. >> i have to tell you i saw him on the river tour. i was 16 i think. he is decent.to say he is a good guitarist. i find him over wraugh and over cram particular and over rated. >> all three words i would use to describe you. >> i don't need to defend one of the most important musicians to the likes of you. you don't have to like springsteen, but you have to recognize the importance. it is like bob dylan. i am not a huge bob dylan fan. you like punk. i think it is sucks. i know it was necessary to the 70s but it is uninteresting toy moo. i don't get it. look at punk rock lyrics. >> the ramones have more in one song. >> rock, rock, rock and roll high school. rock, rock, rock and roll high school. >> i wanna be sedated. it spoke to a generation. >> if you are a 13-year-old boy who hasn't started masterbating yet and he is really, really upset at the world. you are a grown man, greg of the the -- greg. >> that's the point. he is a media darling for people like you. >> how dare you? >> never did anything as good as london calling. never did anything as good as the sex pi

is i mean what do i know i'm a musician i live in l.a. so if i worked for the n.s.a. or had worked for the n.s.a. i might have a different perspective but it seems like sometimes governments including our interests own our. in restricting information because it is actually sensitive and to disseminate it would be compromising but other times people almost restrict governments restrict information either because it's embarrassing or it's just a kneejerk reaction you know this feeling like like it's their job to restrict access to information and that's why i thought the bradley chelsea manning case was so important because he was sort of drawing attention to the arbitrary seemingly arbitrary way in which the government was trying to restrict access to simply classified information right it's also a crime to overclassify we see things just being classified for the sake of classified and then of course we know that no one actually was hurt by the release of those documents what are your thoughts on other whistleblowers in the public spotligh

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and then i am practically just playing out how i in the years past, when i it has been a long 20 years since i was not an executive director and since i was going to the campaign and going to house parties and writing checks. i am just practically playing it out but the particular candidate has or is good friend and throws a house party and he speaks and people pull out their checkbooks and credit cards and it would be incumbent of that candidate to have these cards ready to go. >> yeah. >> and to strongly suggest or have the staff be, and remind everyone as they make their contribution that if it is going to be over $100 that you should fill this particular card out. >> yeah. and once, when they put up the cards and add the language, it is going to be there. >> it is going to be there. >> any further discussion, commissioners? >> and do i hear a motion? adopt this change? >> so moved. >> second. >> all in favor? >> and there is no one in the public here. >> correct. >> all in favor? >> aye. >> aye. >> aye. >> i am so happy. >> okay. all right. so we are moving right along here today,

i did the math and i said, i can't possibly afford this so i contacted my insurance broker and i said what are my options? he mentioned the consumer-driven health plans. not very familiar with it, a little bit leery about the concept, i explored it. it took me two years to sign on however. what i did in those $2008 without the affordable care act legislation, the insurance company took my premium of $859 dropped it down to $300 for the same plan. so why? it did that because we had to assume a $2000.1 pay deductible expense. that is where the risk of the put. the insurance company lowered the premium by increasing the deductible. we didn't have the deductible for in network coverage. we had a very modest deductible of $500 to go out of network and i was left, yes with an out of network plan. i continued this plan for all those years and i was pleased. i was not pleased when i received a letter dated september 21 that my plan was going to be canceled, that it was not in compliance it said with the aca. i have not read that 2000 page document. i'm assuming the insurance companies telling

like i said, i wouldn't have applied if i didn't think i could bring something to the commission and i did my homework so you guys low be proud to appoint if you have any questions, we'll be happy to answer them >> any questions. thank you very much. question supervisor cowen >> come back, come back. one question. one of the things that's interesting that people come here and want to be 30i7b9 and sometimes tha in their remarks they daily what they hope to accomplish i'm curious if 30i7b9d what are some of the things you'll be working on >> i have thought about that i know the work of the commission is pretty stuff. i i know it's complicated stuff. i know they're working on the implementation of obamacare. in addition, like i said, i'm working with the goldman school i'll probably be there six months doing the research what are the immigration things in san francisco and what has the board done in the past. i think i'll follow a long-term goal. to answer your question while i'm building and working on something specific i'd like to implement >> you say you're a student now. >> right.

and it's not that i broke i think i wanted it myself. because we always choose what we identified this song i allowed myself to be weak. would be more. of a i'm talking about drugs. i took the wrong road and i thought i could leave it just as easily. go i was a fool. then i made a choice because i saw that these people really wanted to help and i was turning my back on them it's bad. or bad about that horrid idea since the kids enter this room they turn into actors that they're not children anymore but professionals who play a role in the performance i always tell them they should leave their problems behind that door during rehearsals we work when we talk about what's happening in their lives after the rehearsal but when you're on stage you have to work there are certain rules and penalties and the. like a kid might be banned from the next week her soul as a punishment if he steals from other kids it's most likely he'll be excluded from the circus. if he starts taking drugs again and comes here while he's high then the door will be clos

