ijust, i come here and process everything here. of like a place where you can, sort of, focus? yeah, it's a place where everybody understands what you are going through, you don't have to explain it, theyjust kind of know in their own way. there is a lot of them that say dad. what do you say to the girls when you are saying goodbye? be strong, the way i know that you are, i love you, iam here, connect with everyone, and heal. white middle—aged men have the fastest growing suicide rate in the us. i want to get behind the statistics and find out more about one of these men, one of these dads. after rick's death in texas in 2014, jenny came to montana to build a new life. she remarried, and now there is a little baby brother for lilly and abby. it is a beautiful picture, isn't it? they look quite a lot younger! yes, they look different. what was he like when you met him? he was teaching in the same high school that i was teaching, and i was like, ooh, who is that? who's that chap? right, and we started having coffee, and writing lette

live in the area, half a anything happen, ijust live in the area, halfa mile anything happen, ijustened and my boyfriend and i were just walking around in art general area, a couple of blocks away and we did not even know what was happening. he had no idea anything was happening. some people started texting us and asking if we were 0k and some people, everyone has to stay in their residence not go out in the area which i think has been cleared now. but it is just a really sad atmosphere for everyone in the city right now. what is the area like is like the pictures we see, a lot of security, but it is very residential, very beautiful area. what is it like? yes, it is a very peaceful area, it is a really safe area, andi peaceful area, it is a really safe area, and i think anyone, i don't think anyone would expect that to happen. a lot of universities around the area, campus lights and stuff like that, just a very peaceful area and not what were you would expect a violent act to happen in any way shape orform. violent act to happen in any way shape or form. would you know about the syn

ijust really wanted to help other people because ijust saw them in sucha other people because ijust saw them in such a terrible situation. and i just thought i'd get really help these people out. an inspiration, matt hampton there at the opening of the foundation's new centre. just over two years ago, danny kerry guided the british women s hockey team to their first olympic title and it was expected he would lead them into the next games in tokyo. in august, he switched to the men s team and he has his first official match in charge tomorrow evening. here's our olympic sports reporter nick hope. turns, scores! that is the golden goal! it became one of the most iconic moments of the rio olympics. the british women defeating favourites the netherlands to claim their first—ever olympic hockey gold medal. danny kerry masterminded the shoot out success. but two years on, he has abandoned thoughts of a title defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb man. defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb manlj defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb ma

i think ijust people who carried out the attack.t wanted people who carried out the attack. i think ijust wanted a little bit of adventure. and i got it. it is one of those things that had been ducking at me ever since i was a kid. i kind ofjust have that opportunity. i said i wanted to do the stuff they did on the recruiting videos. he said, that would be infantry, and i said yeah, why not. this is coming up on post— gator. there are marion —— there and madge and war collided with reality in a place called agro one. —— called al—dora. in 2007, the islamic state in its first incarnation was trying to seize this southern suburb of baghdad. the americans opposed them by putting an outpost right in the middle of al—dora market. as the insurgents did everything they could to dislodge the americans, cameraman mark mcauley and i embedded with them and witnessed the fight. time to rock ‘n‘ roll. coming out? them and witnessed the fight. time to rock 'n' roll. coming out? a couple of small firefights. machine—gun fire. couple of small firef

ijust cried in the corner.hide in the cupboard. england's eddie pepperell is still in the lead at the british masters golf, with just one round to play. he's been at the top of the leaderboard since the opening day and he fired a 71 today to move to nine under par, which kept him three shots clear of the field. the chasing pack includes another englishman, jordan smith, but matt wallace slipped back with a one—over—par round of 73. and it's been another good day for england's charley hull — she shares the lead after three rounds of the lpga event in south korea. a birdie at the last left her on 12—under—par, alongside the american danielle kang. hull is chasing a first win since the 2016 tour championship. roger federer is out of the shanghai masters after losing to borna coric in the semifinals. the world number two was beaten 6—4, 6—4 by coric, who also beat the 20—time grand slam champion in their last outing at halle in june. that means coric will play novak djokovic in the final. that is after he beat four

