an arrow instead of the location of the body and another girl irina litvina she had a dream in whichshe did not find alive, held out to her in her palms, a luminous ball years later, it became clear to her. this orb was the gift of being able to see and feel more than others. even sometimes more doctors and modern medical devices found natalya a malignant brain tumor, but irina litvina confidently declared the diagnosis was wrong. however , the re-analysis confirmed the diagnosis of the doctors. irina again tells me, natalia says, well, you don’t have a wound no, you can argue, yes, with doctors and as a matter of fact with laboratory examinations. i go to chemotherapy, undergo chemotherapy in the hospital for the third time. tumor histology and a new verdict. it's not cancer anymore. it's already in your head. here i am again crying to irina. irina all this is the end, the end of my life. she says, natasha, well, she says, no, you don’t have cancer, do whatever you want with me. no , not cancer, not metastasis, and in the end. we went for the fourth time to the burdenko institute wh