jamie hart was sexually assaulted. did you start to think that these could be connected? . and that was primarily because with jamie, there was a boyfriend that may have been involved. and it was a romantic relationship that went wrong. it wasn't some random occurrence by a stranger. andrea canning: kristin was now living with overwhelming anxiety and dread, which she says manifested into dangerous behavior. kristin lancaster: instead of being afraid of everything, i became afraid of nothing. i just became completely risk-seeking. what kinds of things would you do? i think i started drinking heavily for a while after that. you know, i'd hop on the back of a stranger's motorcycle after he'd had three beers. and it took a long time to really get out of that hole. andrea canning: just as kristin was starting to turn a corner, her attacker was due in court on that misdemeanor charge. but nothing came of it. he didn't even show up. i'd done what i needed to do. and part of me just wanted to forget it ever happened. andrea canning: but she couldn't. kristin was about to walk rig