ijust could not manage financially andi ijust could not manage financially and i asked him to reduceou needed two months in arrears plus a deposit, around £5,000 just to move out and ijust did not have the money so i had no choice but to turn to social housing for some support. at one point you ended up sleeping in the car, you've lived in hostels, in accommodation that was totally inadequate. what can you not do in life when you do not have an address, when you do not have a fixed address, what are you shut out from? it shut you up from almost everything, you feel like you're in your own bubble, you cannot do normal things that you would do, just washing clothes or cooking a meal. television, things like that are completely out of the picture for the children. so it was a complete difference in routine. and we all had to adjust to that. also at the time my daughter had to apply for a secondary school but i did not know where we were going to be living and so i had to apply for all the different schools in different areas hoping that i would get somewhere that was going to be suitabl

isaid, ijust you accept the life and death. i was ready. i said, ijust thought it's my time.checked out assisted suicide. i did once earlier anyway. death is not a problem for me. i don't really mind leaving. i know a lot of people don't think that way, but i'm happy i do because... anyway, erwin said no. they said to erwin, you can live with one kidney. so erwin thought... so erwin said to the doctors, can i give her one of mine, something similar, i wasn't there and then he found out he doesn't need to kidneys so found out he doesn't need to kidneys so he came to me and said, tina, you don't have to make this decision now. i can give you one of my kidneys. i said, now. i can give you one of my kidneys. isaid, oh, owen owen, you're young, i'm already older. it's ok, you just get used to mean not being here. um, no, he didn't wa nt not being here. um, no, he didn't want that. then he talked me into him taking on one kidney. i said, no, i had to talk to the doctors. i talked to him about erwin and what would happen to him because he was still quite young. i did feel like i was

ijust i just like ijust like going fast i just like going fast and ijust like going fast and it is justis fun to think of what it can actually hold for you. 12-year-old sam loves the adrenaline rush of speedway. his bike can reach up to 60 miles an hour. already the british youth champion, he went into the 125 cc world final in france last month against riders with far more experience. he still came away with a silver medal. it goes up to 16 yea rs old a silver medal. it goes up to 16 years old so there were a lot of quys years old so there were a lot of guys bigger than me but i stood my ground and came second. i'm really happy with that. they go away as soon as happy with that. they go away as soon as the gate rises... the history of speedway goes back about 100 years and attracted big crowds in the post—war era of the late 40s and 50s known as the sport's golden age. but today, british speedway is not in the best of health. attendances have dwindled, clubs have folded, canada next generation of riders turned things around? sam certainly thinks so, he and brother harry potter the burg

ijust really wanted to help other people because ijust saw them in sucha other people because ijust sawt. an inspiration, matt hampton there at the opening of the foundation's new centre. just over two years ago, danny kerry guided the british women s hockey team to their first 0lympic title and it was expected he would lead them into the next games in tokyo. in august, he switched to the men s team and he has his first official match in charge tomorrow evening. here's our olympic sports reporter nick hope. turns, scores! that is the golden goal! it became one of the most iconic moments of the rio 0lympics. the british women defeating favourites the netherlands to claim their first—ever 0lympic hockey gold medal. danny kerry masterminded the shoot out success. but two years on, he has abandoned thoughts of a title defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb man. defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb manlj defence in tokyo and taken on an all new test with the gb man. i think

so the thought, of course, should ijust die, you know?hat crosses everybody‘s mind. maybe that's not true. it's crossed my mind. do i really need to still be here, type of thing. but i have never been that point where i consider myself at risk. seven months later, we were embedded again with the second platoon to see what had changed. we are pushing into dora, which is a district in the south of baghdad. we witnessed a remarkable transformation. they put up walls to shut out sectarian death squads, and a local militia, many former insurgents, were recruited to help keep the peace. it's like before, we go in, and it is like, oh, that's the americans here. now it is like hey, the americans are here, how you going? it was an extraordinary change. but for the a0 men deployed with britain, three had been killed, and more than a dozen wounded. it was hard won and these soldiers were not sure it had been worth it. no. not even close. it wasn't worth a single one of them. i know that the soldiers that we lost out here died for a reason. i'm not e

