i broke down and said i can't do my job anymore, which i love, infan tri. i enjoyed my job and i said if i can't do my job i don't want to put the uniform on anymore. i'm going to retire out with what i have and be thankful what i was able to do. i'm still active with supporting, still counseling soldiers. if they call me up for an event i can make, die it, and i talk to my friends regularly. throughout the nation. matter of fact one guy -- two guys got hurt with me the day i got blown up and they went home with me, and ryan has since had a child and named is phoenix travis after me is that correct was cool. in the book, you can see that there is a nice letter written from the flight medics after i yelled at them. i was yelling really loud and making them take their helmets off. i told them to take care of my buys and they couldn't believe it, the situation i was in. i hope everybody buys the book, and check it out on travis milts.org. i am not going to-for-you to buy it but you should feel awful if you don't. i'm not an orthodox. buy it. i can see the time