i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed.lt, how can someone say i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone say that i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone say that they i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone say that they would i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone say that they would rape i felt harassed. i ifelt harassed. ifelt, how can someone say that they would rape me if forced and be a legitimate candidate in an election. and just one of the 10,000 messages of abuse labour mp jess phillips says she's had. she spoke to the victoria derbyshire programme. you can see that interview in half an hour. good afternoon. the education secretary damian hinds has said that some voters will treat the european parliament elections as "th ultimate protest vote". he admitted they'll be difficult for the conservatives. two opinion polls published today suggest the brexit party has a comfortable lead, with 0pinium for the observer newspaper putting it on 34%. nige

i felt like i and ifelt like i played really well. ifelt like i controlled most of the day.nd it is pretty good. i know they are going to do that, but it is still nice to see, and still nice to play with them. while on the pga tour, japan's hideki matsuyama is four shots off the pace after the first round of the at&t byron nelson in dallas, whilejordan spieth, despite some good putting such as this, saw a double—bogey on the par—four ninth leave him five shots off leader denny mccarthy, who is on eight—under. well, the golf went on, but across the irish sea, the persistent rain put paid to the one—day cricket international between ireland and bangladesh in dublin. the tri—nations game was abandoned at malahide shortly after 13 gmt without a ball being bowled. ireland's next game is against west indies on saturday, by whom they were heavily beaten in their opening match and they'll be keen to bounce back. we obviously need a couple of wins 110w. we obviously need a couple of wins now. we've got the west indies, —— quite a quick turnaround. the lads are ready to go today, so i

ifelt like i betrayed that child. ifelt like i betrayed that child. children know that i have not betrayed them because they are old enough but this child was just a poon enough but this child was just a poor, poor kid. it was such a terrible day when i left them. a woman has adopted my child and has taken him for herself. my baby does not know me but i think about him every day. but i think it is better for him to live with the other person now. it is better for him. it is horrible to seejoval so upset after losing all four of her children. ijust had to try to speak to herfamily children. ijust had to try to speak to her family to find out if there is any way they could have saved themselves from this pain. surprisingly, joval‘s husband agrees to meet me and seems keen to talk. translation: i told you that the child is not at fault. i said it was god's will that the child was born. but when someone comes and kills all the men in a community and then that killer fathers are child with your wife, it does not matter whether they are is or from wife, it

those first few steps round the ward, ifelt like i'd run a marathon, didn't i? the progress is a lot slower with the hand. coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing. and we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful. it's got to. judith moritz talking to the parents of saffie roussos. a neo—nazi who planned to murder the labour mp rosie cooper has been jailed for life with a minimum of 20 years. jack renshaw, who's 23, also admitted threatening to kill a police officer who was investigating him for child sex offences. for the first time in the uk, doctors have used keyhole surgery to treat a baby with spina bifida while still in the womb. surgeons at king's college hospital in london say the spinal procedure isn't a cure, but could mean a child might be able to walk. 0ur health correspondent james gallagher has the story. meet baby jaxson. he had pioneering spinal surgery before he was even born. his mum she

then the first few steps round the ward, ifelt like i'd run a marathon, didn't i?t in the great manchester run has given you a goal, has it? the training. it's let me look further into the future than i normally do, and it's the start of the charity, the launch of the charity, so it's all good and positive. the charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism. there is no help. do you feel let down? yeah, by the government, definitely. we were offered £5,500 each for the death of saffy. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme. it's a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional, not just for me, for all of us that's walking, but it's a good thing. and we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful. it's got to. well, in response, the government says it has worked to ensure victims of terrorism receive "effective and comprehensive support", which includes a 24—hour support line. there's less than a week to go unt

just because i felt like the enormous weight of years and years and years of abuse, and ifelt...t is not that i am frightened of a credible threat to me. actually, i am not frightened that anyone is going to hurt me. so you do not fear for your physical safety? i cannot live my life fearing for my physical safety otherwise i would do nothing and i really like living my life like a normal person, so i do not let that creep in very often. what i do fearfor is my mental health, actually. this is essentially like coercive control. sometimes i would rather someone were to punch me in the face than the constant degradation that you suffer as a woman in the public eye. it is constant, it constantly belittles you, it makes you blame yourself... you blame yourself? i blame myself for some of this. why? for this, for what carl benjamin said in that video? yeah, i blame myself for accepting it for so long and for not doing more to try and stop it, actually. i blame myself for not... having not, for the past four years, to have not changed directly the electoral commission rules that mean th