things that have happened to the windrush generation, the indefinite asylum detentions and so on, and ijust was a good dance, a really good way of demolishing boris. i don't trust you at all over austerity. rushie talking about austerity, immigration, a bitabout rushie talking about austerity, immigration, a bit about housing, while she deliberating —— deliberately mentioning those topics in her speech because there is an awareness that one day brexit will be over and we have to talk about domestic policies? the domestic agenda is the one and only subject. she made a good speech when she became prime minister. she talked about injustices in society and so forth. what made me laugh was that she thought that the missing skills can be provided for by people in britain who were now flock to the companies all those jobs. we know from the past the companies have asked to fill hospitalityjobs with local people and local people are not applying. to cut off immigrants from europe, it does not add up. she isa from europe, it does not add up. she is a little bit with her back against the wall. and als

and ijust said i can't do this. i can't do this.at the time, i was alone. a lone? it wasjust me living here. and one dog. —— alone. loneliness can bea and one dog. —— alone. loneliness can be a terrible pass muster. —— taskmaster. this can be a terrible city to live in. if you are not a competitive person, and i am not, it is not easy. americans like a winner. they do not like people who are not winners. all our lives we are not winners. all our lives we are given this false notion of security that we are supposed to be superhuman. i am superman, clark kent. i will rip off my shirt and i will have a cape plastered on my chest and i will save the free world. and of course we are not going to. most of us are just people like me. a lot of people in montana, they reach that same level of panic because they don't make enough money. there is a level of terror among people as they work harder and fall farther behind. i have noticed you have attached to an arm. what is this for? when you end a sentence with a semicolons, you're basically sa

so proud of everything we have achieved and i just love so proud of everything we have achieved and ijusthange the world a little bit for disabled people and people with serious injuries. whether plenty of messages for support format today. you achieved almost impossible, and what you have done in the last however many months or years has absolutely extraordinary. mike has been one of this project's big supporters. he had dark days of christmas were we almost lost him and he would not have seen this come to reality. whenever he is back and healthy over what to do is get out there and see people. rugby has a deep responsibility where injuries are too frequent to be ignored. it took £1 million to build the centre and yea rs of £1 million to build the centre and years of fundraising. matt is busy trying to find a way to build more of them. that's all from sportsday. coming up in a moment, the papers. hello and welcome to our look ahead to what the the papers will be bringing us tomorrow. with me are the author and columnist for the london evening standard, tony evans, and the author and jour

ijust want to reca ptu re being with us.apture top story, which is the news coming from the supreme court in pakistan, which has cleared the condemned christian asia bibi, who was sentenced to death in 2010, on what were quite knew at the time blasphemy laws that were in place in pakistan. so she has been facing the prospect of the death penalty for the last eight years. the mother of four, the supreme court has acquitted her. that has happened in the last hour. stay with us here on bbc news. hello there. if the cold weather isn't your thing, then you'll be glad to know by the end of the week, and certainly into the weekend, it'll be turning much milder, but also wetter and windier with it, too, so more on that injust a moment. this morning we're starting off again on quite a cold note for many areas. further west, though, we've got these weak weather fronts bringing more cloud, some spots of rain, so here a less cold start. for central and eastern areas, a fairly widespread frost. there'll also be a little bit of mist and f

ijust prayed to god.the huge waves hit the coast, this woman picked up two youngest children and ran. translation: we were running for our lives. the waves chased us and it was a race. it is like a bad dream, when is help going to arrive. when will the government pay attention to ask? they are turning to creative ways to get their plea for help out. her family has painted this line which says pray for a palu, we miss our home and we need help. in an attempt to try and get attention from passers—by. this town enters its fourth day without power and clean water, people are getting desperate. the city is almost out of petrol, the people queueing for hours for what little is left. there is no electricity, no communication, no gas. everyone is queueing for this and especially supplies of food are very limited. desperate people are now trying to salvage anything of worth from the debris and today there has been more looting as people take what they need. this was a building sharp, people have been coming in to

