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ifelt smaller, ifelt invisible, ifelt like i didn't deserve to be treated the same way as everyone elsety was. when i was in school, this is like 1a, 15, you know, you're in america and ifelt like, oh, my gosh, maybe being different does make me less than. but as i grew up, i saw that i'm actually a lucky one, that, you know, yeah, sure, ifaced racism, people called me names or, you know, said mean things to me, but people around world get killed for it, for the colour of their skin, and i count myself as the lucky one, part of the lucky few that are able to stand up for themselves and have a voice for themselves. you've also been very vocal about the pay gap, and let's talk about that for both the industries that you're a part of, but let's start with bollywood. what's been your experience of that? well, i've never had pay parity in bollywood. i've done 60—something movies, i think, but i've never got paid the same as my male co—actor. ijust about — after 22 years of working, now finally in my show citadel, finally had that, but that took 22 years! when you say you didn't have pay pari
ifelt smaller, ifelt invisible, ifelt like i didn't deserve to be treated the same way as everyone elsety was. when i was in school, this is like 1a, 15, you know, you're in america and ifelt like, oh, my gosh, maybe being different does make me less than. but as i grew up, i saw that i'm actually a lucky one, that, you know, yeah, sure, ifaced racism, people called me names or, you know, said mean things to me, but people around world get killed for it, for the colour of their skin, and i...
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together to see a group of men that are working together on the pitch fighting for each other, and ifeltthe pitch fighting for each other, and i felt that today. the pitch fighting for each other, and ifelt that today. i hope the fans felt that today as well because we can certainly feel them with us, we have five games to keep working and hopefully get positive results. my opinion was that we didn't play that well. we results. my opinion was that we didn't play that well.— didn't play that well. we had a lot of chances _ didn't play that well. we had a lot of chances that _ didn't play that well. we had a lot of chances that we - didn't play that well. we had a lot of chances that we didn't . lot of chances that we didn't finish — lot of chances that we didn't finish. we were not clinical enough _ finish. we were not clinical enough. but we scored two times _ enough. but we scored two times. then you have to finish the game, _ times. then you have to finish the game, although we scored twice — the game, although we scored twice in— the game, although we scored twice in an away game, whi
together to see a group of men that are working together on the pitch fighting for each other, and ifeltthe pitch fighting for each other, and i felt that today. the pitch fighting for each other, and ifelt that today. i hope the fans felt that today as well because we can certainly feel them with us, we have five games to keep working and hopefully get positive results. my opinion was that we didn't play that well. we results. my opinion was that we didn't play that well.— didn't play that...
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apply, i thought, inspiring, and ifelt compelled to apply, ithought, wow, what inspiring, and ifeltly bold and brave question that the european space agency are asking, which was, to see if they can get someone with a physical disability to train for and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool— and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and _ and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i _ and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i think _ and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i think that - and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i think that is - looks so cool and i think that is because even from when you're young, every child wants to experience this exact thing that you've gone through... exact thing that you've gone through- - -— exact thing that you've gone through. . ._ telli exact thing that you've gone l through. . ._ tell us exact thing that you've gone i through. . ._ tell us a exact thing that you've gone - through. . ._ tell us a bit through... absolutely. tell us a bit more about — through... abso
apply, i thought, inspiring, and ifelt compelled to apply, ithought, wow, what inspiring, and ifeltly bold and brave question that the european space agency are asking, which was, to see if they can get someone with a physical disability to train for and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool— and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and _ and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i _ and live and work in space. john, it looks so cool and i think _ and live and...
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now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back.e'll be live from the courthouse in new york with the latest. also this lunchtime... the social media giant tiktok fined more than £12 million for failing to protect the privacy of children in the uk. charities condemn the govenment for holding back half the money it promised to spend on the social care workforce in england. hundreds of former football and rugby players take legal action, claiming they weren't reasonably protected from head injuries. why life could get easier for air passengers, with the rules on carrying liquids to be relaxed. and the belfast boy awarded the freedom of the city for inspiring changes to the laws on donating organs. coming up on the bbc news channel... british boxer amir khan is banned from sport for two years after testing positive for a prohibited substance following his fight against kell brook last year. good afternoon. donald trump is preparing for his historic court appearance in new york today, when he'll become the first former us president to f
now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back.e'll be live from the courthouse in new york with the latest. also this lunchtime... the social media giant tiktok fined more than £12 million for failing to protect the privacy of children in the uk. charities condemn the govenment for holding back half the money it promised to spend on the social care workforce in england. hundreds of former football and rugby players take legal action, claiming...
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the way that we had been treated, ifelt like we are not going to make it or survive.ldiers, that we felt that we are safe. we are finally here. we made it. everyone was crying, everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip. mi everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip.— everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip. all of those teo . le we had made that trip. all of those --eole on we had made that trip. all of those people on that _ we had made that trip. all of those people on that bus _ we had made that trip. all of those people on that bus with _ we had made that trip. all of those people on that bus with you, - we had made that trip. all of those people on that bus with you, did i we had made that trip. all of those | people on that bus with you, did the board that flight? find people on that bus with you, did the board that flight?— board that flight? and are they all see if the out _ board that flight? and are they all see if the out note? _ board that flight? and are they all see if the out note? we _ board that flight? and
the way that we had been treated, ifelt like we are not going to make it or survive.ldiers, that we felt that we are safe. we are finally here. we made it. everyone was crying, everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip. mi everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip.— everyone could not believe it that we had made that trip. all of those teo . le we had made that trip. all of those --eole on we had made that trip. all of those people on that _ we had made that...