i wa nted straitjacket, as it were, ifelt i wanted to have a message on my music that brought peopleether, that made us focus on what was going wrong in kenya. ati.i made us focus on what was going wrong in kenya. at h was singing for this archipelago, and our leader was coming back to nairobi from his rural hometown, and he said to us, you know, because we got the attention of kenya, we need to address issues. he was coming back from the valley, and on either side of the highway, homes were on fire, and he said, look, wejust got to do something about this. but recently, i think something about this. but recently, ithinki something about this. but recently, i think ijust wanted to write a record, this new one that i have just put out, called dreams in stereo, that address is a lot more personal stuff. it's an album that talks about passion, betrayal, and redemption. i want to take you through that journey redemption. i want to take you through thatjourney in the course of this interview, so i want to actually go back now to consider you asa actually go back now to consider you as a y

the first few steps around the ward, ifelt like i ran a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath.th my hand. coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing, and we need, we need it, don't we? something's has got to come out of something so awful, it's got to. judith moritz talking to the parents of saffie roussos. now it's time for a look at the weather with stav danaos. hello there. low pressure will be near to the shores this week, bringing a more unsettled theme and cloud around and outbreaks of rain. tonight looks like a reversal of fortunes after a glorious day across much of scotland. turning wetter with persistent heavy rain while further south, cloudy and relatively dry with one or two showers. mild for most because of the cloud cover. this weekend, pretty cloudy across northern areas with long spells of rain. sunny spells and showers. some could be heavy and thundery. this is the picture for saturday, starting off on a wet and damp note. england and wale

ifelt them in here, pretty similar with the three fist pumps. i felt them in that moment.like to do what they want to come as no problem but it is they want to come as no problem but itisi they want to come as no problem but it is i don‘t want to be, the camera is following me constantly. your collea g u es is following me constantly. your colleagues on the picture waiting for you to do something. it feels strange. i don‘t want to do it for them what‘s up if it is in the moment together with the crowd. i do it for them. in the moment, you realise it is a big thing, camera. it is pretty difficult to enjoy it. you judge it on a feeling? of course. you have been described in your biography as so passionate and energetic on the tax lien. i think the author describes you as a six—year—old after it far too much sugar. —— energetic on the touchline. thank you. that is a compliment, isn‘t it? i am touchline. thank you. that is a compliment, isn‘t it? iam not touchline. thank you. that is a compliment, isn‘t it? i am not sure. yes, my energy is pretty high around football. can you

and ifelt like i wasn't meeting some of those points because of the things that happen.arder to speak out? we are christians. that is number one. we don't talk about that. sex as a conversation in general is for a lot of us. —— is taboo. so we just leave it. so you definitely feel like you couldn't speak about abuse? no way. let me bring in sarah. first of all, your reaction to king speaking out about this now as an adult?|j your reaction to king speaking out about this now as an adult? ijust wa nt about this now as an adult? ijust want to say thank you. you have been incredibly brave for speaking out and you are a survivor and what you are doing will help other people come forward and get the support that they need. and this is the problem, victoria. the support is just not here in this country. we still keep child abuse hidden. sorry, i'm getting emotional. we still have this culture where we blame the victims. these are victims ofan blame the victims. these are victims of an awful crime and why is it as a society we don't put the put in place for them? one of the reco

temperatures have been around the freezing mark, i felt temperatures have been around the freezing mark, ifeltctually start to saturday, perhaps early morning sunshine but not long before shower cloud starts to develop and the brisket northern wind it really is quite a feature. that's going to drive and some showers along the east coast. with a gust of wind at 45-50 east coast. with a gust of wind at 45—50 miles an hour it's going to exacerbate that code field, and drive some of the show was further and lead as we go through the afternoon. further west to go, perhaps later when here, consequence if you showers and with more brightness we might see temperatures of a0 degrees, but certainly feeling cold on the east because particularly with any significant exposure. high—pressure list will start to push its way steadily east, overnight saturday and sunday, consequence that means here showers likely on sunday perhaps the best of the two days through the weekend, but they will be a fair amount of cloud around, so rather grey had the looking skies on sunday, but if you stay dry and either win with