ijust play when i go to camp.london 2012 olympics. dina asher—smith famously went from kit—carrier to sprint champion. signing up as an admin assistant gave a young nekoda smythe—davis the opportunity to watch the judo in the exhibition centre six years ago — and that was enough to push her into taking her hobby seriously. after winning silver at last month's world championships, she has her eyes on tokyo 2020. here's her story. commentator: has she made a mistake? she's definitely in trouble. my goodness. she's got through to the final. it has definitely sunk in 110w. final. it has definitely sunk in now. it is a good feeling to back of my result from last year. i was really here and a contender. i definitely believe it now.|j really here and a contender. i definitely believe it now. i am up at the ceiling and i cannot come down. it was so good when she won that semifinal. it broke my heart. i'm still ona that semifinal. it broke my heart. i'm still on a high. i'm so proud of her. i got the opportunity to be a vo

couldn't shakeit for whatever reason, ijust couldn't shake it off.e always done that after gave a few days if we lost. bidding is parkour waited that happen, that happen. but it snowballs and zobel is a star daniel, and you start wondering if you can play at that level, good not to be at top, even if we won at the year before. it was— under the wire had them feelings for so long ijust couldn't shake off. i was really in that frame of mind for a good year, 18 months after that. leinster started their european champions cup title defence off to an impressive start with a 52—3 mauling of wasps. the leinster fans didn't have to wait long for the first try as sean cronin sprinted through the wasps‘ defence in the sixth minute. lei nster eventually scored eight tries as they crushed wasps and secured a winning bonus point; jack mcgrath —— leinster eventually scored eight tries as they crushed wasps and secured a winning bonus point — jack mcgrath was the last to cross the line for the champions. it's wasps's worst ever european defeat. england's charley hu

ijust can't believe it. he has done a lot for the club and they are nice people. us officials say the man accused of murdering 11 people in a synagogue in pittsburgh made statements about genocide during the assault. the city's mayor had this message for the community. we will be here to help you through this horrific episode. we will get through this darkest day, of pittsburgh's history, by working together. chancellor philip hammond, who will present his budget tomorrow, says an end to austerity depends on what kind of brexit deal the country gets. glenn hoddle is "responding well" to treatment after suffering a heart attack on saturday. a spokesman for the former england manager and player said he remains in a serious condition in hospital. the bbc has been told the owner of leicester city football club was on board the helicopter that crashed and burst into flames only minutes after taking off from the king power stadium last night. it's understood vichai srivaddhanaprabha had been flying home after watching his team play west ham. fans have visited the ground

the champions league, ijust for whatever reason cannot it off. i started kind of thinking negatively about the game. i should have done that, which i had always done after a game fora that, which i had always done after a game for a few days if we lost, beating yourself up, why did i do that? but it lasted longer and was no bawling and you start to down yourself and am i good enough to be at the very top, even though we had won the year before it was just developing. i blocked it out. i don't know why i had those feelings for so long. ijust could not shake it off, i could not snap out of it and probably i was in that frame of mind fora and probably i was in that frame of mind for a good year, maybe 18 months after that. rugby union's european champions cup got underway tonight and holders leinster began their title defence with a near perfect display over wasps in dublin. leinster scored 8 tries in all at the r05. sean cronin sprinting over for their first in the 6th minute. new zealanderjames lowe continued his fine form with two, and jack mcgra

so ijust want to wish you a good recovery.ive you the best wishes from man city. so, what does he make of it? "it's great, i'm so happy." he also said that he'd like to send you a signed shirt as well. "i can't wait to get better and wear it". in the city of sorrow, where they have lost so much... thank you. ..a smile goes a long way. further rail strikes are bringing disruption today as industrial action continues in the long—running dispute over the role of guards on trains. members of the rmt union on south western railway are staging a 48—hour walkout, and workers on northern are holding their seventh consecutive saturday stoppage. the president of the european commission, jean—claude juncker, has suggested the chances of a brexit deal have increased in recent days. in an interview published in three austrian newspapers, he said an agreement might be concluded in time for a special eu summit in november. he also reiterated his position that a no—deal scenario "would not be good" for either the uk or the eu. earlier i spoke

