i reassured him, iheld him, noticed he was off.im, iam so noticed he was off. i reassured him, i held him, i am so glad noticed he was off. i reassured him, i held him, iam so glad i did. the next morning he dropped lily off at school, and later lily would tell me that he looked at her with really sad eyes. and then walked away from her. so that is hard. he went back to the house, he called the sheriff, and said" this is what they are about to do", and he walked out the door, took the gun with him and took his own life. he sent me a text, saidi his own life. he sent me a text, said i love you so very much, and i know by the time of death, he sent me that text as the very last thing he did. so i went to the house and iranian to the closet, and i saw the safe open, where the guns were, and i couldn't believe it. —— i ran in. i thought, there was another gun there, and i thought, can i catch 7 how there, and i thought, can i catch up? how fast does a soul travel, to please catch up and be with him?|j cannot please catch up and be with