and ifelt that i had upheld my end of the bargain with nasa, i did not feel like i owed nasa anythingything. but any regrets at all that you did not pursue that opportunity? sure, sure, but, you know, my luck had ended and this was the time for it and yeah, sure, but did i look back and when my good, good friend, gene cernan stepped out onto the lunar surface, did i feel a sense of green envy? no. did you think, that could have been me? i maybe thought that, but i wasn't green with envy or anything like that. it was not a strong feeling, no. i made my decision, i was happy with my decision, i was now living in washington, dc with a decentjob, my wife, my family situation was good, so i had no cause for any great regret. as you say, you, for a while, were the director of the air and space museum. you stayed very closely tied to the world of space exploration, you have watched nasa at close quarters. do you think after the apollo programme was wound up, do you think nasa, in a sense, lost its way? the development of the space shuttle, those missions to the space station, space lab, they

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with theound the ward, i felt like i'd ran a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath. sweating. it's only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress was a lot slower with my hand. do you ever think about the person responsible? no. never. the prospects of any criminal trial, which is why they are hanging on for the inquest. i don't want to wait for that, i want it to start. do you feel the same, lisa? yes, yes. coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing, and we need, we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful, it's got to. judith moritz, speaking to the parents of saffie roussos. a far—right extremist has been sentenced to life in prison for plotting to kill his local mp. jack renshaw, who's 23 and from skelmersdale in lancashire, admitted buying a 19—inch knife to attack rosie cooper and a female police officer who was investigati

ifelt like i'd had a heart attack, i couldn't breathe, it was the most horrendous feeling that you couldbroken forever, it's horrendous, the pain that you feel, and we can't make her come home, and ijust want to stop other people having this horrific grief. in court, the father of james mcmullan, the only british victim, said, "his personality was magnetic, he was funny, he was charming, he was clever, he was unique." xavier thomas' father, philippe pesez, told the coroner, "he still had so much to give." "barbarians, who in no way can be described as human, took his life." kirsty boden, an australian nurse, was helping others when she was stabbed. her boyfriend, james hodder, said, "we are so unspeakably proud of her, and not a day goes by that we're not in awe of her bravery that night." the court heard that chrissy archibald had just kissed her boyfriend when she was struck, while another victim, alexandre pigeard, was a music—loving waiter, and ignacio echeverria was fighting the attackers with his skateboard when he was stabbed to death. sebastien belanger‘s mother said she could no

ifelt very alone. you have no one to talk to. no one else has it, so it's really hard at my age.idn't actually know anyone that had the condition, until ijoined daisy last year, and then i've met like so many people through that. to go through it when you are still a child and still a teenager is actually really, really difficult. it was really brilliant to meet annabel and holly, because i feel like, girls, they need to speak about it instead of holding everything inside. there is no real reason why i've got it. it was really disappointing, because it's frustrating. there's no real answer to what's happening, and it's this whole big mystery, what's going on inside my body. i don't think i'll ever come to terms with it completely. just trying to make something positive from a negative. because there's someone going through so much worse, and to think there's someone going through something worse than me, it makes you feel more lucky than anything. annabel, who is going through the menopause at the age of 15. andy murray has collected his knighthood at buckingham palace more than

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with the around the ward, i felt like i'd ran a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath. sweating. it's only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress was a lot slower with my hand. coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing, and we need, we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful, it's got to. rehearsals are underway for what's being described as the most controversial eurovision song contest ever held. the finals are taking place in israel on saturday night, but pro—palestinian campaigners have called for a boycott of the 64th contest, and organisers fear protestors may be planning disruption. welcome to the eurovision song contest 2019. israel, and the week—long eurovision party is now in full swing. live from tel aviv, israel. but remember, all this is happening against a background of considerable political tension on the bord

ifelt like i'd had a heart attack, i couldn't breathe, it was the most horrendous feeling that you could're broken forever, it's horrendous, the pain that you feel, and we can't make her come home, and ijust want to stop other people having this horrific grief. in court, the father ofjames mcmullan, the only british victim, told the court, "his personality was magnetic, he was funny, he was charming, he was clever, he was unique." xavier thomas‘ father, philippe pesez, said the coroner, "he still had so much to give." "barbarians, who in no way can be described as human, took his life." kirsty boden, an australian nurse, was helping others when she was stabbed. her boyfriend, james hodder, said, "we are so unspeakably proud of her, and not a day goes by that we're not in awe of her bravery that night." the court heard that chrissy archibald had just kissed her boyfriend when she was struck, while another victim, alexandre pigeard, was a music—loving waiter, and ignacio echeverria was fighting the attackers with his skateboard when he was stabbed to death. sebastien belanger‘s mother said

