plus, they no longer have a purpose,ike organizg an filming the resistance to assad. we try to take them in. >> among the compatriots' he has been looking after is actress and activist fadwa suliemon. in march, she managed to flee syria for paris. the ordeal has taken its toll. she worries about the fate of her family. these worries have left mental scar. she cannot sleep. she can hardly eat. grie or the countless deaths is deeply etched into her pacifist's sold. >> if i say today that i am against the use of weapons, people think i'm crazy. but arming the rebels led to the massacre by the assad regime. i was sure that assad would use it as an excuse to call them armed terrorists. putting weapons in the hands of the people was a license for assad to kill them. he claims the rebels on the syrian pacifists' but islamic terrorists, armed from outside. >> 18 months ago, when the rebellion was in its infancy, fadwa called for civil disobedience on the streets of homs. she became a heroine of the opposition and therefore a prominent target of the regime. she was forced into