>> prior to javier cecelia's son's murder and his activism, most sectors of the organized sector were not directly acting upon the drug war. the marcos, the national army of lib e.r.a. -- liberation, started putting out texts or letters, analyzing the drug war, and previous months, but really an organized social grassroots response was not taking place, and that's one of the things that has been positive about cecelia's activism, although now there's always a lot of risks of division on the left, and stories that one could go into, but since that several the unions called for a national mobilization on may 8th. the army of national liberation sent out a communique supporting that call and marched, some 20-30,000 members. but there is movement but at it only just starting very recently. >> my question, i guess you were talking obviously about the culture of fear and how families talk about going home and trying to talk to their family members and friends about and it everyone is scared to talk in general, even if their name isn't connected to them. so i'm wondering your experience with