remember how you told your jehangir that you were pregnant? i didn't tell him.him out, your sister, yes, your man, yes, and he obeyed and left, well, once again he endlessly because of her we had sort of quarrels , scandals, we left, in general, from anjarak from my wife to my father, well, to their dacha, as it were, that is, your sister did not let you live in peace, yes, when you found out that you were pregnant, jehanger was already on at that time , i seemed to think that he would appear anyway, he would come, and i didn’t want to go to the zones there, nargiza, well, let’s be honest, maybe you still didn’t tell me about the child for another reason, because he’s not the father, no, i didn’t... that wasn’t the case, for me, too, it was a scandal in the family, my pregnancy, where my husband, my sister was categorically against it, she negotiated with gynecologists and a therapist there so that i could have an abortion there, your sister, yes, yes, my brother was against it, since it was an illegal marriage, let him leave the apartment, i had to leave work ,

the first words of that a chinese volunteer here learned was typically jehangir. so which means is there is there an airplane? so, you know, they were very traumatized by the bombing. and so, you know, think today, like, why nuclear weapons so important to the north korean state? because they remember the bombings of 1950 and the people who who don't remember it have still been told it and they don't. you they want to have a deterrent to make sure it doesn't happen. and they're not going to be willing give up that deterrent until they're very, very sure it will never happen again. know it's interesting how this discussion is sort of leading naturally to. my next question about why we've called this the forever war right. it would have been an easy, maybe an obvious thing to call this korea the forgotten war. and as i said, trying very much not to forget, but to think about it as as a forever war, the sense of its legacies and the ways that it's still remembered today in the ways that it started, ways of going to war as mary or conflict or emergencies or whatever,