. >> reporter: irena is sad and loany. strong is your dream to been the united states? >> translator: it is important to be in the united states for my children. they will go to school and learn english. >> reporter: all the trips, all the danger, it is all for the two kids. right? >> translator: they are everything to me. they will have a better life and won't suffer as much as me. >> reporter: giving up on the desperate journaey that begins n a cynical town, preying on immigrants, delivers the vulnerable into our kitchens, front yard, and yes, sometimes to that morgue where robin keeps the small memento thousands of the dead. >> they're kind of humble, intimate things. you know? so i try to treat this with, as much respect and dignity as i can. >> reporter: we note among the most popular items carried by immigrants, saint jude, the personal saint of lost causes. for "nightline," jim avila, along the arizona border. >> our thanks to jim avila and his producers. we'll be right back. 20 million men already have. ask your do