. >> jane an jackson can count one more award under hel after she was honored at the radio disney awardsa statue she got to take home. >> it's our honor to present janet jackson with the rdma impact award which from forward will be called the janet jackson impact award. >> wow! it's o thing to get the awardto tally different to get it named after you. accepting the honor janet her family and young fans who she says inspire and compact her every y. >> this morning it was a tearful and remorseful b rose andr speaking out telling her side of the story for the first time sincehe tweet abouttt jar she four days since the nounsment of goingad with the connors. the embattled actress says she g lost everyth in the weeks since the tweet went viral making herself a hate magnet. >> here is some of what she had to say. >> i havelack childre in my family. i can't -- i can't let them say these things about me after 30 years of my putting my family and my health and myd livelih at risk to stand up for people. i never -- i'm a lot of things and loud mouth and all that stuff but i'm not stupid for god's