the champions league, ijust for whatever reason cannot it off. a game fora that, which i had always done after a game for a few days if we lost, beating yourself up, why did i do that? but it lasted longer and was no bawling and you start to down yourself and am i good enough to be at the very top, even though we had won the year before it was just developing. i blocked it out. i don't know why i had those feelings for so long. ijust could not shake it off, i could not snap out of it and probably i was in that frame of mind fora and probably i was in that frame of mind for a good year, maybe 18 months after that. rugby union's european champions cup got underway tonight and holders leinster began their title defence with a near perfect display over wasps in dublin. leinster scored 8 tries in all at the rds. sean cronin sprinting over for their first in the 6th minute. new zealanderjames lowe continued his fine form with two,

ijust act myself, i luckily got over. -- backed.t in slow motion for you? it happens really quick. i was just printing as fast as i could and i saw the full—back and my best to beat him. —— sprinting. and england have won the one and only t20 match in their series with sri lanka in colombo. jason roy top scored with 69 on their way to 187/8. jon denley, playing his first international in eight years, took four wickets as sri lanka were all out for 157. england won their one—day series and now have the test series to come. that's all the sport for now. now on bbc news, the film review. hello there, and welcome to the film review here on bbc news. and taking us through this week's cinema releases, we've got jason solomons. jason, what have you got for us this week? yes, ben. the great pretender freddie mercury brings glam rock to opera, to create bohemian rhapsody — a costumed gala through the highs and lows of queen. we follow the anguished face of one teenage girl as she experiences a dreadful massacre on utoya onjuly 22 in norway.

ijust hopefully, in their mind, take a 3—0 lead.ake a 3—0 lead. ijust wanted to give you an idea of the kind of access that we are getting here. we can actually go in and take a look and said don't ask it for some of the stars will sit. it is quite incredible to be able to sit here and imagine that you're going to go out shortly and perhaps get the running home run. what you think my chances are? of the winning home run? pretty good. you look athletic. hey! ithink the winning home run? pretty good. you look athletic. hey! i think we should leave it there. thank you very much. i've got news for you, absolutely no chance. it's a bit dark there in the dugout. this metal there in boston for the world series. but for me and all the sports team here at the bbc sportscenter, good night. hello and welcome to our look ahead to what the the papers will be bringing us tomorrow. with me are the author and broadcaster natalie haynes and rob merrick, deputy political editor at the independent. welcome to both of you. many of tomorrow's front page

i was in the gym pretty much every day and i did not care if people could see my wires, ijust love thea silver medal. when i took the silver medal i could not believe it, i was like, oh no, and then, i'vejust come second at the european games! i was ina come second at the european games! i was in a field with world—class athletes, the best in the world. and i'm just a normal girl from derbyshire. it is not nice to know all my family were watching and i could make them proud because i would not be here without. five minutes before the ceremony i was thinking i cannot go on stage with 25 cameramen with their flashing lights. we got the doctor to stand by and thankfully it was brilliant. they told all the cameramen to turn off theirflashing they told all the cameramen to turn off their flashing lights. they told all the cameramen to turn off theirflashing lights. i do not know if many people noticed but that's something i have to to keep myself safe. the new commonwealth re cord myself safe. the new commonwealth record holder... it does not matter if you have epilepsy, you can do anything

ijust say arrogance as much as indifference.t to them as it is to the europeans. when you are playing than $10 million a week before and you have gone to a pretty long season, you really want to take a break. when you get to like the golf national this week, you can tell some of our players are pretty tired. i understand rose and back in in the same event, the differences they care. our players don't care. it's not arrogance but indifference. many thanks for joining it's not arrogance but indifference. many thanks forjoining us live from paris. it's the second round of champions league matches this week. manchester united started their european campaign with a comfortable 3—0 win away at young boys in switzeralnd, but since then, they've drawn against wolves, lost to derby in the league cup and went down 3—1 at west ham over the weekend. tenth with ten points from seven matches, it's their worst league start for 29 years. they are back in europe tomorrow night , facing valencia at old trafford. facing the media today, jose mouri

