oh, janine elaina mentioned there the, the difficulty and how that has affected her for work. do you feel the same? do you feel as though it has paralyzed your creativity somehow or, or, i don't know, maybe the other way around. you feel more inspire to document this moment. i do feel a lot more inspired, i think because i have a duty here in the diaspora. so we got for folks, i've also been a really busy trying to organize around making sure that a ceasefire does happen. and kind of center the demands of those in the headset or because of the, you know, the, i am still like privilege and the sense that i'm not being bombarded. mm hm. i, i am very touched that you, you are all talking about this, this idea of being the voice for others, right? because there are voices in colorado right now being silenced, as you mentioned, like for example, that of poets and novelist. he bought a bu nazzo, whose last post on x actually read gauze as night is dark apart from the glue of rock, it's quiet. apart from the sound of almost terrifying apart from the comfort of prayer, black apart fro