when i first learned of jeff shields, he had already gone through three years of treatment for a rare form of lymphoma. chemotherapy hadn't worked. he hadn't given up hope. but he was also recognizing that his odds were diminishing, even as his doctors were offering him more treatment options. >> well my experience has been that oncologists, at least my doctors, are basically optimistic. and they're always looking for a way to push the disease into remission than they are in talking about the longer-term picture of mortality. i spent time talking to genie, my wife, thinking about, at least for me, i want to make a decision. i don't want to linger. >> we've had conversations about all aspects of what the end of his life might look like. and most of all he says "i want to be at the farm." and, you know, hopefully i'm in a position to make sure that happens. we have an appointment that i hope will result in them saying that the disease is lessened. but they might say, "no, it's not under control," and then we're going to start having a conversation about mortality and... because i don't

the film profiles several personal stories including that of jeff shields, a man who was suffering from a rare form of lymphoma and underwent a bone marrow transplant. his cancer returned and he made a decision to die at home. here's an excerpt about that decision, and how he discussed it with his grandson. ♪ >> as this home time began to unfold, i began to realize how... how difficult it was, partly because our house was not organized or arranged to comfortably do this. suddenly you have a hospital bed in the middle of your living room. >> then i need you to help me bring my feet up. >> here, malcolm. we're going to help pop pop take his slippers off. can you do that? you want it to be as comfortable and happy a place for him as it can be. and at the same time, it's, you know, it's sort of the elephant in the room. >> have i talked to you at all >> have i talked to you at all about my thoughts on dying? >> no. >> is it too hard? okay. let me just tell you this. i'm not afraid of dying. i've had a long and wonderful life. and one of the nice things about being on the farm is that you re

last week they signed james shield jeff skversky gets answers from espn writer jason stark. >> shouldbe moved? >> i think it's time. they need to move him, he is one of those rare commodities probably the only commodity on this roster they can get a lot back for. here is the thing grew to the store and see a nice shirt you come back when it's on sale cole hamels is never going on sale. nobody is willing to pay it ruben is taking the big gamble that someone will pay it in july. this is not just us this is around baseball, should they have made a good deal instead of the perfect deal. ruben only wants to make the perfect deal. >>> college basketball is not easy villanova gets a gut check starting with providence tonight and followed by butler. the records and rankings go out the window when they play at providence they were able to eke out a victory last year the players know what they are in for. >> it's a great atmosphere, the fans are on ton of you and they are passion ate about their team. >> dunkin' donuts center is always sold out when we go there, and i assume it's soldout every

jeff, you fought as valiantly as anybody. in the big picture, how tough has this been for taya and the kids. have the kids been shieldeduch as possible. i'm sure they see it. they know about it. they're very bright kids. you know but we try not to bring them in to anything to where they're subjected to any kind of negativity around it. they know what their dad was all about. they know what the family is all about. that's how they live. >> did you hear from the movie people after the verdict? >> i haven't right now. i'm sure my dad has. you know cooper has kept in contact. i haven't heard from him. >> what does it mean to you to have sh support of so many americans behind your family? >> it's huge. to know that everybody, not just texans and not just people in the u.s. but people all over the world in support of it. >> we know you've had a really big week. we thank you very much for coming to new york to talk to us today. >> thank you for having me. >> i can teach you how to navigate these streets. they're different from where you're from. thanks a lot. great to see you. >>> have you seen this? iran blowing up a replica