was my dream is a primary school kids to go to the olympics, i did not care which support it was, ijustpics, i did not care which support it was, ijust wanted to be a team gb athlete and represent my country. but skeleton is a strange sport, but i always loved it and picked up on it quickly. i did not find the skeleton until i was 18 or truthfully i can go into schools and say just enjoy truthfully i can go into schools and sayjust enjoy sport, it is meant to be fun. chase your dreams. do you feel that you've left the sport in a healthy position? i hope so, i think it isa healthy position? i hope so, i think it is a team effort and there are 22 other amazing skeleton athletes training now and ready to compete. and hopefully they will be on the podium in beijing, i have no doubt. it is all about inspiring women in sport, i want to be a voice for women in sport that had not necessarily had the fair opportunities and equal opportunities and equal opportunities that i have had. there are opportunities that i have had. there a re battles opportunities that i have had. there are battles with

ijust wonder how it plays.wn and play football but that may have an impact. as for the match, are we going to see an exhibition tonight? obviously the pitch plays a part in that. well, manchester city won last season very co mforta bly. manchester city won last season very comfortably. manchester city have got into their going this season but a victory would really help spurs andi a victory would really help spurs and i think from their point of view this is a chance to really kick their ossetian. a match that will have so much individual talent out there on the pitch. absolutely anything manchester city have a stronger squad. it will be interesting to see you start by them. but they were brilliant in the ukraine last week. the best performance of the season according to pep and i expect them just to carry on in the same vein of form. and harry kane at one end and aguero at the other. i think harry kane will play. i think he has had unfair criticism this season. scored plenty of goals. hasn't been at his best b

ijust can't believe it. he has done a lot for the club and they are nice people. chancellor philip hammond, who will present his budget tomorrow, says an end to austerity depends on what kind of brexit deal the country gets. if we get a good deal with the european union and the smooth exit, we will be able to show the uk people that the fruits of their hard work and now in sight. a man suspected of killing 11 people at a synagogue in pittsburgh has been charged with murder, president trump called the attack a "wicked act of mass murder". glenn hoddle, the former england manager is said to be "responding well" to treatment after collapsing yesterday on his 61st birthday. and nose to nose with with maori elder, the duke and duchess of sussex arrive in new zealand. big crowds came out to meet the royal couple as they began the final leg of their their commonwealth tour with a traditional greeting. the bbc has been told the owner of leicester city football club was on board the helicopter that crashed and burst into flames only minutes after taking off from the king p

now ijust want rid of it. and, you know...ghbours, and i love the house and everything, but it's become a rock around my neck. you know, you feel like you're sinking and you can't get up. and i can't have that no more. so you've got to sell? they've been paying well over the odds for a decade. so, we've done some work on your mortgage interest payments. you probably don't want to hear this. i do, i really do. if you'd had a competitive mortgage, this is what you might have been charged in interest. oh, really? and this is the difference. add that up, over ten years, £30,000. that would have made a difference. we wouldn't have been forced into taking on loans from family, borrowing from this, that and the other and struggling. for the last five years, we've struggled. i could have a day or two days off a week, i could have had a weekend. but you haven't had weekends? no, and it's outrageous. it is outrageous. i don't know how they've got away with it, to be honest with you. back in hinckley, rachel and adrian have also taken a

ijust wa nt to perhaps severe in the west. ijust want to focusing on the morning wind gusts.ere will be some morning sunshine around from northern ireland and ireland but gusts like this will bring some disruption, particularly with an impact on travel within places so check the situation near you heading out in the morning. it remains very windy, widespread gales to the north and west, outbreaks of rain, a pulse of that feeding northwards through wales questioning linda to scotland, dbjust click wales questioning linda to scotland, db just click the eastern side of northern ireland. technically it is still mild but stays dry with some sunshine, east anglia and the south—east, but it is windy but some in the uk it is very wet. friday evening, noticed this area brain sticking around, this weather front will continue to bring some rain into saturday as well across northern and western parts of the uk, so it is southern scotland, wales, western england that we will see that rain, and the rain totals mounting during saturday with particular concern when we have that amber warning

i'm not looking for vengeance or a life of crime, ijust hope to see my kids one day.nd, including members of the government here in the country's capital wellington, believe australia's deportation policy, separating families and exiling people is draconian and inhumane. the country's minister of justice, andrew little, is an outspoken critic. new zealanders, they don't like what they are seeing, they don't think it is right, they don't think it is fair. and they certainly want the government to be letting australia know what we think is right and wrong about this, and we are doing that. are you concerned that australia is breaching human rights? i think if you look at the international agreements, the un conventions that cover this sort of thing, i don't think that is consistent, and what is happening is consistent with those un conventions. new zealanders on average contribute a huge amount to australia, new zealanders go there to work hard and sometimes they play hard, and they expect their aussie cousins to give them a fair go. many are seeing that at the moment t