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this group together to see a group of men working together on the pitch, fighting for each other and ifelth, fighting for each other and i felt that today. i hope the fans felt it today as well because we could certainly feel them with us. we have five games to keep working and hopefully get positive results. we didn't play that well but _ we didn't play that well but still we had a lot of chances and we did _ of chances and we did not finish. we _ did not finish. we were not clinical enough but we scored two _ enough but we scored two times and then we _ two times and then we had to finish the game. although we scored twice _ although we scored twice in an away game which _ twice in an away game which is _ twice in an away game which is good but the goals we conceded were so easy and — we conceded were so easy and we _ we conceded were so easy and we could avoid them. bournemouth gave their hopes of survival a boost with the one nil win against bottom side southampton. marcus tavernier got the crucial goal five minutes after halftime. southampton had a che adams effort ruled out through v
this group together to see a group of men working together on the pitch, fighting for each other and ifelth, fighting for each other and i felt that today. i hope the fans felt it today as well because we could certainly feel them with us. we have five games to keep working and hopefully get positive results. we didn't play that well but _ we didn't play that well but still we had a lot of chances and we did _ of chances and we did not finish. we _ did not finish. we were not clinical enough...
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ifelt so didn't want to be in his own skin. i blamed myself.d. didn't want to be in his own skin. i blamed myself. ifelt so stupid. my bruises healed. my mind didn't. we both felt so alone. and there was nowhere for us to turn. there must be others out there feeling the same way. i used to think horrible things, like what — i used to think horrible things, like what if i go up to be like him? you feel— like what if i go up to be like him? you feel grief, you feel anger, you feel shame. you feel grief, you feel anger, you feelshame. i you feel grief, you feel anger, you feel shame-— you feel grief, you feel anger, you feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could — feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could have _ feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could have done. _ feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could have done. but - feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could have done. but it- feel shame. i know there's nothing that i could have done. but it feelsj that i could have done. but it feels like its— that i could have
ifelt so didn't want to be in his own skin. i blamed myself.d. didn't want to be in his own skin. i blamed myself. ifelt so stupid. my bruises healed. my mind didn't. we both felt so alone. and there was nowhere for us to turn. there must be others out there feeling the same way. i used to think horrible things, like what — i used to think horrible things, like what if i go up to be like him? you feel— like what if i go up to be like him? you feel grief, you feel anger, you feel shame. you...
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my heart rate shot up, i had a full—blown panic attack, ifelt like i was gonna die.d to calm myself down and calm my heart rate down. at the end of the wall, there's a body there. it's really terrifying every time you see someone that had passed. cos they're like you — they want to climb the mountain. they hope for the best. that was just a really scary reminder. and once we got to the very last section before you kind of have to walk on the edge and get to the summit, i was like, this is the moment, this is the moment! i was walking on that path, i get to the summit and then ijust drop my bag and for a good 30 minutes i couldn't stop crying. i'm here! at the summit of k2. i couldn't believe that this is it. this is notjust about me anymore. this is for my family. i've put my family through so much stress doing this. and it's not about my family as well, it's about my country. i made history for my country. i made history for the arab region. that moment... ..i can't tell you how surreal it felt. never give up! these are happy tears! if there is a perfect moment, tha
my heart rate shot up, i had a full—blown panic attack, ifelt like i was gonna die.d to calm myself down and calm my heart rate down. at the end of the wall, there's a body there. it's really terrifying every time you see someone that had passed. cos they're like you — they want to climb the mountain. they hope for the best. that was just a really scary reminder. and once we got to the very last section before you kind of have to walk on the edge and get to the summit, i was like, this is...
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and i was frustrated and saddened by what i saw and ifelt i could contribute.ithin it? you could see it because of the events that were unfolding. i mean, i spent the last six years of my 31—year policing career in the met. most of it i was leading the national response to terrorism. i was pretty busy during the isis times with with that and the sort of professional standards of the met was run in another area. now i wish i�*d seen more and i think all of us who�*ve led need to say to ourselves, why didn�*t we see more? but what have you come up with then? why didn�*t you see more? i tell you for why. because it�*s the first time. and, you know, there are all sorts of reports out today which has caused me to lose my beauty sleep about looking at numbers. but the one thing that seems to have come out more and more is a kind of analysis of you. and it kind of makes sense, doesn�*t it? because if i trust you, then i trust you to make the changes that are necessary. but the bbc london poll determined that 63% of londoners did not trust you to make those changes. ho
and i was frustrated and saddened by what i saw and ifelt i could contribute.ithin it? you could see it because of the events that were unfolding. i mean, i spent the last six years of my 31—year policing career in the met. most of it i was leading the national response to terrorism. i was pretty busy during the isis times with with that and the sort of professional standards of the met was run in another area. now i wish i�*d seen more and i think all of us who�*ve led need to say to...
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and ifelt that deeply.o to university i found out i would not be allowed to go because of my immigration status. but be allowed to go because of my immigration status.— be allowed to go because of my immigration status. but that was not resolved rrot — immigration status. but that was not resolved not because _ immigration status. but that was not resolved not because of— immigration status. but that was not resolved not because of the - resolved not because of the government but because a solicitor it had run away with the money and not processed it as they said they wear. exactly. you deal with child migrants yourself, tell me what do you think is the impact on them of being caught in the system? speaking from first hand _ being caught in the system? speaking from first hand experience _ being caught in the system? speaking from first hand experience and - being caught in the system? speaking from first hand experience and also i from first hand experience and also there are so many other children that i
and ifelt that deeply.o to university i found out i would not be allowed to go because of my immigration status. but be allowed to go because of my immigration status.— be allowed to go because of my immigration status. but that was not resolved rrot — immigration status. but that was not resolved not because _ immigration status. but that was not resolved not because of— immigration status. but that was not resolved not because of the - resolved not because of the government but because...
