i got on the plane and ifelt really low. the stewa rd esses and ifelt really low. really low. the stewardesses were brilliant. i was ona ba stewardesses were brilliant. i was on a ba light and they were really, really nice. —— flight. but passengers around me weren't. and i could overhear quite a bit of the conversation and it wasn't really pleasant. it was, what is this person doing in this part of the cabin with us? and it was... not at all pleasant. and so i laid down and put the blanket over me and just shut the world out. i got off the plane in india and i could not believe and understand or could have comprehended the difference in the way that i was welcomed. i got off the plane, and before i got through the plane, and before i got through the baggage hole, people were coming up the baggage hole, people were coming up to me, putting money in my hand and wanting their picture taken with me “— and wanting their picture taken with me —— baggage hall to stop and i couldn't understand this. and it kept on happening. and what i learned was that in indian culture,

ifelt like i had my brain. and when first impressions count, could a tattoo cost you yourjob? an employer can choose not to employ someone based on that person having visible tattoos. first tonight, a week of panic buying has left supermarket shelves are stripped of essential items like pasta, loo rolls, and nappies, so why have so many of us felt the need to stockpile, even when we're told that there is plenty for everyone? nisha chopra has been meeting the people who are keeping our stores stocked and investigating the impact of coronavirus on the retail industry. i want to show you something. this is an aldi supermarket in leicestershire. and there are queues right round the back of the supermarket. and then a tesco‘s, shelves completely empty of eggs and bread. i mean, i know we're facing a global crisis, but is panic buying really the answer? going to the shops and everybody‘s panic buying and you can feel yourself being swayed and you have to pull back and think, "no, because they don't think we're going

i wanted to keep the conversation private, ifelt they were going to take a decision, but sometimes youn be wrong. any complaint of this, we are satisfied with the performance, and this can give us more confidence, that we can compete with these teams. it's a bad start, but then great reaction by everyone. we wanted the ball, we took the game to them, played in their half, created chances and got the goal we deserved. are you a fan of var? i don't know. it's hard to say. i wouldn't mind living with the human errors. just one other premier league game today. rauljimenez with the win for wolves as they came from behind twice to beat spurs 3—2. that win moves them back above spurs and boost their hopes of earning a champions league spot. we are firing on all fronts now, so we have opportunities to do something special. we have a home game next week, and we will adversely go and try and win that and win as high as we can. 0ur adversely go and try and win that and win as high as we can. our goal is to finish, try to get the season unbeaten and see where it takes us. you would have to be ruth

everybody came to their windows out of their flats at their doorsteps banking pans and ifelt this oddtion, i was in the middle of this whole thing walking down the street and i started clapping as you do but the noise was absolutely terrific and such a hardening site as well because some of the stories we've heard from doctors and nurses, they are working in the most trying and testing conditions which are only about to get worse. in the health service. i think wherever you work in the country tonight, you heard that appreciation. it is a very heartening thing. we front other things on doorsteps and on one street there were several people with trumpets and guitars and playing music across the street as well. so we are seeing this amazing sense of community and togetherness that you don't often see in london my but and other parts of the country. but incredibly and i think the most bizarre clapping was boris johnson and rishi sunak clapping at number ten and number 11 downing st and both came out with the a cce pta ble and both came out with the acceptable social distance and waved at

i has been very difficult because ifelt a bit guilty.rmy, i was also very good at obeying orders, but my mind is free, i can be anywhere. you faced many enemies in your time. how do you rate coronavirus as an enemy? it's a very good thing to draw people together and realise that we don't live just for ourselves, but for other people, and that's what i trying to do all my life. during isolation, we help them with shopping, or getting things for you, so everybody, it's marvellous really, people have rallied around. everybody marked in, like the war years. everyone at breakfast and all of our viewers want to wish you all the very best. have you got all the very best. have you got a message for them? just keep going, remember the good days, and remember you have a lot to be thankfulfor, and remember you have a lot to be thankful for, and and remember you have a lot to be thankfulfor, and i hope you don't get worried about staying up don't get worried about staying up and looking after yourself in your old home stop a few can't live with your

ifelt fine, quite well, basically, it was a good job. fortunate really to have thejob. barry's anxiety was under control and his employer moved him to a new job. i basically told him that the job. i basically told him that the job i was doing i couldn't do because of my disabilities. i provided evidence from my gp. their own occupational health service told me unless they remove me from the environment i was working in, it would be to the detriment of my health. things came to a head when barry was forced to spend the day in a small room. i was told i needed to go on a training course. it was in a very small room and there was about 12 people. i told small room and there was about 12 people. itold my line small room and there was about 12 people. i told my line manager, small room and there was about 12 people. itold my line manager, i told the business manager i wouldn't be able to attend that course because i suffered from panic attacks. i was basically told if i didn't do it then i would be disciplined, so i attended the course. i was