but now ijust ignore. ijust ignore. i tell the teacher. i don't fight any more. and what about you?the other building i used to get restrained so much. right. until that got knocked down and this one was made. and andrew, can you remember why you used to get cross and angry when you were in your old school? what do you think was going on? i wanted my own way. i never had anger issues, but any little thing, i used to just get angry. i didn't know why. but since i've come here, my behaviour has improved a lot. when i mean a lot, i mean a lot. yeah. brilliant. those children was amazing and so was the pru. let's speak to di harrill, she teaches phse at a school in gloucester and also works in numerous other schools across the county and to sarah murphy, she's the gloucester divisional secratary of the national education union. what do you think of this idea, sarah? i actually don't think it's going to be effective, we are very carefully the reasons for exclusions and that they are not simplistic. in gloucestershire, we have grammar schools and inclusive comprehensive schools. if this p

"now ijust want to recover his body for a proper burial in my hometown."oss in this city is incalculable. help is on the way now, it will be needed for a very long time. more than 70,000 people have been displaced as a result of the disaster, and thousands of them are now trying to leave the island, heading to the airport, which has been shut for commercial airlines until very recently. and the airport has become somewhat of a makeshift hospital. they want a way out. thousands flock to you hoping to be airlifted. five days on this woman and her family of 20 are still here, still waiting. she told me that they felt the tremors continued. she is worried another earthquake will come and won't go inside the terminal in case it collapses. and you can see why. inside walls have fallen, the building has buckled. it may not look like it, but this airport is still just about able to function, despite bricks falling from the wall, broken glass, entangled metal in the baggage hall. this is the only airport anywhere near the disaster zone, so it simply have to keep go

can ijust ask, because i want to get one more question in you.s towards your president, a president who stood up and mocked doctor ford's testimony? idid not and mocked doctor ford's testimony? i did not agree with that. he has a tendency to be fiery, as we heard today, at rallies. and a lot of that is campaign rhetoric. i do not believe that she deserved to be mocked. i do believe that the republican senators, all male senators, treated her with respect, felt that she should be heard, but also felt that the accused justice kavanaugh had a right to defend himself. did you change your mind about supporting a man like that, a man who makes a woman saying that she was sexually assaulted? not at all. no one is perfect. i think that women like myself are very concerned about feeding their families and are looking at a roaring economy and historic tax cuts in this country, andi historic tax cuts in this country, and i think that the fact that the democrats did leak doctor ford's letter, which was absolutely horrible, she surely it was not able to have

ijust don't think he has that cachet within his own community that way.erent sort of fame. so i don't think this does what president trump thinks it might. the south korean boyband bts is one of the world's most influential groups on social media. they've just finished a run of sold out concerts at london's 02 arena — and they're more than just a craze. their success has brought k—pop — south korean pop music — to a global audience, showcasing the country's unique culture. here's sophie van brugen. hey, london! meet bts, global pop superstars, and they sing almost exclusively in korean. the band have had a record—breaking year so far. they're the first k—pop band to break into the us and uk charts. this video, idol, was watched 45 million times in the first 2a hours, a new world record. they've even been asked to speak at the un. today, i am who i am with all of my faults and my mistakes. tomorrow, i might be a tiny bit wiser. it's the message of self empowerment to the fans and their relationship with them that's given them this global appeal. actually t

because ijust keep trying to put myself in the shoes of those two men who were in the capsule.o their decision—making, in seconds and split seconds, and how much are they really just relying on split seconds, and how much are they reallyjust relying on others back at control to make the crucial decisions7 at control to make the crucial decisions? well, actually it is more the computers on board itself. the soyuzis the computers on board itself. the soyuz is very automated during launch especially, most things happen automatically. there were a few steps that alexey had to take, and they commanded ballistic entry, abort the separation and getting the parachute out, almost types of things, the soyuz is mostly automated. —— all those types of things. search and rescue efforts in indonesia are coming to an end today following the devastating earthquake and tsunami. more than 2,000 people are known to have died and around 5,000 are still feared missing. we can bring you now the story of a man who survived notjust the palu tsunami, but also the one which struck in december 200a. you