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and ifelt like i was really treated differently. better training for health care staff and more personalised care, although they point out ongoing staffing shortages make that goal much harder. we know that this has been a problem for more than 20 years. experts who appeared before the committee argue action is long overdue. so this is an unacceptable disparity. we clearly need action, but action needs to be at a local level. we need to evaluate the results of the action we're doing. and to do that, we need real—time, lifetime data on complications in pregnancy for women from all different ethnic groups. the department of health said it had invested £165 million in the maternity workforce in the last two years. nhs england acknowledges there is more to be done, and said it would review the report. naomi grimley, bbc news. apple's chief executive tim cook has launched the company's first retail store in india. he was presented with a vintage mac at the store's opening in the financial capital mumbai, where people from across india ca
and ifelt like i was really treated differently. better training for health care staff and more personalised care, although they point out ongoing staffing shortages make that goal much harder. we know that this has been a problem for more than 20 years. experts who appeared before the committee argue action is long overdue. so this is an unacceptable disparity. we clearly need action, but action needs to be at a local level. we need to evaluate the results of the action we're doing. and to do...
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ifelt like it was the beginning for me of understanding and there would be some healing coming $0011.tioned you were public about it and you were working with people and wanted to thank them for their help. was there a time where you needed that to be private and that you needed to get your own head around it before you took that step or was it all a natural process? you know, i thought when i got the diagnosis of ms and the doctor, well meaning as he was to protect me because he knew that when people say they are unwell that there is a stigma with work and so, my doctor that had diagnosed me said, i would not tell people at work, i would not tell people because you really could get better, this could be the most the damage is and you can get better and you don't need that hanging over you and people talking about you and i thought, people have been talking about me all the time and sometimes unfortunately i had given them things to talk about that were my responsibility. and so i said ok, i did not feel an overwhelming need to share, i just wanted to start feeling better. but when i
ifelt like it was the beginning for me of understanding and there would be some healing coming $0011.tioned you were public about it and you were working with people and wanted to thank them for their help. was there a time where you needed that to be private and that you needed to get your own head around it before you took that step or was it all a natural process? you know, i thought when i got the diagnosis of ms and the doctor, well meaning as he was to protect me because he knew that when...
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i looked at my colleagues around me and ifelt i was slightly more politically aware that some of themi'm on the inside, i can nudge slightly and temper some of the worst excesses of what i saw. did you manage to? did you manage to nudge xinhua in one direction or another? it sounds like a hard organisation to nudge. well, i got fired twice, so that's probably the answer. well, sean haines, you have joined us, and we're also joined by howard zhang and yuan yang. let's also bring injoshua kurlantzick, the author of beijing's global media offensive: china's uneven campaign to influence asia and the world. thank you very much indeed forjoining our discussion. i'm wondering if you can help me assess where this has worked best, because i note that even in the title of your book you say china's campaign is uneven. so where has it worked and where has it struggled? well, i think it has worked well in taking over chinese—language media virtually all over the world, including in the uk, canada and many other places where there is almost no independent chinese—language media left, either through
i looked at my colleagues around me and ifelt i was slightly more politically aware that some of themi'm on the inside, i can nudge slightly and temper some of the worst excesses of what i saw. did you manage to? did you manage to nudge xinhua in one direction or another? it sounds like a hard organisation to nudge. well, i got fired twice, so that's probably the answer. well, sean haines, you have joined us, and we're also joined by howard zhang and yuan yang. let's also bring injoshua...
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there was his wonderful creation, dame edna, and he would say as dame edna's manager, ifelt like i wass looking at her in the wings, saying that was a clever line, aren't you brilliant? of course, it was him! it was dame edna who had the incredible ability to elevate and annihilate at the same time. for example, when she had michael bolton on the programme, and she said, well, aren't you a success, you had had nine hits this year? and then she said, on your website! then there was her cultural cachet, sir les, who was brilliant at naming the herds of elephants in the room. then there was sandy stone, a very poignant character, and then the real barry, the man behind the mask, who was so erudite. les patterson spot erudite to some kind of glue, but barry was such an intellectual. he collected books, he has over 50,000 books, his shelves were always growing. he was an art collector, incredibly intellectual. also, as a friend, the most loving, loyal, kind person. his charm was more disarming than a un peacekeeping force. so witty. when he could come round for dinner it was the wimbledon o
there was his wonderful creation, dame edna, and he would say as dame edna's manager, ifelt like i wass looking at her in the wings, saying that was a clever line, aren't you brilliant? of course, it was him! it was dame edna who had the incredible ability to elevate and annihilate at the same time. for example, when she had michael bolton on the programme, and she said, well, aren't you a success, you had had nine hits this year? and then she said, on your website! then there was her cultural...