ifelt the previous segment answering question was helpful, but it also reflect an unease of people.r source, i don'tjust go to our room oran source, i don'tjust go to our room or an opinion. actually go to the authoritative medical sources and they are all available on the internet and find out the actual causes, the rules, the symptoms of what we are supposed to do now. you have comfort in that. so you're not just afraid of the unknown. once you have that, then it's really important to build yourself a schedule under these new set of circumstances. your life is disrupted, ok, get overthat. now what you need to do is say, ok, given these constraints and understanding this risks, this is what i want to get done in the next hour or the next six hours or today. if you look at how this flowed in china, we are probably in for a six week, two months stint to dealing with us. so you've got six weeks or two months to do something different with your life, so it doesn't have to reflect what you normally do. for a lot of people, it will be a really interesting opportunity. but don't just let

owner of the shop came, saw me do it, and this is my speech, he told me to put it back, as i turned, ifelt, i laid on the ground and my clothes were ripped from me and then at ten years old, i was raped. you didn't presumably know what on earth was going on. the relationship just flipped like that. to me, i wasjust being hurt. i had no idea it was. in fact, i had no idea what really had been done to me because i couldn't see it. i had no idea. presumably, you felt guilty because of the chocolate bar? my father. . .. in your mind, you were being punished for something you had done wrong. to me, it was consistent with the caning my father used to give me. he had a banded cane, he used it liberally, and so the fear of my father being told by the shopkeeper about the chocolate bar was a very effective deterrent to keep me saying anything to anybody, even my mother. so i literally kept going back to the shop for fear of that repercussions of it. and then more people were included. what was it like those during that period, six months or so? i think it was three to four months we lived over the

ifelt like i had my brain.nabis and the best ways to be taking it. and, just following that, it was absolutely unbelievable. finally i had something i could actually be like, oh, wow, that's what it feels like to not be in pain. do you know, that is one remarkable young lady in there. i've come away with so many questions. i mean, would cannabis help with our growing opiates crisis? would it help me with my chronic pain? is it for everybody? i don't know yet. medical cannabis was legalised in 2018, but it is only available on the nhs for very specific conditions, such as ms and epilepsy. professor saoirse 0'sullivan from nottingham is a consultant in cannabis—based medicine. people feel better, their mental health is better, they can sleep better. patients that i have met who are really working as advocates in this area will say that it has been transformative for them. cannabis—based medicines are licensed, but the recommendations from the national institute for clinical excellence is that they are not recomme

when i did that i started garnering all this attention from men and i was never used to it and ifeltonto it and kind of did what was asked of me or what was expected of me it would go away. after feeling what it was like, that validation and the complements for the first time, i did not want that to go away. you were spotted, i think, there you were, a young graduate and wanting to find a job and you were spotted on a street by a guy who said, "i can work with you," and clearly he opened up and said it's the porn business. what was it in you that, far from running away, was drawn into it? it wasn't. .. that's not how it was, it wasn't, "hey, do you want to come and do porn?" it was more, "you're beautiful, would you like to do some modelling? you have a great body, i think you would be great with nude modelling," things like that. when i came into the studio, it was very respectable. a gorgeous location in miami — doral, florida. it was clean, everyone who worked there was a nice. all of their cubicles were decorated with family photos. it was nothing dodgy or made me uncomfortable.

i want to keep this conversation private and ifelt like they are going to take a decision but when youuld be wrong. any complaint of this, we are satisfied with the performance. and because this performance gives us more confidence that we can compete with these teams. it is a bad start, but then a great reaction, a fantastic reaction by everyone. we took the ball, we wanted the ball, we took the game to them, played in their half, created chances and got the goal we deserved. you're a fan of var tonight? i don't know. it's hard to say. i wouldn't mind living with the human errors. rauljimenez struck the winner for wolves as they came from behind twice to beat spurs 3—2 at tottenham hotspur stadium. the win sends wolves sixth in the table and three points behind fourth—placed chelsea. manchester city has won the league cup for a third straight season, beating aston villa 2—1 at wembley. who else but sergio aguero opened the scoring? his 10th goal in his last six starts against villa. rodri doubled city's lead from a corner. villa's tanzanian striker mbwana samatta got a goal back on th

look at doing a takeaway menu, we fulfilled our commitments today which, with it being mother's day, ifeltided that in the interest of my staff and public health, it was best to shut up public health, it was best to shut up shop. that leaves you and them immensely uncertain about the future, do they have a lot of questions? they understand, i am talking to the monitor daily basis, setting whatsapp groups up, we do have questions, obviously we have some government help that will come along, there were some very good measures in there, i have been talking to the landlords, going through my business as it is to see what things i can cancel of my business without, the hard thing i have now is breaking contracts. but, iam in have now is breaking contracts. but, i am in for the fight, we tend to get to the end of it, ijust think everybody has to try and stay alive, thatis everybody has to try and stay alive, that is the important thing about it. because it isn't just that is the important thing about it. because it isn'tjust you, it is the supply chains, all those people who you buy from to keep