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with thealk again. the first few steps around the ward, i felt like i'd ran a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath. sweating. it's only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress was a lot slower with my hand. do you ever think about the person responsible? coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing, and we need, we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful, it's got to. this is bbc news, the latest headlines: the us and canada agree to drop tariffs on steel and aluminium imports after lengthy negotiations. venezuela's president, nicolas maduro, says he sent envoys to norway this week to explore dialogue with the opposition. he says it was with the aim of building a "peaceful agenda," but it's not clear if any direct talks took place. venezuela's in the middle of a power struggle between mr maduro and juan guaido that's seen weeks

ifelt like i needed to be strong, andi ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the bestlt like i had run a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath, sweating. it was only about five steps. they hand, i think the progress is a lot slower with my hand. that's been reconstructed? it's been reconstructed, yes. there's still a lot of numbness in it, and nerve damage. taking part in the great manchester run has given you a has it? yes, it's let me look further into the future than i normally do, and it's the start of the charity, the launch of the charity, so it's all good and positive. she needs to be there to help victims —— the charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism, there is no help. do you feel let down? by the government, definitely. it was offered, £5,500 each for the death of saffie. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme, thatis through the compensation scheme, that is the maximum. it is a com plete that is the maximum. it is a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that

just because i felt the enormous weight of years and years and years of abuse, and ifelt, it's not that, i'm not frightened that anybody is going to hurt me. you don't fear your physical safety? no, i really like living my life like a normal person, so i don't let that keep them very often. but what i do fear for is my mental health, actually, and this is essentially like coercive control. sometimes, i'd rathersomeone were to punch me in the face, than the constant degradation that you suffer as a woman in the public eye. it is constant. it's constantly belittles you, it makes you do might blame yourself. you blame yourself? for what he said? i blame myself for accepting it for so long, and not doing more. i blame myself for not having to have changed directly the electoral commission rules which mean that they are absolutely completely, that their hands are tied in this situation, because people like me at westminster did not do enough to stop what is essentially the rise of fascism. i blame myself a little bit for that, and i blame myself for putting a brave face on it. and i know tha

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with theirst few steps around the ward, i felt like i'd ran a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath. sweating. it's only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress was a lot slower with my hand. do you ever think about the person responsible? no. never. coming to manchester, taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional. but it's a good thing, and we need, we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful, it's got to. judith moritz speaking to the parents of saffie roussos. a far—right extremist has been sentenced to life in prison, for plotting to kill his local mp. jack renshaw, who's 23 and from skelmersdale in lancashire, admitted buying a 19—inch knife to attack rosie cooper, and a female police officer who was investigating him. a doctor who sexually assaulted women and girls, one as young as 12, has been jailed for 10.5 years. alan tutin assaulted the victims at the merrow par

than an inch or so between them and he said ifelt than an inch or so between them and he said i feltmy back, which turned out to be him flailing his arm around the back of me and stabbing me. at that point, he could feel the knife, feel the blood on his back and realised he had been stabbed. he said at that point, the attacker who we later identified as khuram butt, moved away and went down the street and he tried to find a place to take refuge but a number of pubs and bars at that stage were locking their doors, they were aware of what was going on and no one would let him in and he eventually collapsed on the street and was attended by an off duty police officer and a soldier who happened to be passing before he was evacuated to hospital. the time is just after 13:15. our top story this lunchtime: 1.5 billion users of whatsapp are told to update their apps urgently after a major hack into its encrypted service. and still to come... we'll tell you why this fisherman's quiet afternoon is about to come to an abrupt end. coming up on bbc news, there's another chance for england's playe