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time to try something new and i also had never bet on myself and done something entrepreneurial, and ifelte setting my own terms, in a way, and using the experiences i had, so i was giving it a shot, ijust started, really. it's going to be amazing. is it frightening, stepping out on your own? it is, it is — but, again, you are caught by the community that you have come to know and you can reach out and call and get advice, and it is frightening, but it is also... exciting! ..it�*s a time in my life i think where, you know, it's ok to shake it up a little bit. stephanie, i know you went as far as selling your house to start your own company. idid. crazily enough. i did not know that. i would not do that again. i started producing because if you're at the studio, it is a slog — i was there for a decade — but i think it was 20 years ago — yes, 20 years ago this year — that i formed homegrown pictures and just decided to bet on myself. ijust thought, "i don't want to support somebody else's "vision". it was basically that. after boyz n the hood, many years later, i went tojohn with another scr
time to try something new and i also had never bet on myself and done something entrepreneurial, and ifelte setting my own terms, in a way, and using the experiences i had, so i was giving it a shot, ijust started, really. it's going to be amazing. is it frightening, stepping out on your own? it is, it is — but, again, you are caught by the community that you have come to know and you can reach out and call and get advice, and it is frightening, but it is also... exciting! ..it�*s a time in...
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when i gonna give un- ifelt— this can happen. when i gonna give up. i felt there _ this can happen.actually notjust something happening here. this is actually not just history, it is— is actually not just history, it is now _ is actually not 'ust history, it is now._ is actually not 'ust history, it is now. ~ �* ., ., , ., it is now. we're going to start this report — it is now. we're going to start this report right _ it is now. we're going to start this report right from - it is now. we're going to start this report right from the - this report right from the start, to set the scene. for one teenager, it was an important day in more ways than one. it important day in more ways than one. , , , ., ., one. it is my birthday for a start, one. it is my birthday for a start. 18 — one. it is my birthday for a start. 18 on _ one. it is my birthday for a start, 18 on friday's - start, 18 on friday's referendum which means i can evade. it is my first vote and ijust finish the evade. it is my first vote and i just finish the a level today. that flash i can vote. it felt like a distant thing.
when i gonna give un- ifelt— this can happen. when i gonna give up. i felt there _ this can happen.actually notjust something happening here. this is actually not just history, it is— is actually not just history, it is now _ is actually not 'ust history, it is now._ is actually not 'ust history, it is now. ~ �* ., ., , ., it is now. we're going to start this report — it is now. we're going to start this report right _ it is now. we're going to start this report right from - it is now....
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now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back, mr wall coverage of his journey as the secret service escorted him to new york. camera and news helicopters captured every moment from mar—a—lago past a street of supporters cheering him on, to his flight on his private boeing 757 aircraft into laguardia airport. as trump was taking off, officials in new york held a press conference with this warning to anyone planning to protest. while there may be some rabble rousers thinking about coming to our city tomorrow, our message is clear and simple — control yourselves. new york city is our home, not a playground for your misplaced anger. it's here in this courthouse where donald trump will answer to the criminal charges against him, notjust as a defendant, but a presidential hopeful. 2024 may feel like a long way off, but the dynamics of this case are already shaping the race for the white house. nada tawfik, bbc news, new york. let's go live to new york and talk to our correspondent, michelle fleury. sta rt start the middle of the night tho
now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back, mr wall coverage of his journey as the secret service escorted him to new york. camera and news helicopters captured every moment from mar—a—lago past a street of supporters cheering him on, to his flight on his private boeing 757 aircraft into laguardia airport. as trump was taking off, officials in new york held a press conference with this warning to anyone planning to protest. while there...
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could recruit i felt with the people here, the recruitment team, and all the people that helped us, ifeltce already, before you came here, you've had some players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going to be next year, you're only allowed so many. i think it always depends. if i would've been a division below the championship, or even a division above the championship, it wouldn't have been a similar type of of players i would have scouted over the couple of years i was in coaching. but the championship isjust very similar to the belgian first division where i was in terms of budget and in terms of players we can afford, and we can look out for. so it was just literally, it was a different club, a different name, but it was very similar in terms of scale so i didn't have to throw everything away when i came here. what is the perfect way of playing on the vincent kompany side. what would be your ideal sort of way to play if you are given a blank canvas to go on? it's a statement that i made on day one, i want to score goals. used quite a lot, haven't you? just one. i'm a former defend
could recruit i felt with the people here, the recruitment team, and all the people that helped us, ifeltce already, before you came here, you've had some players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going to be next year, you're only allowed so many. i think it always depends. if i would've been a division below the championship, or even a division above the championship, it wouldn't have been a similar type of of players i would have scouted over the couple of years i was in coaching. but...
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i looked at the squad, looked at the fixtures, and ifelt the squad, looked at the fixtures, and i feltere points there to be won. there were points there to be won. there were points there to grab where we could actually climb out of the bottom three. ., ., actually climb out of the bottom three. . ., ., j , actually climb out of the bottom three. . ., ., , three. here are all saturday's games in the premier— three. here are all saturday's games in the premier league. _ three. here are all saturday's games in the premier league. frank - three. here are all saturday's games. in the premier league. frank lampard still looking for when. they are at home to brighton. they play like spurs move back into the top four, at least for 2a hours, with a win over bournemouth. city would cut arsenal's lead to three points if they beat leicester. gunners are playing on sunday. it's the 175th running of the grand national later. there is increased security at the course after the threat of protests by animal rights groups. 33—year—old woman was arrested on suspicion of conspiracy to cause a public nui
i looked at the squad, looked at the fixtures, and ifelt the squad, looked at the fixtures, and i feltere points there to be won. there were points there to be won. there were points there to grab where we could actually climb out of the bottom three. ., ., actually climb out of the bottom three. . ., ., j , actually climb out of the bottom three. . ., ., , three. here are all saturday's games in the premier— three. here are all saturday's games in the premier league. _ three. here are all...
