had three in one engagement within the course of an hour i had a spontaneous cerebrospinal column ileak. i deal with that every single day. sundays are better than other -- some days are better than others. sundays i cannot even get out of bed. -- some days i cannot even get off of head. i have been dealing with this for the past six years. it is interested when i talked to under a psychologist who said the same thing. i would -- when i talked to a who said thegist same thing. i would not have known. sometimes i will drive to the grocery store, and a bad day i will forget where i was going. i will call my wife and say, what was i doing? where was i going? i still deal with it every day. tavis: this cannot make studying for your ph.d. you easy. how is that coming along? >> is coming. i just got my master's. i love the program. i was medically retired from the army. if you cannot serve the mission, get out of the way of the train. that is the army, so i was medicallretired. i wanted to make sure i was doing my best to serve the american society and soldiers, so i thought the best way woul