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with thearound the ward, i felt like i'd run a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath, sweating. it was only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress is a lot slower with my hand. that's been reconstructed ? it's been reconstructed, yes. there's still a lot of numbness in it, and nerve damage. taking part in the great manchester run has given you a goal, has it? for training? yes, it's let me look further into the future than i normally do. and it's the start of the charity, the launch of the charity, so it's all good and positive. a charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism. there's no help. do you feel let down, lisa? yeah. by the government, definitely. it was offered — £5,500 each for the death of saffie. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme, that's the maximum. it's a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional, not just for me, for all of us th

ifelt, how could somebody say that they would rape me if forced, and be a legitimate candidate in ani‘m frightened with a credible threat to me, actually, i‘m not frightened that anybody is going to hurt me. i‘d like you don‘t fear your physical safety? no, hurt me. i‘d like you don‘t fear your physicalsafety? no, i really like living my life like a normal person, so like living my life like a normal person, so i don‘t let that keep them very often. but what i do fea rful them very often. but what i do fearful is my mental health, actually, and this is essentially like coercive control. sometimes, i‘d rather someone were to punch me in the face, than the constant degradation that you suffer as a woman in the public eye. it is co nsta nt. woman in the public eye. it is constant. it‘s constantly belittles you, it makes you do might blame yourself. you blame yourself? i pay myself suffer some of this. for what he said nvidia? i blame myself and not x he said nvidia? i blame myself and notx —— he said nvidia? i blame myself and not x —— for accepting it for so long, and not doing more. i

ifelt scared, so i drove off and my chase was only four minutes and i did not hurt anybody.ave seen other cases where, in the same period of time, where a young man got caught two months before and two weeks later he got caught doing a high—speed chase. weeks later he got caught doing a high-speed chase. i'm sorry, i do not want to cut in but obviously we wa nt to not want to cut in but obviously we want to focus on your situation and we have your lawyer here so i will bring her in. thank you forjoining us. bring her in. thank you forjoining us. jacqueline, the law is clear, if somebody breaks the law and does not have a right to stay in this country, they get deported. can i correct one thing. i was not chevon's lawyer when he was deported andl chevon's lawyer when he was deported and i have just been looked at —— my ca rs and i have just been looked at —— my cars to look at his case. you are correct the law said it is mandatory to deport someone who is sentenced to deport someone who is sentenced to more than 12 months and he was. there are exceptions from a legal perspect

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with theain. the first few steps around the ward, i felt like i'd run a marathon, didn't i? i was out of breath, sweating. it was only about five steps. the hand, i think the progress is a lot slower with my hand. that's been reconstructed ? it's been reconstructed, yes. there's still a lot of numbness in it, and nerve damage. taking part in the great manchester run has given you a goal, has it? for training? yes, it's let me look further into the future than i normally do. and it's the start of the charity, the launch of the charity, so it's all good and positive. a charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism. there's no help. do you feel let down, lisa? yeah. by the government, definitely. it was offered — £5,500 each for the death of saffie. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme, that's the maximum. it's a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional, not just

ifelt like how could somebody say they would play rape me at first?he same platforms i am standing on. he will potentially go to a parliament and self as an elected representative and he has said these things and i cannot believe our system is so weak thatis cannot believe our system is so weak that is allowed to happen. you cried when you went home. that is allowed to happen. you cried when you went homelj that is allowed to happen. you cried when you went home. i cried in the street in birmingham because i felt the enormous wet of years and years of abuse. it is not that i am frightened for the credible threat to me, actually i am not frightened anyone is going to hurt me. you do not fear for your physical safety. anyone is going to hurt me. you do not fear for your physical safetylj like living my life like a normal person so like living my life like a normal person so i do not like that creep and very often. but i fear for this my mental health, actually. this is like coercive control. sometimes i would rather someone were to punch me in the face

ifelt very alone. you have no—one to talk to. no—one else has it, so it's really hard at my age.i didn't actually know anybody that had the condition until i joined daisy last year, and then i've met so many people through that. to go through that when you're still a child and still a teenager is actually really, really difficult. it was really brilliant to meet annabel and holly because i feel like girls need to speak about it instead of holding everything inside. there's no real reason of why i've got it. it was really disappointing because it's frustrating. there's no real answer to what's happening and it's just this whole big mystery of what's going on inside my body. i don't think i'll ever come to terms with it completely. just trying to make something a positive from a negative because there's always someone going through so much worse. to think there is someone going through something worse than me, it makes you feel more lucky than anything. 15—year—old annabelle talking about her experience of early menopause. let's look at the weather forecast with simon king. good mo