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i blamed myself, ifelt so stupid. i blamed myself, i felt so stuid. , . stupid.pid. sammy and her son struggled alone with - stupid. sammy and her son struggled alone with the i struggled alone with the difficult emotions. it is only now years later that she is discovering we're not the only ones. ., , ., , ones. you question everything about yourself, _ ones. you question everything about yourself, looking - ones. you question everything about yourself, looking in i ones. you question everything about yourself, looking in the | about yourself, looking in the mirror like i could see the man who raped my mother looking back at me. who raped my mother looking back at me— back at me. neil grew up adopted- _ back at me. neil grew up adopted. the _ back at me. neil grew up adopted. the birth i back at me. neil grew up. adopted. the birth mother back at me. neil grew up i adopted. the birth mother was raped by a stranger in a park and that's how meal was born. finding out what the gut—wrenching moment. finding out what the gut-wrenching moment. finding out what the aau
i blamed myself, ifelt so stupid. i blamed myself, i felt so stuid. , . stupid.pid. sammy and her son struggled alone with - stupid. sammy and her son struggled alone with the i struggled alone with the difficult emotions. it is only now years later that she is discovering we're not the only ones. ., , ., , ones. you question everything about yourself, _ ones. you question everything about yourself, looking - ones. you question everything about yourself, looking in i ones. you question...
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now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back.lso this lunchtime... the social media giant tiktok fined more than £12 million for failing to protect the privacy of children in the uk.
now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back.lso this lunchtime... the social media giant tiktok fined more than £12 million for failing to protect the privacy of children in the uk.
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ifelt when he the best start in life —— i a parent.oney. it doesn't matter how good you are you — money. it doesn't matter how good you are. you can be brilliant but if you are. you can be brilliant but if you haven't — you are. you can be brilliant but if you haven't got the funds or the backing — you haven't got the funds or the backing you willjust get lost in that sport. backing you will 'ust get lost in that sport._ that sport. journey like this obviously — that sport. journey like this obviously needs _ that sport. journey like this obviously needs help. - that sport. journey like this| obviously needs help. there that sport. journey like this i obviously needs help. there is that sport. journey like this - obviously needs help. there is no way without — obviously needs help. there is no way without the _ obviously needs help. there is no way without the help _ obviously needs help. there is no way without the help of _ obviously needs help. there is no way without the help of others i obviously needs help. there is no. way witho
ifelt when he the best start in life —— i a parent.oney. it doesn't matter how good you are you — money. it doesn't matter how good you are. you can be brilliant but if you are. you can be brilliant but if you haven't — you are. you can be brilliant but if you haven't got the funds or the backing — you haven't got the funds or the backing you willjust get lost in that sport. backing you will 'ust get lost in that sport._ that sport. journey like this obviously — that sport. journey...
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it was hugely interesting and very inspiring, and i interesting and very inspiring, and ifelt _ interestinghat a really bold and brave question— what a really bold and brave question the european space agency were asking, to see if they could -et were asking, to see if they could get someone with physical debility to train_ get someone with physical debility to train forand get someone with physical debility to train for and live and work in space — to train for and live and work in sace. , ., , to train for and live and work in sace. , space. john, it 'ust looks so cool actually and — space. john, it 'ust looks so cool actually and l — space. john, itjust looks so cool actually and i think— space. john, itjust looks so cool actually and i think it _ space. john, itjust looks so cool actually and i think it is - space. john, itjust looks so cool actually and i think it is because| actually and i think it is because even from when you are young, i mean every child wants to experience this exact thing you have just gone through. tell is a bit more about what it was like and how long it take t
it was hugely interesting and very inspiring, and i interesting and very inspiring, and ifelt _ interestinghat a really bold and brave question— what a really bold and brave question the european space agency were asking, to see if they could -et were asking, to see if they could get someone with physical debility to train_ get someone with physical debility to train forand get someone with physical debility to train for and live and work in space — to train for and live and work in sace. ,...
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wrong decisions, but i felt with the people, the recruitment team and all the people that helped us, ifeltyers. did you have a lot of that _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in place _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in place already, - the right players. did you have a l lot of that in place already, before you came here, you've had some players on your radar?— you came here, you've had some players on your radar?- sol players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's _ players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going _ players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going to _ players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going to be - players on your radar? yeah. so whatever it's going to be next . players on your radar? iaai. so whatever it's going to be next year, you're only allowed so many. if i would've been a division below the championship, or even a division above the championship, it wouldn't have been a similar type of place i would have scouted over the couple of years i was in coaching. but the champi
wrong decisions, but i felt with the people, the recruitment team and all the people that helped us, ifeltyers. did you have a lot of that _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in place _ the right players. did you have a lot of that in place already, - the right players. did you have a l lot of that in place already, before you came here, you've had some players on your radar?— you came here, you've had some players on your radar?-...