school life was very hard, ifelt like i was being judged.out but my friends were very supportive. they didn't really know what it was, they really did help me boost my confidence and feel better in my own skin. so, i was incredibly fortunate to be provided with a wig. it gave me a boost of confidence, it made me feel better about myself. ifeel like i could go out more. i felt excited to go out into the world. i am incredibly fortunate. i can't emphasise that enough. i have a whole head of hair, all natural. and it is not only hair that i'm grateful for. since two years ago when this all started, i've felt like i really have had this new perspective on life. i feel like every little thing i am really grateful for, and i feel like something so negative can really turn positive and if someone is watching this, there is really light at the end of the tunnel. it isa it is a very touching story. it took the gold price for wales and here she is moments after receiving that award full dot it does feel surreal from going from losing half my hair, hav

in her words, she said, ifelt i claimed, to stop, the whole time.nd strenuously denies all of the charges he is facing and his legal tea m charges he is facing and his legal team has lodged special defences of alibi and consent. the trial at the high court hid in edinburgh continues. thank you very much the chinese company, jingye, has completed its takeover of british steel this afternoon, securing the future of more than 3000 workers in scunthorpe and teesside. our business correspondent sarah corker is in scunthorpe they have said that this deal secures the future of this site and marks a new illustrious chapter for the british steel industry. they have said that this is a huge vote of confidence in the sector and it will secure 3200 jobs. the bulk of them here in scunthorpe. with me now is alan davies from the community union. a huge relief for you and your members. since the 22nd of may la st your members. since the 22nd of may last year there has been uncertainty around the business and it is good to see it now finally start to relax done. we

the pain and just the pure ache, it is almost muscular, as well, ifelt like, because a lot of myjointse. so i can't compare it, but to me it feels worse. a couple of other things. we are of course in this curious situation. because you can't be tested to see whether you have it, or even whether you have had it. so you can't actually know. that is an odd situation, isn't it? the medics you have spoken to have clearly diagnosed that you have coronavirus, but you don't have the test, which is an odd situation, isn't it? it is. it certainly is. when i told the doctor every symptom i was having, he was in no doubt thatis i was having, he was in no doubt that is coronavirus, and even when i said to him that i have not had this co nsta nt said to him that i have not had this constant fever or this constant high temperature, i didn't really get a high temperature until about saturday and only had it for part of the day, and it has been on and off. and he said that doesn't actually matter, everything else is coronavirus. i will never really know, i will never have the test, probably. it has bee

ifelt down, really, just the not knowing what was happening and when it was going to end.ng transported to military areas in california, texas and georgia. international citizens from 53 countries will be repatriated on charter flights from oakland airport. but the lives of more than 1100 crew will remain in limbo. they will not be able to leave the ship and the ship will not be allowed to stay here. bbc —— sophie long, bbc news, san francisco. global shares took a battering yesterday, as worries about coronavirus and a sudden drop in oil prices hit markets worldwide. nina is in the city to find out what's going on. morning, nina. yes, yesterday, 7.7% was wiped off the listed companies and give you a bit of context, the worst day on the markets since the financial crisis of 2008. it's been dubbed black monday. why do we care? most of our pensions in those companies and they are seen as an pensions in those companies and they are seen as an indicator of the health of not just are seen as an indicator of the health of notjust the british economy but the global one. have a lo

and when we came back, ifelt ill. my wife for a weekend. and when we came back, i felt ill. having making the case online, i am sure you will have seen, previous generations fought in world war i. a tech future lives, we're alljust being asked to state home which is not so difficult and yet people are finding it very difficult, not least to earn a living. what are you finding amongst your friends and colleagues? what are the challenges of being in lockdown? psychologically, it has a problem. for us, who loved to stay outside, you start realising it is a problem within it is over a week and you cannot do anything. you still continue working as if nothing happened but actually, a lot of things are happening and your head is turning on. we will leave you there, many thanks to you and i hope eve ryo ne there, many thanks to you and i hope everyone stays well in your household and across spain. thanks to you. the numbers have been very bad from spain of course today. some breaking news. there has been some speculation about what happens in government at the top of government if t

at risk, and i really got quite emotional, and i felt risk, and i really got quite emotional, and ifelt like, because people will want to know what work is like for you in a&e, tell us how it is at the moment. what work is like for you in a&e, tell us how it is at the momentm is different every day. it is easy for me to say, you know, every day isa for me to say, you know, every day is a new challenge, but this has brought new challenges that we never thought would happen in our lifetimes, and i am seeing the very best of the nhs, pulling people in from places, everybody offering their support, it is a bit like the community, but the nhs and hospitals have their own community, and we are doing so well to bring unique resources together, so people are willing to, you know, re—role themselves, you know, re—learning new skills to be able to kind of staff on the front line, like everybody wants to learn how to use a ventilator, they want to be able to help the sickest patients, and it is just amazing, everyone to help the sickest patients, and it isjust amazing, everyone has been incredible