for me, for us, we were working with the department of homeland security to evaluate, exit routes, ijust to our maintenance person because he was able to get out, the doors were easily open from the inside to allow him to get out of the building. it was a major focus working with thejewish federation, a security expert on what to do in an active shooter situation. active shooter training, we were working with the other synagogues on what to do if something horrific like this happened. who else have you talked to that was inside at the time of the shooting and what have they told you so far? the main person, one person that i did speak to that i knew really well, the maintenance person, one of the maintenance people there that has been there for 25 years, he's usually a very cool and collected person, he was shaken. he saw one of our congregants down and, but he knew that he was in the bathroom and was able to get out of the building again because these exit doors were working well and ijust can't tell you how thankful i am just to do that one piece of, one task of homeland security told

i'm not looking for vengeance or a life of crime, ijust hope to see my kids one day.mbers of the government here in the country's capital wellington, believe australia's deportation policy, separating families and exiling people is draconian and inhumane. the country's minister of justice, andrew little, is an outspoken critic. new zealanders, they don't like what they are seeing, they don't think it is right, they don't think it is fair. and they certainly want the government to be letting australia know what we think is right and wrong about this, and we are doing that. are you concerned that australia is breaching human rights? i think if you look at the international agreements, the un conventions that cover this sort of thing, i don't think that is consistent, and what is happening is consistent with those un conventions. new zealanders on average contribute a huge amount to australia, new zealanders go there to work hard and sometimes they play hard, and they expect their aussie cousins to give them a fair go. many are seeing that at the moment they are not gett

ijust prayed to god.the huge waves hit the coast, this woman picked up her two youngest children and ran. translation: we were running for our lives. the waves chasing us. it was a race between us and the waves. it's like a bad dream. when is help going to arrive, when will the government pay attention to us? they're turning to creative ways to get their plea for help out. herfamily has painted this sign. it says, "pray for palu, we miss our home and we need help", in an attempt to try and get attention from passers—by. this town entered its fourth day without power and clean water, people are getting desperate. the city is almost out of petrol, with people queueing for hours for what little is left. electricity, there's no signal for communications, and even, you know, gas... everyone's queueing for this, and especially supply of food, it's very limited, you know? desperate people are now trying to salvage anything of worth from the debris, and today, there has been more looting, as people take what they

ijust wanted to get another perspective on this.ven the mid—term elections, the postal bombs we they had recently? what is like being in america? it is america's game. the greatest game ever. it means everything. i know we need to win this world series. we have waited 30 years. you have waited a long time, pomor settlers dodgers. 30 years. in terms of america's country, could this be unifying? i hope so. baseball is a game of multi— culture. we have people all over the world to play baseball. but it is the only sport that brings people from japan, dominican republic, the only sport that brings people fromjapan, dominican republic, all over. it is the greatest game ever. the degree much, jon. can they do it? i hope so. it is nice and sunny. not like boston. two male penguins in australia have paired up as a same—sex couple and have successfully hatched a baby check. the proud parents are now taking turns to cater their new offspring. scientists say there is little difference to an opposite sex and same—sex rearing between penguins. t

a problem, but ijust don't want to hear the answer.t moment when you are told the news you don't want to hear? it is one of the hardest things you will face in your life. it will happen to hundreds of people today, not just told they happen to hundreds of people today, notjust told they have prostate cancer but other forms of cancer. you just have to push through it, really. it's a really numbing and shocking the moment, there's no two ways about it. the consolation is that the first days are the darkest days. if you just get through those, and if you have people around you, after that, you can start putting into context. it's not great, not by any means at all. it's a constant thing on your mind. but if you just get through that first week or so, it will get a little better. stephen fry made mention in his comments, bill, but the medical teams he encountered and the praise he is given to them. it's an important point you mentioned a moment ago. if you catch things early, as medical science means they can do remarkable things. i have b