guest: i can see how much older i look. [video clip] guest: when i realized that lawrence of arabia was there. queen maria was there. i thought this is just such a wonderful collection of people. we love gossip. i thought, this is such a wonderful subject. then i realized no one had really done it. you think, good. then to be serious, i realized some of the great issues were discussed then. some of the things we are still dealing with were discussed in 1919. host: how did that book do? guest: it did very well. it surprised me. it surprised my publishers. i would put it down in part to timing. it came out 10 years after the end of the cold war when the world was in a much more complicated place. yugoslavia was breaking up. there was trouble in the middle east. so much of what was happening either resembled what was happening at the end of the first world war or was a direct consequence of it. i think a lot of people read my book hoping to understand the world in which they were living. host: can they still buy it? guest: i a

i ten to be in the movies that you like that i am in. >> stephen: i understand. here is what i don't get about actors, does that mean i like you? >> i done know. >> stephen: all right. something about marry, tropic thunder, okay. >> those are the two. >> stephen: now, but right up there, man, right up there. but now you've got this secret life of walter hitty. >> that's right, yes. >> stephen: this is a beautiful movie. >> thank you, thank you. >> stephen: a little clip here. >> let's see, i bathed in arctic mountain water. >> i'm walter hitty. >> cheryl, millhoff. >> where have you been. >> testing the limits of the human experience. >> perhaps i can contact you, possibly through my-- poetry falcon. >> poetry falcon, i like that (cheers and applause) >> stephen: yeah, those guys a mountain climber. >> no, no he is managing that, walter has, you know, he is a day dreamer sow lives in his head. he has this incredible potential inside of him to be all of these things but in real life he can't realize that. it is all about the potential that we have inside of us and

i am hopeful and i will tell you why. we have over the past five or six years given 300, 400 speeches at events like this. in colleges or civic clubs across america, i can tell you we say the same thing everywhere we go. the overwhelming majority of time most americans agree on the big issues. they really do. i think it is exaggerated by gerrymandering. it is exaggerated by talk radio. it is exaggerated by certain shows on cable. it is exaggerated by bloging. people go to their quarters ended does polarize the political class. i will tell you, americans are ready for a pragmatic leadership and i think when we see somebody who is finally got the courage to stand up to the extremists in their own party we will see somebody break out and win big again. >> i think this audience, the interest in this is so hopeful because there are so many diatribes on hate out there. what we want to see, very helpful to see is a diverse audience interested in this problem. right here. >> gop compadre. and the alabama person, got off his butt

i have been to every state. i know the country.e country and i like the folks who live in the country. >> i'm a big fan. i enjoy you. >> hey, you're a good guy, bill. you don't have to be afraid of o'reilly. the truth never hurts. >> when it comes to business news, neil cavuto and his team own the market. up next how hess's able to break down the wall street lingo and help you ros per. i'm nathan and i quit smoking with chantix. when my son was born, i remember, you know, picking him up and holding him against me. it wasn't just about me anymore. i had to quit. [ male announcer ] along with support, chantix (varenicline) is proven o help people quit smoking. it reduces the urge to smoke. chantix didn't have nicotine in it, and that was important to me. [ male aouncer ] some people had changes in behavior, thinking or mood, hostility, agitation, depressed mood and suicidal tughts or action while taking or after stopping chantix. if you notice any of these, stop chantix and call your doctor right away. tell your doctor about any hist

i have to win to eat and i lose and it frustrates me. i hurts me right here when i lose. >> really?pointing too high. >> it makes me anxious. why didn't you put money in my account? >> because. i'm going to put $10 in your account today, which is going to sucks 3ds out. so you're going to -- do what you got to do on seven bucks. >> on how much? >> seven, because they take out three? >> seven dollars? >> you know what? go to jail if you want more thanes sds 7 a week. >> i appreciate it all, mom. >> buy some crackers. >> i'm going to gamble it away. >> really? >> try to turn that $7 into $14, and that $14 into $30. >> really? do you have shoes like those? >> because it wasic like -- yeah. i had to sell my crocs. >> what? >> i sold my crocs. >> why? >> because i needed to eat. >> are you kidding me? >> it's cool. um -- is there any way that you can ask grandmonth fors 3ds so you can put $13 and get $10? >> no. grandmap at the flower -- >> $7? >> no. >> $7 is like -- >> you know what? you know what? do what you got to do. stretch is out. if you need to buy crackers, that's a lesson lear

. >> i think i have that one. >> i figured. >> two more. santa just delivered two more. okay. dana. >> oh, wow. >> and eric too. >> i would trade anything for this. >> oh, very fun. this will provide hours and weeks of entertainment. a chia willie. not that kind of a willie. >> duck dynasty. by the way -- >> it grows a beard. >> it sounds like a medical condition. >> we ordered this -- weeks prior to the controversy. >> and who wouldn't. >> is that from you? >> how ironic. he's growing a beard. >> now who is this? >> this is another one, i'm guessing from you. >> oh, yeah. are you sure you don't want to make a trade here? you get four for one. >> is this a statue or something? >> four for one. let's do the deal. what is this? i have a way out on this one. >> you bought something at brookstone. you are the first person to buy something from brookstone. >> i know. >> that is really cute, bob, slippers -- i mean comfortable shoes. >> i thought i would give you something serious. >> they have the temper pedic bottom. >> and youner want to take