. >> killer, jason vorhees on friday the 13th. i heard voices like jason vorhees, one of the character is. they told me how to kill people, when to do it. the devil, i was possessed of the devil for six years. he's lived in me for 17. >> how about now addais? >> there's a demon lives outside the window right now. he's a demon. >> what does he tell you? >> most of the time he sings to me, hums. he aggravates me sometimes and i can't sleep. >> when our producer noticed his scarred arms she learned that sometimes ramon directs violence at himself as well. >> what are these scars? >> i cut my vein open about three times. twice with a spoon, once with a razor blade. just watched the blood come out. i do it sometimes just for the hell of it are it took 15 years of bottled anger to do what i did on the streets. if i keep it bottled up again, i may end up doing something like that again. >> he's not going to get that chance any time soon. ramon isn't eligible for parole until 2057. >>fy could go back in time, escape when i had the chance.