my name is ilya peretsky cybersportsman and my friends dmitry president of the russian cybersport federationme producer developer games teacher of the higher school of economics put likes everywhere on the tv set the button likes put likes see you very soon. this is a podcast of triggers, and with you again today we are sergey nana and tatyana krasnovskaya, psychologists and psychotherapist. hello and today in our studio marina tell us how you came to us. i had such a request literally. recently, i realized that i am not aware of my femininity, what is it. well, about the fact that i am a manager and i have such a more masculine character and how would my position me, as if obliging all the same to keep himself, and recently. i try to consider in myself a woman, only a woman that i will like, what should be there. and that's what literally recently, i hmm realized that i'm chasing, for some kind of some kind of pattern of this femininity, a generally accepted pattern. it must be some kind of vanilla femininity there, yes, there is a vanilla woman, there mimimi there, i don’t know, i hate it.