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ifelt menopause, when i had my two hysterectomies.g to talk about, and i kind of want to alcohol as a form of comfort and that became something of a habit and then i got addicted to alcohol. it didn'tjust happen overnight. it wasn't like one day i woke up and i was addicted to alcohol, it was a slow process. then i was like that gentleman in the film, i was dependent on alcohol and i needed to drink it to survive. i just had to have it. did lockdown make it worse? it just had to have it. did lockdown make it worse? it definitely made it more accessible _ make it worse? it definitely made it more accessible and _ make it worse? it definitely made it more accessible and i _ make it worse? it definitely made it more accessible and i suppose - more accessible and i suppose everybody was doing it will stop you know, the statistics don't surprise me, unfortunately. a lot of my friends, peers around me, were drinking more because we were in a kind of unknown and it was comforting and it was something we could do outside. now people are seein
ifelt menopause, when i had my two hysterectomies.g to talk about, and i kind of want to alcohol as a form of comfort and that became something of a habit and then i got addicted to alcohol. it didn'tjust happen overnight. it wasn't like one day i woke up and i was addicted to alcohol, it was a slow process. then i was like that gentleman in the film, i was dependent on alcohol and i needed to drink it to survive. i just had to have it. did lockdown make it worse? it just had to have it. did...
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time to try something new, they also had never bet on myself and done something entrepreneurial, and ifelti am giving it a shot, ijust started really. i5 giving it a shot, i 'ust started reallyi started really. is a frightening - started really. is a i frightening stepping started really. is a - frightening stepping out on your own? it frightening stepping out on your own?— frightening stepping out on ourown? , , ., ., your own? it is, but again you are caught — your own? it is, but again you are caught by _ your own? it is, but again you are caught by the _ your own? it is, but again you are caught by the communityl are caught by the community that you have come to know and you can reach out and call and get advice, and yes it is frightening, but it is also exciting, it's a time in my life i think it's ok to shake it up a little bit.— it up a little bit. stefanie i know you _ it up a little bit. stefanie i know you went _ it up a little bit. stefanie i know you went as - it up a little bit. stefanie i know you went as far - it up a little bit. stefanie i know you went as far as i it up a
time to try something new, they also had never bet on myself and done something entrepreneurial, and ifelti am giving it a shot, ijust started really. i5 giving it a shot, i 'ust started reallyi started really. is a frightening - started really. is a i frightening stepping started really. is a - frightening stepping out on your own? it frightening stepping out on your own?— frightening stepping out on ourown? , , ., ., your own? it is, but again you are caught — your own? it is, but again...
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my coach told me what score i would need to come first, so i was hoping and praying, ifelt butterfliesand i was like, "please be higher than that score," when it started coming up, i got watery eyes, like, "oh my god, i did it." i was literally so happy. so a gold for gadirova — and there could be more to come this weekend. former world champion beth tweddle is part of the bbc�*s commentary team she's grown massively over the last couple years, we saw her rise to the stage back at the olympics in tokyo. every competition she does, she's taking that experience — but she's a natural performer, she loves competing and performing. we knew she could do it. that competing and performing. we knew she could do it.— she could do it. that ankle in'ury, she's she could do it. that ankle in'ury, she-s worked i she could do it. that ankle in'ury, she's worked really i she could do it. that ankle in'ury, she's worked really hard h she could do it. that ankle in'ury, she's worked really hard at h she could do it. that ankle injury, l she's worked really hard at that, at 18 years old how much work as
my coach told me what score i would need to come first, so i was hoping and praying, ifelt butterfliesand i was like, "please be higher than that score," when it started coming up, i got watery eyes, like, "oh my god, i did it." i was literally so happy. so a gold for gadirova — and there could be more to come this weekend. former world champion beth tweddle is part of the bbc�*s commentary team she's grown massively over the last couple years, we saw her rise to the...
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grades on some give me a phone call and said we would like you to stand as president of yorkshire, ifeltd it was like, is this for real?— like, is this for real? jane was ca tain like, is this for real? jane was captain of— like, is this for real? jane was captain of yorkshire _ like, is this for real? jane was captain of yorkshire and - like, is this for real? jane was i captain of yorkshire and england like, is this for real? jane was - captain of yorkshire and england had spent her whole career in sports as a coach, teacher and performance director. it was your dad who got you into cricket, wasn't it? what would he say seen you as president? the one regret i had when i was running was that my dad wasn't alive and it may be said because he would be good progress made in yorkshire absolutely the proudest man in yorkshire. the reason we paid is because dad made cricket and mum made the sandwiches because that seems more fun, can we play? yorkshire has work to do to rebuild its repetition after that as he and rafiq sando. i asked jen what she felt watching on. ads, rafiq sando. i asked je
grades on some give me a phone call and said we would like you to stand as president of yorkshire, ifeltd it was like, is this for real?— like, is this for real? jane was ca tain like, is this for real? jane was captain of— like, is this for real? jane was captain of yorkshire _ like, is this for real? jane was captain of yorkshire and - like, is this for real? jane was i captain of yorkshire and england like, is this for real? jane was - captain of yorkshire and england had spent her whole...
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and ifelt like i was really treated differently.t out today, the women and equalities committee says... mp suggests there needs to be better training for health care staff and more personalised care, although they point out ongoing staffing shortages make that goal much harder. we know that this has been a problem for more than 20 years. experts who appeared before the committee argue action is long overdue. so this is an unacceptable disparity. we clearly need action. that action needs to be at a local level. we need to evaluate the results of the action we're doing. and to do that, we need real—time, lifetime data on complications in pregnancy for women from all different ethnic groups. the department of health said it had invested £165 million in the maternity workforce in the last two years. nhs england acknowledges there is more to be done, and said it would review the report. naomi grimley, bbc news. the eu's ambassador in sudan has been assaulted at his home in khartoum, where rival military factions have been fighting for co
and ifelt like i was really treated differently.t out today, the women and equalities committee says... mp suggests there needs to be better training for health care staff and more personalised care, although they point out ongoing staffing shortages make that goal much harder. we know that this has been a problem for more than 20 years. experts who appeared before the committee argue action is long overdue. so this is an unacceptable disparity. we clearly need action. that action needs to be...