my experience with him, he was one of the kindest men, ifelt my experience with him, he was one of the by production when i was on the show. he interviewed me about my past eating disorder and i went away feeling like it was a good experience all round. i think by taking it off it, more people are going to suffer because so many people tune in to watch that show every day and he has helped so many yea rs every day and he has helped so many years and people on the show. i think it's a real shame. two people from love island have committed suicide and they are not about to ta ke suicide and they are not about to take that issue of the tv. do you think perhaps there may be people out there who do have mental instability, may have problems, but who are blinded by the idea of becoming famous and being on television and so on. and that overrides their mental stability and cause problems? i think there are so many reality tv shows now readily available and it so much easier to get onto the shows. back when i did big brother, it was a six—month auditioning process but now, it seems anybody can

but one day i couldn't go in and i felt i had failed as a mother, a wife, a partner, gp partner and ifeltirst few days apart from to do the bare minimum. common maternal duties. let me bring in doctor clare, is what charlotte described as unusual when it comes to gps? sadly, not at all. i run a service for doctors with mental illness and i think charlotte had depression rather than burn and over the last 18 months we have seen one in five, sorry, one in 20 of all english general practitioners in our service and that is the tip of the iceberg. as you've heard, she very well describe it. you wanted to do the best for her patients and was fitting them in and around the edges and giving up her own needs and if anything she was becoming a martyr to the surgery. her altruism was shining out but in the end she is a human being and in the end the last thing to go is her work, which was the last thing to go. what we've seen over probably the last decade is increasing workloads for gps and i now do in ten minutes what for consultants would each have 40 minutes to do, so i am doing that in a ten min

ifelt, how can somebody say that they would rape me if forced?opean parliament elections. we asked him onto our programme to respond to the interview jess philips gave us. ahead of those elections, you might remember earlier this week we invited all the parties fielding candidates — the conservatives, ukip, labour, the lib dems, the brexit party, snp, plaid cymru, change uk and the green party onto the show to discuss their policies, which they did. this interview with mr benjamin is not about ukip policies. thank you for talking to us. we invited you won after we interviewed the labour mp jess phillips invited you won after we interviewed the labour mpjess phillips last week. —— yuan. i want to ask you why did you decide to choose rape when talking about jess did you decide to choose rape when talking aboutjess phillips? did you decide to choose rape when talking about jess phillips?” did you decide to choose rape when talking about jess phillips? i am interesting in what you‘re deliberately misrepresenting what happened. have you seen the video

ifelt battle it was when i first saw it was affecting me.e. i felt i had to record my feelings. how i felt about it. he went back in the 19605, and children were building sand castles on the beach. that is not what you saw when you arrived on the 6th ofjune19aa? no. describe a little... i use the term dundee's inferno. it was a scene from a horror film. term dundee's inferno. it was a scene from a horrorfilm. it term dundee's inferno. it was a scene from a horror film. it was a war movie and— combined, it was on a larger scale, everywhere you look, death and destruction, landing craft, bombardment, lots of wounded and dead man on the beach. but the main thing that struck me was, the water was full of dead men, young soldiers lying on their backs, life jackets floating. most of them never made it to their shell. that picture stays with me. that picture stayed with you when you went back on that fine day more than 20 years later, watching children play and build sand castles, and it made you weep. we could have just played the single that is p

ifelt very alone. you have no—one to talk to. no—one else has it, so it's really hard at my age.ut it instead of holding everything inside. there's no real reason of why i've got it. it was really disappointing because it's frustrating. there's no real answer to what's happening and it's just this whole big mystery of what's going on inside my body. i don't think i'll ever come to terms with it completely. just trying to make something a positive from a negative because there's always someone going through so much worse. to think there is someone going through something worse than me, it makes you feel more lucky than anything. labour mpjess phillips has said she feels "sick" after watching a bbc interview with carl benjamin, a ukip candidate who said comments about raping her were a joke. mr benjamin, who is standing for ukip in the south west in the european elections, tweeted about phillips in 2016 and said "i wouldn't even rape you." let's hear some of that interview with my colleague victoria derbyshire now these are direct quotes from people who watch the video or read the

ifelt like i like i wanted to hide away and not go out. being out in the sea has made? it has help me be more confident. i do not have any more anxiety and it has help me become myself and less shy and stuff. just thinking about surfing and then it helps me come down more. phoebe is not alone with one in four young people suffering from poor mental health. funding has just people suffering from poor mental health. funding hasjust been people suffering from poor mental health. funding has just been given the weigh project, a surf therapy charity. —— wave project. the weigh project, a surf therapy charity. -- wave project. something magical happens. it really helps to reduce anxiety, the confidence and resilience they get from coming surfing, they are able to take that feeling on into other areas in their life. and that has certainly been true for harvey. i used to get in fights, get kicked out of class every lesson. but you never think about anything else, what wave you are going to crash. when icy a seal, that gives me so scared. —— icy. i

