and you were inside your home, being forced to read ishmael reed. >> yes. >> hinojosa: i love that image. so are you doing that to your son? are you, like, "no, no, no, no, no, you have to stay home and read the autobiography of malcolm x? >> yeah, but you know what? he's a lot more adept than i was and he's quicker. he's actually... he's a much quicker reader and, you know, he comprehends things a lot faster, i think, than i did and is mature in ways that i was not. i think that, in and of itself, is a problem. because i experienced a lot of failure early on, and i think it chastened me for life, and this kid is such a whiz that it doesn't register in the same way. so i worry about that-- i worry about him not experiencing failure till he's, like, 25 or something and how he'll react. >> hinojosa: and you write about the experience of being a black father that your own dad said, "you know what? those of us black fathers who are present in our children's lives are really heroes." we miss the opportunity to be seen as heroes. you wrote about-- i love this-- a movement of making all black m