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now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back, mrls aired wall to wall coverage of his journey as the secret service escorted him to new york. camera and news helicopters captured every moment from mar a lago past a street of supporters cheering him on, to his flight on his private boeing 757 aircraft into laguardia airport. as trump was taking off, officials in new york held a press conference with this warning to anyone planning to protest. while there may be some rabble rousers thinking about coming to our city tomorrow, our message is clear and simple — control yourselves. new york city is our home, not a playground for your misplaced anger. it's here in this courthouse where donald trump will answer to the criminal charges against him, notjust as a defendant, but a presidential hopeful. 2024 may feel like a long way off, but the dynamics of this case are already shaping the race for the white house. nada tawfik, bbc news, new york. we're joined now by our north america correspondent michelle fleury, who's in new york. michelle,
now he's in peril, he's being persecuted, ifelt i had to come in to let him know i got your back, mrls aired wall to wall coverage of his journey as the secret service escorted him to new york. camera and news helicopters captured every moment from mar a lago past a street of supporters cheering him on, to his flight on his private boeing 757 aircraft into laguardia airport. as trump was taking off, officials in new york held a press conference with this warning to anyone planning to protest....
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that if— question, what i would rather do,ifelt that if i— question, what i would rather do, felt thatted to retain that..it was never- it. and i just wanted to retain that. it was never and it was that. so it was never and it was never political— that. so it was never and it was never political for— that. so it was never and it was never political for me. it was bweb— never political for me. it was web-eb— never political for me. it was baeb-eb beve— never political for me. it was just of love, country, just love of love, of country, bewe — just love of love, of country, bewe-wnebe- just love of love, of country, love whole country. just love of love, of country,- love -whole country. you love of the whole country. you sabe— love of the whole country. you babe-seme— love of the whole country. you said .some-some- love of the whole country. you said some some people said it. some people some people didn't like you for saying it. but then in referendums, as i know, tend rise. know, tensions do tend to rise. archaeology. neil you studied archaeology. are, you know, archaeology. neil you
that if— question, what i would rather do,ifelt that if i— question, what i would rather do, felt thatted to retain that..it was never- it. and i just wanted to retain that. it was never and it was that. so it was never and it was never political— that. so it was never and it was never political for— that. so it was never and it was never political for me. it was bweb— never political for me. it was web-eb— never political for me. it was baeb-eb beve— never political for me. it...
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that if— question, what i would rather do,ifelt that if i— question, what i would rather do, felt thatwanted to retain bnab. se— it. and i just wanted to retain bnab. selwae— it. and i just wanted to retain that. so was never and it was that. so it was never and it was never political— that. so it was never and it was never political for— that. so it was never and it was never political for me. it was bweb— never political for me. it was baeb beve— never political for me. it was bweb bewe eb— never political for me. it was just love of country, just love of love, of country, bewe — just love of love, of country, bee-wnebe- just love of love, of country, love whole country. just love of love, of country,- love -whole country. you love of the whole country. you sabe— love of the whole country. you eabe be.— love of the whole country. you eabe bb-beebbe- love of the whole country. you said it.-people some. love of the whole country. you said it. people some people said it. some people some people didn't you for saying it. didn't like you for saying it. but then in referendums, as i know,
that if— question, what i would rather do,ifelt that if i— question, what i would rather do, felt thatwanted to retain bnab. se— it. and i just wanted to retain bnab. selwae— it. and i just wanted to retain that. so was never and it was that. so it was never and it was never political— that. so it was never and it was never political for— that. so it was never and it was never political for me. it was bweb— never political for me. it was baeb beve— never political for me. it was...
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ifelt i needed dark period which was quite distressing. his family. we were the most important thing to him, he was a barrister so he was always in a suit, love going to the library, just a good guy, amazing man. library, 'ust a good guy, amazing man. . . . library, 'ust a good guy, amazing man. , , . ., ., man. this picture, he loved a certain book _ man. this picture, he loved a certain book shop _ man. this picture, he loved a certain book shop in - man. this picture, he loved a certain book shop in london, | man. this picture, he loved a - certain book shop in london, didn't he? this taken not long before he passed. he? this taken not long before he assed. . . . he? this taken not long before he assed. . . , ., , he? this taken not long before he assed. . ., .,, , . passed. that was the last picture we took together. _ passed. that was the last picture we took together, we _ passed. that was the last picture we took together, we had _ passed. that was the last picture we took together, we had no _ passed. that was the last picture we t
ifelt i needed dark period which was quite distressing. his family. we were the most important thing to him, he was a barrister so he was always in a suit, love going to the library, just a good guy, amazing man. library, 'ust a good guy, amazing man. . . . library, 'ust a good guy, amazing man. , , . ., ., man. this picture, he loved a certain book _ man. this picture, he loved a certain book shop _ man. this picture, he loved a certain book shop in - man. this picture, he loved a certain book...