ifelt quite emotional watching it. those quys quite emotional watching it.t if my brother seen it. jermaine was talking about spotting things and thinking, you know what, they are homesick or whatever, maybe there is something else going on. and taking the time to investigate whether a friend of yours or somebody you know is going a difficult place. and with men particularly. tom, one of the contributors, said... on this day was huge for him. a friend of his was huge for him. a friend of his was sat next to him one day and he turned to him because he noticed he was looking and feeling different, and he said, are you ok? that was the door that enabled tom, who at the door that enabled tom, who at the time said he was ok, but he phoned his friend later in the day and it was the start of his process in coming to terms with what he was going through. those three words, are you ok. it's really important. if you missed it, a royal team talk: tackling mental health, is available now on the bbc iplayer. and it will be there for a couple of months, so plenty of time

ifelt very alone. you have no—one to talk to.t. for years i didn't actually know anybody that had the condition until i azeee last year. to go through that when you're still a child, still a teenager is actually really difficult. it was really brilliant to meet annabel and holly because i feel like girls, they need to speak about it instead of holding everything inside. there's no real reason of why i've got it. it was really disappointing because it's frustrating. there's no real a nswer to because it's frustrating. there's no real answer to what's happening and it's just this whole big mystery of what's going on inside my body. i don't think i'll ever come to terms with it completely. just trying to make something a positive from a negative because there's always someone going through so much worse. to think there is someone going through something worse than me, it makes you feel more lucky than anything. so incredibly challenging for annabel and other girls in her situation. and we'd like to wish annabelle good luck as she's

when i wasn't racing, ifelt like i was missing out on so many of the things that i enjoyed doing beforeen i was racing with both my legs beforehand, but yeah, it's something i enjoy doing and something i enjoy doing and something that is just part of me, i guess. 0ne guess. one of britain's leading female racing drivers, jamie chadwick, has joined the formula 1 williams team isa joined the formula 1 williams team is a development driver. she's the only woman to win a british formula 3 race, and she is currently leading the standings and the new all—female w series afterfinishing the standings and the new all—female w series after finishing first and second in the opening races. chadwick will attend three grand prix is for williams this year, starting with the british one in july. and fullback israel folau has decided not to appeal against his sacking by rugby australia for homophobic comments he posted on social media. he said he did not accept the findings of the panel that upheld his dismissal, but was considering potential avenues. folau could still take his case to the high court in

ifelt like i was more comfortable hiding in the dark than coming out into the light. once we get in the sea, something magical happens. i think it really helps to reduce anxiety. the confidence and the resilience that they get from coming surfing, they‘re able to take that feeling on into other areas in their life. and that has certainly been true for harvey. i was often getting in fights, getting kicked out of class every lesson, then coming back and getting kicked out again. itjust kept on going. but it's so calm, you never think about anything else, other than what wave you are going to catch or if the dude next to you is going to crash into you. when i see a seal pop up, that gets me so scared. i'm about to catch a wave and i see a seal, head pop up, looking at me and it pops back down. william selwood works as a gp just a few miles from here. he supports social prescribing, which now allows him to offer non—medical options as an alternative to medicine. i think almost we need a revolution in primary care and this is what we are moving towards very quickly now, an

ifelt like i needed to be strong, and i needed to be the best i could be before i could deal with theall good and positive. the charity needs to be there to help victims of terrorism. there is no help. do you feel let down? by the government, definitely. it was offered — £5,500 each for the death of saffie. through the compensation scheme? through the compensation scheme, that's the maximum. it's a complete insult. taking part in the run in manchester, how will that feel, do you think, being back here? i know it's going to be emotional, not just for me, for all of us that's walking. but it's a good thing, and we need — we need it, don't we? something good's got to come out of something so awful. it's got to. well, in response, the government says it has worked to ensure victims of terrorism receive "effective and comprehensive support" which includes a 24 hour support line. the aircraft manufacturer boeing says it has completed a software update for its 737—max model, which was grounded following fatal crashes in indonesia and ethiopia. the us firm announced it had flown the planes us