he met janet livingston who was the daughter of a patriot family in the hudson valley and married her they bought a farm she wanted to have children in he did not. for the happiness cannot last to describe melancholy that was the word in the 18th century for depression. whether his war experiences that we have seen or done but it is easy to see him to carry this burden through his life in felt his duty to enlist again even though it's really been here terriers were in the revolutionary war broke out. he was made a brigadier general with the first offense is expedition the of the continental army in the he knew he would face the same our reach up to review years earlier than write actually face in battle some of their comrades because the opposing general was someone he has served with. to say i thought the world was mandaean to know when a witness. -- it is. she was worried about him and he wrote back these winding letters i cannot take get. but the remains of the division's of family members , led a spouse cannot understand what they're going through and they become isolated. of the