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ifelt confident we could have done it, it didn't take much practice, actually.has a huge following on social media, there's a dichotomy that he's very popular on facebook and social media, but on television the companies are really up against him. why? n companies are really up against him. wh ? 4' companies are really up against him. wh 2 ~ �* , , companies are really up against him. wh ? 4' �* , , . why? i think there's 'ust so much competition. h why? i think there's 'ust so much competition, isn't _ why? i think there'sjust so much competition, isn't there? - why? i think there'sjust so much competition, isn't there? you'rel why? i think there'sjust so much i competition, isn't there? you're up against streaming services, social media, games, gaming — that's the biggest of the lot, everyone's fighting for everyone's attention, so people just aren't watching television in the traditional way. i think what was very clever about our show is that dan and james said we were given this 12:30am time slot but they always maintained that we would make a show to watch
ifelt confident we could have done it, it didn't take much practice, actually.has a huge following on social media, there's a dichotomy that he's very popular on facebook and social media, but on television the companies are really up against him. why? n companies are really up against him. wh ? 4' companies are really up against him. wh 2 ~ �* , , companies are really up against him. wh ? 4' �* , , . why? i think there's 'ust so much competition. h why? i think there's 'ust so much...
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two that's in prison, i don't think that we would ever have got there, because it's not something ifeltimes are investigated, we're never seen as a group of people that should have justice. so everything that we've had, we've had to fight for and continue to fight. and, you know, i think for me all the time i kept thinking, you know, i did nothing wrong and nor did stephen, and that his death was something that it shocked... itjust shocked society in a way that they wanted to make sure. but it didn't. it didn't shock them. and that's why it took so long. do you think that things have changed subsequently — the death of george floyd, the black lives matter movement? do you think that social attitudes more broadly have changed? george floyd sort of opened people's eyes a little bit more than it was. i think black lives matter is what happened, that too made some changes. but if you look at it now, people are just sort of settled back into how they were. and so it's not on the agenda any more. stephen's father a while ago said that he had forgiven your son's killers, because he'd done so a
two that's in prison, i don't think that we would ever have got there, because it's not something ifeltimes are investigated, we're never seen as a group of people that should have justice. so everything that we've had, we've had to fight for and continue to fight. and, you know, i think for me all the time i kept thinking, you know, i did nothing wrong and nor did stephen, and that his death was something that it shocked... itjust shocked society in a way that they wanted to make sure. but it...
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ifelt contestants who were dancing were really good.end - was? take off my shirt. he almost worked. it didn't. at the end of. was? take off my shirt. he almost| worked. it didn't. at the end of the day, it might have been a risky kind of thing to do but i think it was entertaining. that is the main point. l entertaining. that is the main oint. ~' ., entertaining. that is the main oint. ~ ., ,, ., , point. i know some people know this and ou point. i know some people know this and you have — point. i know some people know this and you have spoken _ point. i know some people know this and you have spoken about - point. i know some people know this and you have spoken about it - point. i know some people know this and you have spoken about it before | and you have spoken about it before but we can see in that shot your blood sugar monitor on your arm. you have type one diabetes. lots of other people who have type one diabetes would probably look at you and think it is incredible you manage to control your condition, do thejob you do. how m
ifelt contestants who were dancing were really good.end - was? take off my shirt. he almost worked. it didn't. at the end of. was? take off my shirt. he almost| worked. it didn't. at the end of the day, it might have been a risky kind of thing to do but i think it was entertaining. that is the main point. l entertaining. that is the main oint. ~' ., entertaining. that is the main oint. ~ ., ,, ., , point. i know some people know this and ou point. i know some people know this and you have —...
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ifelt the breakthrough, which was not guaranteed time, but i felt once people got the agreement theycal environment by this time. there are still tensions and difficulties. i think the path we have taken over the past years was the correct path and that northern ireland and ireland as a whole are much better places today than 25 years ago. thank you. you're watching breakfast. we have sharp suits, scooters, motorbikes and fights — more than 40 years after quadrophenia burst into uk cinemas, it's been officially honoured in brighton. i like the sharp suits. dressed for the occasion. time for the news, travel and weather where you are. hello, good morning from bbc london, i'm luxmy gopal. lawyers representing a group of more than 900 people affected by the fire at grenfell tower say a compensation settlement has been agreed. the amount each person will receve will vary "according to their specific circumstances". 72 people died in the fire injune 2017. a job applicant says he's received a "disingenuous and lacklustre" apology from the ritz hotel — after he was told that "afro—style hai
ifelt the breakthrough, which was not guaranteed time, but i felt once people got the agreement theycal environment by this time. there are still tensions and difficulties. i think the path we have taken over the past years was the correct path and that northern ireland and ireland as a whole are much better places today than 25 years ago. thank you. you're watching breakfast. we have sharp suits, scooters, motorbikes and fights — more than 40 years after quadrophenia burst into uk cinemas,...
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my coach told me what score i would need to come first, so i was hoping and praying and ifelt butterflies brink of defeat in their billiejean king cup qualifier against france in coventry. katie boulter lost a tight three—setter against caroline garcia, harriet dart lost in straight sets to alize cornet, but that doesn't tell the whole story. every single one of the five sets played was decided by a tie break. there are two more singles and a doubles to come today. ryan snell was just three years old when he needed a kidney transplant. luckily his mum was a match and her donations saved his life. he is now 18 and an athlete. he's representing great britain at the world transplant games this weekend in perth, australia. after a successful british championships, where he took four titles, he's excited to be competing in a range of events. times and distances that i definitely want to go for. looking back on the british and their success that i got from there, of the four gold medals, i am striving for hopefully more medals, but especially striving for some personal bests, quicker times, lon
my coach told me what score i would need to come first, so i was hoping and praying and ifelt butterflies brink of defeat in their billiejean king cup qualifier against france in coventry. katie boulter lost a tight three—setter against caroline garcia, harriet dart lost in straight sets to alize cornet, but that doesn't tell the whole story. every single one of the five sets played was decided by a tie break. there are two more singles and a doubles to come today. ryan snell was just three...