jeckyl and mr.d her being my caregiver at the time, being with me 24 hours, she would be the one that would have to put up with the intense roller coaster ride of my feelings. so has it gotten better in the five years? yes. but do i still have the bad days that she still has to put up with? yes. >> am i heavy? no, i'm not heavy? oh, my gosh. this hurts my booty. oh, we've got to go up a hill and make a right. oh, i think i'm making the tires crunch. ♪ >>> actually, i don't really want to tell her anything right off the bat. i would like to listen to her first, see where she's at. and then go from there, because what i know now, everybody's experience is different. >> it's 9:00 p.m., and as you can see, it's still bright outside and we're on our way to see bahia and her dad at the train station and i'm excited. i said just to be yourself and express the way you want to. >> hello, nice to meet you. >> hello, nice to meet you. [ speaking french ] >> it's nice to meet you. >> bonjour. ♪ >> we went to th